Cassie -
I slowly make my way back downstairs and get myself to my room. I close the door as quickly as I can and lock it, closing myself in, away from the world. I pick up my school bag and, through my pain, I settle into my bed gingerly and attempt to complete all my assignments before I am too tired to focus. I still need to keep my grades up if I am to have any hope of leaving here.
When I finally look up, having finally finished my last assignment of the day, I rub my tired eyes, relieving the dull ache that is forming behind them slightly and I glance at the old child-like clock I have on my dresser, the clock I have owned since I was around 5 years old, it is a little beaten and there is a crack in the glass front, but otherwise it has always worked well so there had been no need to buy a new one.
With a sudden jolt of surprise, I see it is a little after 2am. Happy birthday to me, I think to myself, caught somewhere between excitement and dread. I wonder what fresh new hell could be awaiting me in the morning and then I begin pondering the fact that I can now find my mate. I wonder if he is nearby. I crawl under the covers of my bed, with my stomach protesting every movement I make, due to it being empty as well as from those kicks I received earlier, and thankfully, I quickly fall into a dreamless sleep.
My alarm goes off at 5am as it always does. It’s not like I can get a day off just because it is my birthday. I'm not even sure if anyone knows it is my birthday today. I climb out of bed and head straight to the communal bathroom on my floor to wash off the lingering grim from last night’s crawl around the house. Fortunately, most of the pain I had last night has gone now and what does remain is more of a dull throbbing sensation rather than the stabbing pain I was experiencing. I have a nice long hot shower, lathering my hair with copious amounts of conditioner, then I brush and dry it until it shines, finally, I scoop it up into a neat ballerina bun on top of my head. Quickly brushing my teeth, I give myself a once over in the mirror and dash to my room to dress and start my day before anyone else can join me. I'm praying people will go easy on me, and by people, I mean Ace and Madeline, even if they don't know it is my birthday, maybe today will be a good day. One can dream, I guess.
In the kitchen, I began making breakfast, oatmeal today. It was nice and easy, even I can do this. Once the oatmeal is ready, I separate it into 4 large portions and add flavouring: chocolate, cinnamon, strawberry, and coconut. The process is simple, soothing and relaxing for me, so I enjoy oatmeal days. I definitely much prefer that to scrambled eggs and other breakfasts. As I am in the process of putting the huge bowls onto the warming trolley, the door to the dining room swings open, and the scent of sandalwood and lemon reaches me. The scent is homey and refreshing, like a freshly cleaned pile of laundry (I guess that is because those are the scents of our detergents). This can mean only 1 thing; MATE! I turn slowly, breathing the intoxicating scent, deeply, enjoying the sense of rightness that flows through me and observing in shock, amazement, and with a slight sinking feeling, I watch as Ace strolls in with Maddie on his arm and a sharp glare aimed directly at me. My heart sinks.
No! No! No! How can he be my mate? Anyone but him, please, please, not him.
"Breakfast is late," he states coldly, "get a move on Cas, how dare you take this long, what the fụck have you been doing all morning?." I glance up at his face and then hurriedly place the last bowl down. I don't utter a sound. I don't think I could, even if I wanted to. My mind is racing. Ace is 18. He has known I have been his mate for over a year, and he chose not to acknowledge the bond? He actually actively chose to ignore the bond and wait until the Alpha and Luna were away and then tormented me openly? The Alpha and Luna had been planning this trip since just after Ace turned 18, he must have planned all of this...Your mate can be detected as soon as you turn 17, even if they are underage, which means he knew. He knew for all of this time. I can't believe he treated me this way, knowing we are mates. What had I done to make him hate me so much? Was knowing I couldn't sense the bond enough that it gave him reason to hate me? How could he do this to me?
After freezing for a solid minute, I decide I have to ignore this for right now and think, maybe I can pretend I am still oblivious, that will give me some much needed time to process this and then I will have to talk with him, find out his reasoning, and make a decision.
"Cas? don't ignore me, I'm talking to you!" He adds when he gets no response from me, clicking his fingers in my face.
Resolved, I try to pass them both quickly, with the trolley, and I plan to go about my day as per usual. Unfortunately, fate seems to have other ideas.
What happens next happens in a flash, so quickly it barely registers as time passes. I graze my shoulder on his elbow, trying to get by. I feel the sparks, which means he does too, then Madeline is shoving me away, hard.
"Don't you touch him, wh0re, watch where you are going, clumsy b!tch!" she yells.
