Chapter 46 Explanation

Jared is already at their picnic table. His hair looks like he’s ran his hands through it at least a hundred times. He’s in the same clothes from last night. And her heart aches at the pure look of sadness on his face. She sits down across from him.

“I swear on my life I did not kiss her. And I didn’t want to either. I sure the hell didn’t want her to kiss me.” Jared said.

“So out of the blue this random girl just kisses you?” MJ said.

“Not random.” Jared said.

“Explain.” MJ said.

“I met her on the first day of classes. She asked me out. I told her I had a girlfriend who I was in love with and I wasn’t interested in her.” Jared explained.

“And?” MJ said.

“Well she continued to flirt, but I’d tell her every time I was completely in love with my girlfriend. She finally stopped after a couple of weeks.” Jared explained.

“And you felt the need to keep that from me, why?” MJ said.

“I just thought if I ignored her she'd go away. I didn’t think it was a big deal.” Jared said.

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