I felt my whole gut sink down. My insides grew cold. My head went light.
Jacob frowned. "Isn't that the guy that always shits on you?" I nodded absent-mindedly, but I barely even heard Jake's words. "Yeah..." He looked into my eyes as concern clouded over his own. "Do you want to go?" If there was one thing I could control, it was not letting this douchebag control whether or not I would stay at a fucking hockey game. Regardless if he was playing or not. I just shook my head. "No, it's okay. I'll be fine." He offered a half smile and nodded, facing forward. "So, are those other two guys from our school? Owen and Marcus?" I nodded. "Yeah. They're close friends of Zach's." Jake hummed in acknowledgment. "They going on the trip tomorrow?" "Yeah." He shook his head. "I wish you didn't have to go through the shit they put you through. I don't know why they do it." I tried not to wince. I hoped he never would find out why they did this to me. "Well," I hesitated. "Marcus and Owen don't really do anything. They just sit and watch." "Well, still," Jake frowned. I smiled softly. "I love that you're concerned about me. But you don't need to worry." I looked back to the game just as Owen blocked a goal. Jake smiled at me. "I know. But I just wish I could do something about it. Legally." "Trust me," I giggled and put a hand on his shoulder. "You don't need to do anything." And with that, we both sat and watched the game. So far, the Panthers were winning 3-1, partially because of Owen's amazing goalie skills. The first quarter ended, and the players skated into the bench boxes. A few people were shown on the large screen, who waved and smiled at the camera. In that moment, Jake and I were shown on the screen. He nudged me to let me know that we were on the camera, and a grin spread across my face. He smiled, gently took my chin, and guided my face towards his. I followed willingly as he pulled me in for a kiss and smiled as I kissed him back. Light cheers could be heard as the crowd saw us kiss on the screen. We pulled away and Jake held my hand, interlacing our fingers together. A few more people were shown on screen, another couple kissing and bringing more light cheers to the stadium. Jake leaned towards me. "I'm going to go get a small bite. Do you want anything?" I thought for a moment. "A hotdog and a root beer would be amazing." I leaned forward and went to grab my shoulder purse, but Jake covered it with his hand. "Don't touch your money. I've got mine." I felt the butterflies swarm my stomach and smiled. "Okay. Are you sure?" He nodded and grinned that sweet smile. "Of course. Stay here, I'll be right back." He gave me a quick peck on the cheek before he dashed off into the lobby where the food was. I sat back, grinning like a fool. I had hit the lottery. I looked down at the Panthers in their bench box. It looked like their coach was talking about their next play and strategies, turning to each player to give them their individual tips and plays. I caught a small glimpse of Zach, who must've caught a glimpse of me, because he was staring right in my direction. He was too far away for me to be able to see his expression, but I had a feeling that he was plotting something to ruin my time here. I saw him nudge Marcus and Owen and point at me when they looked over as well. I shrank back in my seat, as if that's going to hide me from their sight. Geez, could Jake hurry? I was dying over here. Around five minutes later, Jake sat down in the seat next to me, two hotdogs and drinks in his hands. He handed me my hotdog, mustard squirted underneath the meat and on the insides of the bun. I smiled and took the snack, loving how he knows how I liked my hotdogs. Jake put our drinks in the two cup holders attached to our seats and took a bite out of his hotdog just as the game started back up again. I took a bite out of my own, sipped my root beer, and watched as Marcus scored a goal, bumping the score up to 4-2. I cheered along with the rest of the team supporters and smiled, looking at Jake. A small bit of ketchup was on the corner of his mouth, and he was still watching the game, completely unaware of the condiment that was on his face. I giggled and wiped the corner of his mouth with my thumb. I cupped his cheek with my hand during the gesture. He looked at me and smiled, leaning in to give me a kiss. I leaned in, and his lips brushed against mine. The butterflies overwhelmed my stomach at the feeling. We pulled away but stayed close to each other. His hazel eyes gazed into my blues, and he smiled that gorgeous smile. "Did I ever tell you that I love you?" He whispered. I felt my cheeks flush. "Once or twice," I whispered, and matched his soft tone as I smiled back. He kissed my cheek. "I don't think I'll ever be able to tell