Chapter seven.

SCAR'S POV (continuation.)

"Wow....it's so beautiful here." I gape in awe, my eyes focused in the diamond like looking lake. "Even the air smells pretty nice."

"You should spend more time eating than admiring the surrounding." Austen scolds pushing my almost cold food over to me.

"I just can't help it." I reply. The lake looks pretty big, I can see the edges but not the end. "Can I go in?"

"It's safe." Austen confirms causing my smile to grow wider.

Rolling up my joggers up to my knee, I insert my right leg first adapting to the warm temperature before adding in my second leg.

"It feels so nice." I spin to face Austen while he stares at me with an amused expression curved in his face. "Very nice."

Taking a step I let out a low giggle as the warm water ticklishly flows through the space between my toes.

It's like been tickled by feathers. The water getting deeper the more I go in, I stop walking when it's almost up to my knees.

I wonder how deep it still goes.

How I wish I can keep going.

My whole body turns stiff when something graze my feet producing a light wave on the surface of the water.

"Austen." I call out with a small voice he seems to straighten up at my distressed look."there is something in the water."

"Can you walk back over baby girl?" He asks a calm expression plaster on his face.

I shake my head in refusal biting on my bottom lips to stop myself from screaming.

It's okay Scar,it's nothing to be afraid of. Just breath in and out.....in and out..... slowly.

I let out a loud scream when the unknown creature grazes my feet again this time creating a much larger wave.

"Austen....." I shout shutting my eyes tightly close, my heart drumming against my rib cage in a rocketed motion.

Austen......never have I had any name to call whenever I get in trouble. I had always found a way to settle it myself.

It still confuses me how I manage to trust someone so easily even after my not sugar sweet past.

I'd always blame it on the mate bond but I know it's more than that, more than I can even explain myself.

A warm arm wraps around my waist and I feel my body leave the ground. Leaching tightly to my saviour I snuggle closer to his warm.

"Are you okay?" His voice comes out worried while his eyes scans my body for any sign of injuries. "Are you hurt."

Realising the awkward position we are in I release my grip on his white T-shirt. "I am fine."

I am fine.

I settle down on the grass, slowly munching on my hamburger. I can feel Austen's intense gaze on me but what can I do, it's not my fault I felt afraid.

It has always been this way, am literally afraid of everything, even if I don't want to be.

Maybe it's the way I was brought up.

Ever since the day he saved me all I want is a chance, for a new life, one I won't be weak but instead the opposite. Strong.

"Don't lie to me Austen. Am I a rogue?" I ask, not daring to look up for fear of his reaction.

"What if you are?" He replies after some minutes of silence.

"Your people hate me." I state. If am right rogues are known to be enimes to packs. Some are even killed at first time.

"It doesn't matters, you are their Luna they will have to accept you even if they like it or not." Austen says the confident in his voice noticable.

"Why did you save me? And even after that you didn't ask me where am from, why I was there and how I got there. You just took me in." I raise my head to meet his eyes. 

"You are my mate. And am sure you will tell me in your own time." I crack a smile at his response. Wondering how he can trust someone so easily.

"Why didn't tell me I was a rogue in the first place?" I ask suddenly curious. "And if am a rogue why am I so different from other were wolves."

A normal human would freak after learning  he/she is a were wolf, but since when did I become normal.

"We should go see doctor ....... I think is time for your check up." He stands up changing the subject.

He looks distant like he is in deep thoughts.

Today, it is supposed to be tomorrow.

The pack hospital is just a few miles from the pack house and in a few minutes we arrive at a familiar room.

Like usual doctor Derek carries out some test stating I am improving miraculously.

What does that even mean.

"And Alpha Austen I figured out what the problem is?" Doctor Derek says to Austen, throwing me a side look.

Problem? With who? Me.

"What is it?" Austen raise a brow. "You can say it in front of her she's bond to find out anyway."

Find out what.

Doctor Derek bows then goes on. "From the tests she must have been physically assaulted from a young age which has restricted her wolf genes from showing. And aslo there are signs of wolfsbane found in her system."

Wolf's bane. Why would I have Wolf's bane in my system.

Why doesn't any of this makes sense.

"Baby girl...." I hear Austen's voice but it sounds too distant to be able to comprehend what he is saying.

Why me?

(Long...long....longest time. Hehehe mian. Just got well from a long week of fever. Hoping on updating more regular soon. Please rate and comment. Love y'all. ADIOS.)