A knock on my office door pulls me out of my fumbled thoughts. I mutter a "come in" and Nikolai, my personal guard and trusted man walks in with Pavel, another of my most trusted men, and my younger brother, Lev, right behind him.
“Did he talk yet?” I inquire from Nikolai and Pavel as Lev walks to the window with a blunt between his lips, indicating how stressed he must be. We're both alike in more ways than we'd like to admit."Not yet, boss. Whoever he works for sure pays him well.""Doesn't look like he can hold on much longer, though." Pavel chips in."See if you can push harder, if not just finish him off and dump him where you left the other two last week." They both nod and exit my office while I think about the next line of action to take.Just over a month ago, four consignments of valuable goods were stolen from the port upon arrival. Those goods cost millions to purchase and ship from South Africa. When I heard that my goods went missing I drove down there to confirm it.No one has the slightest clue on where the containers disappeared to. Either that or they're pretending hence the reason for torturing the information out of the men who where on duty that night.Firstly, I assumed that the containers were left out during the shipping from SA to begin with, but when I contacted my suppliers, they assured me that the containers got into the ship under their supervision. Someone is messing with my properties and until they're found, more bodies will continue turning up in this city.I turn to Lev who's leaning on the book shelf, smirking at me and evidently done smoking his blunt."What's up with you?" I ask him, even though I know the source of the look on his face."What do you think, brother?" He lets out an amused laugh. "I heard from mum that you didn't show up for lunch with the Romano's. Did big Ivan get cold feets?"Sighing, I grab a blunt for myself and walk to retrieve a lighter from Lev. In my defense I didn't know mum and dad had planned to have lunch with the Romano's in Moscow when I went to visit. The plan was that the meeting would be here in New York since it would be more convenient for i and Lucia. And it's not like I haven't personally apologized to Lorenzo Romano.I was surprised to hear that they were in Moscow last week but frankly didn't care to join them when dad texted. I got an earful from mum after they had left but I wasn't really bothered.The only reason I'm in accordance with this stupid marriage is because dad is going to be retiring as the bratva head and it's only natural to assume that title as his first son. In order to fully become a Pakhan, tradition states that marriage is a must. It shows that one is responsible and is fully ready to take on the burdens that comes with being the mafia. Marriage isn't something that ever crossed my mind, but looking at how necessary it is, I doubt I have much of a choice.With the union of the Italian and Russian families, excess power will be at our fingertips."I didn't chicken out if that's what you mea-""You hate her then." He interrupts."I don't hate her." I say through clenched teeth. I don't know why I get so angry anytime I'm reminded of Lucia and our marriage. I know I don't hate her, hell! She hasn't even done anything to me. It's just the thought that in order to take over from my dad, I'll have to be bound to someone for life. That reason alone pisses me off.Hopefully she'll be a menace in the marriage so I'll have no other option but to slit her throat open and be rid of that problem. That realization puts me at ease immediately."If you say so." Lev laughs and pulls away from the book shelf with his hands in his pockets. "Mum said dinner's on Friday, anyway. Be nice to your bride, Ivan, and make conversations." He says as he walks out of the door while adjusting his perfectly pressed beige suit. Everyone knows how much I hate people. They're just too annoying.If not for my line of work, I doubt I'd ever put myself in the position to come in contact with people. I'm not much of a talker which makes a lot of people see me as quiet and mean. Not like I am complaining. When I'm calm and quiet, no one knows what exactly goes on in my head. I can be chill one minute and the complete opposite the next. Which is why Lev had to make it clear to actually engage in a conversation with my bride at dinner.I put out what's left of my blunt, wanting a clear head as I go about my day. There's a lot to do and think about, two of which includes picking out a restaurant for a proper meeting with the Romano's and getting to the root of who's responsible for the disappearance of my goods.This morning Antonio told me we'll be having dinner with the Dmitry's later today. I don't know what he and dad has with keeping me up to speed on instances like this. Already done with my makeup, I begin raiding my closet looking for what to wear. I was going to wear this really cute sundress I got from shein but when I saw the restaurant that was picked out, I changed my mind. I eventually settle for a moss green coloured, zip front corset dress that has a halter neck. I pair it with my gold heels, a matching purse, jewelries and style my jet black hair in a low bun. I'm aiming for a simple yet classy look and looking at myself in the mirror, I can't help but to feel like I've done a great job. Especially as the dress hugs my curves so well, it accentuates how thin my waist is. The sound of my phone's notification goes off and I go to see if it's my driver. Instead I see a text from Antonio. Antonio: John won't be driving you today. Expect Ivan in a few minutes. O My God! I don