you enough." A deafening thud echoed throughout the stadium, followed by a gasp from the crowd. Jake and I whipped our heads around to see what happened, and we saw a player lying down on the ice and paramedics rushing out. I tried to see what had happened, and saw the player being lifted up by the arms. It was Zach. On the screen, I could see him saying something to the parameds and refs. "Well," the announcer started speaking after a couple of minutes had passed. "Turploy says he's okay and that he's only taken a large face plant to the glass." I watched the replay, which showed Zach, distracted by something in the crowd, I thought, skating a little too fast before smacking right into the glass and falling down. Laughter rang out from the crowd as they re-watched what had happened, when they knew he was okay, and I couldn't help but laugh along with Jake. "Well, now we can officially say Zach's had his first kiss," Jake cackled. I laughed harder at his comment and doubled over, clutching my stomach. Once everything settled down and it was confirmed that Zach was okay, the game resumed. A couple hours and too many junk food raids later, the game ended with a score of 15-8, putting our team on the map. Jake stood up and stretched, then held his hand out to me. I smiled and took his hand, and he helps me out of my seat. We walked out of the rink and into the main terminal to throw our trash away before we made our way to the exit. As we were walking, we passed by the players as they talked to a bunch of fangirls, who were clearly there for mostly Zach. As we passed the team, Zach's eyes locked onto mine. His sweat drenched hair covers parts of his cold eyes, making his stare seem... darker. If it hadn't been for the girls practically jumping on top of him, it seemed as if he would've held my stare the entire time I walked out. Jake noticed my tension and followed my gaze. His warm hazel eyes turned ice-cold as he glared at Zach before he led me out of the stadium. I took a breath of the fresh, crisp air as soon we pushed through the double-doors, and relished the cool, refreshing feeling that hit right after being in a stadium packed with people. Jake took my hand in his and led me to his car, opened the passenger door, and guided me in my seat. His hand stayed on mine the entire time and let go only when I needed to buckle my seatbelt. He slid into the driver's side and slid the key in the ignition, glancing at me as he did so. I rolled my eyes, but couldn't fight back my smile. He smiled back and turned the key. He started the engine and pulled out of the parking lot. "Am I dropping you off at your place?" "Oh, no," I said teasingly. "I'm just going to leave my car there to intentionally take up space in their driveway." Jake rolled his eyes, but still grinned. "Alright, I got the drift." We stayed quiet after that, the only sound of the hum of the engine as we cruised down the quiet road. "So," I start after a couple minutes. Jake glanced at me, showing that his attention was on me. "Timmy and my parents aren't home." I looked over at him, only to see him staring ahead, a smirk dancing across his lips. "Oh, is that so?" He asked playfully. I giggled and nodded. "Oh, yes." Jake pretended to think for a moment. "Well, I guess I could stay for a minute or two." He looked over at me, a mischievous grin playing on his lips. He placed a hand on my upper thigh, still facing forward. I felt heat already rising in my core, just from his touch, and looked out the window to hide my red face. Eventually, he pulled into my driveway and jumped out of his seat, opening my door for me. I stepped out and he greeted me with a kiss. "Do we want to go inside?" He whispered into my mouth. I grinned. "I think we do." He smiled and picked me up bridal style, causing me to yelp and giggle as he carried me up to the front door. He set me down to grab the spare key that hid in the flower pot, and unlocked the door, putting the key back before picking me up again. Once Jake walked us inside, he kicked the door shut behind us and carried me up into my room, closing the door behind him. He set me down, grabbed my waist, pulled me closer to him, and kissed me on the lips. I grinned and kissed him back, and our tongues found a rhythm that matched each other perfectly. Jake pulled me closer and deepened the kiss, bringing more passion and sensuality. He backed me into the wall, kissing my cheek, then my jaw, all the way down to my neck. I gasped quietly, and soft moans escaped my lips as his kisses left their marks on my skin. Jake groaned softly in response as he brought his lips to my collar bone. My head rested against the wall as he left his trail of hot, open-mouthed kisses along my neck, down to my collarbone. More moans left my lips