I'm Here

As soon as the car peacefully rolled to a stop I pulled the latch to my door and climbed out pulling her gently by the hand and closing the door. She continued to struggle to hold back her tears as we made our way to the back of the car. 

“You don’t want anyone to see you cry? Out here is as alone as you're gonna get.” With those words, she then turned her back to me and started to cry hard. Now she was letting it out, now she was letting her pain show. She started to hunch her back and shield her face from the world so I walked forward a step and wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her against me and sitting back on the trunk of the car. After a while, I felt tears prick my eyes as I remembered all the pain I’ve been through and just… sympathized. I tightened my hold on her waist and rested my head on her shoulder, but it wasn’t until I sniffled a few times before she politely pulled away and turned to face me.

“Why are you crying?”

“Would you believe me if I said you?”

“Would you believe me if I said no?”

“Okay then,” I said, chuckling slightly. She slowly reached up and wiped my tears, her hands followed my face as I stood up against her. When she was done wiping my face she stayed close to me as I wiped her tears dry. Her sad puppy eyes scanned me then she buried her face in my chest and I wrapped her tightly in my arms.

I hope I helped. I hope I did well.

“I feel so much better.” I took a deep, shaky breath… 

“I’m not quite better yet… can we stay like this… just for a little longer?”

“Of course.”

“Thank you,” I whispered. She just wrapped her arms around me. I heard Julian step out and walk to the front of the car and start lighting a cigarette. I remained quiet for a bit longer while the car rocked a bit as he leaned on the front side of the car.

I looked around and my eyes settled on the mountains in the distance. This was a lookout area and a very attractive one at that, but I was focused on something else. 

“I thought you quit.”

“I said I'd try.”

“You’re doing great man…”

“Last box.”

“It’d better be.”

I looked down and softly tapped Ludo. 

“Are you ready to go?”

She just nodded and slowly released me.

“Did that help?”

“Yeah, thank you.”

“No problem.”

“Do you remember the hotel you reserved?”

“Yeah. the holiday inn near the beach on the other side of the island.”

“Ah okay. So, dinner then ride home?”

“I'm down… damn where did the day go?”

“Time flies when you're having fun.” she rolled her eyes at me and shook her head.

“Oh definitely.”

We went to the first place she requested to eat at and we enjoyed ourselves. I swear that woman was teasing me the whole time. I survived the night, all the same, we took a long private walk and she stole my phone and pulled me into a few silly pictures. The drive to the hotel was peaceful. The check-in to the hotel and walk to the room was terribly awkward, but at the same time fun and light-hearted. 

We walked up to her room and she checked the door making sure she could unlock it on her own. Then I started to walk away wishing a goodnight and reminding her that if she needs me to call me.

She then shuffled over to me and yanked the front of my shirt until I was eye level with her. Then she gently placed my tie around my neck and smiled. I couldn’t help but genuinely smile, cup her face and slowly lean in, giving her enough time to pull away if she wanted to. She didn’t. She just closed her eyes. So I placed a sweet and gentle kiss on her lips and ended it a little sooner than I would have liked. I felt her hesitate when I told her to get some sleep, but I chose to ignore it and turned to make my way back to the car. All I heard was an aww from a couple entering the room besides Ludo’s I smiled to myself and continued walking.

I bumped into someone on the way out but my head felt so fuzzy and I was so distracted by the replaying events of this evening that I just apologized and kept moving. I didn’t pay attention to what they said or who they were.

I finally made it outside and met the smoking Julian in front of the car. 

“Part of me is surprised you came out so soon.”

“Why?”

“I thought that you would stay and… keep her company.”

“I can’t do that to her.”

“That’s what makes me think she is worth your time.”

“Every second. Come on, let's go home.”

“About time today seemed… hectic for the both of you. 

“Yeah… today was just a day of saving lives and confirming things I already knew.”

“Sir, you're too patient with him.”

“New subject.”

“…”

“Please.”

“I will be taking the car for repairs tomorrow and you have a meeting with the company at one in the afternoon please don’t be late.”

“I’ll try.”

