Two

Kira's pov

"He will never have peace. Am saying this with tears and pain. He will never ever have peace.

He will regret doing this to me." That was all I said before I black out.

**

I heard the beeping sound of a machine. I opened my eyes and the first thing I saw was the white ceiling.

This place is strange.

I turned my head left. My eyes was blurry but I could see someone sitting on a chair. A lady sleeping.

Everything became clearer. It was Emily sleeping. She was the one who brought me here?

"Emily, " I called but it seems she was fast asleep.

A man in a white laboratory coat walked in with a smile. He walked closer to me making my heart skip many times.

What's he gonna do to me again? Rape me?

"Good morning miss." He greeted and touched my arm but I removed it with fear.

He stared at me in shock.

I don't want him to touch me. I don't want men to touch me. I hate them. I don't want to see them around me.

My mind drifted back to what happened to me last night.

I was raped. By my bestfriend.

The thought gathered tears in my eyes.

I never believed he could do that to me. In front of everyone.

If only I knew this is gonna happen to me. I wouldn't have gone there with that bastard.

"I need to check your state of health. Will you?" The doctor said trying to touch me again but slapped his hand off.

Men irritates me now.

"Don't touch me. Please." I pleaded.

"I sho......."

"What's going on here? Kira! You're awake! Omg! You need to explain to me what happened last night!" Emily ran to me as she cleaned my tears that finally fell with her thumb.

"Miss, I need to check her state of health right now. I think she got raped and she's too weak to do anything now." The doctor replied.

"Hmm....I don't think she needs a male around her now. Could you get a female doctor for her?"

"Alright, I understand." The doctor left and I bursted into fresh tears.

"Oh! Kira, you don't need to cry again. Who did this to you? Tell me who that bastard is?" Emily asked.

"Daniel. He did this." I finally answered.

"Wait! The same Daniel or different one." She arched her brows.

"My bestfriend, Daniel." I sniffed.

I hate the fact that I still call him my bestfriend.

He isn't anymore.

"What the fuck! He...he raped you? How? Where? And why?"

"He raped me in front of everyone. His friends watched me raped. Emily, I don't wanna remember that horror scene that happened to me.

I wanna forget it but am finding it hard to forget." I cried.

Emily hugged me and patted my head.

'You're gonna be alright okay?" She cooed.

Another doctor came in again. This time it was a female doctor and I allowed her to check me.

"I'd advise you not to think too much. Most especially, in your condition.

I will prescribe some drugs for you to use." The doctor said and wrote something on a paper then gave it to Emily.

"You heard what the doctor said. No thinking. I don't want you to get depressed. You're gonna be out of here soon. And I want you to start a new life."

"Thanks." I sniffed.

**

Weeks later,

After I was discharged from the hospital. I went home with the help of Emily. She had really helped me a lot and am grateful for that.

I had been trying to forget what happened to me. I will not forgive Daniel for what he did to me.

I lost my job again cause I couldn't concentrate. The girl that talked the other day I was raped came to the hotel and even made jest of me.

I just couldn't take the shame around me.

I decided to travel out of the country. To Start a new life. Filled with hope and happiness.

I wanna try to forget what happened.

With the help of Emily's connections and money we both gathered, I was able to leave the country for Germany.

There, I started a new life. Though it wasn't easy. I slept in different cheap hotels.

Next morning, I would go out in search of a job.

Luckily, I was able to find one. A cleaner needed.

I had begged them to allow me sleep in their company till I get myself an apartment.

I don't want to waste my money sleeping in a hotel every day.

Even though it's cheap.

"Okay, I will get you a mattress and a blanket." The woman in charge of the cleaning department said as she showed me a room.

A store room where goods are kept. But the room was still big enough.

I was grateful for that and I kept surviving. Knowing that, I'd make it again.

No matter what.

Two months passed, I was doing my job so well. I had been saving my money to get an apartment.

Tuesday morning, I was weak and dizzy. The mop in my hands fell. I touched my forehead.

It was hot.

I quickly walked to the nearby hospital to check what's going on with me.

The female doctor checked me. She told me the bad news I never wanted to hear.

"Congratulations ma'am, you're two months pregnant!" She beamed with a smile.

Am pregnant! For who? Daniel?

No i can't be pregnant for that bastard. I thought the

I shook my head vigorously and asked her to check me again but the result was still the same.

I'm really pregnant! No oo.....That just add to my problem. Have been trying to forget about the bastard but now, am having a child for him that is gonna make me remember him.

'You can abort the baby' My subconscious told me but I declined.

I can never be part of abortion.

No, I wasn't expecting this. I never wished for this.

How am i going to cope? Am still struggling to eat three times a day. I don't even have a home yet but now am carrying a child.

How will I take care of myself and the baby?

The little money am gathering to get an apartment for my self. Am gonna use it to take care..........oh God! Why me?

I finally got up from my seat, bid the doctor bye and left her office.

I continued to struggle hard with my pregnancy. Doing a lot of job to make ends meets.

I was able to gather enough money and I rented an apartment. I carried the mattress and blanket to the newly apartment.

I was able to buy some things into the house.

My stomach began protruding and I still work with it even when I fainted one day. I was told I lacked iron.

I quit some jobs so I can have more time for myself.

Six months later, I went to the hospital for a scan and found out I was carrying a set of twins.

A set of twins! I laughed so hard when I saw the result. I'm really unfortunate. I know.

But I must survive this. My children must survive too.

I will do everything to take care of them. Myself.

I will give them the best and fill that vacancy of a father. I will be both their mother and father.

I will struggle hard.