"Gretta has passed away." Those soft words made Olivia raise her head.
Gretta. She knew that name. Gretta was the wife of Geremia's cousin, Ignazio, Rianna's husband, and Olivia's foster sister.
Instantly, everyone offered their condolences.
"How is Zio?" Rianna asked, her eyes filled with sorrow.
"He must be devastated. There's nothing in this world he loves more than Gretta," Geremia replied softly.
Everyone knew Geremia as a cold and expressionless person, but this time, Olivia could see the sadness in his eyes and the tears he tried to hide.
Geremia and Ignazio grew up together, their bond of brotherhood much stronger than mere cousins. They were best friends who had experienced joys and sorrows together. So it was understandable that Geremia felt deep sadness for Ignazio, his friend and cousin.
"I will go to the hospital and check on him. You both go straight to Uncle Antony's house," he said, receiving nods from Rianna and Olivia. After kissing his wife's forehead, Geremia left.
"Poor Gianna," Olivia said softly. "She can't even feel her mother's milk," she continued, earning a melancholic glance from Rianna.
Gianna. Gianna Quirino. That was the name given to the little baby that, as far as Olivia knew, had not been touched by her father until after the cesarean section. And the name was given by Gretta in the last moments of her life when she could still open her eyes and speak.
The innocent little baby had now become an orphan. She wouldn't grow up with a mother's love. For others, it might feel ordinary, but for Olivia and Rianna, who grew up in an orphanage without parental love, the feeling of loneliness and lack of affection would undoubtedly be experienced by Gianna in the future.
Meskipun Gianna bisa dianggap lebih beruntung daripada Olivia dan saudara-saudara panti asuhannya - karena dia masih memiliki ayah dan keluarga besar yang pasti akan membuatnya tumbuh dalam cinta dan kecukupan finansial - itu tidak akan menutup kemungkinan rasa kesepian yang akan dirasakannya nanti.
Namun, dugaan Olivia bahwa Gianna lebih beruntung akhirnya terpatahkan oleh tragedi yang terjadi di kediaman Antony-Claire pada siang itu.
Semua anggota keluarga Quirino berkumpul dan mempersiapkan tempat pemakaman terakhir untuk mendiang Gretta, sambil menunggu mobil jenazah datang membawa jenazahnya. Halaman belakang disiapkan untuk tempat berkabung sebelum jenazah disemayamkan di ruang tamu dan ruang keluarga disiapkan untuk menyambut para tamu yang akan datang melayat.
Olivia sendiri sibuk membantu asisten rumah tangga menyiapkan segala sesuatu, karena tamu yang datang rupanya melebihi ekspektasi pemilik rumah itu sendiri.
Entah bagaimana dan dari mana orang-orang itu tahu tentang kabar Gretta, tapi mereka datang dan memenuhi rumah Antony-Claire hanya untuk memberikan penghormatan terakhir pada menantu miliarder Italia itu.
Di dalam hati, Olivia merasa iri pada Gretta. Apa kebaikan yang wanita itu lakukan semasa hidupnya sehingga begitu banyak orang yang menghormatinya? Bahkan pada akhir hidupnya, masih banyak orang yang peduli padanya.
Kelak, saat Olivia meninggal, ia tidak yakin apakah akan dilayat oleh banyak orang seperti yang terjadi pada Gretta.
Nevertheless, Olivia sensed Ignazio's peculiarity at that moment. The man was there, sitting not far from his wife's body lying in the casket. He received condolences from the guests who expressed their sympathy without any expression on his face.
Yes, Olivia even noticed there were no tears shed on the man's face. Unlike what typically happens to families left behind. Ignazio was sad, of course. Olivia knew there wouldn't be anyone sadder than Ignazio among all the people there. But it was his sorrow that made everything feel strange.
Ignazio's body was there, but not his soul. He still responded to people talking to him, but his expression was flat, emotionless. Gretta seemed to have taken not only Ignazio's love but also his remaining life with her.
