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Bellissima! 69. Apology!
Author's POV"What took you so long?"Grace asked when Bella came back."You are looking pale Bella... Are you okay?""Yes... But i think i am feeling sleepy because of medicines i took..."Bella lied with assuring smile."We are done... Let's go home and then you can sleep comfortably..."Grace replied.Bella gulped down the lumb in her throat and followed Grace blinking back her blurry vision. Tight feeling around her chest was making her suffocate. "What took you so long honey?"Anamika asked."It was crowded"Bella answered."Okay let's go and don't stress yourself... It's not good for your health..."She said while opening the car door for her. "We'll deal with Alex... You don't have to worry about him... Next week we have to come back again for check up."Bella nodded and sat inside. She went home and went to sleep. Alex wasn't there. After taking medicines she was quick to fall in sleep. Alex came back when she was sleeping. He wanted to talk to her but wasn't ready to wake
Bellissima! 70. Confrontation!
Bella's POVI don't want this to be real. It's unbearable. My whole life was a lie. I started seeing hope of truth in Alex but he did the same. Everything inside me broke.Why people hate me, why do they always deceive me, why the abandon me? Am i that unlucky. My mind drifted back to the moment where Valentino met me. Valentino, My real father. "I don't trust you... Why would I trust you?"I asked when he said that he is my real father.My already heavy head started throbbing by his words. I am his daughter, is this even possible? I had no idea how to react on it. He cleared my doubts by showing me DNA tests and pictures of him and my mother. There is no way to deny that my mother was with him. Pictures says it all. It wasn't coincidence that My mother's name and Valentino's daughter's name was same, Amanda. "Why are you telling me this now"I asked refusing to cry. Why life is throwing one after another thing at me for which i am not ready. He eyes softened but hesitancy was
Bellissima! 71. Ruined!
Alexander's POVIt's been almost an hour since Bella has woken up after two days. She is staring into nothing while keeping her hand on her empty belly. Eyes are not even blinking and it's running my blood cold.I was never scared of silence to this extent. I can't gather the courage to stand up from the couch on which i am sitting for two days and go to her. Hold her in my arms and tell her that it's okay. I can't, because she is not okay. She lost her baby for which she was fighting with me. She is in shock.I never wanted it to happen like this. I wanted to tell her that i have changed my mind, that i am ready for the baby but before that she pulled out that file and things took ugly turn. She didn't give me the chance to speak and before i stop her, it was too late. I feel like a shit now. I ruined everything. I ruined her. I was supposed to protect her. My guilt is eating me from inside. Never in my life i was this much speechless, i don't know what to say. My family has stop
Bellissima! 72. Moving on!
Bella's POVIt's been month i have locked myself in the room. Feeling guilty that i spent it sleeping the whole day and night, i couldn't force myself to do anything. Valentino tried to make me do things, to get me out of the room but i wasn't in the condition nor in mood. Even if i have agreed to stay with him, i couldn't call him father. I just can't, i need time. I looked at the piles of books and magazines which he gave me to read. Pens and paints with blank paper to entertain myself. Mobile, TV, laptop everything. I didn't touch anything. Today i got periods, telling me that i am no longer pregnant. I couldn't protect my child. I am angry with myself. I should have been careful while running. Sometimes Alexander's words mocks me. 'you are not ready for the child'May be he was right, i was irresponsible. I am missing him but I won't forgive him for whatever he has done. Hiding things, controlling everything and Dominating my life. If he would have accepted our child, things
Bellissima! 73. Not her fault!
Bella's POV"You are Jordan's son, right?"Luca glared at the Carl. "How brave of you to put your father's everything on stake by insulting Mafia prince's Finance..."Carl's face drained colors."I am sorry..."He said embarrassed."Please don't tell dad about it...""No one should bully her... It's your responsibility from now on..."Luca ordered."Get out..."Carl walked away with his friends and i was going to do the same. I don't know why he is here neither i am interested."Bella..."He called me but i didn't stop."Bella please listen to me..."He blocked my way."What do you want Luca?... Don't tell me you are here to lawyer your friend."I glared at him.He shook his head."No, i am not here for Alex...""Your wife then"I gritted. "I am not interested... I have a class..."I started walking away.But his words made me halt. "I forced Jasmine to marry me..."Something cracked in my heart which i was keeping cold. He did what? She said, she love him. I turned and gave him
Bellissima! 74. Party!
