What is he doing here right now? It's only 4.20pm, why is he here? Isn't today Monday? He's always home late on Mondays, sometimes he's only home when I'm already sound asleep, so why?
"Yeah?" I shout back from my room as I zip my suitcase.Instead of using my business-trip suitcase, I'm using the two biggest one I have, dumping everything I own that can fit into them. If I can fit my bed in it, I'd definitely throw that in too.I don't know when will I be back, or if I'll ever come back, that's why I'm bringing everything. Just in case."You packed everything." He sounds disappointed.I pull the smaller suitcase among the two towards the door, approaching him, "Can you help me with the other one?"He sighs, "Yeah sure."I pull it out, straight to the main entrance. A second later I hear him with my other suitcase."Nin," he calls me when I'm about to open the door."Hmm?" I turn around, did I lI don't care even a tiny bit about what he said because there is no way, no fucking way I'm going to give myself as easy as that, which I don't plan to give even a piece of me despite whatever I said about the agreement. Instead of following his order, I go to my room, wanting some time alone in a familiar space. I want to get out of the house so bad but he's right there, standing in the kitchen that's in between the living area and the main entrance. There is zero chance of me going through that door without being put to my place as he always does. He's being an ass because he fucking locked the door of my bedroom. Unfortunately, I don't have the key to my room, simply because I never needed it. Both of us have been roaming around the house without boundaries because one; we've seen each other, two; we respect each other so we won't cross the invisible line between us, and three; we've known everything there is to know so there is no need to close the door to hide something. But
It's almost 12 and I'm seriously so sleepy I've been yawning a lot that my jaw starts to hurt. But no, I must be strong. I can NOT sleep before him. I must avoid being unconscious near him as much as I can these six months. The episode of how I lost my virginity can't repeat itself. But he's been sitting there reading that thick document as if he's studying for finals tomorrow. Last time I checked he has like another quarter of the whole thing, I wonder if he's going to finish it tonight because I reaaaaaaaly want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep.Maybe I'll just lie down a bit, my back hurts from sitting on the bed since the past three hours. "Maaaaamaaaaaa Niiiiiiiinaaaaaaaa," I can hear Kai's calling me in a sing-song mode. Uhh what is he doing here in the middle of the night. "Wake up, Mama Nina," he whispers into my ears then giggles, thinking it's funny to wake people up like this. "Go to sleep Kai.""Wakeeee uuuup, it's mownin!" My eyes open instantly upon hearing the word morning. Sh
"I suggest you pack your stuff now, we're leaving after dessert. I have to send Kai to Lauren's tonight." He tells me in a hush tone when I was doing the dishes, obviously not wanting others to hear him. "Why." I challenge without turning to him, rinsing the plates in total bliss. He can't force me. I'm at my house! I have Mom, Matt, Grandpa, Grandma, heck even Lily would defend me if they know he's threatening me like this. "Kai will attend his classmate's birthday party with Lauren tomorrow morning." That's not the why I was asking. But still, rich boy life. Parties begin at the tender age of three. Hmmm. "Go on, I'll finish up here," he nudges me on the elbow but I hiss in irritation, "Can you just leave me alone." "No."I finally turn to look at him, glaring with the fiercest expression I can muster, "You're a pain in the ass, you know that?" "You want me to fuck you in the ass to know if it's really painful?" "What?" He's seriously changing the topic, twisting my words, o
"You're going to learn how to say thank you tonight.” He suddenly lands his other knee on the bed, caging me in between them. "I don't force people to have sex with me," he lowers down his body, his face is so near to mine I can feel his breath on my skin, " ‘they' are the one who beg me for sex." All those voices from different women saying please-please-please, yeah. I remember them now. "Tell me, are you going to behave or still be a bratty princess like you've been all week?" The way he asked creeps me out. His voice, his tone, is so gentle I feel like something real bad is about to happen. Calm before the storm."When people give you something, you say thank you," he smells my hair, as his cheek touches my ear. "If you want something, you say please," he drags his nose lazily downward, stopping at my neck, inhaling my scent before humming in satisfaction. He always do this every time he buries his face on the crook of my neck. "And when you promise someone," his face is sud
He pulls the drawer of his bedside table then takes something out, climbs the bed again to be next to me. I sit up, clutching the duvet close to my chest to hide my body. He opens his palm, showing two packets of condom with different colors. "Pick one," he offers as if they're two candies with different flavors, "we're using both tonight but which one do you want to use first?"Gulp. Key word: tonight."The longer you decide, the more impatient I become. I'm not so nice when I'm impatient." The blue packet is already in my hand as soon as he finishes his words. I don't want to get on his bad side, because I don't know who is this Toffer I'm dealing with. I've lost my best friend somewhere during the fucking. "Good choice. Now put it on me like I've shown you last week." I stare at him and his boxer, waiting for him to take it off. He is now kneeling in front of me, with his clothed penis only inches away from my face. "Go on," he encourages with his eyes directed towards his bo