When people whispered that Ignazio was emotionally numb, Olivia was sure that wasn't the case. Among the people gathered there—where Olivia thought they were Gretta's family and friends, crying hysterically—Ignazio was the one who clearly appeared to be suffering the most.
People say, when someone's heartache is immense, often they forget how to cry. And that was Ignazio that Olivia saw.
In the evening, cars were lined up in front of the Antony-Claire family's house. The hearse had already placed Gretta's coffin inside. One by one, people got into the cars without command, and Olivia joined the funeral procession in Geremia's car, driven by the man himself.
There was no conversation during the journey. The raindrops on the window seemed to indicate that the sky mourned Gretta's departure too. They arrived at the cemetery and, without command, walked towards the grave that had been prepared by the diggers.
Olivia stood between her two step-sisters—Rianna and Ivana—holding Hanna's hand—Ivana's daughter and her late husband's. For some reason, her eyes always lifted and landed on Ignazio, who stood right across from her. The man was physically close, yet Olivia felt he was very far away. His head was slightly bowed, and Olivia couldn't guess where his eyes were directed because they were covered by dark sunglasses. One thing was clear: once again, the man didn't seem to cry. He never lifted his hand to wipe his face.
Ignazio just stood there silently as the coffin was lowered into the wet ground. Afterward, the earth started to be scattered, and when people began to throw flowers, Ignazio still stood in his place.
Slowly, everyone dispersed. Olivia thought Ignazio would spend more time at Gretta's final resting place. Perhaps saying goodbye. Or maybe crying out in anguish over his beloved wife's departure now that no one was around.
But no, once again, he did the unexpected. He walked away from the grave before the other mourners, who only stared at him with questioning eyes.
Once again, they returned to the Antony-Claire residence without many words. The large house was now empty. The mourners who had filled the rooms seemed to have vanished completely. Only the Quirino family remained, trying to appear normal amidst the grief that gripped their hearts. Amidst the silent sorrow, the echoes of cries resounded.
Olivia frowned, looking at Rianna with questioning eyes.
"Is that Gianna's baby?" Rianna asked the homeowner who was rising from her seat.
Mrs. Claire nodded. Rianna and Olivia followed Mrs. Claire as she walked towards one of the rooms on the first floor. Without knocking, Mrs. Claire opened the door, and they saw a nurse, whom Olivia guessed to be in her forties, rocking a baby wrapped in a pink blanket, attempting to put a pacifier into her mouth.
"What's wrong with Gianna, Nurse?" Mrs. Claire asked, approaching her granddaughter and observing Gianna, who continuously rejected the pacifier offered by the nurse.
"I don't know, ma'am. She's not running a fever, her diaper is clean. I thought she might be hungry, but she doesn't want to drink milk either," the nurse said, looking somewhat nervous in front of Mrs. Claire.
Mrs. Claire carefully took the little baby from the nurse's arms. Gianna's small face was already red from crying, while her hands seemed to push away the pacifier that her grandmother was trying to offer again.
"Darling, what's wrong?" Mrs. Claire asked, her voice choked, which somehow made Olivia's eyes well up with tears.
"Don't cry, sweetie. Mommy might have gone, but here, there's still Grandma, Grandpa, and Daddy." The woman coaxed the baby gently. The baby seemed to listen to Mrs. Claire's words, but only briefly. Because then, the baby started crying again.
Hasty footsteps made them turn towards the door. "Grandma..." Xaverio, Mrs. Claire's grandson, appeared with a shocked expression and gasping breaths.
"What happened?"
"Uncle, Grandma." The young man pointed to the second floor. "Uncle Geremia and Uncle Ignazio are arguing. Uncle Ignazio has packed and said he's leaving," the young man said quickly.
Mrs. Claire, Rianna, and Olivia all frowned in confusion.