Bella's POVI looked at the familiar palace while my car entered the gate of familiar palace. My heart tightened when all those happy and bitter memories came back crashing on me. I wiped my sweaty hands on my white dress. It was mandatory to wear white clothes, so i wore what i shopped that night after dinner. It's almost afternoon, i can see people in the garden playing with colors. My eyes unknowingly started looking for that one person but couldn't find him. Part of me got relieved and part of me restless. "Ma'am we have reached"Michael opened the door for me. I got out of the car and tried to control my racing heart. I never thought i will come back here. "You can stay in the car... I'll meet everyone and will come back... I am not going to stay longer."I said but they refused to budge. "We can't leave you alone"He said in robotic manner.I sighed and started walking inside. People are covered in colors, i can't even recognize their faces. Looks like i am too late for
Bellissima! 75. Sorry!
Alexander's POVI wasn't really planning to be here but then Dom told me that she has arrived. It didn't even took a minute to come back here from my home. I wanted to see her. Not like i haven't seen her when she first time stepped out from that house and went for a dinner. When she was shopping or when she went to the collage.I was fucking stalking her. Just because I wanted to see her.I didn't disturb her when she was meeting my parents and her sister. I wasn't ready for her to leave which she will do now after seeing me. She was under thought that i am not here while i was watching her whole day. Specially when she was dancing. I loved it. But she has lost her shine, that cheeky smile and messy behavior. All because of me. This one month was hell without her, sleepless nights and unbearable pain in my heart. Today i couldn't stop myself from reaching her. Just one time and I'll leave her alone.Her eyes zeroed on me while i hold her so she won't fall back. She has lost weig
Bellissima! 76. Passion!
Bella's POVI looked at the plate full of breakfast. I seriously have no appetite since that night. I was literally running away from him which i shouldn't be doing because i am not wrong. But i can't help it. It I would have looked in those eyes one more time i would have melted. He was looking weak too. I know how much Alex likes to keep himself in check but his grown stumble and messy hair were telling me that he wasn't taking good care of himself. He followed me that night, insisting that he will drop me... Just one time. 'just one time' did something to me. It feels like it's all coming to an end. That's what I want right? I want everything to end then why it's bothering me so much. No matter what he says, i can't forgive him so easily. I told him that i need space. It's better if stay away from each other because i can't think straight when he is near me and he haven't contacted me again after that. I guess he is understanding the meaning of space and freedom. Is he real
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Bellissima! 91. Epilogue!
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Bellissima! 90. Beginning!
Author's POV"Aren't you tired?"Bella released a heavy breath when he set her hair free."No!"He smirked slowly tracing his fingers on her necklace and gently removed it. "It's quite late..."She reasoned tried to tease him.Alex picked her up bridal style and placed on the bed. "So?"He grabbed her hand and gently removed her bangles. She looked at him with naughty eyes when his lips were few inches away from her lips."It's been long time... I am not stopping today..."He brushed his lips against hers while removing her payal.He removed all jewelry from her body and reached for the knot of her blouse."If i say i am tired?"She breathed out.She straightened her back when Alex unexpectedly kissed her back and released the knot. "You want this more than me!..."He whispered biting on her earlobe and making her blush. "Don't you?"He removed her blouse and reached for the knot of her lehnga.Bella shook her head with naughty smile. "No i am not!"He fully undressed her and pu
Bellissima! 89. Wedding!
Author's POV"Maa why this haldi is not pink or purple...but will look beautiful"Bella asked when everyone was applying Haldi on her.Anamika laughed."Because it's turmeric Bella..."She was wearing yellow lehnga and Everyone was wearing matching colors cloth. "She will be the first bride who wants purple turmeric..."Jasmine teased. "Don't tease her... It's her wedding day..."Grace chuckled. "Okay bride is done with the haldi ceremony now it's our turn..."Raan grinned."This is haldi not Holi..."Grace widened her eyes."You will see..."Raan smirked.Anamika looked at Massimo with wide eyes."No! You will ruin my designer saree..."He just smirked and she got the hint to run. Before she goes too far with her heels and saree he grabbed her by waist and she let out a playful scream.He caged her against the pillar."You can't run away from me, tigress..."He smirked."This is not fair... I am wearing heels."She complained."Not my problem..."He shrugged."Wait!... Be gentle,
Bellissima! 88. Sangeet!
