Celete's POV:
"Happy birthday, girlfriend!"
Kevin takes my hand in his own and kisses it on its back. After two years of dating him, I still blush at the things he makes me feel. I put my bag in the back and he still hasn't taken his eyes off me.
"W-what?" I ask nervously sliding a stray strand of my raven hair behind my ear.
"Did you lock the backdoor in your kitchen?" An adorable smile never leaves his face.
I bite my lip and think back if I have locked it or not. Not trusting myself much, I get off the car and sprint to the front door. Once I get inside and walk to the kitchen, the backdoor is indeed open. I smack my head. I am so clumsy; it's nerve-wracking. I'm grateful to have a boyfriend like Kevin. But how does he even tolerate me?
"Sorry 'bout that," I say with a nervous chuckle, sitting in his car once again.
He shrugs and kisses my hand once again saying that it doesn't really matter. He says that he knows that I have a lot of things going on in my head. I smile and kiss his cheeks. Too bad he's stuck with me forever.
Kevin starts driving to school and all the while his one hand never leaves mine. He buys my favorite blueberry muffins on the way with Greek yogurt, just the way I like it. He tells me to be ready at six in the evening too as he's giving me a surprise.
"Can we take Kathy? It's been a long time I celebrated something with her." I ask him eagerly referring to my sister. I bite on the muffin and its sweet taste ignites my whole tongue.
"Angel, you only turn eighteen once, you know. With Kathy, things become a little... umm different, especially in public. You know that. We can take her some other time."
My moan due to the blueberry gets muffled in my mouth. The way he said it all really stung but he's right. Besides he did say we can take her some other time. So I agree with him.
As soon as we reach school, Kevin gets called by Coach Murphy to talk about the upcoming soccer match. Being a quarterback, he has got responsibilities to fulfill. He gives me a peck on the lips and leaves.
I walk through the white-painted walls to my black metallic locker. I open it to take out my books when someone from behind wraps his/ her hands around my eyes and the books fall from my hands on my sneakers.
"Making me drop my books on the floor every time isn't good, Stella," I fake reprimand her, taking her hands off my face.
I turn and the frowning face of my blonde friend comes into my view. I chuckle at her expressions. She doesn't give up covering my eyes in hope that maybe one day I won't recognize her hands on my eyes.
"You know that I know every intricate detail of your hand by now to even mistake you for someone else," I laugh picking up the books and notice something clutched in her hand.
"But I've got you so blinded," she winks at me, waving her empty hand in front of her eyes and I snort in response.
I came to know Stella through Kevin. They both have been friends since before I came to this school that is three years ago. I joined in sophomore and the three of us have remained friends since then. However, Kevin and I are more than just friends.
I knew Kevin for a long time before even meeting him. My dad had been friends with Kevin's father, Uncle Max since they were 17. Uncle Max has been quite a soccer player in his youth. Kevin is following in his footsteps with all his passion.
"What's that in your hand?" I ask Stella to shift the thoughts in my head.
"It's your gift," she hands over a pair of flower earrings. "I would have wrapped it once I got home from here and given it to you in the evening when you celebrated, but your boyfriend seems to have a plan of his own."
"This is beautiful, Stella, I love it!" I give a squeeze to her warm hands. "And I'm really sorry about the last-minute change of plan. I'll celebrate with you on the weekend."
"It's okay," she rolls her eyes which contradicts her words slightly. "I'm fine with whatever suits Kevin and you guys. It's just that I wanted to meet your parents. I have never met them in the last three years.
"Trust me when I say I want to meet them too," I force a chuckle as we begin walking to our first class. "Being successful businessmen don't spare the time for their kids. I don't even get to see them on my birthday."
Stella nods sadly and I receive birthday greetings from the students who meet me on the way to literature. They love and respect me and that is overwhelming or maybe they are too good at faking it... like me.
Three years ago, we shifted to this small Johnstown of approximately twenty thousand population from the thickly populated New Jersey. It was Uncle Max's and Aunt Rachel's idea. Besides, it became hard for us to live there where our Dad died in a ferocious car accident. It has taken a great toll on Mom.
So upon coming here, we started from scratch. Literally from scratch. I got my whole identity redefined.