I would be lying if I said I didn't expect Lucia to head out without me, especially since Antonio gave me a heads up that it can be really difficult for her to take instructions. I imagine being a spoilt brat, she thinks she's above taking orders, but in a world like ours where nothing is as it seems, a single mistake can send you to your early grave. It won't be long before the news about my marriage spreads like wildfire, which a lot of people won't be happy about because my hold on the city and Russia will only become stronger after the wedding. Eventually, more trouble will come, and if i lose my guard for one second, I could lose a lot. Including my wife to be.Which was why I told Antonio to inform her that I would be picking her up for dinner today. I intended to use the opportunity to make up for my rude behaviour the other day, but her disobedience only reinforced why I shouldn't have considered acting nice to her at all.I had Pavel keep an eye out in front of her apartment
The next two months goes by in a flash. Like literally. One moment we were having dinner and then the next I'm going wedding gown shopping with my girls. I know the groom isn't really supposed to be around when shopping for a wedding gown, but isn't he supposed to be present for the cake tasting and the other things?I honestly didn't even know what to expect since all Olga told me was that everything concerning the marriage preparations are already being planned out and that all I had to do was to show up looking pretty. I didn't know if I was to be flattered or not on hearing that.Olga's been doing all she can to make up for Ivan's absence over the past two months. She came with me for the cake tasting, and for the first gown shopping; I told her she could just let me and the girls pick out something the next day since we couldn't come to an agreement that day because she kept suggesting archaic looking gowns. I don't know why they would even still have gowns like that in this mode
It's at days like this that I wish my mother hadn't passed away, so she could see the beauty she brought into the world. I can't stop staring at myself in the mirror. When the bridal stylist delivered my gown to my apartment yesterday, I was awestruck. I don't know what was done to the dress, but it was ten times better than it looked the last time I saw it. My wedding dress, a masterpiece, hugs my body with an impeccable fit. The tulle veil gracefully drapes over my head, flowing gently behind, framing me in an ethereal aura. The gown boasts spangle sequins adorning the sleeves and the body, catching the light with a subtle sparkle. The sleeves, extending gracefully to my knuckles, add a touch of sophistication.The Queen Anne neckline adds regal allure, framing my collarbone with timeless grace. Every detail harmonizes to create a dress that embodies the essence of romance and refinement.My hair isn't left out of the equation as it has been styled to complement the elegance of my
An hour into the wedding reception, I'm very sure I look like I'd rather be anywhere else than at my own reception party. I don't think I'm at fault here because the man who's supposed to be my husband has been very dismissive towards me since the church wedding. He hasn't complemented nor said a single word to me at all and that just makes me feel downright miserable. Naturally, today's supposed to be the best day of my life but this is infact far worse than the day I found out I was a mafia princess.It's time for the couple dance so as I have my arms around Ivan's neck, I don't expect the words that comes out of his mouth."you look beautiful." That raw, manly voice whispers in my ears. I look up into his eyes for a while, trying to decipher this man called Ivan, before i give up. His brown eyes don't hold any emotions. My plan is to ignore his comment but then I think better of the idea, reflecting further. If we're going to continue playing whatever game this is for however lo
Words can't begin to describe how exhausting the past two months have been. I had men stationed at the port to alert me or my men of any suspicious movements related to my stolen shipments. The lead Nikolai had the other day at the restaurant led us to a warehouse down in Manhattan, which we've been closely monitoring for a long time now. The only person reported to be seen coming in and out frequently was a woman. Even the man who led us there hasn't been seen. Well, that was over a month ago. I had a few men keep an eye out just in case something came up, and then I left New York for my oath taking ceremony in Moscow, which lasted for two weeks.I swirl my special ring of authority between my fingers before placing it in the safe box of my home office and taking a seat to get some work done. My phone rings, and seeing Lev's name pop up on the screen, I think I might have an idea of why he's calling. "Yeah?" "Hello to you too, brother. Shouldn't you be in bed with your bride by n