We made it home and I immediately jumped into the shower and replayed the events of today from beginning to end, but Then I stopped when it hit me… I want to spend more time with her and I don’t have any plans or ideas to get her to come out with me… shit. I paced my room for hours in a towel trying to figure out a good excuse. I picked up my phone and began browsing for ideas when a notification with her name on it flashed along the top of the screen. I quickly swiped down and taped the notification and read her text 

Hey, I know it’s super late but I was

thinking if you wanted to go hiking or maybe

to a park tomorrow?

I read this and my heart exploded. Was she thinking of me? How long was she thinking about what to do? What was she doing now? Then an image of her in oversized clothes crept into my mind and I struggled to shake it away.

Yeah, that sounds good. It’ll be hot.

It always is but maybe it will be fun.

Dress light I don’t want you overheating

okay?

Hey. What are you doing up so late

anyway?

Well, I’m relaxing in the bath. why? Wanna see?

Oh uh no. I’ll leave you be now!

Goodnight!

XD XD XD I was just joking lol but yeah, goodnight.

Oh! Well, I didn’t find that very

funny. You’re mean lol. See ya

tomorrow.

XD See ya.

I turned off my phone and got up off the bed I don't remember ever sitting on and moved to lock my bedroom door while I got dressed. Images of her soft skin covered in soap, large clumps of suds gliding along her body… I shook away the thought but it was quickly replaced with the image of her pressing her chest against mine running her hands gently across my skin sending shivers through my body. 

Every time I shook a thought out of my head it came back more perverse and um… engaging. By the time I was able to think straight I was hard and my dick was in my hand.

I’m up shits creek now.

My hand and arm started moving on their own while I imagined being touched and held. I could see her hand stroking along my abs tracing each one just barely with the tips of her fingers with a look that almost seemed amazed. While in the back of my mind I repeated over and over that she needs a friend, not a rebound. It sucks… it does but I need to make sure she heals from what happened today before I… 

What do I want?

I thought about it for a while, never really coming up with a definite decision. I was getting close, my heavy breathing filling the room and images of her riding me, her boobs bouncing with every downward thrust. I could almost imagine her slutty whines as my dick hit just the right spot over and over. Then the image in my head changed to me slamming into her, my hands holding her legs up and apart as I slammed into her over and over while her boobs jerked and jiggled and her hips squirmed as she whined and moaned my name. I could almost imagine the small tears in her eyes as I stop moving and she starts begging me to continue. I wonder how she tastes? I want to lick her all over and feel her skin. I couldn't calm my heart down… the idea of her body weight on me, or her small body under mine, filled my head. Fuck man… Her imaginary nails digging into my back made my hand get faster and my strokes get sloppier, normally I don't get so into this but for some reason, the closer I got to cumming the more my breath was getting caught up. I debated driving over to the hotel and paying her a visit over and over as I panted. The image of her bent over the edge of the bed crying my name was only egging me on. But the thing that sent me over the edge was the idea of her hot mouth around my dick, her tongue flicking and teasing my tip until I lose control and face fuck her and cum down her throat, and she swallows it like the good girl she is. I came harder than I was prepared for and sat there panting as my dick twitched and small drops of cum dripped to the floor. I waddled to the bathroom where I washed off my hands and wiped off my dick then walked back. I then reached for a tissue in my nightstand and finished up cleaning the tiny leftover drops that got on the hardwood flooring. When I was done  I went to pee. Drained and lost in thought, I came to take a seat on the edge of my bed where this all took place and felt a wash of guilt. How do I know that this isn't just one-sided? How do I know I'm not putting her in perverted positions and situations in my mind to only please myself? This could be how those creeps are thinking, I could be acting no better than those assholes. She’s been through so much today alone… she is a fucking badass… she’s so fucking cool. 

I want to be her everything. I want to keep her happy and safe… the question is will she allow me.

My head was clouded by desire and hunger for her. I couldn’t tell if this was okay… or healthy… for either of us.

I want to be your happiness. I hope you allow me. Cause I’m in way over my head.

I finally had a clear enough mind to throw some clothes on and when I finished I unlocked my bedroom door, plugged my phone up across the room, and laid down on my bed. I closed my eyes and finished replaying the events of today. Falling asleep soon after. Today was long… It was about time I got some rest.

Hours passed and I needed to pee and while I was doing so my phone chimed a few times then started to ring so I quickly finished up and washed my hands.

“I'm coming, I'm coming. Calm down.” I rubbed my eyes and looked at the caller id.

It was Ludo.

