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51|Can't Deal With The Tears
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2021-06-19 18:08:28In the twenty minutes it took Liam to follow Eden, he went through every emotion under the sun as he watched her fall apart on the sidewalk, and pick herself up again.
His heart ached more than anything imaginable when she burst into tears and broke into gut-wrenching sobs, and it took all of his self-control and lots words of caution from his driver and security detail not to go after her and drag her back to the car.
By the time he returned to Anderson Logistics, he was highly pissed and terrified out of his head.
What if he pushed her too far, he thought frantically as he paced the length of his office. What if she doesn’t come back?
God, he shouldn't have allowed his security team to convince him to return to the office without her. He shouldn't even have taken her to Linda. He thought lashing out at her would give him some relief, some satisfaction.
But this—he did not sign up for this heartache. Feelings, especially of worry and sadness,
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