I wake up the following morning filled with confusion when I search for my water bottle on my bedside table and I'm unable to locate neither the water bottle nor table itself which is usually on the right side of my bed.With a huff, I grab my phone from beneath my pillow to check for the time. On seeing it's just 4:01 a.m., I turn on my flashlight to figure out what's going on. The first odd thing I see is the white wall paints on the wall, that's when the events of yesterday come rushing back in like a whirlwind, and I realize that I'm not at my apartment.I look at the diamond wedding ring on my finger, which should normally be a symbol of love towards my partner. With a sigh, I find the bedside table at the left and roll over to that side of the bed to drink water and go back to bed. ♧♧♧When I'm up later in the morning, it's to a breath of stale air fanning over my face.What the…With a jerk, I'm up in an instant, sitting upright to co
The first thing I do when Lucia steps into the library is to call up the maintenance guy to come take down the CCTV in her room. I waited till she got to the library because I heard from her brother that she's an author, so it's only natural that a place like that would pique her interest."How long to take it down?" "Give me ten minutes." He positions a ladder to start climbing."Do it in five. And hurry." The last thing I want is her leaving the library earlier than anticipated. Where do I begin to explain? Luckily for him, he does it in four minutes. See, now that wasn't so hard, was it? All he needed was an extra push. When he leaves the room, I know I'm supposed to leave too, but I can't help but linger a bit. She hasn't been here for up twenty-four hours, and the room already smells like her. Stepping out of the room and closing the door, I head to the library where she might still be. I don't know how often she steps out, but when she does, she needs to know that leaving wi
The next few weeks pass by in a blur of events. First, Ivan never told me what exactly he did to Alfred but i heard rumors amongst his men, Naya, Aliyah and even Lev that Alfred's death was brutal and one that would not easily be forgotten. I know he killed Alfred and I should be relieved that there would be no more trouble from him anymore, but be it a facade or not, I really held Alfred to high esteem when we were together. Seeing what became of him still makes me wonder what the hell happened to him and why he changed courses. Was he always that crazy but I was just too blind to notice? I guess I'll never know. I'm just super glad that peace reigns again. “What's on your mind?” Ivan's smooth voice speaks into my ear. His arms enclose me on either side as he stands behind me on the balcony overlooking the beach of the private island he apparently owns in Maldives.“Everything that's happened since we got married. It's been a hell of a ride.”“It's all over now, my love.” He kisses
There are days where I get in my feelings and just go for a drive or bury myself in work till my anger subsides. I mean, since I can't just go about hitting people or firing them, that's the safest option anyway.But today? Today is definitely one of those days, and boy, am I glad I have a punching bag this time around. Alfred has been locked up for the past week in the torture room at Dmitry Enterprise.“No food?” I say to one of my men standing guard at the back entrance when I walk into the building the next day. I had planned to over stretch Alfred's torture. I wanted to take a piece of him every day until he took his last breath. Maybe then, in his next life, he wouldn't be such a nuisance to society. But no matter how satisfying it would have made me, I just want to get it over and done with so I and Lucia can successfully move on from this stage. The quicker the better.“As instructed, Pakhan.” He gives a curt nod and steps aside to let me in. Walking deeper into the basement,
The persistent beeping grabs my attention first, akin to a pesky mosquito hovering around, waiting for its next unfortunate victim. Next, I become overly aware of the soreness and dryness in my throat.I gently flex my fingers, noticing one hand tightly clenched. With effort, I open one eye, then the other. Despite the dimness of the room, the unmistakable scent of a hospital fills my nostrils. Gradually, I turn my head to the left and find my sweet Ivan clutching my hand in his as he sleeps.My eyelids drop heavily as sleep threatens to swallow me whole again. Knowing that Ivan is with me, I hold on to his hand as well and let sleep take me for the second time.When I wake up again, the day is bright, and I don't see Ivan by my side anymore. My hand unconsciously goes to my belly as I rub it, but something immediately feels off. like it's empty and void of a living being. Just as I begin to panic, the door slides open, and Ivan walks in, holding a cup of coffee in one hand as he sli
Thirty minutes after driving like a maniac, looking for the closest hospital to home, my wife is finally pulled into the emergency ward. But they won't let me get past the door they just wheeled her through.“You're going to have to wait here, Mr. Dmitry. Please.” A female nurse in scrubs blocks my path, and I swear to God, it takes a lot of self-control to not push her out of my way and go after my wife. “Let us do our thing. Your wife is in the best of hands.” Her voice has grown calmer when she sees the despair in my eyes.“She's pregnant. Do all you can to save them both, please.” I never thought I would say please to a stranger. That's what Lucia does to me.Understanding dawns in her eyes. “We'll come get you as soon as we can.” She says to me before walking through the door and shutting it after her.Having no other choice but to wait, I settle down on the chair in the waiting room while the doctors see that my wife makes it out alive. My heart threatens to explode when I reme