“Hello?” her voice was hushed and small.

“Hey, Ludo, what’s up, need a sleeping buddy?”

“What? No no nothing like that… there are two guys knocking and banging on my door and they’re still there I can hear them… They are at my door and I don't know what to do. Please help, I already called the police and they didn’t catch them. I’m scared. Before they started covering the peephole I saw one with glasses and the other one with a mustache.” I immediately recognized who she was describing and instantly got pissed off.

“I’m on my way.” 

“Fernando was here too. But he left a long time ago.”

“I see, I'll be there in five minutes, don't hang up, and don’t open the door until you hear and see me. Understand?” I dug through my nightstand and found my wireless earbuds and rushed out the door. I got in my Ford Mustang GT and gunned over to the hotel I left her in. I parked and smiled at the receptionist who greeted me, welcomed me back, and stormed straight up to her room seeing the two bastards knocking on her door and trying to look through the peephole. The first man closest to me was sorta bent over for god knows what reason.

“What are you doing in front of my room!” I could hear the growl in my voice echoing down the hall. Poison dripping from every syllable.

“It’s you!” the first man spoke. “If you bump into someone fucking apologize.”

The second man chuckled.

“Your room? Do you mean you paid for a hotel for your fiancé but live in a condo? That’s cold.”

I could hear Ludo mutter ‘fiance’ and start rummaging, I ignored her and continued heading for the door.

“That’s definitely none of your fucking business besides there are no beds there yet why do you think I’m back? Now answer me this…” I seized the second man by the throat and slammed him on the wall. “What’s to stop me from beating the both of you within an inch of your life before calling the police and letting you rot in a cell.”

“An assault charge Mr.C.E.O.” The first man finished. I released the second man and thought for a second while he caught his breath. Without a second thought, I nailed the first man in his face with my knuckles and slammed my opposite fist into the stomach of the second man.

I examined the first man. He had a fauxhawk, tan skin, Gray eyes, and a weird-looking mustache that made him look like a creep… How fitting. The second had braids, lighter skin than his buddy, what looked like brown eyes and stubble on his face, with black frame glasses. Now that I had them memorized… 

“That was for stalking us and harassing my fiance. Now fucking leave.” I knocked on the door watching as they made their way down the hall. 

“It’s me Ludo, open up.”

“Babe your back! How is work going at the house?” She leapt forward and planted a deep passionate kiss on my lips which I returned of course but when I pulled away I ushered her inside and started questioning her. 

“What was that?”

“I thought they were still there. But then I didn’t see them but decided to continue just in case they were still close ya know?” she shuffled to her desk and hung up the call we were still in. I pulled my earbud out and sat on her bed smirking.

“I even found a ring to put on, see.” I examined the ring and noticed it was ugly.

“That doesn’t suit you.”

“I know… I didn’t buy it. He did.”

“Give it to me,” I ordered, then slid the patio door open and then threw it as hard as I could. 

“Well then.”

“Tomorrow after our hike we will buy you one you like. I guess I’ll have to get one now too.”

“Sounds like a plan.” She came out and sat on one of the two chairs. I slid the door behind me and took a seat as well. Her hand came to rest on my thigh and I tried everything in my power to pretend like I didn't notice.

She was fueling my desire and it was really too early to even be thinking about it.

Friend. She needs a friend. Behave please don’t ruin this. Just behave. 

Her hand shifted slightly higher and my inner voice changed.

Give her the relationship she’s looking for. If she wants to date,  just give her all the reasons to stay… you better fucking take care of her. I really want and need her. Shit, I don’t want to lose her.

“Sadly there are no shortages of creeps in this world… I hope I don’t cause you trouble by being so close cause I…”

“… You're not causing that much trouble but, watch where you place your hands.” she moved her hand down towards my knee and smiled. I looked at her and noticed she wasn’t wearing pants and her shirt was baggy and long. I tore my eyes away and looked out to the water. When she spoke her voice had a… seductive tone and I looked her in her eyes.

She stood up, grabbed my knees and spread them apart, and placed her knee on the open space on the chair between my legs. My face burst into flames then she leaned in and braced her arms on the back of the chair I was on. 

“Why? Are you getting so flustered? You’ve been flirting with me all day.”

“I uh… shit.” my face burned brighter due to my inability to string a proper sentence together. She just leaned in and kissed my shoulders and my neck.

