[This chapter contains mentioning of miscarriage that might be triggering for some audience. If you aren't a fan of it, please skip this chapter. Thank you.] ~Take me from behind.~ALORA POV: My eyes felt so heavy that just opening them felt like a huge task. Moreover, the sharp pain in my lower abdomen was so bad that I couldn't help but groan, even though I barely moved. "Hey, are you up?" A concerned yet familiar voice grabbed my attention and I forced my eyes open. A blurry face of Henry came in my line of sight and what I saw next, it made me frown in confusion. I was laying on a bed in an unfamiliar place. However, it seemed like a hospital. White sheets, steel trays containing necessary medical equipment, beeping machines and the faint scent of disinfectant... I remember I wasn't feeling well and lost my consciousness but what happened next is foreign to me. However, this isn't giving me good vibes. I glanced at Henry, who was almost leaning on me and studying my face
~I will be whatever you want me to be.~RHYS POV: It's been almost four months since I last saw her and now I have started to lose my mind. This is too much to bear. I finished an entire bottle of vodka, my eyes were red, my head was buzzing and I ordered another bottle. "That's enough. You had enough to drink tonight." Alex stopped me. Meanwhile, I glared at him and pointed my index finger at my friend, "Don't you dare stop me. By the way, why are you here? Leave me alone." "It was you who called me." He sounded hurt and sighed, "Just one more drink." He pushed the glass towards me instead of the bottle while I kept my eyes on the bottle as I chugged the glass down. "More." "Shut up." He glared. "Do you want me to kill you?" I threatened him but it didn't affect him at all. "I want you to move your ass and go to your fucking place and sleep." "I don't want to go home." My life, my comfort places, everything is filled with the memories of her. She left me but she t
~I can heal the wounds that I never gave.~ALORA POV: I was brought back to the hut where we were staying from the hospital after a day. Even though I was feeling better now, my body felt extremely weak. Moreover, it wasn't just my physical health that was taking a toll on me but my mental health. The pain of losing an unborn child was a lot worse than I have ever imagined it to be. My heart was in pain all the time. I kept on touching my belly and whenever I would be reminded of Rhys, tears would not just stop flowing. "Shall I book a flight? Do you want to go back?" Linda asked. We have come here for a month and it's been just 3 days. I shook my head in a no. There is nothing for me to do there anyways. I might stay here and keep my mind off whatever happened. "I want to stay here." "Are you sure?" She wasn't convinced, "I suggest we should return and get a proper checkup. You know the medical facilities here are almost none. If there will be an issue, it is better t
~You are my comfort place, my home.~ALORA POV: My relationship with Henry changed drastically. Now, I do not mind him advising me on the life choices that I have made. I must have been extremely naive to think that it is only me who is having a hard time in this life. However, in reality, everyone has a fair share of worries and these thoughts were because I haven't seen the world with my own eyes. It's already been 4 weeks since we came here and during this time, I went through the most horrible time of my life. But the people who are still with me, they really do care about me. They never left me alone and for this reason, I managed to gain back my mental and physical health. Even though I still remember the baby and Rhys all the time. "Kylo, please do not run. You will trip and fall." I tried to catch the running baby from me. But why are these little things so fast? Moreover, he just started to walk. I was panting the moment I held him in my arms. He smiled brightly at
~My happy place is in between your legs.~ALORA POV: After returning to the country, the first thing that I did was to take care of Kylo. The place that Henry suggested, it was actually better than I expected. It was well established with all the necessities and after talking with the staff there, I relaxed. I knew I could trust them. Still, I kept on asking them to take better care of him. "Don't worry, Miss. Scarlett. You do not have to worry about anything." The kind lady assured me and when I was about to leave, Kylo held my finger tightly, not allowing me to leave. I sat on my knees to meet his eyes and gave him a hug, "I promise, I will hug you every week." I assured him. Even though he didn't cry, the sadness that I saw in his pretty eyes was heart wrenching. Deep down even a little kid knew that I am about to leave him here as well just like others. He was also having trust issues, just like me and I couldn't emphasize with him more. Maybe this is the reason why I
~I want to feel your lips on mine.~ RHYS POV: Alora promised me that she will come to see my race. However, she didn't come to any of the qualifying matches or to the practice races. Today is the final match and I was hoping that she might come. My heart was beating nervously and it wasn't because of the race but it was due to the anticipation of seeing her. I am surprised at my own self about how my life revolves around her. She is the first thing that comes to my head when I wake up and she is the last thing in my head when I go to sleep. Sometimes, I even dream about her. "Nervous?" Damian sat next to me before the match. It is rare for him to come to see my race, however, for the first time, Mom came. I glanced at her, she was looking at me with tear filled eyes and I used to simulate all kinds of possibilities in my head regarding how it would feel if she would ever come to the races. However, what I was feeling at the moment, it wasn't in my plan. My hands started to s
~You are my comfort place.~ RHYS POV: Not seeing Alora drove me more insane than I ever thought. I felt like everything in life has lost its purpose and there is nothing left for me to do. I suddenly found myself doing all sorts of crazy things. What made it worse was that I couldn't find any news about her. I even tried contacting her but her phone number was out of reach. Meanwhile, Linda didn't give me a single clue regarding her whereabouts and all the patience that I had, it snapped, leaving me nothing but a hollow shell. "You bastard, pull your fucking self together." Alex cursed at me. I know, he is also fed up upon seeing me being such a pain in the ass. But I was grateful for him for not giving up on me. "I don't want to." Instead of having a shot, I drank the vodka from the bottle. I felt the burning liquor flowing through my body before it settled in the stomach, causing me to wince. "You idiot. There isn't anything that special about her. You need to fucking mov
~Your dripping pussy on full display for me.~ALORA POV:I was sitting in my bedroom, when the door barged open. I flinched and looked at the intruder. It was none other than Dad. He was fuming mad. His face was red with the wrath and I got up from the bed with the wobbly legs."Dad, what's wrong?" I asked him with concern.Behind him, I also saw Henry. He exhaled loudly and rubbed his face with his palms. I was sure, whatever the news it is, it isn't something good."What's wrong? Are you seriously asking me that right now?" He gritted his teeth. I have never seen him this mad before. Not this much even when he asked me to leave the house."Dad-" I took a step closer to him, in order to calm him, however, I stopped altogether when an envelope was thrown on my face.I gasped and tucked the strands of hair behind the ear. The corner of the envelope cut my cheek as well. But I do not care about a thing at the moment. "Sir, why don't you sit with Alora and talk to her calmly? I am sure s