ARABELLA.
A thin line between breaking and getting yourself back. Rhys was my thin like. His saying the perfect words would have made my day better. Perhaps him choosing me over everything else would have made me float in the air instead of this heartbreak. He kissed me, and this made me think that he was ready to choose me over anything else.
“I have duties to this pack.” He reminded me that the pack was more important. He said that choosing Mia - his right mate - was for the betterment of the pack. He said he could not reject her and again, I should be his mistress. My ego would not let me accept to be his mistress so I ran - I ran into the forest in my wolf form. All I could think about was how life had defeated me once again.
My mother - the woman I thought loved me turned out to be a fake. She wasn't my mother and she hates the gut out of me. Mia took Rhys away from me and the one man I have ever loved wanted me to be his Mistress. My wolf whispered as we walked through the forest. However, something else got our attention and we turned to the direction.
What I wasn't expecting was to see Archer, Rhys's father being chased by some group of wolves - five big wolves. The scent that hit me next made me aware that they were rogues and then the tattoo on their beast forehead showed they were assassin rogues.
“We need to help him!” I told my wolf and she nodded. She jumped to the scene, her paws hitting the floor hard. And then Archer shifted as well.
My wolf went for the first rogue she saw and then bit him in his flank and he groaned in pain. It was a big brown wolf - quite bigger than I was. However, he didn't scare me at all. Archer then attacked another rogue wolf, biting his belly and they both prowled at each other. Another dark wolf jumped at Archer and then bit the skin off his back, making Archer’s wolf growl in pain.
I turned to help Archer out but my distraction earned the big brown wolf a chance at my body. He dug his fangs in my paw and I growled in pain.
While growling in pain, I heard another rogue wolf descend on Archer making it four wolves on him alone. They bite off a chunk of his flesh and he growls and groans each time. I wished I could help but the big brown wolf was eating deep in my flesh. Thanks to the drugs and drinks, I became instantly weak. When I saw that I wouldn't be able to save myself or Archer, I mind-linked Rhys and left a message just before I fell to the floor. The smell of blood and flesh filling my nostrils was the last smell I recalled. However, as my eyes began to close, I saw a woman that looked like Mia. Perhaps it was Mia or the drugs that were messing with my head.
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ALPHA RHYS.
I shouldn't be in the bar, I was the Alpha. However, I could not help it. Something was messing with my head, everything in me was fighting against me. It seemed like I was doing the wrong things yet they felt right. It shouldn't be Mia but my wolf yearns for her. However, all my heart yearns for is Arabella. I want to be with her. I want to make her my Luna.
Again, I gulped some tequila, and the liquid burnt my throat yet it was not enough to make me forget the worries in my heart. Why did things have to get this complicated? Everything would have been alright if Arabella was my mate. She would be happy and I would be happy.
“Alpha, I can satisfy you for the night. Huh?” A feminine hand gently snaked around my neck in an attempt to seduce me. However, I felt nothing but disgust.
“Sure, I’d like a torture section with you in the dungeon tonight,” I smirked at her and she instantly removed her hand from my neck. Then she picked up her phone.
“Mom? You want me to come home?” She uttered and then walked away. I gulped another fluid and it burnt my throat again. The circle kept repeating itself. However, at the same time, the mind link opened and Arabella’s voice infiltrated my ears.
“Your father is in trouble!” I stood quickly and then tried mindlinking her again but it didn't go through. Almost immediately, I sent messages to my Beta, Craig and he met me at the pack border with some warriors like I had requested.
Father had told me he was going to inspect the rumors of the rogue's assassin. I told him not to do it but he insisted and said he missed tasks like this. I did not just know how Arabella knew my father was in danger. Anyways, I dispensed the men out to look for my father. Thirty minutes passed with us still searching the forest when the mind link opened again and one of the men found my father.
Quickly, I went to the location.
I could not believe my eyes when I saw my father naked - he must have shifted. He was naked with his skin battered. The bones in his knees shot out unnaturally and it hurt my heart. And then he wasn't breathing anymore.
