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Chapter 38 – Regret
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Begging His Luna Chapter 39 – Realization
Even though it’s only two towns away, it still took her six hours of driving. She was too slow as she’s just a beginner. It’s different when he’s there to assist her and correct her mistakes. Right now, she’s not confident and was driving as fast as she could tolerate. She would probably run faster in her wolf form. But of course, she can’t run for as long as a vehicle is able. She checked the gas level, it’s good that they filled it up earlier. After a while, she would often glance at Conrad’s figure. He’s facing away from her so she couldn’t see his face.“Conrad?” She would sometimes call his name and when he grunts in reply, she’s assured that he’s still good.She tried hard to rein in her emotions. She needed to focus. One thing persisted in her mind, though. She wouldn’t be able to accept it if he died tonight. She wouldn’t feel worthy to have his sacrifice just to pro
Begging His Luna Chapter 40 – Contemplation
When Conrad woke up, Alice was sleeping soundly next to him. Her snoozing sound was adorable to hear. Also, she’s holding his hand, careful not to touch him in her sleep.When he tried to move, he scrunched up his face from the pain that assaulted him. He lightly panted, which caused her to wake.“You awake? Do you need anything?” She swiftly sat up and looked at him.His throat was parched, though. Instead of speaking, he only managed a dry cough.“I’ll get you water.” She scrambled off the bed and returned with a glass.He grimaced as she propped him up on some pillows.“Sorry. Is it too painful?”He shook his head before drinking. He’s not used to this level of pain but he was prepared for it.“How are you?” His words amused her.“Better than you.” Her tone of reply made him smile.They stared at each other for a while before she aske
Begging His Luna Chapter 41 – Decision
Conrad knew he’s part of the problem now. Or maybe not. It was just the timing. They would’ve found her already if he hasn’t showed up and given her new potions. But now, instead of just her, they’re tracking the two of them. One slip and they’ll be both hunted. They might be tracing his movements and that’s how they found them.Hearing her sentiments, he has a vague idea on why she’s changing her mind. He felt warm inside just thinking about it. It’s because she cares about him, right? Suddenly, he felt that these injuries he sustained were worth it.At night, Alice couldn’t sleep. She heeded his advice and considered the things he mentioned very seriously. She couldn’t commit, though. The guilt was something not easy to sweep aside.“Conrad?” She called, checking if he’s still awake or not. He has one arm around her.Since she’d been fidgeting, naturally he couldn’
Begging His Luna Chapter 42 – Conviction
His Alpha link to members of his pack still works, even in this remote territory. He informed Seth not to bother them during the day.Conrad satisfied his needy mate. Huh, it was actually very timely. He wouldn’t have been able if this happened in the last two days. But he’s curious. If it happened in that situation, would she take advantage of him or not?After a quick lunch, they continued making love. He taught her different positions. He made her ride him. He took her from behind. She accepted all of it and drowned in ecstasy. The room reeked of sex until she doesn’t have the energy to continue.Her whole body felt deliciously sore and she didn’t want to leave the bed. He fed her dinner and they slept peacefully for a few hours. That was until she woke him up. She was feeling aroused again and needed him to satisfy her. Conrad can only oblige.She was woken up the next morning by his caresses. He’s drawing circles on her
Begging His Luna Chapter 43 – Persuasion
Conrad was amused and exasperated at the same time. He kept telling her not to rush it but in the last week alone, she said it a few times already.“Are you sure? Please, Alice. Give it more time.”“I’m sure. Of course, it would feel uncomfortable at first, but that’s to be expected. You won’t fault me for that, would you? I’ll manage to adapt. With you around, I’m sure no one would dare to harm me.”They silently stared at each other for a good while.“Let’s wait a month, alright? If you still want to go back by then, we’ll go.”She wasn’t pleased with his suggestion and pursed her lips.“Do… don’t you want to know why I want to go back now?” She expected him to ask, but he hasn’t. She finally decided to bring it up herself.Seeing how vulnerable she looked, he’s really not keen. “You don’t have to force yourself to do anything. Apart from your safety, my other concern is your happiness. I really don’t want you to experience any kind of suffering. You’ve had enough of that.”She squi
Begging His Luna Chapter 44 – Training
He grabbed a few knives to start with. When Alice saw them, she frowned. She had very little experience fighting with them. She mostly used a knife for survival in the wild. It’s been a long time since she had to cut tree barks or some vines.She was startled when Conrad threw a couple to her, but she managed to catch them in the air.“We’ll just go over the basics this morning. I’m going to check your reflexes. Be on defense and try to avoid my attacks, do you understand?”Alice took a deep breath before assuming a defensive pose. “I understand.”He scrutinized her stance. “Good enough, but you might want to lower your body a little more. Your footing would be steadier.”She did as he said and prepared to deflect his attacks.Unlike her, he was just standing there like he normally would on any given day. Then, he took steps forward. He lifted a hand and attacked her slowly. Her lip twitched as she frowned. What kind of training is this?Conrad squinted before wiping the confusion off
Begging His Luna Chapter 45 – Wintertown
He didn’t want to torture her further so he just chose to torture himself.She snuggled closer to him during the night and had a somewhat fitful sleep. Even after a good massage, she doesn’t feel like moving.The next day, he asked, “Are you good? Can you train today?”She was tempted to say no. She took a few minutes to convince herself to get up and get moving.“Good girl.” He patted her head and they had a light breakfast.Her movements were slower due to the body pain but it was manageable. She just needs to keep going. Conrad wasn’t strict for today. He went to speak with Nate about their departure tomorrow and the supplies they would be needing.They’re still a long way away from Snow Mountain. He sent word to Caleb, asking him to have some potions delivered to them.“From what I’ve read, there’s someone at Wintertown who can make them. A young woman named Dawn. Are you going to pass through there?”“We don’t know yet. But is it reliable? Are they sure she can make them as effec
