LOGINEdwina
"Edwina," Evelyn inquired, noticing my unusual silence. "Are you alright? You're quieter than usual." I know I'm not exactly the life of the party, but today, I'm just not in the mood for small talk.
"I'm fine," I replied, attempting to conceal my inner turmoil.
"I was just about to ask the same thing. Last night, when you returned to the room, you went straight to bed without a word. Did something happen?" Esther chimed in.
"Nothing," I replied, my tone masking my true feelings.
Evelyn, ever perceptive, asked, "Is it your period?"
"No," I scowled, irritated by the question. "I'm perfectly fine. I just have a lot on my mind. By the way, did you mention that Samantha's mother refused to pay you for the three tubers of yam she bought yesterday?"
"Yes," Evelyn sighed, frustrated. "She said since my mom still owes her for the cassava flour she bought last week, she won't pay up."
I clenched my fists, feeling my patience wane. Today was definitely not the day to test it.
"I threatened her with you, but she wasn't even shaken. I think the punishment you received for beating up Desmond has made everyone confident." Evelyn remarked.
"I have an idea for dinner tonight," I suggested quietly. 'We should have bean cakes. I'm sure we can get them for free from her. Since we have another mouth to feed now, a half paint of beans would do, right? We can always finish it tomorrow."
Evelyn, with a mischievous smile, whispered, "Do you think the handsome stranger would like it?"
"I think he enjoyed dinner last night," I replied, trying to sound nonchalant.
"He's so handsome, isn't he? I'm sure he takes after his father. His eyelashes are so long." Esther chimed in, giggling like a teenager.
"And his hair... My God," Evelyn sighed dreamily. "I can bet a thousand dollars that one of his parents is a foreigner. I almost cut off his hair to add to mine two days ago."
My sisters were known to be fangirls of drop-dead gorgeous men, but they hadn't encountered someone as handsome as Justice before. One time, Esther had almost lost her dignity because of Steven's cousin Bradley, whom she found attractive. But, she hadn't met Justice back then.
I just hoped that she wouldn't embarrass herself in front of Justice too. We all froze like statues when Justice came around to the back of the house where we were, half-asleep and stretching his muscles, causing the hem of his shirt to slide up, revealing just a glimpse of his mouth-watering abs.
I didn't know what my sisters were thinking, but I desperately hoped he hadn't heard a single word they said. Last night, I tried to discern the color of his eyes; men who looked like him were usually blessed with incredible eye colors.
My heart raced as my chocolate brown eyes locked with his striking gray ones,and it was like watching a storm brewing just before a heavy rainfall. I couldn't tell if I sighed dreamily like Evelyn had done earlier, but suddenly, he looked like a deer caught in headlights.
"Uh... Good morning, ladies," He greeted us. I wasn't familiar with how people from the other side of the world spoke, but I figured he sounded just like them.
Evelyn, as if under the control of an invisible puppet master, rose from her stool and walked over to meet him, extending her hand for a handshake.
"Hello, good morning," She said, adopting a different accent that made me cringe. "We weren't introduced last night. My name is Evelyn. And you are?"
"Uh... Justice," He replied. From my vantage point, I could see her nearly breaking out in a dance as his hand enveloped hers. "It's a pleasure to meet you, Evelyn."
"Likewise." She replied.
I resisted the urge to facepalm at her actions; if she wanted to embarrass herself, who was I to stop her?
"Um... Do you need anything?" Esther flew up from her seat and hurried over to stand beside him.
"Um... A cup of water, please." He said.
"Right away." My two naive sisters hurried away to get him water.
From the corner of my eyes, I watched him walk toward the toilet door, hesitating before gingerly unlatching it. He opened the door and paused for a brief moment before going inside and closing the door.
"He's definitely not accustomed to this kind of life," I muttered, recalling my father's words from last night.
After their morning display of childish behavior, I had anticipated that the embarrassment would kick in, making them realize their foolishness. To my surprise, their antics persisted even after breakfast. Frustrated, I decided to leave them to it and headed to Samantha's house to collect payment for the tubers of yam her mother owed.
Fortunately, I caught her just as she was about to leave for the market. I thought it best to address the issue privately at her home rather than causing a scene in front of a crowd at the market.
