I threw my head back as ecstasy surged through my body. Our bodies were drenched with sweat. I could smell *** in the air. I could never forget tightness.
My fingers dug in the soft flesh of her waist. I was careful with her but it couldn't satisfy my heart's worry about her.
Her nails dug in my shoulders, drawing blood. My breaths turned from fast to slow but not normal. Her hot breath was fanning my chest.
I zipped up her black dress through the cracks of my eyes. She was looking ravishing in a short black dress. She was an angel in a black dress. I closed my eyes again, feeling her nearness. I would never be so close to anyone. I could bet.
My eyes snapped open as I felt something wet over my shoulder. I glanced down at her with worry. Her face was hidden behind the curtain of her dark long hair. I tucked her hair behind her ear and raked my finger over her cheek to her jaw.
'Her skin is so tender. I can't think of hurting her. But I did, perhaps.'
Her eyes were closed. Her forehead was covered with sweat, cheeks with tears. She was so beautiful like an angel.
"Hi, Angel. Are you alright? It's not your first time," I asked her. But I was doubting my question. She was a virgin. The blood was proof of it.
Slowly, she opened her mesmerizing wooden brown eyes. She nodded in reply to me. She was looking so vulnerable. Her lips parted. I waited for her to say, "I'm married," She murmured.
I felt a ton of weight on my chest. I couldn't breathe. How could that even be possible if she was a virgin? I stared at her in disbelief. I sucked the air from my mouth. I was taken aback. I tried to pull from her. She fastened her arms around me, "Don't," Her chest was heaving up and down, "He did not touch me," I heard her clearly. I was f****** aware of it. She was a virgin before I touched her. I would never forgive myself. This shouldn't be like this. I slithered my hand in my hair. There should be her favourite flowers, chocolate, and dinner.
"What kind of jerk is he?" My brows furrowed. I was thankful to him. He didn't touch her. I wanted to keep her for myself, only myself.
I cursed. I did not act like this, a f*****g possessive a*****e.
'F***! I hate someone else's touch on her. I would never leave her alone if she were mine.'
She put her head in the crook of my neck. Her long dark hair cascaded over her shoulders and down her back, the blue highlights almost glowing in the light of the ladies room. I wanted to stay like this. I put my arms around her. I didn't know what she was going through but it didn't seem good. He must be an a*****e,
"My parents picked him for me." She whispered. Her hot breath hit against my chest and made my stomach tightened. I would never leave her alone if I were her husband.
"Hm," I nodded. I wanted to comfort her, take away all her pain, "You look tired," Bending, I kissed her head. I pulled back from her. She groaned. I startled. My breath was knocked out of my body. I was scared and worried about, "You. Were. A. Virgin." I felt my voice full of shock, though I knew it, "I'm sorry. Things should be different." I ran my hand in her silky soft hair, massaged her nape. I tried to comfort her.
She leaned back against the mirror on the marble counter of the ladies room. She glanced at me through her hooded eyelashes and smiled softly.
' I don't know. What's she going through? But I can feel her pain behind this beautiful smile. '
I lifted my hand to touch her face. Abruptly, someone rapped on the door, "I need to pee! Get out," Someone yelled.
I chuckled. I placed my hands on both sides of her on the counter, "We need to go, Angel." I kissed her nose.
Her lips curled up in an attractive smile, her cheeks were flashing red.
'I'm glad I caused this to her but I can not say the same for the pain. '
"She's my friend. Can you open the door?" She asked in a soft and low tone.
I nodded at her, "Wait for a second," I said out loud, so her friend could also hear me. Taking a small step back, I fastened my jeans.
I placed my hands on her waist. I wore her out. I draw her on her feet, gripping her softly by her waist. I pulled her dress down, adjusted her strips, gathered her hair at one side, and zipped up the remaining part of her black dress. My fingers brushed on her soft skin. I needed to control myself. She was already looking drained and I shouldn't forget. She was married.
' I still can not believe this s***. I would never keep my hands away from her. She is a bad habit. That sounds like it will ruin you if you ignore it. '
"You ok?" I asked her.
She glanced up at me with a smile and pecked on my jaw. Without her heels, she was reaching to my chin. She leaned back and gripped the counter.
Another knock echoed, "I need to open it before she breaks it." I returned her smile. Her grip was tight on the counter.
I sauntered at the door and unlocked it. The door banged open and hit the wall with the impact of her palms over it. She glanced at Angel, " You okay?" Her friend rushed at her, her gaze and tone worried.
She smiled and nodded, "Can we go home?" She asked.