Begging His Luna Chapter 46 – Hindrance
Slowly, he approached her and crouched to her level. He reached out to remove the blanket but she kept ahold of it.“Alice…” His voice was very gentle.He tried again when she didn’t respond. She tightened her grip on it, not wanting to see him. Conrad gritted his teeth before forcefully tugging it off her. She turned and hid her face on the bed, refusing to let him see. She also used her hands to hide from his gaze.“I’m sorry.” He has no words. He racked his brain. What the heck did he say earlier for her to react like this?He began to caress her arm, comforting her.“I didn’t mean what I said…” Whatever it was…Alice would have snorted if she wasn’t crying. You’re just stating facts.Conrad heard that thought and was slightly bewildered. Right, they’re still linked.“I didn’t mean to upset you.” He sat on the bed and moved his hand on her back, caressing her there.In truth, she’s not upset because of him. She’s upset because of her own shortcomings. Just what kind of Luna…? Her h
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Begging His Luna Chapter 66 – The End
Alice woke up feeling tickled. Her mate was pressing kisses behind her ear and along her neck. She moaned lightly, grasping the arm around her waist. “Good morning.” Conrad slightly got up and pressed a kiss on her lips, eventually sitting on the bed. Ever since Liana came, they were able to relax and rest properly. They were very grateful. The woman was an elite vampire. She was born a vampire, not turned. Her father was an elite, whereas her mother was turned. She was able to explain what’s going on with Ice and assured them that there’s nothing to worry about. The red eyes are apparently due to feeling extreme emotions, mostly irritation. But it can also be due to extreme happiness or sadness. The need for blood would depend on several factors. As a baby, a small amount should suffice. Consuming more blood than necessary is also not recommended. It could get addicting and could prove troublesome. Liana didn’t elaborate but simply mentioned it’s a case most vampires try to avoid. T
Begging His Luna Chapter 65 – Back Home
“Give me a moment.” She replied and went to stare at herself in the mirror. Yes, they do have reflections. She took a few deep breaths while organizing the information she has gotten. She’s quite skilled and she knew the woman told her the truth when she asked questions.A new place… but how would she be treated in a place infested with wolves? Their natural enemy? Would it be better than her current situation? She hesitated and bit her lip. She had to play this well to her advantage.She took a few more deep breaths before standing straight and exuding the confidence she normally wears.She got out and the couple were waiting for her. She stood there, sizing them up. The way the woman clings to his side, such affection… she was tempted to sigh.“Then, should we get a table and chat? What would you like to eat?” The place is half-bar, half-restaurant.Liana nodded and gestured for them to lead the way. Caleb scanned her once, not letting his guard down. She rolled her eyes at him. Do
Begging His Luna Chapter 64 – A Vampire
For a few months, they observed the twin’s growth, especially Ice. He seems fine and wasn’t troublesome. Well, all they do is eat, play and sleep. Cry and poop. That was the cycle. It’s fairly ordinary. Caleb has been coordinating with their members in the city, asking them to help locate a few vampires, preferably females. He’s assuming they would be easier to talk to. Huh. If it’s a male, he could already picture the aggression and the unwillingness to engage in a conversation. Their view on hybrids is similar to wolves, or any other species for that matter. They do not treat them kindly. Some may be indifferent but that’s not the general stance. Lourianne wanted to go with him and he hesitated. “We’ll see. If the person isn’t too dangerous, I will take you. Do you want to visit your parents?” Her eyes lit up. Of course, she does. Caleb chuckled seeing her excitement. “I’ll take you. I’ll let you stay with them for a while if it’s dangerous. If not, you’re with me.” “Great. Than
Begging His Luna Chapter 63 – The Twins
“Ah, shit…” Conrad softly cursed. “What is it?” Alice quickly asked him. It was as if he came to know something. “Could he be a full-pledged vampire? They’re normally pale and cold to the touch, right?” To him, it’s better than having a dead son. It doesn’t matter to him, he would accept the child. It’s still his own blood and flesh. The problem would be how other people perceive him. Not to mention, other packs may also have their own opinions. Alice heard him and carefully eyed both babies. They’re easy to distinguish because of it, even though their appearance looks the same at the moment. She took a deep breath, trying to calm herself. She also understands the possible implications of this birth. “We’ll figure it out later. What’s important is that they’re both here, alive and well. Healthy and safe. And you as well. Aren’t you tired? Rest for a while.” Conrad kissed her cheek before taking the second baby off her and hugging it. He figured the first baby would be better off on
Begging His Luna Chapter 62 – Confidence
“So, what happens now?” Alice asked as they watched those men leaving their territory.Conrad glanced at her. He’d been extremely relieved that she stayed and did not have any desire to leave. He’d been worried and every night he would somehow tell her how much he needs her. The first few days, he could tell she still entertained the idea, albeit not seriously. When she began to be productive around the pack, he began to relax and focus on his own responsibilities.“We rebuild the pack. We keep on training. We’ll improve security even more. We’ll be ready for any trouble.” He firmly replied to her, gently squeezing her hand.She audibly sighed as they eyed the forests. It’s not the end. It’s only the beginning. But she hoped to have a few years of peace before any kind of trouble arrives.Caleb and Lourianne wanted a separate home, but not too far from the pack house. It was fine. Not everyone lives in the pack house. It’s more like a headquarters for the Alpha and the other officers.