"Greetings, ma'am," I greeted her, halting in front of her as she prepared to descend the steps.
Alice Williams, Samantha's and Desmond's mother, was notorious for her short temper, earning her the nickname 'short fuse' in my childhood memories. The only previous encounter I had with her temper was during high school when I defended my father's honor by confronting Samantha, her daughter. In the heat of the moment, I had mistakenly punched Samantha in the nose with a stone in hand, resulting in a serious injury.
Samantha was rushed to the hospital, bleeding profusely from the broken nose, and my father had to cover her medical expenses. I faced disciplinary consequences and would have been expelled if not for the intervention of Steven's mother, who persuaded the principal to suspend me instead.
That incident caused me to miss my final exam, which, had I taken it, could have placed me among the top students eligible for a scholarship organized by the Royal family of Mercia. The scholarship offered an opportunity to study at the prestigious Mitchell Sebastiani University.
Due to Samantha Williams, I had to retake my senior year and ended up graduating at eighteen instead of seventeen. My consolation, if it could be called that, was that Samantha barely managed to graduate a year earlier, while I achieved the highest score in the entire school. I applied for admission at MSU but couldn't attend due to my mother's unexpected illness and the lack of funds to pay my tuition fees.
Mrs. Williams scrutinized me as though I were a nuisance, but I remained unfazed. Anticipating her question, I cut her off before she could speak, pressed for time.
"I'm Edwina. I'm here to collect the money you owe my sister for the tubers of yam you bought yesterday." I asserted.
"Is that so?" Alice sneered. "What about the money for my cassava flour?"
"It's just 1500," I informed her. "Those yams you bought were worth four thousand."
"Then I'll only pay you 2500 for it," She declared.
"Excuse me?"
"You owe me 1500, and I owe you four thousand. Deduct what you owe from what I owe, and you'll get 2500, won't you?" She demanded arrogantly.
"Mrs. Williams, I don't have the time or patience to calculate sums with you right now," I said, my voice tinged with anger. "Pay me what you owe, or I'll take goods worth that money."
"You won't dare." Alice warned.
"Oh, I promise you I will, and there's nothing you will do about it," I threatened firmly.
I had the money, thanks to Steven's generosity a few days ago, but I feared if I paid first, I'd never get my money back from Alice. She was notorious for avoiding her debts.
"Look, little girl..." She began.
"My name's Edwina, and I'm nineteen. I'm hardly a little girl, don't you think?" I interjected sharply. "Let's end this and settle the matter peacefully."
"Get out of my house," She ordered. "Or I'll report you to the King."
"Fine," I sighed. "Since you won't act like an adult, I'll help myself to goods from your storage." I climbed the steps, brushed past her into the house, and raided her pantry. As I packed items into a bag, she stormed in, wielding a small pestle.
"Leave before I use this on you." She threatened.
"I doubt what I have here is worth four thousand, but it'll do for now," I said, showing her the bag. "I'll be back for more if you don't pay up."
With a high-pitched scream, she raised the pestle over her head, attempting to strike me, but I swiftly dodged, maneuvered around her, and escaped her house. As I distanced myself, her shouts echoed in the air, but I couldn't help but burst out laughing. She should have realized I would indeed fulfill my threat.
I was, after all, Edwina Jonas. I confronted every obstacle with determination and pride, never retreating from challenges, and I certainly wouldn't begin now.