I have become an only child of businessmen’s parents. I have become a girl who can have whatever and wherever she desires. I am a happy girl with a golden life.
And whenever I'm with Kevin, my life is surely a bounty.
My relationship with Kevin has been a fantasy and I don't want to leave his charismatic world. So I push all my disturbing thoughts away and go wherever nature wants me to go.
The hours pass by fast and soon comes lunchtime. I reach the cafeteria with Stella before Kevin comes and we wait for him there.
I look around anxiously for him yet to no avail. Coach Murphy must have called him again. Sadly, we don't get to see each other often now that matches are near. I am still in my languish in his absence when someone taps on my shoulder.
Another birthday greeting, I think to myself.
I turn but there stands Kevin with the same adorable smile from this morning playing on his lips and my heart beats faster just at the sight of him. He gives me a rose like a gentleman sitting on his knees and butterflies erupt like lava in the volcanic pit of my stomach.
"Happy birthday, girlfriend," he smiles and sits beside me.
I turn crimson with my exhausting love for him. So I just rest my head on his strong shoulder and whisper a thank you to him inhaling his sweat mixed odor which strangely doesn't feel bothersome at all.
"Anything for you, Angel," he kisses my head.
I hear a cringing Stella clear her throat in front of us and I raise my head to see her shaking her head with disapproval.
My oh-so-mannerly boyfriend shows her the middle finger and places my head with his own hands on his shoulder one more time. I hold back a laugh but my inside feels swamped with mush.
After we've eaten lunch, Kevin stands up and attains the attention of everyone in the cafeteria. I have no idea what's he going to do.
"Everybody! Listen up! Today's my girl, Angel's birthday, so treat is on me. I'll pay for everything!"
I look at Kevin with my mouth agape. The students shout and cheer with joy. I receive another round of birthday greetings and hugs. Finally, when I'm free, Kevin spares no time to hug and spin me in the air. He kisses with his velvety lips on mine that taste like ketchup and whispers happy birthday near my lips which adds to the tickling sensation.
The student body chants 'the golden couple' and claps for us.
There is something special about the feeling of being loved. The heart flutters spontaneously. The whole body floats in the air in an endless glittery charm. Being with Kevin doubles everything I feel. My joy. My happiness. My everything.
Once we've seated again, I tell Kevin that there wasn't any need for such a huge party because of me. He calls his act just a small token of his love for me and says that seeing me happy makes him happy too.
"We have another alone celebration tonight," he informs me with a mischievous wink and I wink back at which he laughs.
He tells me the reason why coach Murphy is being so 'snob' nowadays and was just in the midst of telling me about his upcoming game when we hear a glass shatter behind us on the counter. We immediately stand up and look at the source.
My eyes immediately zero on him. His cold and dreary aura can even be felt twenty feet away.
Our school’s greatest bully, Plinio Murray, stands at the corner of the cafeteria with his fists clenched at his sides. All the eyes are fixated on him and I don't know where the heck that mug came from in our cafeteria where everything is disposable.
"You are going to pay up for that, mister!" The red chubby lady, Margo, at the counter yells at him.
"Nope," Plinio shakes his head like a stubborn child and I see his face which is painfully beaten up. I wonder what effort it would be to paint his face on my canvas.
"Excuse me?" The lady comes in front of him and puts her hands on her hips. I suddenly switch back to the current situation.
Margo is probably trying to look daunting but it is still Plinio who is looking extremely intimidating.
Plinio turns his head and scans the faces of everyone in the cafeteria with his bored eyes. He has a purple patch under his left eye. A few rough scratches on his cheeks and a bandage on his nose. I want to prize the one who beat him after what Plinio did to poor Robin a day before. The curly-haired boy is still suffering.
Plinio's eyes stop at me and a cold shiver runs down my spine. I grip Kevin's hand tightly. Plinio looks at my left. He looks at Kevin then opens his mouth to speak.
"The golden boy said he'll pay for everything."
Plinio throws a stack of trays on the floor with his calloused hands and storms out of the cafeteria. The previously warm and chirpy environment now feels cold all of a sudden.
"The nerve of that bastard," Kevin grits his teeth and steps to follow him but I tug at his hands to stop him.
