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TEDDY The car slowed as we approached the Monroe estate, my pulse hammering in my ears. Phin parked, and the realization hit hard. We were about to see our baby for the first time. The sonography machine, the one Kael insisted on getting, was waiting inside. I clenched my fists, trying to contain the rush of excitement clawing its way through me. This was it.Beside me, Cassy stared out the window, her hand resting absently on her stomach. She'd been quieter than usual lately, her thoughts drifting somewhere I couldn't follow. As much as I wanted her to share my enthusiasm, I understood why she didn't. Being the Moon Goddess, an Alpha, and now a mother. Her world was heavier than mine. So I bit down my joy, keeping it tempered. But it wasn't easy.The moment we stepped out of the car, Cassy's mother wasted no time. She swooped in, collecting Cassy and Vivi along with the other women. "Come on, girls," she said, ushering them toward the healers.I glanced over at Phin, who stood besi
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CASSY Twins. Sharing an amniotic sac. My mind pretty much stopped working the second the healer said it. The second I noticed the similarities to images I'd seen before.I had heard those words before, growing up. Mom's stories about how the triplets had shared a sac. How complicated the pregnancy had been. How she had been put on bed rest for what felt like forever.I wasn't just pregnant with twins. These weren't just babies. These were twin Alphas.How the hell was I supposed to lead a pack from bedrest? How was I supposed to be an Alpha and handle everything when I could barely wrap my head around the fact that my body was about to go through something as intense as carrying not just one Alpha but two?I stared at the screen, at the blurry image of the two lives inside me. I knew I should've felt something. Excitement, fear, joy, anything... but all I felt was a tidal wave of panic threatening to drown me.Mom had spent months confined to bed, unable to do anything but grow th
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SKY Walking in the door, I felt a wave of exhaustion hit me. The day at the zoo with Nola, Huckley, Oxxy, and the older twins, Koda and Kage, had been nothing short of chaos. Thankfully, Ezra had been there to help corral the kids. Otherwise, I might've lost my mind. I had to get them all out of the house so Cassy and Viviana could have a good sonogram. I tried to get Kael to come with me, but he refused. Thankfully, Ezra stepped up, and Ky and Knox stayed back to control Kael if needed. None of us trusted him alone with Phin yet.The house was quiet as I slipped off my shoes and headed toward the bedroom. Kael was lying on his back on the bed, shirtless, his chest slick and sweaty. His skin glistened in the dim light, and I could tell from how his muscles tensed and relaxed that he had just come from the gym. Whenever he hit the gym like this, it usually meant he was battling something. I didn't need to ask. I already knew what was bothering him.Burk.It had been two months si
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PHINAs we drove back home, the blur of the landscape passing by did little to distract me. My thoughts were on fire, burning through every anxiety and doubt I had about returning to the Bayou. Becoming Alpha again wasn't just a title.I was supposed to lead, guide, and protect these people, but I could barely keep my head above water.Cassy sat in the passenger seat asleep. She was getting more tired by the day, and I'd noticed it even before this. Those babies were already demanding so much from her. She'd still managed with such grace. She always had this way of making everything seem manageable, like no matter how bad things got, she'd find a way to pull us through. I envied that.Vivi nestled against my side, tracing little circles on my arm. Her soft touch was usually a comfort. Today, though, it felt like a drop in the ocean. Teddy's hands were tight on the steering wheel, his eyes locked on the road. He was lost in his own world, just like I was in mine."You good, frère?" h
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I stood in the middle of the room, shoving clothes into the duffel bag. The walls felt like they were closing in, my decision squeezing the air from my lungs. This house had been my home for such a short time, but it now felt like a cage I was desperate to escape. Teddy walked up behind me. "I don't understand why you're doing this, love. Je ne comprends pas." I kept packing, unable to look at him. "Because it's what's best for the pack. You offered Phin your support. I thought you were accepting this?" "For the pack? Or for you?" He stepped closer. I spun around, the bag half-packed. "What the hell is that supposed to mean?" "It means you're running, Cassy." His green eyes burned with anger. "You're scared of what the pack needs from you, so you're backing down." "Backing down?" I threw the bag aside. "I've been carrying this pack since I took over! You think I don't feel the pressure? You think it's easy?" "You're not the only one who feels it," he spat. "But this pack needs
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PHIN - Teddy left with Cassy, and the house felt quieter without them. The healers insisted Cassy's pain was from the title shift, but nothing more. She'd be fine. But that didn't make me feel any less restless.I needed to move things forward. "Set the master suite for me and Viv," I ordered the Omegas, watching them flinch at my tone. "But leave the room next to Marilee's as is." They exchanged glances, but nobody questioned me.Except Viv, of course.She leaned casually against the doorway. "Why both? We're taking over the master suite now that you're Alpha again, right?"I looked back at her, trying to keep the storm of emotions under control. "One for sleeping," I muttered, "and the master for... other things."She laughed, stepping closer until she was right in front of me. "Do we need both, really?""Yes. For...other needs," I cut her off sharply. Her laughter was infectious, but my mind was already racing ahead, buzzing with an energy I couldn't control. She always had this