Begging His Luna Chapter 61 – Aftermath
They rested but they couldn’t sleep properly. Early in the morning, both of them decided to go out and help with the clean-up and restoration of the territory. Mostly, it’s only the men they saw.Conrad told her to stay close. Along with everyone else, their expressions were solemn as they did their tasks.The men already managed to bury the dead last night. Their Alpha told them to rest as those who rested last night began to rise and show up on the grounds. Caleb also showed up, but his expression was grim. Lourianne was still in hysterics, blaming herself. It was difficult to keep her calm.“Can you accompany her?” He asked Alice but Conrad wanted to beat him up when he heard his request.“The hell are you asking her? You want my mate to break down as well?” He berated through the link.His younger brother grimaced. He hasn’t considered that. All he knew was that since Alice felt the same way before, she might be able to help Lourianne overcome her emotions.Alice noticed their exp
Begging His Luna Chapter 60 – Desire
Conrad wanted to be quick. He doesn’t want to leave Alice for too long. This time, he wanted to be there for her, to be with her as they go through this loss and grieve. But alas, he couldn’t just not do any of his responsibilities as Alpha of the pack. Everyone who needed rest, he told them to take a break. Those who can still move around began the clean-up. They first dealt with their comrades, giving aid to those who are badly injured and in need of medical attention. Priorities. Marco brought Walter’s body deeper into the woods and began digging. They would set him on fire and witness his ruin before burying him. It has to be done. Otherwise, they can’t be sure if he planned some hocus-pocus or if his minions would. After their own were tended to, the rest went to gather the dead bodies. Their fallen members go in one side and the enemies go in another. Sure, they were cruder in handling the bastards’ bodies. There were cries and wailing as family members find their loved ones am
Begging His Luna Chapter 59 – Loss
Conrad wouldn’t waste the opportunity. He knew such an action from Walter wasn’t natural. He could guess Alice has something to do with it.He clamped hard against his neck and ravaged him, tearing his flesh. There was a howl of pain and Alice struck him across the face. He told her to never position herself below an enemy, exposing her neck to vulnerability. He’s proud of how she’s applying the things she learned in real life.But it’s not that easy. Walter resisted and struggled, managing to swipe Alice away with such force that she was pushed back a few feet away. Conrad also persisted and wouldn’t let go of him. He was almost hugging the other wolf, keeping him in place. Alice returned within a minute and attacked his body. She wouldn’t dare hit him on the head, lest Conrad’s bite on him loosens. It became a matter of perseverance. Who would last longer? Who would tire out first? She could tell Conrad is already exhausted. He must have fought others earlier even before this bastar
Begging His Luna Chapter 58 – Avenged
Everything suddenly became a blur to her, which is bad. She’s moving on instinct and not truly aware of her surroundings and who she’s attacking. She fiercely growled before stalking behind a tree and calming herself. Both Caleb and Conrad told her how important it is for her to be fully conscious of her every action.Someone dared to sneak up on her and she mercilessly fought back. At this time, her nervousness died down, no longer rushing her and making her impatient. That’s good enough for her. She crouched down, laying low as she surveyed her surroundings again. The wolf within her began to feel agitated the longer they stay still.She began moving, pouncing on an enemy and sinking her fangs on their necks. She clawed at their bodies, striking them repeatedly until they no longer move. Whimpers and growls filled the air. Almost no one in sight is in their human form. This time she moved with purpose, methodically attacking one after another. Only by looking at her red eyes were wo
