126| I Do, Nick, I DoJULIEI have been getting nervous since yesterday after Nick said all that. I do not understand how I would be able to handle all that if Mr Winter sent a call for me. Nick trusts me. He said this several times yesterday to encourage me and it was not a lie at all. If he had, I would have recognized his lie. But his trust in me is true. Very sure. And if such a situation comes today that both of us can get into trouble, then I will definitely try to get him out of this quagmire and because I also want to be with him forever, I will also try to come out of this quagmire with him. I never want to leave his side. I did not even sleep well last night. I usually worry because of the accountancy exam this month but the peace snatched by Ms Hudgens makes me restless in its absence. That woman is ugly from the inside. As I am attending my language class right now, suddenly Ms Hudgens leaves the classroom. I keep chewing the back of my pen while reading the book when
127| I Think I Am Doomed!JULIEThere are files, pens and papers scattered over the huge brown desk on which glass has been put. There is silence around me. Mr Winter stretches his hand across the desk and grabs a specs case and his speed is very slow. Yeah, he is old. How much we can expect from him? Even in his late fifties, he works like a late seventies. Not his fault. I do not blame him. Right now, I am just thinking about my situation. "Please, have a seat, Miss Dawson." He orders me in a low and weak voice. "Yes, sir," I say with a small nod and go to sit on a couch opposite the professors. I look down at my feet. My boots are dark grey and they are very expensive. The floor beneath me is clean and shining. I can smell the fragrance of tile cleaner. Yeah, the worker keeps wiping his floor because Mr Winter is allergic to dust particles — the reason why he does not leave his cabin most of the time. Nobody speaks for a moment. I know Mr winter is still wearing his specs. He i
128| You Won!JULIE"May I come in, sir?" I hear Malcolm's voice and I cross my fingers on my lap when I hear that voice. Why did they call Malcolm? He likes Ms Hudgens. She is his crush. I do not think he is going to take my side by telling the truth. What if he just lied to me? In that silence, only Mr Winter's voice resonates as he allows, "Yes, Malcolm." He nods at the guy. On my seat, I raise my eyelashes and peer at Malcolm who stands in front of Mr Winter. He locks his arms behind his back and then Mr Winter starts telling him that thing. He starts narrating the matter and I wait for him to stop because I think Malcolm already knows that. Yeah, he does. "So, Malcolm, I want you to tell me honestly how Julie behaved in Ms Hudgens ' class," he stops and I anticipate sitting on my seat. I start nibbling on my bottom lip while Malcolm roams his eyes around the large room of Mr Winter's. He looks over the professors. Mr Taylor sits there normally. He does not look afraid. There
129| Celebration JULIEHe says, "Well, we're celebrating Ms Hudgens ' last day in our college." He laughs in the end, joined by his sister, Blue. She laughs along, leaving her coffee. She throws her head back, laughing hard. She is way too happy after what happened to Ms Hudgens. She is the greatest enemy of hers, after all. "That's absurd," I mutter, throwing a French fry in my mouth which is covered by tomato sauce. "For me, it's not. She deserves it." Blue raises her eyebrows and continues slurping her coffee. "I admit. I was a fool to love her," he speaks dreamingly. Blue and I roll our eyes at his dramatic statement which is the world's most dramatic statement. He does not know but his statements can even make others laugh until they die while coughing hard. "Why did you do that?" He shrugs, "I'm honest." "Of course, even your honesty is funny." Blue laughs. "Anyway, it's good for you two." She is referring to Nick and me. "Yeah," I say with a nod. "Yup, you're lucky to h
130| DanteJULIEMy eyes filled with fear peer up at the person who has clamped my mouth and my eyes widen when I look at the person. It is Dante. But I wonder what he is doing here. I wonder why he is holding me like that in a silent room which is dimly lit up. Fear engulfs my soul and a shiver runs up my spine when I see that he is very close to me. Too much. He is so close to me that I can feel the feel of his cold breath on my nose and the back of his palm that is clamped on my mouth. "You won't scream," he threatens me and I just nod my head slowly, so that he would let me go. He slowly pulls away his palm and I know what I have to do after that. I try to scream from the top of my lungs but then, he immediately clamps it back, rather harshly than before. My lips hurt and my eyes squeeze shut. Why is he being so cruel? "I shouldn't have trusted you," he says, shaking his head, "now you'll stay like that and listen to me carefully." Confusion fills in my eyes along with the
131| Can I Make You Feel Good?JULIEI wear a knee-length dress tonight. It is backless and sleeveless. Thin straps are on my shoulders and the colour is mint. I wear the same matching colour pumps to enhance my look. My hair is opened, dangling through my waist. I have applied a bit of make up. My lips are glossy and right now I am in a car with Nick. He is sitting next to me. He is driving his class as we are on our way to the destination. I am on holiday for a week before the classes for my next semester start next week. For now, we are here to have some fun. He stops in front of a huge building and I grab my furry jacket to put on. He leaves the car and opens the door for me like a gentleman. . He holds my hand gently and we walk into the building. His hold is warm and lovely. I am relaxed beside him, walking with him. He has taken me out for dinner tonight. I told my father that I will be with my friends. He let me come out. He believes in me but I feel guilty for lying to me
132| JulieJULIEI remove my jacket and put it on the bed next to him. He watches my every action. There is a smirk on his lips and his eyes hold amusement. I remove my pumps, too and push them aside. As I walk in front of him to kneel silently, he stretches his legs to let me fit between them. I unbutton his jeans and slide them down along with his boxers and his hardness stands straight in glory making me gulp down my saliva. And I cannot wait any further. I quickly wrap my fingers tenderly around his shaft and push my head in between his legs when he grabs my hair to prevent me from doing so. I frown and raise my eyelashes to witness him when I find his lips are atretched into a cruel smirk. "Eager, aren't we?" He murmurs. His voice is deep and I am already wet at the sight of his dangerous shaft. I cannot hold it any longer. My heat is throbbing and the look in his dark eyes is torturing me unknowingly. "I want to do it, please?" I almost request, biting my bottom lip. His ga
133| NicholasJULIEMy lungs burn and finally, he lets go of my mouth. He does it before I ask. While I pant, lying over the mattress, he goes down to pepper wet and hot kisses down my neck. He bites my skin and whimper, squeezing my eyes shut. His hardness pokes my belly and I lift my hips a bit to ease the pain that is aching and itching between my legs but he notices it and holds my hip just to push it back against the mattress. I groan and he chuckles, sending a shiver down my spine. "I know, baby, I know," he speaks, continuing to kiss my skin. He licks, nibbles and then sucks on my skin, giving me an occasional mixture of pain and pleasure. He does it skillfully. "Just wait a bit," he says and I nod my head, unable to form words when a slap comes on my hip and I gasp loudly. I clutch the mattress beneath myself and hear him saying those words."Words, baby," he says, pinching my hip and I whimper once again, loving it like crazy. I am wet, too. Like too much. "Y-Yeah," I st