"Are you forgetting something?" He whispers into my ear, his sweaty body falls on my petite frame making me groan in pain, "You're heavy! Get off me!" "Tettt, wrong answer." He annoyingly hugs me, rubbing sweat all over my naked body. "You're wet, get off me Toff!" I push him with all the energy I have left but he's just laughing, so I switch my strategy and try to escape him instead. I managed to get only half of my body while another half is still stuck under him. "Say it and I'll let you go," he tries again. He is so irritating. And demanding. But there's only one way out and I have to do it because I can't handle the sweat anymore. It's too eww. "Thank you for making me come Toffer my best friend." I say it all in one breath, in a robotic tone. "Aa aa aa," he shakes his head, not agreeing with what I said, "You're missing the important part." I sigh, "Thank you Toffer my best friend for making me come seven times." He lifts his head showing his grinning face, "You're welco
I did it. I took the shot six days ago. In the meanwhile we've been fucking every single day. Sometimes in the morning when he woke me up with his face in between my legs, sometimes at night after we've had dinner and showered, sometimes before dinner, sometimes while making dinner, sometimes even before we started having dinner that the food would be cold by the time we finished, urgh so many time and places I can't waste the whole chapter just listing out what we did and when we did it. All I know is, he was right. It's fun. It's addictive. And I was the one who ended up asking for it half the time. He was right all the way. My best friend was right. "I don't know how to explain it to her," May downs another glass of wine as she sighs for the umpteenth time this evening, about her first born Hannah who has started asking question about the birds and the bees. "Geesh they sure progress faster than us," I giggle, grabbing the almost empty bottle she brought here earlier. As usual
Four months ago after May found out about me losing my precious thirty years worth of virginity to my best friend -yeah I'm leaning towards keeping our friendship at the moment- I told her more details during the lunch we promised to have the following Monday. Fast forward four months later, it's like a ritual for us to have lunch every Monday, though this time we talk about everything, not just focusing on my sex life. May would come in his black SUV with his driver Gunther to pick me up at my office, and we'd go wherever she wishes to have lunch at. Being friends with a heiress is definitely the best since she insists to pay most of the time but I made it another ritual for every first Monday of the month, I'll be the one who'd take the check, no questions asked. So today we're sitting at a pizza place that has a beautiful terrace, because May insisted on enjoying the beginning of Fall in New York. Plus the trench coat she just got from Burberry needs some flaunting, as she claim
It was a small event. A small, intimate wedding that was attended by my family and his, our close friends, and Lauren's little family. It was small but it filled my heart to the brim, with the abundant of love I received from all of them. We're lucky to have a crowd that love us that much. I might not have a father but I'm content with this much love. We wanted to have the wedding when the whole Corona thing ends, at least with a vaccine being given to all, but my grandparents were not having it. They didn't care if they die as long as we don't live in sins anymore. ...pretty sure they're going to shun me out if they know I've been screwing around beforeee I got married. At one point I was mad that Grandma is being such a hypocrite; I'm sure she screwed more guys than I did before she got married to Grandpa. But I got schooled when she preached 'the past is the past, I'm paying with my present now to devote to Him.'"Do you even hear what I said?" He groans inwardly."Hm? What? Wha
"Where are you going?" He asks the moment he sees me all dressed up on a Monday morning while he’s still in his boxer. "I'm going to the hospital,” I grab my bag while answering him. “Hospital?”“I made an appointment,” I explain briefly, checking the content of my bag if my wallet is in there. "Appointment? What appointment?” He’s truly confused and shocked hearing it, to the point of freaking out, “Why didn't you tell me? What appointment is it? Wait up," he’s already running to his room when he shouts, “I'll be ready in five! Wait for meeeee-”I can’t help but to smile as his voice fades through the wall. Ten minutes later he appears on my bedroom door, now dressed in a pair of jeans and a black jumper."Lessego!" He sure is chirpy for someone who barely slept last night. He stayed up to accompany me by the toilet bowl, rubbed my back as I swore I would never have sex until I tie my tubes- never getting pregnant again! Morning sickness sucks. It isn’t even ‘morning’ sickness. I
I thought I heard Mom's voice but I remain in the same position, too tired to do anything. This morning sickness will kill me even before the baby's out."NINAAAAAAA!" Shit! That's really Mom! I'm not hearing things! "NINA! Get your ass here NOW!" And when I hear the second scream I scurry out of the room, "Mom?" I walk to the kitchen and there she is, looking so mad with a nervous Toffer next to her. Did he tell her about me? Is that why she's so mad? "Why didn't you tell me!" Mom runs to me and hugs me so tight I can't breath, "Why did you suffer alone? You should've told me the moment it happened!" She finally lets me go then cups my face, "Are you okay, baby?" I nod eventhough very much confused with what's happening. Why is she here? She didn't tell me she's coming. Or she did but I forgot about it? Either way, why is she here? What does she mean about suffering alone?"How long has it been? Are you sure you're okay? You don't look okay. Did you even sleep? Eat? How long ha
