63.5I hear Landon sighs heavily, "I don't know. I don't know if Hugo told her. And I don't care anyways."I pull my head up to Landon, "What if Hugo had told her?"He looks back at me with a serious look on his face, "No. Hugo could not have done that. He’s a pussy."I can’t help but agree with him."I don't want Audrey to know because I don't want anything to our child with what happened to Ben. When I saw you, on the verge of pain over what Ben had been through physically, I was scared for you.” He takes my hand and mt eyes are staring at him.“I thought I would lose you too." His voice weakens.My eyes never left Landon and he really cares for me. He loves me way too much and it is so overwhelming. He is staring at our hands that are still holding each other tightly. "I don't want anything to happen to you as well and most especially to our baby." He adds.He pulls his head up and looks back at me, but so seriously as he continues, "Miranda, this child inside of you…."I take a de
64H U G OThe flight was ten freaking hours.And sitting next to Audrey for ten goddamn hours inside a plane isn't doing good to meat all. She keeps complaining about everything around her even if it’s pretty much really petty. It's actually irritating and embarrassing to the cabin crew and the others who are here. She whines that she needs to go to the bathroom all the freaking time and also complains about how unsanitary the lavatory was although I checked it and it was spotless clean. She even mentioned that the smell was too much and it was hurting his nostrils which I think she was overreacting. She says that she needs to pee and I need to accompany her all the time because she doesn't want to go there all by herself. She whines about the foods she orders because she's claiming that she is goddamn hungry then the next second when it's ready, she doesn't want to eat it anymore and I end up eating it. I understand though because she's pregnant but her being pregnant is much worst
64.5M I R A N D A"Oh my God! I love that ring!" Paris exclaims as they examine it. "You are so lucky to have Landon.""Nah." Scarlet disagrees. "I think Landon is too damn lucky to have her.""The diamond's so huge." Dina says.I smile at them, feeling a little embarrass for the words that they are telling me. Actually, wearing this diamond really captures a lot of people’s attention because the diamond is really huge. I don’t even think that this ring suits my face and my hand."Ladies." I almost jumped when I heard that voice.All of us turn around and found Hugo standing right next to us with Audrey on his side. She looks like she doesn't even want to be here and we've talked about her while she wasn't around and now that she is here, we can't. Paris and Scarlet doesn't like her because they both think that she's after Hugo's fame and money.Hugo's eyes glancing at my engagement ring and I didn't move it away to let him have a closer look at it. He quickly recovers and looks back
65M I R A N D AI stand on an empty balcony as I try to process what Paris confessed to me because it was something that is hard to sink in after hearing such revelation. I couldn't stop thinking about it because it is a part of their past and I hate it when I'm too bothered about something that needs to be said but at the same time, I don’t have any right to say this because it happened even before Landon met me.I am stepping boundaries.It actually came from Paris’ mouth that Audrey is using Hugo and has been using Hugo ever since she met her. She used Landon too to get famous but failed with it because Landon was protecting her from all the hates she'll be getting yet it wasn't enough for her because of her selfish desire to be famous. She even used her own best friend to get what she wants and how could a person be that selfish, not even thinking about the other person’s welfare. I don't know if it's true but base from what Audrey did to Landon, I think she is using Hugo even un
65.5H U G O One week ago. New York City.I sat on the couch right across Landon and I have been inside his office, waiting for him to finish his negotiation with his new client in the other room. I glare at my watch the same time he finally steps inside the room and he quickly joins me. He sat on the couch right across me with a folder in his hand and he looked…. calm."I know I promised to meet you at lunch today but I had some meetings to attend to. I am sorry for that." He say."It's alright." I answer."Coffee? Tea? Water?" He offers."No, I'm good." I responded.He nods. "I'm glad you're around New York." He tells me.I nod. I study Landon from where I am sitting down and he looks indisputably calm yet tensed. I could tell he's tensed. I should be the one who should be tensed, I was the one who almost cause him to break up with Rose. I fucked his girlfriend but he's acting like it doesn't bother him."Landon, I know you're mad at me for what I did. Don't stop yourself from hitt
66H U G OHe's sleeping.He's sleeping peacefully.He's beautiful.I can't wait to carry him on my arms.But...I don't feel it.Why do I don't feel it?I don't feel what I felt when I saw Ben.It's not here.I don't feel it.This one is different.I begin to walk back to Audrey's room feeling confused and jaded wondering why the fatherly feeling isn’t here. Now that our baby's out, this goes out all over the tabloids quicker than a second. I guess it's already out on the tabloids and online now and I am sure that everyone wants to know more about the baby right away. God I wish they would all just stop for once in their lives.I stopped as soon as I saw Rose. She is all alone and I had to take the chance to walk up to her and talk to her. I've been wanting to talk to her again the second I saw her getting inside the plane with Landon."Rose." I say.She quickly looks at me over her shoulder and spins around, "Hugo."I smile with tight-lipped. "You're alone?" I ask her as I look aro
66.5M I R A N D AI run to the nearest bathroom and burst into tears as they were falling over my cheeks which were seemingly unstoppable. It hurts so much that I cannot even describe how painful it is. It hurts. It hurts. I really fucking fucking hurts and honestly, I hate this. I really freaking hate this. I hate this so much that I do not even know how to describe it.As much as I held back everything inside that elevator, I know I need to let this one out. I grabbed onto the sink and just cried aloud while my shoulders slumped as if it was the end of the world. I feel my heart is aching so much that I feel it's terribly tingling and throbbing. I know I could not do anything about this one. I can't do something about this because this is what is right. This is the right thing to do, to end this stupidity and to end this selfishness. This is what Hugo wanted to happen and this is what he should have done in the first place, to give up on me.I never thought it'll hurt this much hea
67M I R A N D A"What about this color?" Vivian asks.Vivian keeps flipping through the pages of the booklet."Oh my god this color would be perfect for the bridesmaids." She chimes happily and I swear to God she is too excited and happy for me..She moves her head to my direction, "Don't you think?" She ask."Lavender?" I arch an eyebrow as I stare at the color intently. It is not a bad color but it’s not something I want.Vivian nods at me with a smile."I kind of want it in a shade of baby blue." I continued to say."Baby blue? Or maybe beige. Beige is a little better. It'll make my skin color whiter."I chuckle softly. "You only think about yourself when you pick the bridesmaids' gown's color when you're even my maid of honor.""I just want your wedding to look more lavish than Audrey's!" She exclaims.I smile at her. "I'm not competing against her wedding." I say as a matter-of-fact while I continued, “There is no competition at all. Besides, I want my wedding to be more intimat