Author's POV"I don't care... We are getting married..."Alex shrugged and helped her to wear night gown. He untied her lehnga and smirked at her."Hurry up..."She gave him warning look. He picked her up from the pool of her lehnga and placed down before fixing her night gown. "Good night"He kissed her passionately before opening the door.Raan was standing there with crossed hands."What are you doing here Alex?"She entered inside."Helping my girl..."He shrugged."You don't have to break these rules... At least respect the traditions..."She scolded."And you are respecting the promise you gave to dad"He asked with Stern face. "Alex, this is not the right time."Bella tried to intervene."I am not answerable to you, Alex..."Raan glared at him."I don't know why you guys can't understand me... I fucking love them... Is it that bad?..."Her angry eyes watered. "Yes it is!"Alex gritted."You can't stay with two men... I don't give a fuck that mafia traditions allows to marr
Bellissima! 87. Mehendi ceremony!
Author's POVAlex placed Bella down and removed cloth from her mouth.She gasped for the air."This is how you are treating you are soon to be wife..."She complained."Your father and brother took their wives like they are made up of glass and look at you professional kidnapper...""Because their wives are calm... My girl is a little devil. You will scream and wake up the whole palace..."He pinched her nose tip. "But Alex this is against rituals... We can't meet..."She argued."It's nothing like that... We can't see each other after haldi ceremony... And we are banned from having sex, we can meet and see each other... I did my research..."He said while she unwrapped herself from the blanket. "Where are we?"She looked around and found herself standing in the open balcony which was giving the view of the huge garden."I am in love with this place"She said in awe. "I can see that..."He sat on the hanging bench which is made up of wooden and pulled her on his lap. "You literall
Bellissima! 86. Wedding Destination!
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Bellissima! 85. Acceptance!
Bella's POVI never liked this woman, even though we were living under one roof. She was never my mother."Bella.."She stood up from the bed where Valentino is sitting.What is she doing here? How did she come here? The biggest question is, how did her so called husband allowed her to come Italy to meet her lover?Alex stood behind me like a mountain, glaring at her with his cold eyes. She looked at him and Valentino."Bella... How was your day?... I hope you are working hard for exams."Valentino tried to ease the tension in the room."Yeah!"I smiled ignoring the unwanted presence in the room. I have nothing to do with her. "How are you feeling now?... This is for you"I gave him big chocolate bar and he laughed."Thanks i needed it after taking bitter medicines.."He hide it under his pillow. "I hope you die with diabetes..."Alex commented And i glared at him."Wish you the same"Valentino scowled."Can you guys stop it please..."I sighed."Actually i am here to inform you th
Bellissima! 84. Someone unexpected!
Bella's POVI winked at him and sensually bit my lower lip just to tease him. Poor Alex can't anything in the classroom which is full of students. He cleared his throat giving the look which says...'Wait till we reach home'Okay, i am going to get punished for this naughty act but i am happy that finally everything is on track. He have solved our problems, we communicate about our insecurities and problems. That's what needed in our relationship. One thing I realised that it's getting hard to stay without Alex. When i was away from him, i forgot to laugh, i was drawn in sorrow but the moment he took me in his arms everything disappeared.It worked like magic. I got my appetite back, i am eating well, i don't feel nauseous now. I am laughing, smiling. In short i became old Bella. I just hope it stays like this. "That's it for today... All the best for your semester exams..."He called off the last class of the semester. "Thank you sir!"Everyone said in unison.Layla literally r
Bellissima! 83. Reunion!
Author's POVAlex hold her closer as he walked inside the room. Bella was asleep but she woke up when he was about to place her down."We are home!"She yawned while rubbing her eyes."Yes we are in our house..."He smiled. He was about to step back from her but she quickly grabbed his hand. "Don't leave me..."She walked on her knees till she was inch away from him. "I don't want to stay alone..."He smiled at the way she was clutching on his shirt. "I am not leaving you again...""I missed you..."Her all complaints flew out of the window. "I missed you more..."He caressed her hair, looking lovingly in her eyes.Bella clutched on his shirt and pulled him for a kiss. He wrapped his hand around back of her neck and deepened the kiss. Loving and caressing her mouth as he was dying to do this. "Did you forgive me?"He asked breaking the kiss."Yes"She hugged him and he wrapped his hands around her. "I love you... You have no idea how much i was dying for this..."He trailer kis