"Leaving? Where?" Mrs. Claire asked in a panic. But Xaverio just shook his head.
Slowly and cautiously, Mrs. Claire handed Gianna back to her nurse and with quick steps—as fast as her old legs could carry her—she left the room, trying to catch up with her son, whom Olivia saw from the doorway carrying a large backpack, complete with hiking boots and a jacket.
"Zio!" Mrs. Claire shouted, approaching Ignazio and grabbing his arm to stop him. "Where are you going?!" she yelled again when her son ignored her.
Olivia wanted to leave the room, but upon hearing Gianna's cries, she changed her mind.
Was this the reason the little baby was crying? Because she knew her father was also leaving her?
Olivia approached the caregiver without taking her eyes off Gianna. "May I hold her, Nurse?" she asked softly.
The nurse just stared at Olivia, as if hesitant and afraid to entrust the precious baby in her hands to a young girl like Olivia. However, after considering it, the woman then handed Gianna over to Olivia's embrace.
Olivia smiled, trying to position Gianna's small body comfortably in her arms. "Don't cry, sweetheart," she whispered, coaxing in a soft and gentle tone. "Don't cry." She continued, gently stroking the baby's back and tenderly cupping her tiny cheek with her hand. "You know, God will not test someone beyond their abilities. He knows you're a strong child, and I know you're destined for greatness." She said, unconsciously shedding tears as she kissed Gianna's tiny forehead. "So don't cry, okay?" She pleaded softly. And somehow, the baby became calm in an instant.
"Zio!" Mrs. Claire's shout halted Ignazio in his tracks. Ignazio stood still for a moment, clutching the straps of his backpack tightly. He seemed unwilling to turn around at all, choosing to harden his heart and deafen his ears even though he knew his mother was grieving over the choice he had made. "Where are you going?" his mother asked, her voice choked. Ignazio still didn't answer her. "Don't you have any pity for Gianna? She's still a baby, Zio. She just lost her mother; how can she lose her father too?" Mrs. Claire lamented sadly. "I'm sorry, Mom," he said softly, but his words were still audible to the people behind him. "But I can't take care of that child. My heart hurts, and I don't want to resent her and blame her for Gretta's departure. "If Mommy truly loves me, let me go. I believe that you can take care of her. I'm sure that with you all, she will be happier. Just pretend I don't exist. Take care of her because she's what Gretta wanted in her remaining life, not me,"
Thinking of giving it another try, Olivia reached for the baby bottle and carefully placed it in Gianna's mouth. Strangely, Gianna accepted it readily, sucking the milk inside hungrily. This sudden development left Mrs. Claire and the nurse exchanging puzzled glances."It seems, Miss Gianna likes Miss Olivia's scent," the nurse suddenly remarked.Olivia raised her head, her forehead creased in confusion. The woman smiled."It's hard to explain logically or medically. But many babies choose scents. They find comfort in the 'smell' of certain people. Most children cling to their mother's 'scent,' and sometimes their father's. And some find comfort in the 'smell' of specific individuals."You know, Miss, babies who resist being with anyone but their own mother. So they cling to their mother's embrace constantly and refuse to be apart. If they are even slightly detached, the baby will cry and squirm, wanting to return to their mother's arms, making it impossible for the mother to do anyth
"UNCLE SICK, Zio." The soft notification made Ignazio's heart throb painfully. It was a voice recording of his cousin, Geremia, saved in the voice recorder on his cellphone."Some time ago, he was treated for a heart attack. Excessive stress was the cause." His cousin continued again.Geremia knows better about Ignazio's father's condition because, for one thing, the man lives in the same town as Ignazio's family. And secondly, Geremia is a heart specialist. So he knows the ins and outs and effects of his father's condition."Uncle is trying to be strong. But no matter how strong he is, too many thoughts are not something he can easily bear, Zio."Go home. Apart from Uncle's sake, do it for your younger siblings and..." Geremia's words didn't continue because Ignazio had already turned off the recording.Ignazio sat in his portable chair. Raise his head and look at the starry sky in the dark of night.Five years.He has been running from real life for five years. He was trying to esca