"Leave him, Kevin. It is useless."
Kevin takes a deep breath and listens to me. After a while, everyone settles down silently.
Only now the sour and desolated mood matches that of my soul.
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My algebra teacher, Mr. Harper, stops me as I was leaving the class. I nod and walk to him to the table.
"You are my star student, MissJames," he starts and I just know he's going to tell bad news. "Recently, your grades have been failing. I'm afraid it might not be good for your med school application."
He stated my worst nightmare as if it were nothing. Algebra isn't my best subject but I didn't know I was that bad at it. However, I won't let it influence my future.
"I'll practice more next time," I assure him with a confident smile.
"I know you will," he gives me a tight smile in return and rubs a hand over his bald head. "I want what's best for you and I suggest you ask someone to tutor you."
"Sure, Mr. Harper," I nod once again. "I'll ask Kevin or Stella to help me out."
"Stella barely passes herself and Kevin is busy with soccer," he shakes his head dismissively. "I was thinking of ... of Plinio Murray."
"What?" I gasp. "I mean, sorry for reacting this way, but do you know whom exactly you are suggesting ... ?"
Plinio Murray is a bully.
"I know what you mean," he nods in agreement but I don't think he knows it one bit. "Believe me, I've given much thought to it. Plinio is failing history and you are failing in algebra."
"I am failing in algebra!?" I gasp.
His eyes shot up at me with surprise. "Sorry," I mumble
"You can learn something from Plinio. To my shock, he's pretty good at algebra."
I don't want to learn anything from that bastard bully. Dear lord! Where have you gotten me?
"And Miss James," he turns more serious than before. "I think you will keep Plinio away from causing chaos."
"With due respect, Mr. Harper," I tell him with a strict and sad tone at the same time, "but my self-respect won't allow me to gain benefit from the outstanding algebra of a boy who has never given anything but grief to every person he has met his entire life."
"I'm tired of reminding you to work on your grades, Nio." I look at Mr. B.M Harrison's wide and dark face and he surely looks tired. He lets out an exasperated sigh and his small brown ears, which sticks out rather oddly, drop with hopelessness for me. I wonder why he even cares for my grades so much in the first place. But then being a teacher, he got to care about his students. "I've come upon a decision," his tone turns grave suddenly with a rekindled spark of hope this time. "There's a student, Celeste James, she's a bright student with well-maintained grades but recently she has shown a significant decline in algebra. And Mr. Harper tells me you've quite a skill in that subject." The way his almond eyes are shining, looking at me all the while, oozing positivity, I instantly feel queasy as if my insides were
Plinio's POV: "What are you doing here?" I grouchily ask a very breathless Angel who looks as if she had been running a marathon. She chooses to ignore my question and takes a few deep breaths to stabilize herself. I just sit there glued to my chair, hands folded on my chest, and look at her. I have been sitting in the library for the last ten minutes waiting for Celeste as told by Mr. Harrison but this Angel shows up and I have a hunch that I'm exactly who she has been looking for. Her cheeks are tinted pink after her energetic walk to reach the library and a few stray strands of her black hair hang loosely near her ear, forbidden to touch her silky skin. The yellow fuzzy sweater and the blue jeans look good on her. However, now that I know her association w
Plinio's POV:"I am so sorry, honey. This won't happen again. I swear."These were the exact words my Dad, Carlos Murray, beseeched to Mom with his hands folded. His fingertips had turned almost white.Mom was sitting on the couch, rubbing ice over her swollen cheek and wiping away her tears like bird shit on the windscreen. Dad was kneeling in front of her on the floor, apologizing repeatedly. With each assurance he gave, my heart became confident that this miserable incident won't occur again. Because that ten-year-old Plinio believed that you don't hurt whom you love.I saw the scene unfold in front of my eyes as my mother forgave him. I was sitting on the cold wooden floor inside my room, peeking from the slightly ajar door. The cold sensation on my bare legs i
Plinio's POV: "She's not a banana, you baboon! Stop ogling." I am sitting in Ms. Anne's literature class, minding my own business today that is to observe something unusual in Celeste when a crumpled paper is thrown at me. Nobody in my tiny social circle at school would even dare to throw something at me, saying these words is far from it. Logan would have laid back on the chair, folding his hands behind his head, and joined me like a bastard he is. That leaves only one insane boy I know of; Ryder. He has even drawn the said creature beating its chest. Owing to his poor drawing skills, it strikes me as Ryder himself. He is sitting on my left. I fix him a hard glare and throw the paper on his lap. He shakes his head with a l
