Chapter Seventy -SixDesireeI laid back in my bed staring at what killian gave me..Why would he think I needed this??I remembered the last time I saw the bible it was at my apartment and literally I was drawn to it but I couldn't remember why I didn't open It up.I took in a deep breath and opened it to the first page.My mom always has one with her, she always uses it to tell me really huge stories that when you think about it they don't be sounding real..And my mom would always say;“That's the point, there is little to nothing that humans can do on their own!”.I never really understood that statement!!!I opened it up and started reading.MorningWhich was better waking up to the nice aroma from the kitchen or waking up to feeling lighter?It was both and I couldn't choose both, the weather was cold and that meant only one thing.Wintere was just weeks away.I jumped out of my bed I looked around the room and that was when I noticed how beautiful the room was.Whatever mood
Chapter Seventy-Seven DesireeI thought about Gwen's story for a while and I wondered over so many things that she said…I wondered if Raphael never felt that same way that she felt? How was he able to overcome all of that??It was time for me to take my bath, I got off bed and headed to the shower which I hadn't even bothered to see since the past 12 hours that I arrived.I unboxed my luggage and placed some of my clothes in the wardrobe.I noticed that killian hadn't showered up to my room ever since the time he showed up last...I quickly hopped into the shower...The design of the shower made me want to make the shower my home, the walls the design of the shower too??!!!!!!The bathtub was amazing!!! I ran myself a warm shower and just relaxed!!!Maybe it's for the best that Sylvester tried to threaten me or kill me I will say…Maybe I just needed redirection…but to where???I couldn't possibly live with killian, which was not a good idea at all, I felt dizzy for a moment in the
Chapter Seventy -EightKillian“You are awake so early?” Raphael walked down the stairs looking fresh as ever ..How does he do it…Whenever I wake up in the morning I always look like a raccoon that spent the night in the dumpster.Well I guess that's what I think Iam, Desiree tells me otherwise…“Desiree needs to eat something!” I pointed out, I was trying to make her some soup to keep her warm and also to jack her mood and appetite.“Aren't you supposed to go over to see the office work, since you haven't been there fora week no?” He pointed out..Yes that was true but leaving Desiree in that state would be wickedness.“I'm going to go but I can be pretty late!”He walked up to me and stopped me from chopping the onions I was chopping..“We can take care of her and look, your jaw is clenched.Are you angry at yourself?”..I took a deep breath and dropped the knife…“I am, it's all my fault she's in this mess, and she wouldn't even let me help her which I understand, if I were her
Chapter Seventy- NineKillianI drove home feeling so happy, indeed there are still happy people in this world . I carefully placed the flower on the seat where Desiree always sat,which was beside me.As I approached the house I gained more confidence in having to talk to desiree..but if she wasn't ready I wasn't going to force her.I finally reached the house and headed inside taking the flower with me with a few chocolates that I bought.The living room was empty, no one was in and I immediately approached Desiree's room.I stood in front of her door and took In a deep breath, and knocked.I knocked the first time, the second and the third but no answer.So I decided to open the door. It turned out that she was not in her room, which meant she was lighter already.I was glad she was not stuck in her room.I carefully dropped the flower on her bed and the box of chocolates and I headed out…I didn't know where she was in the house but I could try finding her.But first I had to pac
Chapter EightyDesiree.He ushered me to the mirror and we stood in front of it.. I was confused, what did he want to do? I have been really confused by his reaction so far, even when I told him that Sylvester told me about Vanessa and how she aborted his child, he didn't even flinch. He still held me tight close to his chest, calming me down while I cried my heart out.His gestures heal a wound I never thought was there.“Look in the mirror, please Desiree!” his words rolled out softly, pleasing to my ears.I did look up in the mirror and I saw nothing but my messed up face and my hair all over my Face.I looked ugly when I cried, at least that was what Harry said that night.“You look ugly when you cry like that!” Harry whispered..I have never felt more ashamed of my tears, more ashamed of being weak, like I'm not human???“What do you see?” Killian voiced his tone firm and certain that he knew what he was doing.“Me!” I simply replied.He placed his hand on my shoulder and began
Chapter Eighty-oneDesiree“Vanessa Holland!” His voice went low. I prepped myself enough for this moment.“I met her at a function, she was pretty and all and what really made me pulled to her was her great passion for the littlest things, We got into a relationship which I was glad about, I didn't rush her, we took our time and dated for two years which after then we planned for marriage!” ..He digged up another hole and poured some seeds into it and closed it up.“We did get intimate throughout our dating years which was fully consented by us both, which I will never ever do again till i'm sure of who to marry and we get married, she eventually got pregnant and we got to know a month before the wedding. I was happy…I mean there was nothing stopping me from getting married and having kids in the beginning of the marriage, I will still love my kids and her the same even more!”.I noticed as he clenched and unclenched his jaw.“I noticed alot of changes some months before the weddin
Chapter Eighty- TwoKillian“Her eyes isn't brown, she loves to ice skate and she is allergic to eggs!” I smiled knowing that question was easy.“Is there something Killian doesn't know ?” Gwen cried out..I mean there might be some things I don't know about her, like her deepest thoughts.Now it was my turn to play the game.“I love to paint, my favourite season is autumn, I'm in love with D…I was cut off when Desiree's phone rang up.“Oh I'm so sorry it's a friend I have to pick this call!” She excused herself and went out of sight.I happened to see who was calling, and it was Micheal.I really was about to tell her how I felt….What was this Micheal guy looking for ???She came back after a few minutes….“Im so sorry , you know just checking up on me, so where were we Mr Killian!” She jumped back to her position beside me “Oh yeah …uhm…I love to paint….My favourite season is winter and ….. I'm in love with D…dragon fruit!”.I just couldn't say it….Gwen looked back at Raphael s
Chapter Eighty-three Desiree“You seem really distracted?” Gwen noticed as we gathered the sauces for the barbecue from the kitchen.*Me, oh no I just….a lot has happened lately…and im trying to get a hang of it!” I lied.Oh definitely yes that was part of it but the call I received from Micheal made me think about a lot of things.Micheal seemed more affectionate…More loving, which was very disturbing.He called to remind me of the outing I told him I was going to think about which I had totally forgotten about.Of course I couldn't tell him why I was not going to be there…And I also thought of telling him my mom was not feeling too well so I went to see her but that would mean I was also at Dallas, so I eventually told him…“I'm under the weather, and I really need rest Micheal maybe some other day?”.“Oh I'm Sorry for being insensitive, yeah another time is fine, can I come to see you?” He proposed..But hell no…Ther was sno way I was giving him my address, not like I was didn'