Twenty minutes later, Ignazio again set foot in front of the thirty-story building.Five years have passed. Ignazio was curious if the apartment was not rented to someone else. Before marriage, he asked his youngest brother, Meizar, to manage all his property.If the apartment is occupied, inevitably, Ignazio will have to look for another place to live temporarily before he is truly ready to face his parents.The smile of the apartment security guard looked friendly."Mr. Ignazio?" he greeted in disbelief. Of course, the man would be surprised to see Ignazio's current appearance. Because Ignazio, six years ago, when he was still single, looked very neat and took care of himself. Meanwhile, the current Ignazio?Ignazio now has a bigger physique. His hair, which used to be dark brown, tending to black, has now turned lighter due to frequent exposure to the sun, as has his skin. His hair was long, and he deliberately tied it carelessly. And his face, Ignazio didn't even take the time to
ALARM BLARED. With sleepy eyes, Olivia fumbled under her pillow, searching for her phone to turn off the alarm. She lay still for a few moments, trying to shake off the drowsiness, stretching her muscles before sitting up on the bed.It was five in the morning, and outside her bedroom window, people were already bustling, starting their day. Olivia got out of her bed and made her way to the bathroom inside her room.Her residence could be described as a studio apartment, measuring four by six meters, with a bathroom and a small kitchen area of two and a half by one and a half meters. But she wasn't in an apartment building or a boarding house; instead, she was in a housing complex for employees built at the back of the Quirino family's house. A family of Italian-American descent. It was where Olivia worked.Olivia had been working for the Antony-Claire family for five years. Her position? Well, Olivia herself couldn't accurately classify what her role in the house was. All she knew wa
FLASHBACK"Why?" Mrs. Claire asked when Olivia stated her intention to move out of the Antony-Claire residence and quit her job as Gianna's nanny."Gianna can do everything on her own now, Granny. She's very independent. So I feel like I'm not really working here, just collecting a paycheck," Olivia answered honestly."It's not like that, Olivia. Gianna still needs you," Mrs. Claire pleaded. "It's okay if you want to go to college. I'm even willing to pay for your education, but don't leave this house, Oliv."What kind of classes do you want to take? Regular? Evening classes? Or perhaps online courses? Where do you want to study? What major are you interested in? I'll fund it all."Olivia couldn't answer because she hadn't looked for the college she wanted to attend yet."If you feel the need to be active, you can work in an office, a hotel, or even a restaurant. You just have to choose where you want to work, and I will hire you there."But don't truly leave this place, Oliv. Because
With some effort, Olivia pressed the code next to the door and proceeded towards the elevator. Olivia didn't particularly like being in small, enclosed spaces. People referred to it as claustrophobia. Fortunately, Olivia's claustrophobia wasn't too severe. As long as she didn't spend too much time in the elevator, she believed she would be fine. She couldn't imagine having severe claustrophobia, as it would mean having to climb the emergency stairs all thirty floors every time she visited the place.Olivia stepped out of the elevator, walked towards the door on the right, and entered the opening code. And there it was—a penthouse dominated by glass walls, offering breathtaking views of the city.Olivia had been going back and forth to the penthouse for two years. But every time she entered, she felt amazed. Looking out the window, it was like observing a beautiful metropolis painting.She placed her bag on the bar table, walked towards the island set, and started organizing the items