Everything spins inside me, and I reach out to catch myself, briefly gripping Madeline's arm, but she snarls, grabs my fingers and squeezes hard before throwing my hand away from her. I try desperately to find something else to hold me up but there is nothing, so down I fall, and on my way I slip into unconsciousness. I hear her voice floating as if from a distance "Fụcking hell, that slụt tried to push me over."
My last thought as I flailed and then hit the floor in a dead faint is that, he KNOWS, he knows I know he is my mate, he would have felt the sparks too, now I am of age, so much for giving myself time…
Ace -
Goddess I want her, I hate that I want her, why can't I want Madeline? She is much more my type, and she has rank, she has class, and she needs to be my Luna. It is all a part of the plan her father cooked up years ago.
And now, dammit, Cassie knows, she knows we are mates and she knows I don't want her by my side. Soon she will know the plan, but for now I have to keep up the act.
That must mean it is her birthday today. She is 17 and all mine. I don't want to want her, I know that is the bond, but now I can have her and I will.
Yesterday I almost gave in. Seeing her on her knees beside my bed had me straining for release. Luckily, Maddie is always willing, but I want Cassie's body beneath me, not hers. I want to hear Cassie screaming my name in pleasure after I have thoroughly punished her. A good sp@nking is just what she needs to show her who is in charge. Now, today, she knows the truth, the truth that I have been aware of for far too long, she is my mate. I have to make her submit to me, she will be my mistress while Maddie is on my arm, I'll accept nothing less. I need a son, an heir, to carry on my legacy. Maddie doesn’t care, she is happy as long as I service her regularly and make her my Luna when the time comes.
Cassie -Hundreds of questions seem to be chasing each other around in circles inside my head, whirling like a tornado until they all seem to blur into one constant stream of thought. There are muffled voices, just out of my hearing range. Who is that? Odd smells surround me. Is that disinfectant? Strange sounds resonate in my ears. What is that beeping? I can't seem to focus on anything, or keep any single thought straight in my mind, and why won't my eyes open? Why can't I move or make a sound? All of this hits me in the span of about two seconds, the questions repeating themselves over and over. I try to concentrate on one specific question and manage to grab ahold of one, whose voices? I vaguely recognise those voices, like a memory of them is just out of reach. The memory of the voices tickle my brain as other details try to push this thought aside, but I cling to
Ace -They went to the fucking hospital, sh!t, now what?? I need to think of something…Almost as soon as our meeting had ended yesterday afternoon they went over to the hospital to pay a visit and spend time with each of the wolves that were injured during training and most specifically, they went to see how Cassie was and what she could tell them about how she ended up there. Luckily for me, she was still out cold when they got there and she didn’t wake up at all while they spoke with the doctor, seeing if he had any insight into how she came to be in this condition, but when Cassie wakes up I have no doubt she will tell them everything.I managed to sneak into her room last night at around 3am, during a shift change, so I went completely unnoticed and I slip
Cassie -After my conversation with Dr Thorne, he went to follow up on my blood test results, and I leaned back against the mountain of pillows behind me and closed my eyes. The words how and why kept flashing behind my closed eyelids. How did someone get ahold of wolfsbane, let alone get it into a hospital and manage to dose someone with it and why would they want to? It doesn’t take a genius to work out it was probably Ace that did it, or maybe Maddie on his orders though.I must have drifted off to sleep again for a while, and when I woke up, I was shocked, utterly speechless.Luna Lily was sitting beside me reading through a binder of some kind. She is stunning, all regal elegance and true grace with her auburn hair tied regally in a chignon and her eyes downcast to a b
Cassie -After spending another 3 long, peaceful hours in the hospital, Dr Thorne finally came around with my discharge papers. He had Thomas come into the room to hear about the aftercare I needed, so I had "no excuse" as he put it, but to follow the regime, which he delightfully told me with an impish grin on his face. I rolled my eyes at this but listened carefully as I wanted to get better quickly, he told me I needed to eat little and often, and nothing heavy to help me gain some weight back. He also gave me a prescription of vitamins to help me and my wolf get stronger again. Once he finished, he brandished the discharge papers under my nose, I signed and was handed a bag of clothes.I glanced in the bag and then sharply up at Dr Thorne who blushed slightly and said he had run out to a nearby shop on his break to buy m
