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Perplexed like hell
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Shanaya:
I don't know, what I had been thinking all the way through, but I had trust on him, that he isn't gonna drop me, when that particular swirling came into move.
His gaze held so many emotions, other than intimidating one, which was making me go crazy, I myself was perplexed,so without finding any other option or rather thinking about the consequence of the act, I just ran away from his arms, away from his possesive grip, to the most peaceful place, the garden.
I was missing mom, when I saw a couple kissing while I clearly imagined mom and dad... no... not him, Mr and Mrs Jones..
I let out a deep yet audible sigh, when I felt his presence beside me, I tried to avoid his gaze on the dance floor, but is it further possible??
Gulping a lump at my throat, I tried to come to straight to the point, the thing which had been consuming me internally.&
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