EdwinaBy the time we reached our suite, the weight of the day had settled into something quieter, more intimate. Max shut the door behind us, and for a moment neither of us said anything — just stood there, still in our wedding clothes, looking at each other like we were both still catching up to the fact that this was real."Mrs. Sebastiani-Jonas," he said finally, testing the name like it was something precious."I like the sound of that." I stepped closer, fingers finding the lapel of his jacket. "Almost as much as I like the man attached to it."He laughed, low and warm, and pulled me into him, resting his forehead against mine. "Three years," he murmured. "Three years I imagined this moment, and it still doesn't compare."Neither does anything I imagined, I thought, closing my eyes. This is so much more.His hand came up to cup my face, thumb brushing my cheekbone with a tenderness that made my chest ache. "I love you, Edwina. Today, tomorrow, every day after.""I love you too,"
EdwinaKing Leonidas placed my hand in Max's, his own eyes suspiciously bright for a man who prided himself on his composure. He didn't have to do this, I thought, throat tightening all over again.He didn't have to be the one to walk me down here. But he wanted to. He gave my fingers one last gentle squeeze before stepping back to take his seat beside the Queen.I turned to face Max fully, and for a moment the church, the guests, even Esther and Evelyn in the front pew, all blurred into the background.Here he is, I thought. The man who waited three years for me to stop running from my own heart.The pastor cleared his throat and opened his book, and the congregation settled into a hush."Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today in the sight of God and in the presence of these witnesses, to join together this man and this woman in holy matrimony." His voice carried easily through the church, warm and unhurried. "Marriage is not to be entered into lightly, but reverently, deliberat
EdwinaTwo months laterStanding in front of the full view of the mirror in my wedding dress, I still couldn't believe it was me. The woman staring back looked like a stranger wearing my face — softer somehow, lit from somewhere she couldn't name. If anyone had told me, heck, prophesied to me that I'd ever wear a wedding dress, I'd have laughed at that person first before whacking them upside their head. Life had a strange sense of humor, dressing her in white lace after everything it had put her through.Yet, here I was, wearing a beautiful wedding dress, waiting for the event planner to come in and tell me it was time. The silence in the room felt heavier than it should have. Tears glistened in my eyes as I realized that my father wasn't here to see me get married, which was the one thing he'd hoped for. Maybe even wished for. I could almost hear the gruffness in his voice, the way he always cleared his throat before saying anything sentimental."I'm happy now, daddy." I said, s
Maximillian A month laterIt was probably childish of me to avoid talking to Edwina at her father's funeral, but there I was, doing everything in my power not to go anywhere near her. Not even when Mom asked if I'd offered my condolences did I tell her the truth. I lied and said I had.If it had been anybody else, I probably wouldn't have shown up at all. But Edwina's father had been like a second father to me, and I loved the man very much. The church ceremony was quick, and even the procession to the cemetery moved faster than I expected. Before I knew what was happening, the whole thing had ended.I stayed back for a bit after assuring Mom I'd be right behind them. I wanted to pay my last respects to the man who'd taken care of me when I was on the brink of death — a stranger who'd lied about his identity to avoid being sent back home. A stranger who'd unintentionally caused a deranged woman to almost eliminate him and his entire family out of jealousy.I'm never coming back he
EdwinaThree years laterI've regretted many things in my life. At one time, I regretted not trying harder for my friendship with Steven. It wasn't my fault, not really — it had been his doing more than mine — but I still wished I'd handled it differently.But my greatest regret, the one I carried heaviest, was pushing Maximillian Sebastiani away. I was scared. Stubborn. Too foolish to see that he'd been right about everything. My father had gained a son the day Esther married Julian, and over the years Julian had become the brother I never had.I was so stupid, I think, even now. I didn't understand that letting go of him meant losing him completely.Max officially relinquished his claim to the throne. Julian was named second in line, which meant Esther — my sister, the person I trusted most in this world — was going to be the next queen of Mercia. Max left the country two days after the wedding and never came back. Not when Esther gave birth to the twins. Not when Evelyn married L
Edwina Two words, plain enough to be nothing but exactly what he meant. Simple. Honest. Certain. No flourish needed. The kind of words that didn't need embellishment because he meant every single letter.I wanted to say something else. I had a whole different word lined up, ready, the one every part of that meadow and that ring and that man kneeling in front of me seemed to be waiting for.My eyes burned.This is everything I've ever wanted... isn't it?No.That wasn't true.It was everything I'd ever wanted until it became real.Because loving him and marrying him were two completely different things.I loved him. God knew I did. More than I'd ever loved anyone. I loved him enough to imagine a future I'd never thought I deserved.Enough to believe happiness wasn't just something that happened to other people.But marriage...Marriage was another promise entirely.One I couldn't make.One I wouldn't make.Not because of him.Never because of him.Because of me.Because I knew myself.







