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Natalie

"I think this is high time you let go of your sorrow and pain and move on with your life," he said, and I scoffed inwardly.

I wish he could understand what I'm passing through at this moment he won't be saying this. He made it sound so easy and simple like it was nothing.

It's really hard to forget about the love of my life and move on.

I cried harder as he pulled me closer and my head rested on his broad chest. "Please stop crying," he said, patting and stroking my back.

I wish I could but I can't stop crying. Each time I think about Ryan, it makes me sad that I'm the reason why he'd die. If I'd known this would happen, I wouldn't have pushed and sent him away. I wish I'd accepted his apology, this wouldn't have happened.

Now, I'm finding it hard to forgive myself. Each time I think about his death, I can't stop blaming myself for his death.

"I killed him. He died because of me. I shouldn't have pushed him away," I wiped sadly with tears rolling down from her eyes.

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