from the feeling of his on my skin. He brought them back to mine, kissing me deeply and passionately. He paused only to lift my sweater over my head, revealing my lavender laced bra, and threw it to the side before crashing his lips back onto mine. I wrapped my arms around his head as his mouth devoured mine, my fingers entangling in his now unkempt hair as he left no part of my mouth untouched. Jake's hands wandered up and down my body, exploring my curves before he picked me up and carried me to my bed. He gently lay me down before climbing on top of me before leaning down and placing his lips back onto mine. I slid his shirt off, revealing his toned chest and abs, amd let my hands wandered all over his chest as he explored my mouth with his own. Just then, the sound of a slamming car door filled our ears. My stomach sank. "Oh, shit!" I scrambled up and grabbed my shirt, Jake doing the same. We dashed downstairs and into the living room. I threw myself onto the couch, and Jake plopped into the recliner just as the door opened. An excited Timmy ran down the hall and into the living room. "Jake!" He shouted excitedly. Jake grinned. "Hey, little Tim!" He gave Timmy a fistbump, both pulling their arm back and mimicking an explosion sound, giving me a relieved look in the process. After about an hour of talking with my parents, Jake stood up and stretched. "Well, I'd better get going," he yawned. "I've gotta pack for tomorrow." I smiled as he gave me a quick kiss. "Goodnight, Leia," he smiled. "Goodnight, Jacob." He smiled at me with those gorgeous hazel eyes before he grabbed his jacket and headed out the door. Tomorrow. YaySo far, the score was 3-1, putting us in the lead. The Cobras had the puck and were advancing towards Owen. "Block it, Foley!" I heard coach scream. Almost at the exact same time, the puck was shot towards the goal, and Owen slammed down and blocked the score. "Yeah, Foley!" Coach shouted. Owen grinned and threw a thumbs up as Jayden stole the puck, swinging it to Marcus. I called out to Marcus once he was halfway down the rink, and he swung the puck in my direction, giving me a perfect shot. I intercepted the puck with my stick and skated towards the goal, dodging players and keeping the puck away from their sticks, and passed the puck back to Marcus as soon as I knew he had the ultimate shot, since his was better than mine, and he scored, bringing the score up to 4-1. The crowd cheered, and I fistbumped Marcus. "Yeah, man!" He slapped me on the back as he skated by. A couple of blocks and a score later, halftime rolled around, and the coach called us back into the ben
My alarm blared, and the intro to "Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go" jolted me awake with a start. Naturally, my fist slammed on the snooze button and sent the blaring noise to a stop, and caused a couple of pieces to break off the clock. Those fucking reflexes. Now I needed a new clock. I groaned and wiped my face before I checked the time; 4:45. Fuck. I heavy sighed and threw my covers off of my body, exposing myself to the early-morning chill. Double fuck. I reached over to grab my blanket, desperate for its warmth, but apparently, I had thrown it on the floor, keeping it out of reach. "I fucking hate mornings," I grumbled to myself, my groggy morning voice a little deeper than usual, as I forced my body to a sitting position and threw my legs off the side of my bed. My feet hit the floor and I sat up to stretch to loosen my muscles. A yawn rose from my lungs as I reluctantly pushed myself up and off my bed. I rubbed my eyes as I ambled over to my dresser to pull out some clothes fo
A yawn forced its way out of my lungs as I rolled my suitcase through the student-packed gym to the name tag table. I scanned the array of name tags, searching down the alphabetical-ordered list of students' names until I found Roschèr. I had downed at least three cups of coffee this morning to try to wake myself up, but sadly, it seemed to have had no effect on me. My eyelids still had dumbells tied to them on a string, weighing them down and making them nearly impossible to keep open. Once I found my name, I peeled the sticker off of its paper and smoothed it onto the front side of my suitcase. "You all set, Leys?" My dad asked as he smiled at me through my phone screen. "Do you need anything before I head out?" Dad had always insisted we do a FaceTime call whenever I would go on a trip. I guess he just wanted to make sure I hadn't forgotten anything and that I would get to my transportation safely. I nodded and gave him what was supposed to be a smile. "Yeah, I'm all good. I d
