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Loosing his mind

Author: Namiko Aris
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-24 05:11:25

MARCELLUS’ POV.

The sun was barely up, and the training ground was already alive with the sounds of men sparring, weapons clashing, and orders being barked. Normally, I would have taken pride in the discipline and strength of my pack, but today my mind was elsewhere. My focus was shot, and every move I made felt heavier than it should have.

I stood in the center of the training field, arms crossed, watching two young warriors go at each other. They were eager, and determined, but sloppy. Normally, I’d stop them, correct their mistakes, and push them harder. But now, all I could do was stare blankly, my thoughts miles away.

“Marcellus!” someone called, snapping me back to the present. It was one of the trainers, gesturing for me to step in. The men had paused, waiting for my instruction. I sighed, stepping forward and grabbing one of the wooden practice swords.

“Let’s see if you can keep up,” I said, forcing a smirk to hide my frustration.

The young warrior grinned, gripping his own sw
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