I wondered. Was she talking about her husband's house? Suddenly, I wanted to ruin him for marrying her. She belonged to me, my arms around her close to my chest.
'S***! What am I thinking? She needs to be loved.'
"Sure," Her friend looked at me in puzzlement.
She curled her arm around her waist, "You need to open your eyes. I can carry you on my back," She suggested.
"I'll manage," Angel smiled.
I kept looking at her. Her husband was a fu***** jerk. How could he abandon his beautiful wife? And He did not touch her!
She stumbled on her feet. I hurried toward her and scooped her up in my arms. I didn't wanna leave her side. But I couldn't do it until she wanted it too.....
"I'll walk," She protested but her head found its way to the crook of my neck.
"I can see," I scowled. But it wasn't for her.
'Why didn't I meet her before?'
The hall was more crowded than before. The music was loud. But she was the centre of my attention, her sweet scent, I could smell myself on her.
"Did you both...?" her friend trailed, looking at us with round big eyes.
I didn't know. What should I say? I didn't want her marriage to shatter because of me. But a major part of me wanted to take her home and said two words to her bastard husband, 'F*** off!'
"Yes, you're thinking the exact thing," She giggled against my chest. She was a little tipsy.
"Are you ok?" Her friend looked worried. I could not ignore her smile.
"Yes, a soft pain in my stomach." She muttered. Her lips nudged on my chest as she spoke.
I stopped walking. I caused this pain to her, "We need to see a doctor," I told her. I felt my heart beating.
She opened her eyes and shook her head. Our gaze locked. I could stare into her eyes and I would not get bored. I felt attached to her. I didn't understand what this was.
' She's special. I will never forget our time spent together. I'll never forget her. '
"She'll be fine in the morning," Her friend said and unlocked her black SUV. She opened the door for her.
Walking ahead, I reclined her down to the seat. I softly kissed her, claiming her lips. My inside was shouting at me not to leave her. She returned the kiss.
My chest was heaving when I pulled back. I glanced at her one more time, "Never forget me, Angel," I pulled back and glanced at her face longer. She was looking back at me, without blinking. She nodded her head.
I had a strong feeling. She could feel this, us. I was scared of her forgetting me, her... letting another man touch her. Shit! I hadn't felt it before
Taking a step back, I closed the door. Her friend was already behind the wheel. She was glancing at me. I nodded at her.
Quickly I turned my gaze to my angel. She didn't close her eyes and kept looking at me. I took several steps back, making way for her car to go.
I sauntered to my car. Shoving my hand in my jeans, I took out the keys of my black Audio. I unlocked my car and settled behind the wheel.
' I will never forget her. If she's meant to be mine. We'll meet again and I'm not letting her go. I don't give a f**k if she is married. She will be mine. I promise to myself. '
I stumbled on my feet. I closed my eyes and his attractive features flashed in my mind, "He's so handsome," I whispered in Livia's ear. Livia giggled softly and patted her hand on my back, "Shh!" She clamped her hand over my mouth, "We're at your husband's whereabouts. He'll hear you," She said in a slow voice, almost whispering in my ear. I curled my both arms around her, "You're my sister, my best friend, I love you. I don't care about my husband," I pulled away from her and took a deep breath. It wasn't a lie. I pushed open the door. It creaked. I glanced at her and put my finger over my lips. My body was feeling strange to me. There was a sweet pain in my stomach and I was sore. "He must be sleeping. We shouldn't make noise. And we can't talk about him, he has beautiful blue eyes, handsome face,
My head was pounding. I couldn't forget his blue eyes. It was the first thing that flashed in my mind after waking up. I was scared before closing my eyes that I would forget him. Even I dreamed about him. His words were haunting me, 'Never forget me, Angel.' " I would never," I opened my eyes and pushed the comforter away. It was the weekend. Livia would be home. I pushed myself up. I could smell alcohol, his cologne and *** on me. What would he be doing? He would have forgotten me? I shook my head. 'I need to focus on something else like my husband. Jasper shouldn't marry me if he wasn't already committed. And Lorraine, she's pregnant. I'm sure about it and Jasper is the father of her child. I know what I will do now. I should have done it months ago as Livia has always told me. This marriage is only causing trou
I let the tears flow down my cheeks. I stepped into the living hall. It was enormous as I always told my mother I wanted it to be. I was still dealing with the pain of my parent's death. Though they forced me into this unwanted marriage. But I couldn't deny the fact that I had spent my life like a princess in my father's home. I wanted them right here next to me when my parents gifted it to me. I want them to see me smiling. I also wanted to see their smile, but I could only wish for it. I was too sad and too happy. Dad remembered what kind of home I wanted. It was exactly like that. "You alright?" Livia's voice was soft as it came from behind her. For a few seconds, I forgot the rest of the world. She put her hand on my shoulder, her gentle tou
I locked the door as Livia left my new house. I wasn't sure what to do. I had explored my house. It was so beautiful. It fitted in my imagination.I walked into the kitchen. I opened the double door refrigerator. There wasn't much. In the morning, I needed to visit the grocery store or I could order online.I was alone. My life had turned from west to east. I met him. I returned to Jasper's house. That night revealed the truth of our wedding. And here I was now, Alone.