Christopher's POV 👦🏼"Daddy?" "Yeah?" "Did Papa make Mama Nina shick?" "Hmmm?" I stop staring at my laptop screen and quickly turn around to find my four year old son looking a little bit upset. "Papa also made Mummy shick like this." Oh? "Why did Papa make Mama Nina shick? Did he love Mama Nina too? That's why he made her shick? Like Mummy?" I'm sorry but I can't help laughing at his logic. "It's not funny, Daddy." He frowns, crossing his hands on his chest, more upset than before. "No he didn't do it." I finally say once I lose all the laughter. "He didn't?" Kai gasps, "But Mama Nina ish shick like Mummy." "I did it." It feels so surreal to admit it. I made your Mama Nina sick. I made her cry, I made her mad, I made her so many things I am upset with myself for doing all those things to her. But I still can't force myself to accept what's happening now. I'm processing. "Why did you do it? Because you love Mama Nina?" I nod, I do love your Mama Nina. "But are you goi
Christopher's POV 👦🏼I made her cry. I made my wife cry. I made the love of my life cry when all I wanted to do five minutes ago was to make her cry in pleasure. But now she's crying from a heart ache, that is caused by me. "I love you that way too Nina," I murmur in soft voice but she is still sobbing, shaking her head a few times, refusing to accept it. "You don't want to tell anyone about us, you don't want to have babies with me, not even a cat, I'm just your bed warmer." "You're not my bed warmer," I caress her back, "You're my cock warmer, Sweetheart." She instantly pushes me but I hug her tighter, "You're an ass, Toff." "I am, but that's why you love me so much, right?" She cries a little bit more then I bring her to my room so we can cuddle and perhaps kiss her sadness away. *** "Do you remember the day I asked you to sign the divorce papers?" She asks when she has calmed down after a good meal and a good fuck. See, that's all she needs to get better. Not a cat or
"How far along are you?" "Five weeks, maybe. I don't know, I just guess from the date of conception." I haven't gotten my period since I got the shots last year so yeah, that's the only input I have. "How did you find out?" "When I found the plan B pills in my bag, a week after the time I'm supposed to take it." I was so in a rush that day I tucked it in my purse only to find it a week later when I wanted to take out my coins at the grocery store. "And now you're asking me if you can be her nanny for a week?" "Yeah, for a dry run." I figured I'd get a taste of motherhood with her youngest. Perhaps it will make me be more firm with my decision. "By all means, be my guest. I'd love to have an unpaid nanny on top of the two I already paid." She seems to be hesitating over something. It's weird, since May never holds up her tongue. "What is it?" I ask boringly while caressing my goddaughter's hair. "I'm just wondering... after all this dry run. What happens then? What if you thin
I've read too many immature stories that I know the outcome of it doesn't suit my taste. I mean, how stupid can you be to stand a guy your entire life just because of an unwanted pregnancy. But again, it comes back to your core principle- either you believe in abortion or creating life. I'm a Christian, who devotes herself to the teaching that life is precious. So I'm contradicting myself, on one side I do agree that life is precious; I don't have the right to take it away from this world. But on another, life is too precious for me to toy around with my life drama and an ex husband who doesn't want it. "Wanna fuck?" He asks casually when I'm sitting alone on the couch watching tv. It looks like I'm watching Nëtflix but truthfully, I've been racking my brain on how to deal with this. And yes, we still have sex despite the divorce that happened a few weeks ago. Though at the moment we're just roommates with benefits. Bestie with benefits. Exes with benefits. Whichever you prefer.
"Why are you here everyday?" I glare at her while putting a finger across my lips, warning her to shut the hell up. "Oh stop it, it's even noisier being in my body than out here. She'll sleep just fine." May keeps on talking with her normal voice, but I'm not having it. This baby needs her precious sleep to grow healthily. "Toffer's gonna be mad if he knows, you know." I roll my eyes at her warning. As if I care, he can go fuck himself. I'm my own person, I will do whatever I want, however I please. If I want to stay at my best friend's house every single day, I will goddamn do it! No permission needed! "Why can't you tell him you love him? Isn't it easier? You'll get your answer, and I'll get my peace." "You can be on your way, I'm here for my god-daughter. Not you." I hug the newborn tighter, smelling her hair. Mhmmmm there's something captivating with their smell, so pure and calming. May gave birth five days ago which means I've been coming here every single day. I even se
It's finally ending. We are not trapped in the house anymore as of today after the announcement made on national tv that the lockdown has officially been lifted. Last night we celebrated the news as if we're getting our freedom back for the fact I don't know if it's indeed for the freedom or perhaps the end of this sweet dream. I'm wearing the dress I ordered online last week, purchased it for the sole purpose of wanting to look beautiful -and appetising- on our first monthniversary but after the announcement, I decided to put it on for our first date.Oh yes, he asked me for our first official date after our second round of 'celebration' last night. "This gotta be the most expensive restaurant you've ever brought me to," I tell him once we step into the Michelin Star eatery. "I'm planning to use all my money while I can just so you don't have much left when you leave." He even ordered a new suit to be delivered on the same day for this date, obviously maxing his credit card for