RavennaThe silence that filled the air was deafening. I understand that Kalan has to take his time to think about it. I was being selfish by asking him that, but I just wanted to know where I stand in all of this.If Lyssa was to have his child, then there was no need for me to be here. I knew and could feel it in my bones that the population would come to a consensus that would let Lyssa marry Kalan, not only because she carried his child, but also because they would want a Lycan to rule over them instead of another breed. “Let's...let's wait till the child is born,” Kalan muttered, quite unsure of himself. I blinked in mild surprise. It wasn't quite the answer I was looking for, but if that child is actually his, I wouldn't want Kalan to start hating on his child just because of me. That would be wrong, childish, and insensitive of me if I ever resort to that. It was his child after all. I didn't want them to suffer and get rejected by their father because of my selfish needs.
KalanFuck. What did I do now? Ravenna said that she was not angry, but I knew deep down she was deeply hurt by the news. I wasn't even sure of what to do upon hearing the news. I hadn't ever thought that Lyssa could be pregnant for me, so I was so lost on what to do. It disturbed me and invaded my thoughts. I was always so careful. I had constantly used protection, why was it that I had been so careless then? That minute of weakness has cost me a lot now, damn it.If that child turns out to be mine, would I make it the heir or would I just wait to conceive a child with Ravenna? No, that was sure to anger the majority of the population and I would be breaking one of the sacred rules we preserved. No matter the person who was carrying the child, whether by wedlock or not, the child had to be the heir, without fail.I also could not marry Lyssa in any way. I was absolutely repulsed at the thought. I had never even thought of marrying her. It had never crossed my mind not once, so ma
LyssaI was in pain. Severe pain. Everything hurts like hell. I shouldn't have agreed to be gang-banged by the vampires. It was the worst feeling I’d ever felt in my life, both physically and emotionally, ever.It was my greatest regret yet. It was nothing like having those Black wolves rogues fucked me. No, it was distinguishable and way worse. It was creepy and horrible. At least, the rogues were controlled in their sexual acts, trying to give me pleasure as they take turns to fuck me. They didn't use me like a piece of meat or like a fuck toy like the vampires did.I wanted to wholeheartedly regret the whole thing, but with the love potion in my hand, I couldn't bring myself to fully regret the whole experience. I was one step closer to having Kalan in the palm of my hand. It wasn't something to regret as much as it hurts. The pain would subside eventually and I could move on with my life, with Kalan by my side forever.I kept on reciting this constantly in my head, trying to
RavennaAfter a lot of thought and self-reflection, I decided not to tell Kalan about Nevan’s speculations. I didn't have enough evidence to back up her claims. It did seem a little fishy, but I wasn't going to accuse someone outrightly. And if Nevan believed in her words, why didn't she tell Kalan herself? It was probably because she wasn't so sure of herself either. They are going on a hunt for Lyssa. If I instigated such accusations to the table, without evidence, it would only land me into some big trouble that I wouldn't be able to get out of. The Lycans would hate me even more and spread horrible rumors about me. They might even claim I'm driven by jealousy, and bitter about the Heir. If I wasn't careful, they might also attempt to kill me, to finally get rid of me from their lives.I have to be patient and careful. It is a delicate situation that needs the utmost care. I will drop the whole Lyssa thing. Instead, I would inform him about the connection between my necklace
KalanWe found Lyssa, all bloodied and bruised in a sight that seemed eerily similar to the situation Ravenna had once been in, a few days ago. It was a terrible sight yet it did little to disturb me as much as I felt before. It was horrible indeed, but I felt little to no remorse. After all she did? It was a laugh. Blaze whimpered slightly behind me. He insisted on following my charge, determined to find his sister and bring her home. I could imagine how he feels now. I disliked Lyssa, yet I couldn't deny how it hurt seeing her in this state. She was barely standing on shaky legs, determined not to give up, even after seeing us. The rogues seemed unsure of themselves, wavering in their steps and cowering from our glares and snarls. But these rogues didn't run. They stood their ground as if waiting for one of us to strike. So I did.I pounced on the one nearest to me, skinning it alive, his pained howls relinquishing my vengeful intent. Blaze followed, snapping the neck of the
RavennaI curled up into a ball beside Kalan, feeling extra pleasured. My body felt so refreshed and energized after the sensual sex we had. I was currently wrapped in his arms and I felt a little bit sticky and uncomfortable in my private region, but it didn't deter me. I felt his hands run up my arms and I shivered, turning around and staring into his golden-brown eyes. His deep gaze and touches sent chills down my spine.“Do you want to take a shower before we talk?” Kalan murmured, burrowing his face into my neck. I froze at his words, unsure of what to expect. Was he going to talk about Lyssa? Or was there something else? I felt skeptical. It'll probably be about Lyssa and I wasn't ready to have that conversation now. “Sure,” I replied. Taking a bath could stall him a bit to prolong the inevitable.Kalan nodded briefly, swiftly jumping onto his feet and scooping me off the bed. He carried me in a bridal style and I yelped, startled at the sudden action, and clung tightly
Kalan“Do you like blowjobs?” Ravenna asked, completely catching me off guard. I wasn't expecting her to say something like that. I didn't even know what reaction I was expecting from her after saying all that, but definitely not about blowjobs.“What?” I supplied dumbly, not knowing how to answer that question. I could see her face flush a little. How cute.“I said, do you like blowjobs?” Yes, I heard her the first time, I was still trying to process her question. Her wet body inched closer to mine as she looked up at me through her lashes. My cock throbbed at that. Was she horny? Or was she trying to get her mind off the situation? Either way, it was very unlike Ravenna to take the initiative. I liked the change. His mouth opened and closed in confusion. “Yes, I do,” I finally answered, trying to understand what she really wants.“Can you teach me how to give one? I want to learn how to pleasure you more, I want to give to you, instead of taking from you,” her voice was barely au
LyssaI winced in pain, feeling the sharp sting of a needle piercing my skin. What was going on? Was I still in the rogue's den? I fluttered my eyes open, allowing light to seep through. My vision focused and I realized that I was inside a really large room.I frowned. What? My muscles felt heavy and they throbbed with slight pain. Other than that, the rest of my limbs were numb and my tongue felt heavy.Turning my head to the side, I saw a few nurses, at my sides, smiling down at me. I looked down at my hand and saw the intravenous drip attached to my wrist. Now, I understood why I felt the needle sting, but that did nothing to explain why the nurses were beaming at me. Was this a dream? It probably was. Either that or I was dead. The last thing I remembered was fighting the rogues and then seeing Kalan...I guess I was dead then. Death... didn't seem as bad as I thought, which led me to believe even stronger that this was a dream. Turning my head again, my eyes landed on Blaze