I feel the trickle of a liquid running down my face before it seeps into my mouth. Blood.That's what the liquid tastes like. On my third attempt to open my eyes, they finally pity me and flutter open. I can't make out any figure in the room because it's so dark, and for a second, I'm confused as to how I got here. But everything comes flooding into my head.As soon as Ivan drove off, I was worried. I couldn't stop pacing our bedroom. Then I went to sit at the window overlooking the compound gate, hoping he would drive back in immediately, saying everything had been settled. But I knew I was only being delusional.Or was I? Because tell me why five minutes after Ivan had driven out, I got a text from a number saying ‘Lucia honey, It's Ivan. come outside for me. Hurry’No one had driven into the compound yet, so I assumed he was on his way and a few seconds out. I sprinted downstairs as soon as I saw the text, thinking everything was finally over.I didn't even check to see the sende
The months go by in a blur of happiness and peace. There's too much of it that I begin to worry and get suspicious, especially with the whirlwind of negative emotions Lucia had to go through because of Anna. All I had to do to get rid of Anna was threaten her with her finances. We both knew there was more I could have done, like actually banning her from my city or killing her. But I have always been a stickler against hurting women and children. Since I couldn't harm her physically, I automatically transferred the blow to Rodrick, who was stupidly her informer. I always wondered how she knew of my whereabouts sometimes and was surprised when she gave him out. So much for loyalty these days.But despite the worry, Lucia reminds me to enjoy the serenity. Of course, I appease her by not looking or acting worried in her presence but behind doors, with the help of Gertrude, we've been looking into the reason for my worrying; Alfred's absence.It's been three months since the entire Alfr
It has been such a confusing morning for me since I woke up, all puffy eyed from crying last night. Even as I try to get food into my stomach, it's impossible not to think about the events that played out last night and how it ended. I woke up this morning feeling embarrassed, and the feeling followed me to the bathroom to shower and straight to the dining area where I'm now having breakfast.I really did believe that Ivan played me after hearing everything Anna said to me last night. I was so hurt. But hearing all the explanation he gave is what's been confusing me all morning.Some part of me believes him wholeheartedly. It really does. I mean, with the photo evidence he sent to me showing the debris in an open yard, an underground entrance, cages containing frightened women and some more pictures of even more women entering the back of vans. They were really believable, and that's enough proof to know that he wasn't lying at all.Then there's the part where he showed me the one wa
The night started off so well. Infact, the whole day beginning from last night. Well, that is until now.I knew something was up immediately I saw Lucia's expression when she came out of the restroom. There was just something different about it from when she went in at first. But hearing the words coming out of her mouth tonight has my thoughts spiralling. I have no doubt that Anna… crazy crazy Anna ambushed my wife in there and put thoughts in her head.And I can't blame Lucia for her reaction. Just looking at her breaks something in me. There's nothing but hurt on her face, and it kills me to think that I'm the cause of it.She thinks I went to be with Anna after that beautiful first night we had together only because I didn't go into details about the events of the four days I was away. And Anna, who somehow got information on my absence, decided to use it to her advantage. She'll learn soon enough why that was a bad idea but first things first. I take Lucia's hand in mine as I l
Ivan and I stride into the grand hall, joining the other formally dressed guests who are here for the fundraising gala. Ivan said it's a charity auction, which has me excited. I haven't been to one before.Just like the last time we were out like this in public, every heads turn in our direction immediately we step into the room. And once again, I can feel every pair of eyes sizing me up. Especially the ladies. I'm wearing a strapless silver sequin dress that's floor length and has a high slit that runs across my legs. My hair is finely done in loose curls, and I put on just the right amount of makeup.Ivan had this gorgeous dress specially made for me and because there wasn't enough time to go shopping for new heels and a purse that would match my outfit, I paired it with one from my wardrobe much to Ivan's surprise. He said he didn't know I owned that many items since I am usually almost always at home. His statement made me laugh, and I told him a woman can never have ‘too many’ c