PHINI stood at the dock, watching Teddy and Cassy disappear over the water in Teddy's new boat.. They were grinning, laughing even, the wind whipping through their hair as they cut through the waves. I tried to focus on how good it was to see Teddy like that again. Actually enjoying something. After everything he'd been through, after everything we had been through, I should've felt good about it.But the knot in my stomach wouldn't let up.I turned to walk away. Leila had dropped a bomb on us. Teddy and me, brothers? How? We'd grown up together, spent our entire lives side by side, and knew each other's stories inside and out. But somehow, we missed that part. I didn't want to think about it, didn't want to try and make sense of it right now. The only thing I could think to do was walk away and find something to occupy my hands. Maybe then, the mess in my head would settle. Viviana and Marilee were sewing curtains and bedding for our new house, and I'd promised to stay away so they
As we docked the boat and headed back toward the house, Teddy was practically floating. He couldn't stop smiling. I could feel his happiness radiating through our bond. It hit me like a tidal wave. Pure, unfiltered joy. I didn't even have to look at him to know how he was feeling. He was on cloud nine.And me? I felt like I was drowning.The nausea that had started earlier wasn't going away. If anything, it was getting worse. My stomach was doing flips, but the only thing coming through the bond was Teddy's happiness. He was beside himself, and that, in turn, made me feel a little happy, too. But the happiness wasn't mine. It was his. It wasn't real.I tried to keep it together as we walked up the path to the house, but every step felt heavy. I saw Viviana sitting on the porch as we approached the house, watching Marilee play with the other kids. The scene was so peaceful, so... normal. It should have made me feel calm, but all it did was highlight how out of place I felt.Viviana
CASSYViviana pushed open the door, balancing two mugs of tea as she walked in. I sat curled up on the couch, trying not to think about throwing up. Or how unprepared I really was for this. The thoughts hadn't stopped since the moment I saw the positive result."I thought this might help," she said, setting the cup down in front of me. "Ginger tea. It'll ease the nausea. I heard Lemon would do the same if that doesn't knock it out. I never tried it, though. The tea always helps me."I managed a weak smile, even though I couldn't stomach much right now. "Thanks," I muttered, reaching for the mug more out of politeness than anything else.She sat down beside me. She had a way of knowing when I needed someone to talk or when I just needed silence. Her being there felt like both a comfort and a reminder of everything I had to face."I thought we could chat," she said quietly. She understood the storm of emotions I couldn't stop from plaguing me.I stared into the tea, watching the steam
PHIN I stood there, looking at my boat docked right in front of me, feeling like I’d just stepped into a future I’d only dreamed about. The thing was massive. Big enough to run a decent operation and more than enough to support Vi, our daughter, and maybe even the pack down the line. I could already see it. More boats and crew pulling in bigger hauls.This was it. The start of something real.I’d been trying to hold things together for so long, scraping by, barely making ends meet. But now, standing in front of this boat, I didn’t have to imagine anymore. I could see our future. I could finally take care of my family and be the kind of father I wanted to be, the kind of Alpha my pack deserved.Everything was falling into place.I walked into the house, still buzzing with excitement. Vi was sitting on the couch, looking calm and collected as usual. I couldn’t stop myself from grinning and practically bouncing over to her.“You should’ve seen it,” I started, not even giving her a cha
Three more weeks. Just three more agonizing weeks until Teddy could mark me and I could finally claim my mate.We'd managed not to cross the line, but the burning desire that had consumed me since we found each other was relentless. The only time he didn't stop me from touching him had intensified the need, making it the sole thing on my mind most of the time.It was impossible to forget the way his body responded, the way his eyes flashed with that wild hunger before he realized what was happening and jumped up to stop me.That fight afterward was epic, magnified by the fact that we were at my house when it happened. Only a few halls down from where my brothers were asleep. I realized that night it was entirely possible to have a screaming match while whispering.Still, we kept our promises to my family, keeping boundaries intact. But those promises felt like chains, holding me back from what I craved.What were three more weeks compared to the torturous ten months we'd endured?Eve
The truck rumbled along the dirt road. I glanced at Teddy, noting the pistol on his belt and the machete hanging from his hip."So, what's the plan tonight?" I asked. If he already had those things on him, tonight would be interesting.He shot me a sideways look as a grin spread across his face. "Gotta check the traps. Thought you might want to come along, you.""Of course I want to!" I beamed.I loved going out on the boats with him. Airboats weren't my favorite, but the regular ones? Those were always a blast.Life with the Bayou pack had its quirks, one being their lack of traditional income. Most of the time, they catch their food rather than buy it. Tonight's adventure involved checking the lines for fish and alligators.We pulled up to the pack house, a sprawling structure that seemed like twenty houses cobbled together into a never-ending shack. Some parts were two stories high, others three, all interconnected. Even so, most pack members just jumped onto their balconies inste
As we pulled up to the last snare, his posture changed. "It's big," he whispered. He was right. It was almost ten feet long and so thick I could hide behind it. Thankfully, it was too large for him to want to wrestle. After dispatching it with the pistol, he effortlessly flipped it up into the boat.Getting the alligator meant we caught it and several giant catfish, which had not happened since the last hurricane. Teddy was ecstatic, obviously proud he could provide the pack with a good meal tonight. He had already sent a mental message to everyone, getting them ready for a gator BBQ. Considering they'd been living on glorified roadkill, I knew this would quickly become a party.It always frustrated me that I couldn't hear him when he talked to the pack. "Will I be able to hear you once I'm marked?"He shrugged and grinned. "I think so, but no reason to worry about it, Mon Loup. After you're marked, we'll never be far enough apart to need it."We'd finally figured out how to create
I kept screaming in Teddy's head, desperate for his help. Finally, he snapped, "Stop! I can't connect with Phin with you yelling at me, Cassy!"I went silent, but my wolf pushed against my skin, eager to materialize. I had to fight her constantly.Shifting would be a disaster. Phin would shift and kill me instantly. He was stronger, and my wolf wasn't fully grown yet.Phin laughed as he growled in my face. "Your boyfriend says to get off you... I wonder how he knows? Another Monroe trick?" He licked my neck, making me gag and my stomach churn in total disgust.I screamed again mentally, "Teddy, where are you?!""I can see you. Close your eyes tight and roll into the impact. Don't panic or shift. I've got you."I braced myself, tensing every muscle and shutting my eyes tight. Seconds later, Teddy's wolf crashed into us. I flew off the porch and hit the creek. The water swallowed me, and I inhaled a mouthful. I fought to the surface, coughing and sputtering, my eyes still squeezed shu