Cassie -I end up falling asleep while Thomas snacks on the popcorn he brought up for us to eat while we watched a movie on the giant TV hung on the wall opposite my new bed. We were up half the night just chatting and I think it is safe to say we are now friends and not just protector and protected. Thomas makes me feel normal, like I can once again be the girl I was before. He makes me forget all the bad stuff, the trauma, the torment, Ace and Maddie’s cruelties, and even Ace being my mate, even though he doesn’t know that yet, I will tell him, I just don’t know when I will be ready to admit that my mate is my tormentor. I feel like a person when I am with him and I already love him like a brother.The next morning when I wake up, I don’t open my eyes right away. I listen to Thomas breathing d
Cassie - Thomas and I walked down the stairs together, Thomas chatting happily beside me, clearly trying to distract me. I guess he could sense the tension in me. "You will be fine Cassie, trust in our Luna, she only wants to help, and so does the Alpha, and you have me now. I'm not just a guard, I'm your friend and I won't let sh!t go bad." He says before we reach the ground floor. He speaks quietly so as not to be overheard and then, without waiting for my reply, he continues on down the stairs. When we get to the door of the office, we pause and Thomas knocks. "Come," calls a soft voice, the door is ajar and Thomas reaches out to push it open further for me. "Thank you", I said ge
Cassie -Shortly after the reassurance from Luna Lily that Thomas would still be protecting me, she escorted me back to the room I stayed in last night, Thankfully nobody was leaving me to walk the hallways alone.“I want you to stay here, this is your room now dear. Thomas will be up shortly with some food, his training will have ended by now and I know that boy loves to eat. I am going to talk to Sven, I need to tell him what you told me and then I will come back to you and we will discuss how you wish to go on from here. This is your room now, for as long as you wish it to be,” she sighs heavily and continues, “this should have been our heir’s room, but it was not meant to be I guess, at least now it will be put to use.” Then she turns away from me and walks back down the hall, the way we jus
Cassie -With my terror increasing by the nanosecond, I realise where we are. Luna Lily takes my hand and squeezes it gently, she gives me a reassuring smile as she walks through the door, pulling me along with her.For the first time in my life, I am in the Alphas office, this is not something I had ever anticipated, there are only 2 reasons I know of for anyone to be taken to the Alphas office, 1 you are an official on official business or 2 you are in trouble and have to discuss your misdeeds and punishment. As soon as I truly realised where I was, I began to panic, I couldn't breathe, my head was swimming, and my knees felt like they had melted like butter on fresh popcorn."Breathe Cassie, you're OK, I promise you are OK, just breathe honey" I hear Luna's voice as though thr
Daisy - My darling brother was never one to covet what others had, but because he didn’t want to burden his best friend with 2 packs to run, not when he had only just found his mate after almost 8 years of longing for her. So, with him taking on the role of Alpha to a pack under such turmoil, I am now the unofficial Beta of Twin Lakes as, without Dave as Alpha and me as Beta the pack would be completely leaderless. Ace very quickly went underground, he like, literally vanished, he is in hiding, the bloody coward ran as soon as he felt the shift in power, according to some of the pack members. He escaped with Maddie who was the Delta's daughter and her father. From what we have learned, it seems her father began orchestrating her rise through the ranks a long time ago, he poisoned the Luna to be barren, he encouraged Maddie to be with Ace, as he would have been Alpha since the current Alpha was and would always be childless, and he helped to kill the Luna to weaken Alpha Sven and Go
Daisy - My twin brother is a freaking Alpha! I can't even believe it, an Alpha! In the span of just a few short weeks our lives have been completely transformed, turned upside down in every way imaginable and I'm pretty sure my brother's head is still spinning. I know for a fact that mine is. O.K, O.K, Let me slow down, rewind, breathe, let me take you back to that time a ‘few short weeks ago’ and I'll tell you everything and bring you up to speed.So…Our pack is… no wait, was, the Rival River Pack, Jack was our Alpha and he is still the Alpha of Rival River, my twin brother Dave, was the beta, Jason is the Gamma and Brian is the Delta, we all grew up together, we have always been and still are very close, almost like siblings, which, O.K. I mean Dave and are actual siblings but well, yeah, you get what I mean. Anyway, it only feels like it was a few weeks ago that I was on night patrol with Jason. I was moaning about something or another that Dave had done, I can't remember what h
Thank you for sticking with me, now to begin book 2...Following on from Betrayed by the Beta, can Alpha Dave and his twin sister Daisy work through the trouble of reorganizing a pack that has been mistreated for months all while helping their friends, Jack and Cassie, to capture a threat that could bring them all to their knees? Help Jason and Tara come to terms with a difficult past? and assist Brian as he tries to help Mark overcome his strong need to prove himself worthy, which could result in serious consequences?With Ace still at large with Maddie by his side, will the gang be able to put a stop to his plans before any permanent damage can be done??