Celeste's POV "You are late," And not just late. Plinio is fifteen minutes late. He may be the one to not care about it but I do. I cared for Kevin when he told me to be careful around Plinio because we don't know what may be going on in his execrable mind. I care for my time that is undoubtedly money. I could have listened to more of Kevin's stories about the visit of his Aunt for Christmas. Judging by the things he has told, he's enjoying the company of her and her eight-year-old twins. Well, except the cat they brought along. Kevin is not fond of cats. He's almost allergic to them, without the appearance of symptoms of course. He hates how they are always in the mood o
Plinio's POV: "Don't be such a cry baby now." Logan and I often teased Forman, Hayley, or any other person who became our victim. They would cry and Logan would laugh. I stood there beside him and didn't show any reaction. Too dead to feel anything, if you ask me. However, if Logan looked at me, I would force a smile. A sneer. I have not always been this way. The first time I abused someone, Hayley was on the receiving end. Logan saw her eyes, crossed, and wicked thoughts came sprinting in his larky mind. It was an evening six months after my mom's death. The two of us were walking in the park near his home. We weren't that close but because I was being looked after by his parents, we got along. I was still in the stage of
Plinio's POV "Alone." The clock says 4:30 pm and the sun is about to set behind those thick dark clouds and I have nothing else to do except to hear her uninvited voices. I can't get her out of my head. Every single word she said is smothering me and I don't even know why. I still can't figure out if she said just because for the sake of it or if she actually cares. I don't want her pity if that's the case. And I am not alone, she was obviously wrong about everything. There are people who look after me. They may be few but they are there. Aunt Mary is one of them. And when did you meet her the last time? In f*cking May.
Plinio's POV: "You look extra pissed today," Logan's remark makes me want to throw him out of this cafeteria but I focus on my French fries. I look pissed off every day and that's exactly how I'm supposed to look. Perhaps I really am a devil. "It's my usual face." I shrug. "You know it." But this is a lie because it's not the case today. I haven't seen Celeste since yesterday in the library. She didn't take literature class and I have a hunch she's absent. I hope she's okay. It's good for me though, her being absent. It will help me get her out of my head and relieve myself from mindless second thoughts about everything I do. With an exhale, I dip the French fry in ketchup and focus on it instead.
Plinio's POV: “Today marks our last therapy session, Mr. Murray,” my prison psychologist, Dr. Sean Evans, says with a hint of honor masked by his usual placid tone. “And you still can’t call me Plinio or Nio as I have asked you a hundred times already,” I smile, shaking my head. The first session was in the first week of my three-year sentence. I was handcuffed, and my legs were chained to the hooks on the floor. Two officers were standing outside, and one was behind my psychologist. In this very room, I was asked several questions to be diagnosed with any kind of mental illness. But, I was neither suicidal nor dangerous nor depressed; in fact, I was quite content, I still am. I have had the lowest number of sessions among all the inmates. And, now, no metal is holding me in place, and only one
Plinio's POV: Getting my battered face cleaned and bandaged has never been as painful as it is today. It is not only my swollen jaw and smashed lips that hurt; the heartbreak in Celeste’s eyes is more painful. Watching the raw emotions swimming in her moist blue eyes and seeing her shaky hands with which she puts a bandage across the cut on my forehead, I can’t fathom her answer to what I’ve told her about the upcoming situation. “Say something,” I hold her hand and make her sit on the bed beside me. She releases a wobbling breath, and her chest heaves as she places the cotton and the ointment on the bedside table. “Mary will hire a lawyer for you. She’ll bail you out too.” She gives my face a brief look, her eyes falling back to her lap two seconds earlier. “I don’t s
Plinio's POV: As I expected, gym Grandé is open, and Logan is sitting in his room. He is looking out the window with his phone pressed to his ear and his back facing me. He is completely unaware of my presence at the threshold of his room. I am making no sound to grab his attention either. His words to the person on the phone somewhat pique my interest. “Yes, you got that right. That’s exactly why he asked you not to send your son here anymore.” There’s silence, and Logan is nodding with his cheeks raised, giving space to one of his menacing smirks. There’s an unsettling feeling in the pit of my stomach, and I choose to ignore it. “I am sorry for everything that happened,” Logan lies. The Logan I have seen is never sorry. “Of course, I will send the video. Yes, see you soon.”
