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After the Kiss

Author: RAJI
last update Last Updated: 2025-04-02 20:05:35

I did not even realise I was holding my breath until Julian vanished from the set.

This was not how I was supposed to feel.

There was only a scene. A prearranged kiss. Not much more.

Even so, the memory of his touch still caused my lips to tingle and my skin to burn. I could hardly hear the crew members adjusting the set for another take, but the world around me was buzzing.

I could only hear the pounding of my own heartbeat.

I had to breathe.

I pivoted on my heel and made my way to my trailer without giving the cameras another look.

Behind Closed Doors

I just managed to get inside before closing the door and pressing my hands to the counter.

Take a breath. Simply take a breath.

Although the caravan was silent, my thoughts were not. The weight of his hands on me and his body against mine was still palpable.

What on earth was that?

I had kissed many actors in the past. This scene was far more intimate than any I had done. However, none of them had ever left me feeling so raw, shaken, a
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