Authors POV - Cassie and Jack talk over the concerns they have regarding Brian and Mark heading out on this mission now that they know what Mark is thinking, but with the leak being out it would be odd for Brian and Mark to not go on this so-called trip they had planned. They decide to send Dave a message and see if he is still awake so they can go over options together and within minutes of sending the message to Dave the phone in Jack’s office lets out a resounding ring. Cassie jumps at the sudden sound after the silence that had fallen between them while they waited.Jack reaches around Cassie, who is still perched on his knee, and picks up the phone, placing it on the desk and opting for the speaker option so the three could talk more comfortably.“What are you 2 love birds still doing up at this hour? And what could you possibly need me for? It hasn’t gone stale over there already has it?” They can hear the humour in Dave’s words but instead of joining the banter playfully Cass
Cassie -We talk a little more about what we think Jason should do to get Tara’s attention and to hold it when suddenly Jason perks up, “I’ve got it,” he says “I can do that, I need to talk to Jack, do you know where he is?”“He’s in his office, want me to come with you?”“Nah, I know exactly what to do, I’m going to move into the room next to hers, she won’t be able to avoid me then, and you know she has been since the moment she smelt me in your office, even when she didn’t know it was me, it’s not person to me, it’s personal to her mate and I’m going to show her that she can count on me.”I worry for a moment that this might backfire, but Jason seems so convinced it will work that I dare not argue with him, at least he is showing signs of life again and I can be on hand as a confidant whenever he needs one.“Ok,”
Jason -When someone knocked on my door I had this swelling sensation in my chest, I was so hopeful that it was Tara, that she had finally come to talk to me about whatever had her holding herself back from our bond. It has been an agonising 24 hours since we discovered our bond and so far I had spent a grand total of about 30 minutes with her. Was I a disappointment? Had I failed her in some way already? I had spent the last 23 and a half hours trying to distract myself, telling myself she will come around, she will come to me, we will be together. I haven’t slept, I haven’t been able to eat, I can barely bring myself to move from the sofa I managed to stumble to after she fled from my presence last night.Seeing Cassie standing behind my door was heartbreaking, I had managed to convince myself it was Tara. I love Cassie, we share that special bond t
Cassie -Daisy, Tara and I talked for another hour, Daisy told us everything she knew, which was pretty much everything Dave knew. Apparently though busy, the two of them sit together in private for a couple of hours each day trying to solve this conundrum.We then went to meet the guys and as we got to Jack's office, Brian and Mark were just leaving, they both bowed their heads to me even though I have told them it isn't necessary when others aren't around, then they scarpered off talking about whether they had a tent, which was odd.Knocking on the door I waited to be granted entry, I may be his mate and Luna but I believe everybody should be allowed the right to deny access to another should they deem it necessary.After being scolded by Jack for knocking and promising
Cassie -Tara looks relieved when we don’t push her for more information about her reaction to us mentioning her mate, I will be digging into that later, but for now, while Daisy is here I want to go through everything we know and see what we can think of for how to catch Ace.I know he isn’t done with me, he won’t want to let my escape go unpunished. I could hope that Maddie would convince him that I am not worth the effort, but with the way she has treated me in the past I imagine she wouldn’t mind getting another chance to torment me. Maybe her father can convince them both, maybe he will get them far enough away from all of us that they can make a new life for themselves and leave our packs alone. I know Ace was looking forward to the power of being an Alpha, maybe he can create his own pack, make himself Alpha and gather members over
Jack -I quickly slide out of bed and head to the ensuite to wash myself and grab a warm cloth. When I return she has turned onto her side facing where I should be with an arm reaching out as though searching for me, a slight pout on her luscious lips. I make quick work of cleaning between her legs and I throw the cloth into the basket just inside the bathroom before sliding back into bed and wrapping her up in my arms. Her pout smoothes out as soon as our skin touches and she shuffles towards me resting her head on my chest, I begin to drift off to sleep with a smile on my face, thanking the moon goddess for this woman. My wolf whispers to me in a sleepy voice "perfect for us" and I agree with him wholeheartedly before finally succumbing to sleep and finding my love in my dreams waiting for me.When I wake up the next