I grabbed my stuff and my heels clicked on the floor. I was wondering, would he be thinking about me? He was extraordinary and I could foresee, no one could replace the place he had made in my heart overnight. I felt my face flaming. I needed to stop this. I was drowning in his thoughts. I tried very hard to keep myself from thinking about him the way he looked at me, ran his hand on my shoulder to down my arm.I bent down to grab my phone. I heard something chiming. I was confused at first. It chimed again."Oh, it's the doorbell." I
The days jumped to the weekend hurriedly. I had applied for whatever job I saw in the advertisement. I was still jobless. Jasper had asked me to work in his company. I didn't want it. Ivan had offered me a job in the publication world. But I refused him too. I didn't wanna work with my friend's fiance. Ivan had mailed me and asked me to reach the place for the interview at his friend's office. I didn't know anything about the job yet. I couldn't concentrate on anything until I met his parents and knew their reaction. I put on a red dress and grasped my clutch tightly in my hand. I was nervous like hell. I hadn't eaten anything since the morning. I was afraid to throw up any time. I was hoping they would invite us to their place as usual but Jasper invited them.
I could sense the passion when he kissed her. He was genuinely in love with her. I felt a soft touch on my lower back. There was only one person who would be concerned about me. It didn't matter that I was carrying a board written ' I'm perfectly fine.' "You alright, Esme?" Livia asked. Her face was a true picture of worry. I smirked. I was waiting for this. I glanced back at Jasper and Lorraine, "I wasn't sure. When she asked me to be her bridesmaid." I breathed, "It wasn't that bad," I smiled. "I'm not asking this?" Livia held my hand. "I have told you. I don't love him. It doesn't matter to me. I'm just... " I paused, "They should tell me," I muttered. 'Things would be diff
' Dean Pierce is my boss. He's Ivan's business partner. He didn't offer me this job with any intention like David had last night. Now I'm repeating. Why didn't I hit him? I accepted this job because he's married and had a little daughter. I don't know exactly her age. But he's married and in love with his wife. That's enough for me to accept this offer. It makes me feel sad that I haven't earned this employment but my friend's fiance helped me. There's no option other than taking it. Frankly, I don't give a shit. I'll prove myself with my work that he didn't make a mistake hiring me. 'I handed him the file. He was sitting on the head chair. He grabbed it and his smile was professional. His gaze intensely lowered on the presentation file.The door cracked open, "Are we l
We were sitting in a luxurious room, one of his grand hotels. My wedding gown was ivory white, strapless, full A-line. It was a unique piece. I could hardly recognize myself. I blinked at myself and glanced at my children through the mirror. Elisa was hopping on her bare feet while Aidan and Elliot were making a ring of their arms around her. "You should put on your shoes, Elisa. We'll not get cake after the wedding," Elliot said. "I'm eating a lot of cake today," Aidan said, smiling. A glow of happiness spread through me. We were going to start our life together as I always wanted it to as a family. I closed my eyes and breathed slowly and deeply. My veil was simple, cascading down my back, I was having the best hair
I never let feelings get in the way. She proved me wrong every time. Whenever I saw my boy. It just boiled my blood. She kept him away. my brows knitted together recalling when I knew about our son. She was my wife. Yes, I forced her in. I wouldn't regret it ever. I couldn't ignore the Relief that poured through me. She was mine. She loved me too. Finally, I took the time to push my anger away. I missed seeing her with our baby and a lot more things. She turned. Our gaze locked. Her brown eyes are beautiful. I tucked the long locks of her hair behind her ear, "You need rest," I told her. She chewed on her lower lip, "Will you answer me honestly?" She said. I wanted to shoot my brows up. But I nodded my head. I got her medical report. S
I saw him leaning against his car, waiting too patiently. I glanced back at Livia and Lorraine. I was feeling shy like a little girl. After watching Elisa, I could bet no little girl would be shying like me. I pushed back the worried thoughts. "You're looking gorgeous. Now go," Lorraine's voice drifted from behind to me, " "I can understand it's your first date. But he's your husband, " Livia muttered in my ear. I dug my front teeth on my bottom lips, "We should ask Carlos to pick her up.'' Lorraine smiled brightly. " No," I squealed in a whisper. " We should leave them," I heard the click of their high heels. I was wearing sneakers but no one needed to know this. Carlos was crisp grey t-shirt clung to the shape of his torso, and I couldn’t help but sneak a peek at him. He sauntered towa