Damn it! I cursed and punched the air, preventing myself from sobbing.
“Who did this?” I asked but got no response.
“Damn it!” I clenched my fist. I would find who did this and show them hell on earth. The men brought out my father from the pit and I almost couldn't recognise him. Tears threatened to pool around my eyes but I pushed them back. Father would never want me to show my weakness, he would want me to fight.
Days went by very quickly.
One week turned into two weeks. My father’s burial came and left and I got to visit my many Alphas. I had just finished a meeting when Mia ran to me with some papers in her hands.
“What is that?” I asked as she stopped in front of me breathing heavily.
“I told you Arabella did not come home the night your father died. I also propose a theory that you dismissed. However, now I have more evidence.” She stretched the papers to me and I collected them and then looked at her before going through it.
“Arabella hates your father because he was the one that made it compulsory for you to accept your real mate for the pack. Of course, she knew if he was out of the way you would be hers. That paper in your hands is from the doctor. Her fingers print and blood was found on your father’s body. Didn't Craig tell you that they later spotted Arabella at the place your father died? Sighs.”
I squeezed the papers in my hand and fury took over. For the first time, I saw meaning in all Mia had been saying. Then I mind-linked Craig.
“Get Arabella to the pack house, now!”
ALPHA RHYS. I walked back and forth in the meeting room. I held most of my meetings and disputes right here. I had never thought that one day, Arabella would be the reason for a meeting in this room. Every part of me wanted Mia’s words to be a lie. A big mistake that I would overlook very quickly. The next second, she was pushed in. Craig shoved her into the room. It seemed she was struggling to come in and he had no choice but to shove her into the large meeting room. Mia walked in after them, she came to stand beside me. Arabella’s eyes rounded at the edge. She glared at Mia and the latter did the same without a care in the world. Arabella’s eyes eventually stopped on me. “Why am I here?” She asked, her voice lower than normal. It was different from the woman I used to know. “You killed his father!” Mia was quick to answer. Anger oozed out of her. She sounded in pain. Of course, father was always on her side. I had only accepted her as my mate because of him. This makes me thi
ARABELLA. The day was gray and murky. All I wanted to do that particular day was sleep until my eyes became arid. However, this was until some men walked into my room forcefully. Although I couldn't see them clearly, the aura coming from them made it obvious that they were from the Alpha. “Where are you taking me?” Two men grabbed me by the arm and shoved me out the front door. The bright sun got in my eyes and I winced before docking. “Don’t say any more words.” A masculine voice sounded in my ears. I kept quiet after that. I wasn't in a good shape to argue much. My memories were parched though, I could hardly remember anything that happened before now. Soon, we got to the pack house. Everywhere was colorless. I had been here a couple of times and I know they had some bit of color to them but this time, they were gone. No, it had to be the drugs I had been using. They were fucking with my head. The men by my side only stopped when we got to the Alpha meeting room. Alpha Rhys
ALPHA RHYS. Her eyes wouldn't leave my memory. It was as though she was right here, beholding me and begging me to believe her. I want to. Every part of me wants to turn deaf ears to the evidence. To the proofs. To her marks which lay claims on my father’s corpse. To ignore the words knocking at the edge of my heart. To believe her alone. Yet it was hard. The evidence was clear. I didn't want to be blinded by love. I didn't want to make a mistake. I hissed and took the dangling glass to my mouth. It was filled with an amber drink and when it touched my tongue, it ran down and burned my throat. It was just what I needed to remind me of reality. To not be blinded by sweet feelings. Anyone could turn evil. We are all capable of evil only some of us have more self-control than others. And when we lose everything holding us back, we delve into it hungrily like a starving wolf. I heard the door open behind me and then soft footsteps followed. Her scent spread across the room. I didn't
