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2021-04-26 12:49:21It was already the morning. When I woke up, I looked at the clock and saw that it was still early. It was 5 A.M. I have no idea why I woke up. But maybe it was because of my thoughts which couldn’t leave my mind. I was geeting much more agitated.
I got up and went to the balcony to breathe fresh air and to analyze everything that had happened.It was cool outside. I could feel soft wind hitting my bare parts of the body. I felt shivers down my spine, but I didn’t want to go inside. It was satisfying to feel cold.My phone started beeping. There were new messages from Jeremy and Steven. I opened Jeremy’s texts and read themGood morning! Are you okay? I just feel so bad and hope that you will break off that deal.
Good morning! I’m okay, really! Don’t worry about me. You shouldn’t feel bad, Jer. I won’t break off that deal because I am sure that nothing bad will happen!
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“If I don’t get it, something bad will happen! I don’t think you want to try me!” And he hang up. “Ky! I was thinking about throwing a party at my house! I texted all people in our school. The party is at 8 p. m. You have to be there!” he ordered and smiled.“Why? Was it so important to do it?” I asked angrily.“Dear, I said that I was going to crush Raffael King. It’s a part of my plan and you just have to play your role. It was our deal!” he continued with a grating voice.It made my blood boil. It made me remember that I was under his auspices and I was powerless. I gripped my teeth. The bell rang and I was unexpectedly happy about it. I stood up and stormed out of the cafeteria to my next lesson.Next lesson was with Linc. I sat with him.“Ky, explain!” he panted, I guess he was running.“What?” I asked confusingly.
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There was Steven. I must admit that he looked...nice. He was wearing a denim jacket with sleeves rolled up to the elbows. His arms were covered with selected veins. Also he had black jeans on. “Looking stunning, as always!” he stated with a smirk plastered and checked me out.“Yeah, you are awful, as always. I guess, people don’t change!” I maintained the compliments.He laughed and added:“Really, this dress fits you. I am great at choosing hot outfits, right?”“You are here to take me to the party or to hear me complimenting you, Kirby?”I closed the doors and put the keys in my bag. He put his hand on my waist and escorted me to the car. I hit his hand and he took it away. When he wanted to open the doors for me, I closed them and opened them for myself. He laughed and went to his side of the car. When he sat down, he stated:“You know, y
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I made my way to the living room and found Steven. And to my luck, Raf also was near us. I grabbed Steven’s hand and took him to the center of the living room where everybody could see us.“What are you doing, Walker?” Steven asked confused.I ignored his question and shouted, so everybody could hear me:“Guys! Thank you for coming to our party! Me and Steven are glad you like it!”I looked at him and he smirked. After it I looked around myself and noticed Raf staring at us, furious. It was exactly what I wanted and I kissed Steven Kirby.He was surprised at first, but then he liked it and grabbed my waist, making it deeper. I put my hands on his neck. It was my first kiss. I hesitated, really! But I made what was right for me. I showed everyone that nobody could break me. I was no longer a shy nerd, I got myself together and became a little more confident, but this kiss increased my confidence as
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I tried to call him again. He didn’t answer. I had no other option, I was obliged to go. I wore a pair of jeans and a plain T-shirt which I found the first in my wardrobe. When I was done, I quickly went downstairs. There was no one. Everyone had been sleeping, so I went out of the house, took my bike and started riding to the Steven’s house. While riding I started thinking about how everything has changed. Nothing was like it had been before. First, Jeremy, then Mia. Who would be next? It felt like that year was about to teach us a thing or two about the real life. Personally, I understood, that a person could lose oneself and turn into an immoral one while being under someone’s or something’s influence. The reason was forgetting about our values and fall into the trap of the apathy and be brought under the auspices of the wounds. That’s why they find the aid in the panacea which would turn off every deep feeling – drugs. They really
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“What? Me and you?” I asked bewildered.“No, me and Linc,” he stated sarcastically.I laughed and answered:“Well, I’m gonna give you a chance!”He smiled and kissed my cheek.“We are not in public!” I said.“But you are in my heart!” he stated and smirked.“Right!” I rolled my eyes.“I will come at 7!” he added and I went out of the car. “Bye, love!”“Bye, jerk!” I said, not turning to him. I came into the house and saw Linc, sitting at the couch and playing games.“Hey, Linc!” I exclaimed.It was 7 A.M.“Why aren’t you sleeping? It’s so early!” I asked him confused.“Hey, sis! You woke everyone up!” he stated, watching at the game. “How is Mia?”“She is better.
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That day’s morning was probably one of the rarest ones, because nobody called me early in the morning, letting me know that they got in trouble.I woke up at six A.M. I washed my face, brushed my teeth and had a shower. Then, I went to my wardrobe to choose, what to wear. I wanted, as usual, wear the first things I found in my bedroom, but I thought about it again and decided to wear something unusual. I can say, that I found some benefits of dating with Steven Kirby. He made me understand who was Raf King and also he gave me more confidence in myself. I started feeling desired in this life and I was ready to slay!I chose to wear a black shirt and denim jacket, also denim jeans. It was the only outfit I could make because of the lack of the clothes. I decided to go shopping that day after school. When I finished getting ready, I went downstairs and saw Linc and dad making breakfast.“Good morning, everybody!” I screamed hap
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“Raf, calm down!” Dylan stated.“No! What the hell is he doing here?” Raf screamed with clenched teeth.“He is sitting with us, if you are blind and can’t see the obvious!” I quipped and got up.“Walker, take your boyfriend and get out, or I don’t know what I will do with this place, or with his face!”“He is staying here with me. No one is against it, if you are, then nobody is keeping you!” I stated and pointed at the other table.He looked into my eyes. Suddenly, he grabbed my hand and took me outside the cafeteria.“Take your hands off of me!” I screamed, but he didn’t stop. When we were outside the cafeteria, he started:“Listen! I don’t want to hurt you physically, but I won’t hesitate to hurt you mentally. Because I am this type of person! So-“ I interrupted him and asked:
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That was the moment, when I understood that this whole time, I had been helping Raffael King’s sister. Mrs. King ran to the entrance, screaming:“Where is she?!”When she stopped near the doors, she saw me and Alexa. She quickly pulled her to herself and hugged her. She was shaking from fear.“Mom, I’m okay! Kylie helped me find you!” Alexa stated with a smile.Mrs. King looked at me, supposing that I was that Kylie.“Come in, please!” she invited me, pulling Alexa aside and taking her hand.I came in.She led me to the living room and offered me to sit down on the couch.“Would you like a cup of coffee or cup of tea, or anything you want!” she asked me.I wanted to refuse and I started shaking my head and hands, but she interrupted me and avered:“We owe you! I would like you to sit with me, drink anything yo
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