Chapter 2

I clenched my hands tightly at my sides. The breath I'd been holding was now ragged. Everything I saw felt wrong, and I wanted to kick it. Like a pebble on the side of the road, with my heart beating strongly, I kicked it.

"Damn it!" I cursed as I rubbed my face to stop myself from exploding. It felt so unfair. I was expelled for revealing the truth. Even though it felt like a long time ago that father had become so cold and no longer looked at me the way he looked at Jane, even though, from any point of view, I should be the one who deserved the most affection, because I was the man's biological daughter, not Jane!

I wanted so badly to scream and release all the embers that I had been harbouring for a long time. And today, the embers were even hotter because of my sister and fiancé. "I didn't expect Cony to have an affair with Jane."

My hands were still clenched, and I walked back down the slightly wet street from the drizzle. "And what's even more ridiculous. How could you defend both of them?"

Every step I took was filled with a deep sense of disappointment. I still clearly remember how you broke my heart so quickly. Then I muttered, "You're saying I'm a disgrace?"

Even though we're no longer close, he's still my father. His blood runs in my blood. If I could, I would break the bond between me and him right now. Over and over again, I repeated his cruel words. I repeatedly recalled how the word disgrace that came out of his mouth felt like an arrow through my heart. He had thrown me away for someone who was shameful and not his own flesh and blood.

In fact, if they remember it, they were the ones who made the decision to do this arranged marriage without asking me first. I didn't refuse, because I felt reluctant to him. And from there, I started trying to open my heart to Cony. Yes, even though it had to end in a very disappointing way because they just threw all the blame on me.

"Do they think I'm okay?" I asked myself. It's funny because it turns out that I can still feel so much pain and disappointment because of this betrayal. In fact, I didn't love Cony.

And now, I thoughtlessly walked into a bar located near the outskirts of the city. With the little bit of savings I still had, I would throw away all the feelings of pain and hurt. I'll forget about it for a while.

The moment I entered, I immediately flashed a smile. "Selena's recommendations are the best."

Yes, my friend was the best and never wrong about a bar. This bar is the one she recommended to me. She said it's enjoyable here. Many hosts and men could please a woman like her.

After that, I started walking towards the one room that I had booked in the first place. "I don't care if I'm going to spend five times my money on a VIP room."

"To hell with it!" I muttered in an indifferent tone. I just kept walking. "Anyway, tonight I'm going to have fun and forget all my problems."

Now, I chuckled happily. Although it felt a little uncomfortable spending my money, I wanted to fly tonight. It didn't feel like the usual me. But who cares? Even my father had ditched me. How funny is that?

Now that I'd sat down and started sipping the ordered beers, I looked back at the door. With a frowning face, I said, "Where's the host who's going to accompany me tonight? The waiter said he would send someone for me."

This sucks. I'm going to protest to the bar manager and Selena as well. I was disappointed that the host I wanted hadn't arrived for another fifteen minutes.

And as I poured another beer into my glass, I saw the door open and someone walk in. I squinted slightly to confirm my vision. Because it looked like a man with a tall build and dressed so neatly. You see, she was even wearing a suit and material pants that hugged her legs so beautifully.

At that moment, I smiled happily. I will retract my intention to protest to the manager and also my friend. This place is the best.

And now, as he turned to me, I immediately said, "Ah, you're the host sent to keep me company tonight."

I chuckled again. With one hand supporting my chin on the table, I looked her up and down. "You're a handsome host and have a nice body."

Looking at his neck, I saw the tie still hanging neatly. "Look, you're so total in your work. And now you must be playing at being an established office man." At that, I immediately snapped my fingers in the air. "Well, I really like this concept of yours."

Then I looked back at him with an interested gaze. With a slight smile that I've barely even worn, I teased her with a glint in my eye. My hand moved in the air and called out to her in a gesture.

With the fog beginning to cover my mind, I said, "How about we have some fun?"

I saw him fall silent. Although it was a little strange, it didn't matter. I would forgive him as I now saw him walking over. When the man was in front of me, I immediately stood up and touched his shoulder. Staring at the man's eyes that were as dark as soot and jaw so sharp.