ARABELLA. He let go of my neck yet I felt like he was still strangling me. I coughed out and it felt like my lungs had been wrung. I just stared into the air, tears pooling around my eyes. His words hurt too much, it felt like my heart was shattered into two. They were like spades, dividing my timid heart into two. The same man that promised me heaven on earth. It was the same man I thought I would end up with. My dirty cunt? The words were so thick, that I could almost taste them. I stayed in the position for many hours. There was no need to count the time, I would be here for a while. However, I did know when it was morning and night. Another two days passed. No one came to my dungeon. There was no food or water. At some point, my mouth went dry and I could almost not feel my tongue. I knew that Mia was behind it. The bitch would do anything to make me suffer. Right now she was in the upper hand. And she got Rhys on her side as well. On the third day, I knew my death was ap
ARABELLA. They kept hitting me, stomping on my back and limbs. They did not care that I was a mere female or I was weak. My bones broke under their maltreatment. Still, they did not stop. I cried and screamed in horror. They were despicable. Animals that did not care about the tears of a woman. What did I ever do to deserve this? Why did this have to happen to me? Did Rhys think betraying me like this was fair? He slept with me and ended up taking my sister as his mate. This wasn't fair. I thrashed and cried and screamed as each hit came at me. I was in immense pain. It was too much for me to handle. I wanted it to stop at all costs. I begged the men to make it stop instead I was slapped in the mouth and my lips busted from the intensity. “You stupid girl, disturbing the peace of others!” He slapped me again. Another one dragged my leg and used his hard boot to slam against my flesh. The sharp part of his boot tore my skin. It was bad. I hated it. I cried loud but no one came to
MIA. I dropped the cup of champagne after gulping the cup at once again. I was at the bar and Craig, Rhys’ Beta was with me. He helped me pour another round into the cup while I looked into space, seething. Rhys had to regard for me. He was nothing but a lying Alpha. One time, he wanted me, and most of the time he didn't. The times he wanted me, I forced myself on him. It had always ever been Arabella even after all of my plans to make us mate. There was a time he called her name from his sleep, I sat up and looked at him thinking it was a mistake but then he did it the second time. That night, I cried like I had never done before. I was frustrated because why did he have to think about Arabella after all of my plans. It was almost as if I wasn't beautiful enough. “Your Alpha left without informing me, did you think that is right?” I looked at Craig and he shook his head. “Where did he go?” I asked, looking back at my drink. “He didn't say,” he replied softly. I scoffed. He
MIA. Craig informed me that he had arranged the meeting and this made me leave the bar. I went to the location where I saw Alpha Jack sitting and watching the bed hum on the tree. Craig fixed the meeting in our private garden. The garden was always cared for. No one dared to mess with it. Also, it had the most beautiful gardens and the perfect view of the sky as well as the freshest air. Indeed, it was the best place to have this meeting. “You called this meeting,” Alpha Jack said without looking at me. He had heightened senses. I wasn't surprised though, he was a powerful Alpha. “Yes,” I said, walking closer to him. “Why?” He asked coldly and my heart quickened at his lack of humor. It didn't matter though, I would still go on with my request. “What do you want?” He turned to me. Alpha Jack was sitting on the bench in the middle of the garden and I feared sitting next to him. He didn't look friendly at all. Why wasn't he friendly to me but he could give Arabella the healing
ALPHA RHYS. I was gradually losing it. I was losing my mind because of Arabella. I couldn't sleep and when I did sleep, I was dreaming about her. Her name constantly got in my mouth. I remembered speaking to Craig one time and suddenly, I got lost in calling her name over and over again. Craig had to snap me out of it by tapping my shoulder. It was hard for me to understand that she was a suspect and needed to stay in the dungeon. I was torn between justice for my father and the woman my heart yearned for. I knew she was in pain in the dungeon. There was not much ventilation in there and it stunk. There was pee and poo. There was the remnant of dead rogues. There was all kind of smell in there. Every day I was plagued by guilt. I once promised her that I wouldn't let anything bad happen to her. Then, it was all a bed of roses. I gave her my word that I would protect her from any evil that was going to come to her. The first betrayal choosing her stepsister because she was my m