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KNOX -I pulled into the driveway and turned off the engine. Oxxy was still fast asleep in his car seat. His checkup had gone great. The doctors were thrilled with how well he was doing. His surgery to fix his cleft lip and palate had been just a month ago, and every day since, he was healing stronger. It amazed me how resilient he was. He took everything in stride, without a single complaint.I sat for a moment, watching him. Essie had let me adopt him without a fight, and I was grateful for that. She still came around and saw him when she could, but I could tell it hurt her. Oxxy wasn't just a little boy to her. He was a reminder of things she wanted to forget. I knew she hated herself for it. Every time she saw him, she'd tell me that. But it didn't change the fact that he was born from something terrible, and she couldn't get past it. It made me sad for her. It made me sad for him, too. He deserved better than to carry that shadow.As I stepped out of the truck and quietly unb
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PHIN - I couldn't just apologize. Saying sorry would be a cop-out. Something lazy, something too easy for the mess I'd made. I was the one who pushed her, who kept going until she shut down. Hell, I hated myself for it, and not just for hurting Viv, but for becoming the very guy I swore I'd never be again. That guy who was more like my old man. The guy who shoved everything onto others, expected them to carry his load while he wallowed in his own misery.I'd seen the looks already. The pack was scared.I wasn't just breaking down. I was dragging them all with me already. And I hated that. I didn't want Viv tied to that man. The man who couldn't control himself, who lashed out because he was too damn stubborn to confront his demons. I didn't want her stuck with that version of me.I had to do something, but I couldn't figure out what. Saying sorry wouldn't cut it. I'd said it before, too many times. This time, I had to show her."Run." The word crept into my thoughts. It was ridicul
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KNOX - I pushed open the door to the house. Teddy followed behind, whistling some tune already stuck in my head. We'd left the twins with Phin. Koda and Marilee had been inseparable, and honestly, Phin seemed like he had things under control.I never thought I would say that, but it was true. He was doing pretty damn good handling this one. So far, anyway. Inside, the house was quiet. Too quiet.Teddy glanced around. "Where is everyone?"We stepped into the living room, and Cassy was lounging on the couch. She'd finally woken up, and I'm sure Mom had gotten all the kids out to give her some peace. I could barely register it before Teddy sprinted across the room and scooped her into his arms. He kissed her like the world might end if he didn't."Geez, get a room," I muttered, rolling my eyes as I leaned against the doorframe.Teddy shot me a grin over Cassy's shoulder. "Gladly," he quipped, lifting her effortlessly as she let out a playful laugh. He headed toward the hallway, carryi
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PHIN - I walked along the edge of the bayou at daybreak. Koda and Kage trailed behind me, their steps careful as they took in the surroundings. I had to remember that they were essentially city boys. Cypress trees loomed above us, the Spanish moss draping down like nature's curtains. They were in awe."Today, I will show you boys some ways you can help out around here." I turned to face them. "There's always plenty to do, and it's a good way to get to know the land better."Kage grinned. "I've been waiting for this. What are we doing first?""We'll start by checking the crawfish traps," I replied. "Then maybe give Viv and Morna a hand with the feast."Koda glanced back toward the house. "Is Marilee coming too?""She'll join us later," I said. "Right now, she's helping her Mama in the kitchen."We made our way through the marsh, avoiding the softer mud. The air was thick with the scent of wildflowers and wet earth. As we reached the traps, I saw they were packed full of crawfish, thei
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SKY - I stood in the kitchen, surveying the crazy mess of toys scattered across the floor. The twins, Nola and Huck, had transformed the entire house into their personal playground. They had an uncanny ability to find mischief in every corner at just a year old.I should have expected it just from watching their fathers. "Nola, that's not for chewing," I called out as she attempted to bite down on the remote control. She looked up with a cheeky grin, her tiny teeth flashing. They were teething and trying to chew the entire house up.Kyran chuckled beside me. "She's got your inquisitiveness, you know."I nudged him playfully. "And your knack for getting into trouble."Kael emerged from the hallway, carrying a laundry basket overflowing with tiny clothes. "Has anyone seen the other sock to this pair?" He held up a lone blue sock adorned with little wolves. Huck's favorite."Check under the couch," I suggested. "That's where Huck hides his treasures."As if on cue, Huckley waddled over
