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2020-09-19 04:56:31After he had read me HIS school rules , I thought this was more of a prison than a school. It had been a while after he was done. Every few minutes , he would just stare at me. I could not wait to leave.
Eventually, he dismissed me. Standing up , I walk over near to him to pack my bag with all my books and personal belongings that now lay scattered on his desk.
I keep my head down and try to do it as quick as possible. He stands up and pulls me by my arm closer to him.
"You different," he states and my eyebrows furrow in confusion.
" - Every girl I meet , be it they shy or a whore , they always desire me. I see it in thier eyes. I see it in thier body.."
I stop breathing , his so close to me I can feel his breath fan my face.
"You haven't looked at me in a lustful manner at all. You per - almost perfect for me , "
Almost perfect? His whole demeanor changes in a split second.
" You're such a lonely soul. You're a nobody. No ones going to love you and no one will..." his tune changes in a 180°. My heart aches at his words. I'm quiet but that doesn't mean I don't feel. I felt his passion radiate from him earlier and now his cold.
" You the most miserable person I've ever seen. I bet you dont even have friends , I bet no man's ever even wanted to touch you.." he grabs my ass and I whimper trying to get out of his hold. I'm full on crying now.
"There you go , now tell everyone Jason Decker touched you , maybe then you will get some friends. " with that he let's go of me and I run out with my bag.
His a horrible horrible human being.
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Jason's POV
Seeing her running out the office with tears in her eyes , I feel my heart hurting. I had no other choice.
Eversince I laid eyes on her , I knew she would be my queen. The way her glasses sat on her cute little nose , to the way she fiddles with her fingers when nervous - shes beautiful in every way.
Shes a kitten , shes my kitten. Only problem is , she doesn't have fangs or claws. Shes so quiet and obedient and I dont mind. However, I dont want to taint her innocent soul with the likes of the mafia world.
I need someone who is willing to take the responsibility as the mafia queen , to be able to fight and help me rule with an iron fist. She's to quiet , to innocent. I had to say those things , to make her hate me and maybe to convince myself to let her go.
She's perfect but not perfect for my world. Her ass was so fucking good in my hands. I'd be damned if I see another fucker hovering our my kitten.
I take out my phone and call Kevin , " Hey Kev , I need eyes on Rose from now on, " I hear Kevin laugh at the mention of her name.
"DO YOU HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM? NEXT TIME I HEAR YOU LAUGH AT HER I WON'T HESITATE TO CUT YOUR TONGUE OFF , FRIEND OR NOT , AND DON'T THINK I FORGOT ABOUT YOUR COMMENT ABOUT HER EARLIER!!!, I scream through the phone.
Kevin is my bestfriend and right hand man. He knows what's it like to make me angry and he knows the consequences as well.
"Sorry ," he says meekly...Fucking good.
"Why?" He asks curiously.
"She's mine," I cut the call and close my eyes , remembering how it felt to have my angel close to me. Her voice is so beautiful and when she called me sir , I could have taken her right here on the desk.
I'm stuck between having her and tainting her. I don't know what to do.
My leg hits against something under my desk. Bending over , I see a pretty pink book. I pick it up and see my princess's name on it - Rose Parker.
Its locked with a small lock and I laugh. It's her diary - how fucking lucky am I.
Crushing the tiny lock in my palm , I open it and begin entering the mind of my kitten.
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