CHAPTER 27H U G O When we finished golfing it was already late, around seven in the evening kind of late. Ned left with Hannah and of course I was left with Melody. It's not that I don't want to hang out with her but I just didn't want to hang out with women after my divorce just yet. I guess Ned is trying to help me forget about what Audrey did and trying to help me on moving on with what I felt for Rose.I took Melody out for dinner and we talked about random stuff. I enjoyed my time with her. She told me she loves writing stories when she was young and she loves singing but she wasn't too good. She told me her parents divorced when she was twelve and she had a hard time coping up with it. She talks a lot and she's funny even without trying. It was a great dinner with her actually."Can we take photos together? I wanted to tweet about it too if that's okay with you." She says.I smiled. "Of course. It's not like I'm a celebrity anymore."A waiter walks closer to us."Excuse me, ta
CHAPTER 28H U G OWhen we got there, she was beginning to act shy. She showed me her paintings. They were abstract and they were all a beauty. She explained each meaning to me and it was mostly related to her life. She was merely talented. She was good with art. And she even had molding clay that were made into curtains art pieces that awed me.Melody is smart. She's pretty. She's easy to talk to. She's funny. I enjoy my time with her. And her coming into my life was unexpected. I mean, I met her at a club and I didn't know such woman will be this amazing and to think we have only went out thrice. Though I know and I am aware that I shouldn't fall for her, I am also aware that I shouldn't make her fall for me because I have no intention of committing yet after what happened to my life.I don't need a new relationship after my divorce. I don't need new flames. I don't want to get into commitments yet, I've had enough of that. I won't commit if if it's not Rose. I know I'm already a th
CHAPTER 29H U G OIt's been a week since I've been hanging out with Melody. I'm still going out with her and no, we're not together. It's nothing like that. We're not committed to each other and I don’t want to be either. We're not in a relationship and never will be. I don’t think I even want to be in a relationship for now. I'm not planning to ask her out exclusively even though we've had dinner together quite a couple of times but it's nothing sweet, romantic or anything. It didn't mean anything to me. Because to me, we were just...We were just fucking.We've fucked a lot lately.We had lots of sex for a while now. Lots and lots of it. In the back of my car, her kitchen sink, her bathroom, against her fridge, her TV room and almost always inside her flat.Sex was the only thing I am after her, as selfish as it sounds. We always have sex in her place and never in mine. I don't invite her at my home even if she insists. It's like my rule now. I don't want any woman to come inside
CHAPTER 30H U G OShe didn't answer and instead she lays back down on her bed and turned her back at me. I sigh as I pull myself off her bed as I march my way towards my clothes. I begin to dress myself and fixed my hair because I don’t want to stay here after what I told her."I can't give you a future with me. If you want something romantic, find someone else to give you what you deserve." I tell her.I know she's crying and she is planning to cry herself to sleep and I feel bad for what I've done. I don't want to lie to her too. I don't want to stay committed to her just becasue I pity her.I wouldn't risk it.The next day, I didn't text Melody nor I didn’t even call her. I really didn't want to because it was unnecessary for me to do so. I didn't want to chase after her just for sex, especially now that she subtly confessed that she has feelings for me. I could get sex from any woman I want to and in the first place I wasn't hurting that she wasn't texting me or calling me, it wa
CHAPTER 31M I R A N D AI didn't want to hear those things coming from him.I didn't want him to agree how big her boobs were.I didn't want him to say how amazing he had sex with Melody.I didn't want to know that he had sex with her.I didn't want to know about those stuff because those things make me feel like he has finally moved on about how he felt for me.Selfish.I feel bad for being so selfish right now. I feel bad for still wanting Hugo to myself even if I'm married to Landon.Selfish.Why does it have to be like this?Selfish.I know that he can have a lot of sex with any other women he likes because he is divorced now. He can have sex with the sexiest woman even and it should not have me concerned. He can have sex, threesome or even foursome now that he's single.And it doesn't concern me.It doesn't have to concern me at all and you should be reminded of that Miranda!Despite telling myself and convincing myself that I am ready for this, I'm so bothered about the thought
CHAPTER 32H U G O"I'll drive you home." I offered."I don't wanna go home." She spits.I exhale heavily. "You need to go home. It's already late.""I said I don't wanna go home!"I stared at her eagerly and I'm getting kind of annoyed with her and attitude right now. I try to take a deep breath in and relax. I exhale heavily as I keep my composure together."Melody." I say her name firm.She didn't flinch."Where can I drop you off?" I ask her again as I kept gazing at my watch. I don’t have much time for this and her.She doesn't answer."Mel?" I try to catch her attention but she's still quiet."Melody. Where. Can. I. Drop. You. Off." I paused on every word.Still no response from her.She looks at me eagerly while I worry about Miranda already giving birth right now. I have so many things in mind and Miranda is on the top of my priority of it all. I've texted Zachary, and he said she's already in her labor. That means I need to go to the hospital soon to check on her. I wanna be
CHAPTER 33M I R A N D A"Bethany Adelaide." I say as I carry her over my arms as I wipe my tears escaping from my eyes.All I could do was hold her and I was smitten by her innocence. This is always gonna be the best feeling in the world. She's so perfect on my arms as I carry her just like how I carried Ben for the first time. I still get amazed by how I created this tiny gorgeous person. As I look at her with her small face, tiny fingers, hands, toes, and how she's so small is beautiful to me. She sleeps on my arms so peacefully. She's just too beautiful to look away.It's always gonna feel fantastic and it's gonna feel this way, I think. I feel very emotional as I think of how I held Ben like this years ago. I remember that I was alone that time when I gave birth to him. Hugo wasn't here for me, and nobody did. The second time I gave birth to his second child, he still isn't here. He chose to be with Melody than to be with me while I give birth to his baby.I've been crying since
CHAPTER 34H U G O"Don't say goodbye, please. Don't tell me it's over cos I don't want it to end. Don't tell me not to wait cos I still want to wait for you. Don't tell me you've got a change of heart because that will kill me." I tell her.I shake my head as I watch her cry. "Don't say goodbye yet. Say goodbye when you're ready to let me go." I wipe her tears off.She exhales, "Hugo... It's too complicated. Why do you do this to me?""Because I know we're still in love with each other. I still feel it Rose."She sighs heavily and I know this sounds crazy but I wanted to let her know about what I still feel for her after what she find out about what I've been having with Melody lately, I know she overheard us talking about it. I wanted to let her know that I'll still wait for her and only for her even if it means it'll take years for me to. I will. And I wanted to let her know that I don't want anyone else but her. Only her."What about Melody?" She asks, not looking at me."She's ju