"He's going to make your day," Livia muttered in my ear. There were soft murmurs in the room. I glanced at the designer, Scarlett and my to-be-mother-in-law. They looked like old friends. But they weren't. Now they were. I grabbed my phone, "Hi," She protested, trying to get my phone back. She sent me a sweet smile, "I didn't see it," Carlos had sent me a picture of a diamond necklace. He purchased it for me. I was going to wear it on our wedding day. "You're staring at the screen for a half hour." I shook my head. My eyes burned painfully with unshed tears but I wasn't going to cry. He was behaving like a perfect husband. And it was quite unbelievable. Was he showing off in front of our families? That could be. I shou
It wasn't hard to figure out that something was wrong. It was looking more than just multivitamins. I glanced at him. 'He loves Aidan. He won't do anything that will endanger our baby.' I held the glass from him and swallowed the pills, "Do you wanna go out for a walk after the shower?" He asked, quietly. "What does the report say? You won't do all this for me. Because you don't care about me." I taunted him. "I haven't forgotten what you did." He squeezed his eyes shut and rubbed his fingers on his forehead, "I didn't mean to upset you,' He added quickly. "Don't keep me in suspension?" I said, giving him a stare. He shook his head and cupped my face. My cheeks flushed. He drew his face closer, but nothing spoke. His thumb was rubbing the side of my cheek, making my skin tingle, "I should check on Aidan. He should be in his bed, "
My mind wasn't where it should be. We were going to wed tomorrow. No one told me what was then rumours spread out there. My family and friends were there. His family was here. "I'm a total mess. My stomach is growing. My wedding dress won't fit me." I complained. "Are you kidding me? You're two months pregnant, not seven or more," Livia rolled her eyes. ' She isn't wrong. I'm just worried.' "Yes, what's troubling you," Lorraine asked. I took a deep breath, "He's still mad at me for hiding." I shrugged. Both exchanged looks and came closer to me. They took me in an embrace. "You should share your feelings. He w
Livia raised his eyebrows at me to grab my attention. My gaze was resting on my husband. He was saying something to Jasper and Ivan. His lips were curled up into a small smile. 'He's so charming,' "Yes," I asked her. " You're uncharacteristically quiet," She said. "It still feels like a dream to me." I lowered my gaze. I didn't want to hide my feelings from my best friends. 'I can't tell her in which circumstances we got married. But this weekend. He was pretty serious with threats. I don't know whether to be upset and relieved about the wedding. He hasn't talked to me in the loving way he used to talk before. The love in his eyes has hidden behind a storm of rage. A slow smile spread across her fac
" I feel like it’s been ages since we’ve seen you." Livia looked stylish in a green satin dress. "Hi, how's everything?" Scarlett hugged me tightly. Her face broke into a full smile. "Mom, thank you for coming," I hugged her. I glanced back. Jasper and Harry weren't around. I pulled back. Her hand cupped my cheek. " He's with Jonathan. I'm glad for you." I tried to grope the sadness in her eyes which I always saw after my divorce. I smiled. She had accepted our wedding. Lorraine stood from the couch and hugged me. She was also wearing a blue satin dress, "You look nervous." She said, I hugged her back, " I am." Livia winked at me. Ivan was also not visible in the hall, "How's Jasper taking this and dad?" I asked. &n
I picked a red satin gown for me with strips. It was a simple but elegant gown giving my body a mermaid look. The door creaked as it opened behind me. I placed my hand over my chest and looked over my shoulder. Heat crawled my cheeks, "You should knock," I said, taking a deep breath. "My bride is shy," He smiled, finding happiness in the designation. I wouldn't say happiness. He forced this wedding on me. I still couldn't believe that I'm married. I couldn't pay the price, going away from the people I loved. I couldn't obliterate what I had done. He could be harsher, but he was still sweet. I glanced at the mirror back. He stopped behind me. His hand brushed my back as he glided the zip up, taking his time. "I could be shy. But n