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Edward

I didn’t expect everything would get out of hand the way it did, but at that point, I had lost it all. Why would Rebecca plan a wedding without my knowledge?

That is very shitty if you ask me. Is she trying to trap me or something?

I was trying to be logical and play smart, but at this point, I was done playing games. The most annoying part about all of it is that she did all this knowing that my feelings for Edwina were still there so she tried to pull a smart one on me,

I know that she could see me as an asshole or something, she has been here for a while, and I made no plans to get married to her apart from the engagement. On the day that the wedding was finally supposed to happen, she was kidnapped by Edwina, and now that she thought that it was going to happen I shut down all our dreams. I am mad, but also feel like an asshole.

It is clear to me now that nothing is holding me back, or forcing me to marry Rebecca. Apart from the remorse I feel, I feel like I o