Honestly, throughout her life, she had seen shirtless men not just once or twice. Even since she moved in with the Quirino family, the sight of broad chests and six-pack abs seemed like a normal occurrence to Olivia.However, seeing the Quirino sons never tempted Olivia, let alone elicited the intense thudding in her chest like it did now. With messy long hair and a bathrobe revealing a small part of his broad chest, for some reason, Olivia suddenly felt uncomfortable. Her hands seemed itchy, wanting to reach out and touch the tanned skin.And again, seeing stubbles and mustaches had become a daily occurrence for her since she started working for the Quirino family. But seeing the tanned stubbles and mustaches on the man earlier made Olivia...She shook her head vigorously and quickly walked towards the kitchen.Olivia took out the beef she had just put in the freezer. She thinly sliced the steak meat she had bought from the supermarket. Then, she took out some button mushrooms from t
"OLIVIA IS SOUND ASLEEP on Ignazio's chest, her naked body covered only by a thin blanket on the top of the sofa. Ignazio smiles, lowers his head, and gazes at his young wife's face, gently brushing aside the strands of hair covering her face. He tenderly kisses Olivia's forehead, causing the young woman to snuggle even closer, seeking a comfortable position in the not-so-spacious place.Ignazio and his desire. Days without touching Olivia have evidently tormented him. Olivia's body has become his addiction; Ignazio can't imagine anything else when he looks at his wife, except for touching her. Keeping a distance from Olivia these past few nights has been truly agonizing for him, even more so than before they were married.Ignazio spends his nights restless. He chose to separate himself from Olivia, but he is the one suffering. Countless times every night, he leaves his workspace and intentionally goes upstairs just to see Olivia peacefully asleep. Ignazio wants to touch her, unveil t
"WHAT SHOULD I do now?" Olivia asked desperately to her sister, Rianna, as she dropped off Gianna, who wanted to visit her cousin after school.Olivia finally told Rianna about Ignazio, who asked her to return to work at Kralligimiz as his personal assistant, which Olivia refused, citing that there was no one to take care of Gianna if she spent her time working.Olivia was truly confused. She thought that when the issue of the Mama's call was settled, her matters with Ignazio were also settled. But Olivia was wrong.When Gianna enthusiastically talked about having a new mom to her friends and teachers at school, Ignazio behaved coldly toward her. Two nights had passed since their return from Kralligimiz. In front of Gianna, Ignazio acted as if their relationship—Olivia and Ignazio—was fine. He smiled warmly and even chatted with Gianna whenever they were in the same room. However, when they were alone, Ignazi
Before more accusations could come from Ignazio's mouth, Olivia quickly covered his mouth with both of her hands. "Not like that," she said, half whining.Ignazio still looked at her with merged eyebrows, making Olivia feel afraid. The demanding gaze of the man made Olivia's heart pound rapidly due to panic, while her mind was working hard to find the right words to say to Ignazio without offending or angering him.Olivia couldn't afford to lie to him because if she uttered one lie, she would have to weave more lies."So, what is it? Explain," said Ignazio coldly, demanding after Olivia released her hands from his mouth."I..." she began, confused. "I'm not ready to have a child," Olivia answered honestly."Why?" Ignazio demanded, not satisfied."Zio, I'm still too young to have a child," she continued nervously.Ignazio sighed. "And I'm
"But, Zio..." Olivia whispered softly as she felt Ignazio's kiss on her neck."Hmm?" Ignazio asked without moving his lips away from Olivia's neck, sniffing it as if savoring the scent of her body."Until when are we going to be here?" Olivia asked nervously. The remnants of her sanity began to make her anxious about what people might think of their relationship. She really didn't like it when people gossiped about her.Yes, they were already married. Even though their official papers hadn't come out yet, they were still halal to be together whenever and wherever they pleased.Nevertheless, Olivia wasn't ready to answer the questions of those who might see them. Just imagine what Ignazio's receptionist or secretary might think tomorrow when they saw Olivia leaving Ignazio's office in the morning, afternoon, or maybe evening without ever having seen her enter?Or wondering about h