And now, I could feel his large palm touching my face. It felt like there were thousands of butterflies fluttering in my stomach. I closed my eyes and returned his touch. Feeling the veiny part that was so prominent on his long neck.

When I opened my eyes and met his gaze, there was a strong urge for me to kiss his lips. Because I have to admit, his face is really handsome. Perhaps because of her job as a host, he must have this asset to seduce her customers.

Not only that, his body shape is also very good. His broad shoulders with strong and perfect arm muscles. His eyes looked sharp, adorned with two thick eyebrows and a sharp nose.

Even when I got closer and inhaled the fragrance on his neck, I felt so fly. The combination of cinnamon and tobacco drugged me and made me so complacent. Moreover, his touch is so intoxicating. How his hands so gently rubbed my face and neck. It really could drive me crazy in an instant.

With my eyes closed sensing his masculine fragrance, I touched his pulse and murmured, "You're really amazing." And I won't regret this. He was the perfect host, and I couldn't resist his charm.

I could sense that he was looking at me from up there, and sure enough, the moment our gazes collided, I could feel the intoxicating sting. Without thinking, I started kissing his chin, which was clean with some freshly shaved hair.

Then, my kiss moved to his ear, and I pulled him closer. Our bodies pressed against each other before we looked into each other's eyes and kissed deeply. I could even feel his mouth in mine and his hands that started to strip me one by one. When he touched my most sensitive part, I immediately pushed him towards the bed and climbed onto his stomach.

Without having time to stare at each other, I immediately removed the remaining attached clothes and threw them on the floor. I even helped him get undressed so we could stare at each other with such heat.

Tonight, I became so wild and so crazy with half-opened eyes and a scream of pleasure. Our bodies coming together, he pressed into me so profoundly that I lost track of the ground. My hands shot up, clawing at his broad, muscular back. Again and again, he jerks off, kissing me in rough, deep strokes.

I couldn't scream anymore, and only tears of pleasure fell down my cheeks. "Uh, I'm close," I said between cries. At that moment, I could feel that he was breathing against me. I opened my eyes slightly and saw him sweating and moving.

When I was close, he gripped both my hands and moved faster and faster while I immediately cried out, “uh!"

My eyes feel upside down as the peak of pleasure hits and beats me to a pulp. My energy was completely drained, yet this man on top of me was still moving and making me even more insane. With what energy and consciousness I had left, I muttered, "I'll give you tips later."

This big man is so unique, and I wouldn't think twice about giving him some extra money. Yes, before I completely fell asleep and could no longer open my eyes for even a moment.

Time passed so quickly that I had no idea how long I'd been asleep. When I woke up, I immediately felt a decisive blow hit my head. I closed my eyes again and resisted getting up. It felt like everything I saw was spinning and not clear.

"Akh, my head feels like it's going to burst," I said while holding my head. I had to try my hardest to open my eyes and tried many times. Until I could get clear vision, I blinked and frowned.

I looked around the room and thought hard. "This isn't the VIP room," I muttered in confusion. The interior was completely different and unrecognisable. Maybe the effects of alcohol really made me stupid and slow in thinking.

"Where is this exactly? Am I sleepwalking?" I asked again to no one in particular. It seemed highly unlikely that I could just leave the bar and forget everything like an insane person.

Before then I remembered something and nodded. "Ah, the effects of alcohol are terrible. I've forgotten everything I've done."

Now, I let out a long breath and looked up at the ceiling of the room, which was painted in a light brown colour. Without realising it, the thoughts and images of what I had done with the host man at the bar gave me a headache. "Uh! Shit! What have I done? You idiot!"

Although it felt perfect, I regretted it a little for messing around with a man. My body still felt so tired from the crazy thing I had chosen for myself. Then, I looked under the blanket to confirm if I was still not dressed like the last memory I had. But as it turned out, I had put on my clothes properly.

At that moment, I immediately pulled back the blanket and sat up to prepare to leave. However, when my feet had just stepped on the cold floor, I instantly froze. "Oh yeah, I don't have a home anymore."

In a flurry of thoughts, I threw myself back onto the bed and muttered, "I've already been kicked out."