Plinio's POV: "You knew it, didn't you?" Hayley shouts, letting herself inside the apartment. Her hands are above her hips and her nose is constantly flaring. "You knew Logan's plan." Confusion takes over me and other than the sudden flip in the atmosphere, I hate the thing she's accusing me of. I don't even know what she's talking about and yet, here she is, barging at my apartment and shouting at me. "What's wrong, Hayley?" Celeste steps beside me, putting her hand on my shoulder. "This guy you're standing next to is wrong and his a***ole of a friend is the worst." She's better when shy, what's gotten into her today? "Can you please elaborate?" I maintain my cool despite my raging nerves.
Celeste's POV: "Kathy, meet Plinio." Her brows meet in the middle and her brown orbs flutter between me and Plinio. Her small warm hand is holding my hand and she blinks rapidly. I have no idea what is going on in her head. "She doesn't like me," Plinio states with dread beside us. He heaves a deep sigh and looks around the playground, shaking his left leg like he does when he's anxious. "Wait for a second, will you?" I crane my neck back at my sister. Though, it feels good to know that he wants my sister to like him. "What is he to you and why did you not c
His touch is intoxicating. Whenever his breath traces my skin, I feel like drowning. He's so full of love and care for me. And I still can't get enough. He has a way with words that play with the strings of my heart and then there's his cooking. That morning when he baked the cake for me reminded him of his mother a lot, I could see it in his eyes. But, he didn't let it stop him from doing what he loves. There's no reason why I can't love him because I do. Kevin's parents, Max and Rachel, have called me to their home. Plinio was adamant about going with me but there are some challenges I have to face alone. Now here I am, sitting in the lounge of my ex-boyfriend where Kevin and I talked about our dream college. I haven't heard from him for two weeks now. Our brea
It feels like some weight has lifted off my chest. I can talk about my mother and she can talk about her family. There is no more hiding between us. About our relationship, we are taking things slow. She says that she doesn't want me to think that I'm some rebound or anything. I doubt that I'm any of that. Our relationship is built on friendship and trust and even if I were a rebound, we would have had sex till now then. Kevin has called on Celeste's phone many times. But she switched it off. I'll probably land a lunch on his face if he comes in front of me. "Can I come inside today?" I ask Celeste, standing outside her house. We've come to take a few things that she'll need. Till her wounds heal, she's staying at my apartment, or even longer if she wants to.
Thanks to the king-sized bed, we lie next to each other. My eyes are facing the ceiling with my hands behind my head and Celeste is probably awake too. The lights are off and only the moonlight seeping through the white curtains is dimly illuminating the room. Her rhythmic breathing and the chirping of crickets outside are in harmony with each other. "I was going to break up with Kevin even before Trevor told me about Kevin and Stella," she owns up in a hushed tone. "Even before Kevin did what he did." Yes, I wanted her to break up with Kevin for my selfish reasons but I wish she had broken up with him the very first time he hit her. I wish she had broken up with him for herself, for the care one must-have for one's body. I turn to look at her, putting my hands b
Plinio's POV: Sierra's headlights illuminate a meek figure on the side of the street. How much I wish not to see Celeste like that, but it is she. She is shaking while sitting on her knees. Halting my car, I hop out of the car and run to her side. Her shoulders heave up and down as she tries to calm her breathing. Her hair has fallen to her face but I know there are tears behind it. What must have happened? "Oh, Celeste," I slide away from her hair with my fingers. A reddish shade rests on her jaw. If I'm not hallucinating, then it is behind to swell too. My heart falls to the pit of my stomach and a gasp leaves my mouth. She glances at me through her tear-filled, piercing blue eyes. "Who did t