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PHINWatching my daughter cling to Koda like her entire world depended on him tore me apart inside. She was too young for such an intense bond, and the worst part? It was my fault. My failures as an Alpha and as her father had pushed her toward this. I couldn't undo it, but the guilt was eating me alive.Knox cleared his throat. "Alright, time for us to head back," he announced as he looked at Viv and me. "The kids need to say their goodbyes."The moment he said it, the air shifted. Koda's grip on Marilee tightened, her tiny arms wrapping around him even more fiercely. Panic flared in their eyes, a sudden realization hitting them hard. It was like a switch had been flipped. It was sad they had not even thought about being seperated. This is why I wished Leila had waited a little longer. How will they handle it? They cannot be glued to one another forever. I wanted to be with my mate and had to wait. Teddy wanted to be with Cassy but had to wait. It was just a part of it. A part they
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Finally, Kage took a few hesitant steps toward us. He crouched down, his face still uncertain, but then, with a quiet smile, he reached out and gave me a gentle shove, trying to pull me into the game. I barked and ran toward him, nipping playfully at his hand. He laughed softly, and for a second, it was like old times. Just the two of us, playing like we always had. But then he hesitated again, glancing over at Marilee, and the awkwardness settled back in. Kage tried to join in, tried to wrestle a little with us, but I could tell his heart wasn’t really in it. After a few more halfhearted attempts, he gave up, standing back up with a sigh. He watched us for a moment longer, then turned and walked back toward the adults, his shoulders slumped. I watched him go, feeling guilty. I should’ve been there for him, should’ve pulled him in, but it was so hard to focus on anything other than Marilee right now. She was everything in that moment—her laughter, her bright eyes, her hands running
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KODA - Everything felt different. The moment I shifted, the world around me grew bigger, louder, more alive. It wasn’t just me anymore. It was my wolf and me, together. My senses sharpened, picking up every sound, every movement, every shift in the air around me. I could hear the soft rustle of leaves, the water flowing in the Bayou, and most of all, I could smell Marilee close by. Her scent was sweet, warm, and safe. She wasn’t scared at all. “Koda! You did it!” Marilee’s voice was full of excitement. When she ran over, her fingers slipped into my fur like it was the most natural thing in the world. I leaned into her touch, letting my wolf take over for a moment. I felt every stroke, every soft scratch along my neck, and it made my tail wag before I could stop it. I’d done it. I’d shifted. For her. For Marilee. Her hand moved gently through my fur, scratching in a way that made me want to lie down at her feet and never move again. I wanted to be her wolf, to protect her, to alwa
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PHIN - Marilee clung to me, her little body still trembling from everything that had happened, but I could feel her relaxing. Finally, she pulled back just enough to look up at me, those big brown eyes wide and curious."Daddy, Koda said he got his wolf. Can I see it? Please?"My stomach dropped. Letting Koda shift in front of her made me nervous as hell. He was too young. Sure, the kid had shifted already, but that didn't mean he could control it. Wolves didn't just pop out on command like some damn party trick. Especially not when they were barely twelve.I opened my mouth to tell her no, that it wasn't safe, but those eyes. Damn it, how could I say no to those eyes? She had me wrapped around her finger, and she knew it."I don't know, sweetheart," I muttered. "Koda and I need to have a few conversations first, okay? It's a big deal, and he's still learning. But maybe."Marilee's face lit up. Koda was right there the second I put her down, taking her hand like it was the most natur
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PHIN - I couldn't get enough of her. After all the shit I'd said, all the ways I'd made her feel small, the only way to make it right was to show her how much I needed her. Not as some quiet background presence but as my equal. My everything. So I worshipped her the way she deserved. Her every curve fit perfectly against my body. This was me making up for every stupid remark I'd ever said. Her chestnut hair spilled over the pillow as I traced her skin with reverence, trailing kisses over her neck and down. I could feel her surrender, but it wasn't submission It was trust. Trust I had to earn back. "Je t'adore," I whispered. "You're everything, mon cœur." (I adore you... my heart) She let out a breath, arching into me. This wasn't just about sex anymore. This was something primal that connected us on a level I couldn't explain. As we moved together, I felt her wolf. It was faint, like an echo, but she was there. Viv hadn't heard her in so long, but now... Now she was stirrin
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TEDDY - We hadn't stood there long when a noise echoed through the trees. Crashing, banging, something big tearing through the brush. I tensed immediately, my instincts kicking in as I exchanged a look with Knox. Then, something streaked past us. A blur, fast and low to the ground. A white blur."What the hell was that?" Knox asked.I didn't wait to answer. My wolf surged, pushing me forward, and I took off after the white blur. Knox was right on my heels. Whatever it was, it was moving fast, darting through the trees like a flash of lightning.The chase lasted for miles. We ran hard, faster than I'd run in weeks, our wolves pushing to keep up. My muscles burned, and every sharp turn through the woods made my mind race. The scent it left behind was faint but undeniable. Wolf, but something else too. Something unfamiliar.It wasn't until we were halfway to the Bayou land that the thing finally slowed. We cornered it near a narrow clearing, and I shifted back to human, my lungs burnin