My entire body stiffened, my muscles tensing at the feeling of his presence, at the feeling of his breath literally cascading down my neck. Fuck. His morning voice was...No, stop it, Leia! I took a deep breath and tried to get my shit together because this guy was not even a foot away from me. So close that his chest was practically brushing up against my back. And I was not going to let him see the effects that he had on my body, despite my conscious wanting to strangle him until the body stopped shaking. Although I was almost fairly certain that he had the idea, based off of the goosebumps that prickled my skin, the hairs that stood on end all along my arms and across the back of my neck, and the way my body shivered from the hot breath he breathed across my neck. And I didn't know if the burning heat in my face was visible, but I prayed to God that it wasn't. It felt like I was wearing three ski jackets and a pair of snow pants in a sauna set to 100° Fahrenheit. I cleared my
The nerve of that asshole, I swear to fucking God. Jacob mother-fucking Broder needed to mind his own fucking business and shove his nose back in his ass before I did it for him. Prince Charming, knight in shining armor, and bodyguard. Those seemed to be his only roles in his relationship with Leia. He was always treating her like she was some delicate, fragile, breakable artifact or something when she was anything but that. Leia was a strong-minded, independent, and intelligent woman. She never failed to speak her mind or confront others when they were treating others like shit. Unless it was me, of course. That was when she avoided my presence as much as she possibly could. And as annoying as it was, she was also incredibly passionate about what she loved and cherished the most, always excited to share whatever brought her joy. Let it be her ridiculous obsession with books, her love for history, or her dreams to be a photographer that she'd had ever since she was a little girl..
Haylie and I stood among the rest of our small group as we waited to receive our seating arrangements for the bus. I shuffled on my feet, the feeling of two deep blue eyes burning into my back crawling through my skin and giving me shivers. "You okay?" Haylie asked, her brows furrowing as she studied my face. "Yeah," I lied. If I told Haylie about what had happened while had been putting our bags away, she would freak out. And I really didn't want to start the trip off with a bad start when we weren't even boarding the busses yet. She gave me a suspicious look but left it alone. "Okay." I forced a smile, but she was still unconvinced. I mean, of course she would know when I was lying about something. We had been best friends for the past five years. To Haylie Murrah, I was a completely open book with zero secrets. Nothing got passed her. But she left certain things alone. For a certain amount of time. Our group leader, Ms. Spencer cleared her throat to grab the attenti
I could barely contain my laughter as I walked away from Leia and Haylie. Their faces had just been too comical. If I was going to be completely honest, I wish I had played the nice character a little bit earlier. Of course, Leia was too smart to believe that I had been sincere about it. But then again, I hadn't even tried to make her think that I had been. I walked over to Marcus, and the tension rose, thickening to a point where it was nearly unbearable and completely impossible for either of us to ignore. "Hey." He looked over at me and gave me a tight, closed-mouthed smile. "Hey." The awkward silence that followed the small word exchange was so palpable that I felt like it could've choked the life out of the both of us. And there was really only one way to ease the tension. "Look, man, I'm sorry," I said, turning to look at Marcus. "I shouldn't have blown up like that." He looked at me and gave me one of those awkward half-smiles. "No, it's alright." He looked back
*I ran through the woods, panting and gasping for air as beads of sweat formed along my forehead. I pushed my legs as hard as I could, running from something I couldn't name or see.**As I was running, my foot caught on a loose root, and I fell forward. I screamed and braced myself for the impact of my body on the ground, but it never came. I forced myself to open my eyes, confused, and saw the ground just inches below my face. When I looked up, I saw Jake holding me up by my shirt.**"Jake?" I asked, my brows plunging to the center of my forehead. My voice sounded like an echo, like I was in some sort of cave and not in the middle of the woods from the Exorcist.**His face held an expression of deep relief as he pulled me up and wrapped me in his arms. "Leia!" He whispered into my hair. "I've been looking for you everywhere. I've been so worried." His heavy breathing told me he'd been running as well. And his voice was laced with panic.**I matched his embrace, hugging him tightly. B