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Chapter 33

Author: Esora05
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Shravya pov,

Even though last night he had made me as his in every way and embraced me in his love, I knew that he would never accept me as his wife wholeheartedly. The love he showed me last night was not for me, it's for my body. He touched me last night because of the desire he had for my body.

It is selfish to think of ruining his life by forcing him to live with me again just because he took my chastity. I knew for sure that when he wakes up, he will regret for what happened last night.

Although the last night he showered me with his love and care because of the desire he had on my body. I wish to take that fake love with me as my last memory with him. I don't wish to imprint his regretful face in my heart as the last memory when I leave him. My heart ached, and my eyes filled with tears when I thought I was going to leave him in a few more minutes.

I looked at him with tear filled eyes, who is sleeping deeply. After hugging him tightly one last time, I kissed his forehead and ca
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