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"Because I am the one breathing and telling you, Mara. Sebastian has never been this way since I knew him, but you made him like this. You made him understand and value the life of others." he said

"But not enough to change fate." she chipped in sadly

"Change fate? I'd say you defeated fate already. I mean, look around you. Look at Blackwell and how you changed it in a short while. Do you think all these people would be here if not for you? Sebastian is doing these things because you taught him.

You have influenced him, and now he is just like you." he said.

It was reassuring but not enough, all he said to her.

"Yet we do not know what monster I am," she said

"You are the best monster ever. Everyone needs a monster like you once in their lifetime," he said.

Those last words did their job smoothly as they brightened her spirit. If only the people

inside would talk that way, then she would never have a reason to be sad.

She noticed no more yelling now and wondered what had suddenly ch
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