TEDDY The car slowed as we approached the Monroe estate, my pulse hammering in my ears. Phin parked, and the realization hit hard. We were about to see our baby for the first time. The sonography machine, the one Kael insisted on getting, was waiting inside. I clenched my fists, trying to contain the rush of excitement clawing its way through me. This was it.Beside me, Cassy stared out the window, her hand resting absently on her stomach. She'd been quieter than usual lately, her thoughts drifting somewhere I couldn't follow. As much as I wanted her to share my enthusiasm, I understood why she didn't. Being the Moon Goddess, an Alpha, and now a mother. Her world was heavier than mine. So I bit down my joy, keeping it tempered. But it wasn't easy.The moment we stepped out of the car, Cassy's mother wasted no time. She swooped in, collecting Cassy and Vivi along with the other women. "Come on, girls," she said, ushering them toward the healers.I glanced over at Phin, who stood besi
CASSY Twins. Sharing an amniotic sac. My mind pretty much stopped working the second the healer said it. The second I noticed the similarities to images I'd seen before.I had heard those words before, growing up. Mom's stories about how the triplets had shared a sac. How complicated the pregnancy had been. How she had been put on bed rest for what felt like forever.I wasn't just pregnant with twins. These weren't just babies. These were twin Alphas.How the hell was I supposed to lead a pack from bedrest? How was I supposed to be an Alpha and handle everything when I could barely wrap my head around the fact that my body was about to go through something as intense as carrying not just one Alpha but two?I stared at the screen, at the blurry image of the two lives inside me. I knew I should've felt something. Excitement, fear, joy, anything... but all I felt was a tidal wave of panic threatening to drown me.Mom had spent months confined to bed, unable to do anything but grow th
SKY Walking in the door, I felt a wave of exhaustion hit me. The day at the zoo with Nola, Huckley, Oxxy, and the older twins, Koda and Kage, had been nothing short of chaos. Thankfully, Ezra had been there to help corral the kids. Otherwise, I might've lost my mind. I had to get them all out of the house so Cassy and Viviana could have a good sonogram. I tried to get Kael to come with me, but he refused. Thankfully, Ezra stepped up, and Ky and Knox stayed back to control Kael if needed. None of us trusted him alone with Phin yet.The house was quiet as I slipped off my shoes and headed toward the bedroom. Kael was lying on his back on the bed, shirtless, his chest slick and sweaty. His skin glistened in the dim light, and I could tell from how his muscles tensed and relaxed that he had just come from the gym. Whenever he hit the gym like this, it usually meant he was battling something. I didn't need to ask. I already knew what was bothering him.Burk.It had been two months si
PHINAs we drove back home, the blur of the landscape passing by did little to distract me. My thoughts were on fire, burning through every anxiety and doubt I had about returning to the Bayou. Becoming Alpha again wasn't just a title.I was supposed to lead, guide, and protect these people, but I could barely keep my head above water.Cassy sat in the passenger seat asleep. She was getting more tired by the day, and I'd noticed it even before this. Those babies were already demanding so much from her. She'd still managed with such grace. She always had this way of making everything seem manageable, like no matter how bad things got, she'd find a way to pull us through. I envied that.Vivi nestled against my side, tracing little circles on my arm. Her soft touch was usually a comfort. Today, though, it felt like a drop in the ocean. Teddy's hands were tight on the steering wheel, his eyes locked on the road. He was lost in his own world, just like I was in mine."You good, frère?" h
I stood in the middle of the room, shoving clothes into the duffel bag. The walls felt like they were closing in, my decision squeezing the air from my lungs. This house had been my home for such a short time, but it now felt like a cage I was desperate to escape. Teddy walked up behind me. "I don't understand why you're doing this, love. Je ne comprends pas." I kept packing, unable to look at him. "Because it's what's best for the pack. You offered Phin your support. I thought you were accepting this?" "For the pack? Or for you?" He stepped closer. I spun around, the bag half-packed. "What the hell is that supposed to mean?" "It means you're running, Cassy." His green eyes burned with anger. "You're scared of what the pack needs from you, so you're backing down." "Backing down?" I threw the bag aside. "I've been carrying this pack since I took over! You think I don't feel the pressure? You think it's easy?" "You're not the only one who feels it," he spat. "But this pack needs
PHIN - Teddy left with Cassy, and the house felt quieter without them. The healers insisted Cassy's pain was from the title shift, but nothing more. She'd be fine. But that didn't make me feel any less restless.I needed to move things forward. "Set the master suite for me and Viv," I ordered the Omegas, watching them flinch at my tone. "But leave the room next to Marilee's as is." They exchanged glances, but nobody questioned me.Except Viv, of course.She leaned casually against the doorway. "Why both? We're taking over the master suite now that you're Alpha again, right?"I looked back at her, trying to keep the storm of emotions under control. "One for sleeping," I muttered, "and the master for... other things."She laughed, stepping closer until she was right in front of me. "Do we need both, really?""Yes. For...other needs," I cut her off sharply. Her laughter was infectious, but my mind was already racing ahead, buzzing with an energy I couldn't control. She always had this
KNOX -I pulled into the driveway and turned off the engine. Oxxy was still fast asleep in his car seat. His checkup had gone great. The doctors were thrilled with how well he was doing. His surgery to fix his cleft lip and palate had been just a month ago, and every day since, he was healing stronger. It amazed me how resilient he was. He took everything in stride, without a single complaint.I sat for a moment, watching him. Essie had let me adopt him without a fight, and I was grateful for that. She still came around and saw him when she could, but I could tell it hurt her. Oxxy wasn't just a little boy to her. He was a reminder of things she wanted to forget. I knew she hated herself for it. Every time she saw him, she'd tell me that. But it didn't change the fact that he was born from something terrible, and she couldn't get past it. It made me sad for her. It made me sad for him, too. He deserved better than to carry that shadow.As I stepped out of the truck and quietly unb
PHIN - I couldn't just apologize. Saying sorry would be a cop-out. Something lazy, something too easy for the mess I'd made. I was the one who pushed her, who kept going until she shut down. Hell, I hated myself for it, and not just for hurting Viv, but for becoming the very guy I swore I'd never be again. That guy who was more like my old man. The guy who shoved everything onto others, expected them to carry his load while he wallowed in his own misery.I'd seen the looks already. The pack was scared.I wasn't just breaking down. I was dragging them all with me already. And I hated that. I didn't want Viv tied to that man. The man who couldn't control himself, who lashed out because he was too damn stubborn to confront his demons. I didn't want her stuck with that version of me.I had to do something, but I couldn't figure out what. Saying sorry wouldn't cut it. I'd said it before, too many times. This time, I had to show her."Run." The word crept into my thoughts. It was ridicul