OLIVIA WINCED SOFTLY. She felt aches all over her body. She wanted to get up, but the soreness in her body made her want to curl up longer. Her eyes slowly opened. The first thing she saw was a wide glass window with beautiful tiny rays of light.Is there a fireworks party outside? she asked herself. But those rays of light didn't move like fireworks usually do. Olivia tightened her blanket and chose to gaze at the scenery a little longer."Are you awake?" The soft low-toned question made Olivia realize that she wasn't alone. Memories flooded back to her instantly. Scene after scene she did a few hours ago made Olivia widen her eyes.She turned and saw Ignazio sitting behind her. The man was leaning forward, looking in her direction. His large hands slowly reached out and parted Olivia's hair."Awake now?" he asked again, touching Olivia's forehead with the back of his hand. "Thank goodness, your fev
"What should I call you?" Olivia asked, confused."We're clearly not role-playing as master and servant, are we? You're my wife, so call me by an appropriate term." Ignazio commanded firmly.Olivia fell silent, her mind seemed to be contemplating the right way to address Ignazio. Not wanting the girl to daydream any longer, Ignazio suddenly bent his knees, causing Olivia's body to be pushed, and she screamed, unintentionally calling out "Zio!" loudly due to the surprise."I like that term." Ignazio replied with a smile on his face. "I like it when you call me Zio.""W-what?" Olivia asked, confused."I like it when you address me with the term Zio." he repeated, making Olivia wide-eyed and blush.Another decision they successfully made today was to choose a nickname."So, aren't you going to continue?" Ignazio asked, casting his gaze on th
"M-Meaning?" Olivia asked, bewildered. Ignazio sat on the edge of the bed, smiling. "I mean, surrender yourself to me. Here, right now. I won't take your virginity, Olivia. You'll have to give it to me willingly," he said, still with his mischievous smile, leaving Olivia not only wide-eyed but struggling to swallow hard. "Surrender my virginity?" Olivia asked, confused. Ignazio nodded slowly. "I won't touch you, but you will touch me," he said with a sly smile. "Forget the conventional way where the husband usually takes the wife's virginity. This time, I want you to deflower yourself, with me," Ignazio continued. "B-But how?" Olivia asked, still confused. "I won't touch you, but you will touch me," he repeated, emphasizing his point. "Make love to me, in your own way," Ignazio continued softly. Hearing the word "make love" made Olivia's femininit
The man glanced at Olivia briefly, weighing the decision he needed to make. He then closed all the documents on his computer screen, switched the screen to sleep mode, took his phone, and excused himself from Olivia.Olivia grinned to herself. At least there was someone who felt more nervous and dominated by Ignazio than she did.Taking another deep breath, Olivia approached the door and knocked softly. After waiting for ten seconds without receiving a response, Olivia finally opened the door and found the room empty.Where is Ignazio? She wondered to herself. It couldn't be that the secretary lied to her, right?Olivia glanced at the right side of the wall, where there was a door leading to a special recording room for Ignazio. To outsiders, it looked like a normal wall, but behind one of the bookshelves was an elevator that would take her up to Ignazio's secret chamber.Olivia entered the elevator and pressed the button to go up after taking a deep breath to calm her nerves.The lif
OLIVIA STOOD right in front of the Kralligimiz building. Her head tilted upward as she gazed at the tall structure. It seemed like she had taken a deep breath and exhaled heavily several times. Now, standing in front of the building, her feet felt too heavy to take a step."This isn't right," she mumbled to herself while turning around, intending to walk towards the entrance gate. "But if not now, when else can I talk to Ignazio?" she questioned herself again, turning back to face the building."This is too impulsive," she continued, shaking her head and turning her body once more. "But I've traveled far enough to reach this office; I can't just leave without talking to Ignazio. They need to resolve this 'Papa's Wife' issue and reassure Gianna. Otherwise, Ilya might refuse to come home, especially since the little one's desire is strongly supported by Olivia's sister, Rianna.""If Gianna doesn't want to come back, just let her be. Luna is happy to have Gianna here. Recently, I can't a