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You Lose

Author: Laine Queen
last update Last Updated: 2021-12-19 15:10:50

I stormed into the car and unintentionally ground my teeth in annoyance as I waited for Julian to join me in the car. Due to his concussion, I can't drive too fast, or else any hard stops I do might hurt him or at the very least make his head spin.

I wanted to find her… I wanted to speed to the shopping district, find them, and take them off the face of the earth. 

But I need to think. Breathe. Then proceed… A dumb approach is most likely going to end very badly.

“Sir, we will find her.” It sounded like he was assuring me but it only irritated me. Why her? Why now? Why here? What are they doing to her right now? And… is… is she alive?

“I know…” My voice was rougher than intended.

 

Laine Queen

The next few chapters have a huge SA warning so be aware ahead of time, please... if you are okay with it read on if not you can skip to chapter 17: I WANT OUT you miss the active trama but not much information. Other than that please enjoy!!!

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