“What’s wrong? Tongue-tied?” She pulled away and calmly walked into the room without looking at me. I swallowed hard and fought the urge to follow… 

I followed 

Shit. 

She was sitting on the bed smiling at me. I know what she’s doing, I just don't know if I want to roll with it. I just walked up to her and kissed her. It was supposed to be soft and quick but then she kissed back and it became a war for dominance. I won this time… but something tells me that this won't be the case every time. We broke our kiss and pushed our foreheads together, my hungry gaze tearing into her. I growled and watched her melt.

Tell me it’s okay. Tell me you want it. Give a sign and I'll do it, but not a second before.

“Stay with me.”

“You know I shouldn’t stay.”

“I don’t care. I want you to stay. I want you… please.”

“In what way do you mean?”

“Under or on top of me… naked would be preferable.”

“You want me to fuck you… fresh out of a breakup. You know you can end up hurting your own feelings right?”

“I know but… something tells me. This might not be the last time. Plus I have condoms.”

“So do I… in my car.”

“What size do you need?”

“Large.” 

“Oh! Uh, I have plenty of those.”

“Need them often?”

“No I carried all the sizes for Fernando but he only ever used regular… medium… whatever you call it.”

“Alright, then we’re all set. I guess.” I watched her face turn ruby red while she searched for the condoms.

“Yeah, I guess we’re ready.”

“Say it clearly and I'll do it. The second it hurts I'll stop or slow down your choice…” she handed me the box. Her face was still red.

“How embarrassing…” she looked away from me and grabbed my hands and put them on her waist. She then looked at me through the corner of her eyes and I smiled expectantly.

I then gripped her hips and pulled her onto my lap, her legs on either side of mine. There was nowhere for her to go.

“What do you want me to do?” I smiled smugly as I cupped her face and made her look at me. I then started kissing down her neck to her shoulder. Biting and sucking randomly all over.

“Fuck… me.”

“What?”

“Fuck me, please… Stop teasing.” When I heard this I rolled us over, I was now standing and her back was on the bed. Her smile was devilish and giddy. I smiled too and started striping, pulling my shirt off first. I felt her cool fingers glide down my abs. Her touch left a wake of goosebumps on my stomach. I finished pulling off my shirt and watched her absent-mindedly trace my abs for a second. Maybe I’m just touch starved... but damn her touch was better than I imagined earlier. I hurried to pull my belt and pants off and she watched eagerly, occasionally helping me by pulling on my pants. I finished stripping and tried to calm down but couldn't. I pulled the new box of larges open and slipped one on while she took her underwear and shirt off. I climbed onto the bed and lined up at her entrance and made eye contact. 

“Are you ready?” she licked her lips.

“Yeah.”

“If it hurts or you want me to stop, tell me.”

“Safeword?”

“Sure what is it?”

“Marshmello.” I chucked to myself a bit.

“Marshmello it is… I’m going to push now okay?” She reached up and kissed me softly leaving her hands on my shoulder. She sucked in air and whined in pain a bit while I pushed in and stayed still waiting for the go-ahead to move. 

“I’m ready. You can move,” she whispered out in small pants.

My mind was going a million miles per minute. I just started thrusting and listening to her whimpers and moans, my grunts and growls only encouraging more lewd reactions from her. I grabbed her waist and straightened my back watching her whole body jerk because of me. I watched her boobs bounce and jiggle and her hands grip the pillow and bedsheets or hide her face. I couldn’t help the cocky smile on my face or the pride I felt. She was full because of me, moaning because of me, a squirming, horny, soaking wet, sloppy mess BECAUSE OF ME AND ME ALONE. I leaned back over her so I could whisper in her ear.

“Such a fucking mess. Look at you. You’re so fucking sexy.” I pulled away just enough to make eye contact and got a glimpse of a teary-eyed horny mess. I started thrusting harder, grunting and growling in her ear. She just cupped my face and pulled me into a deep lust-fueled kiss and when we broke the kiss I started leaving my marks everywhere I could. 

“I’m so close! Don’t stop, please. Right there. Right there!”

“So bold… you’re a pervert too. Heh.” I was getting close too but I wanted to tease her a bit too.

“Beg for it.”

“Please. Don’t stop… please keep going.”

“That was nowhere near good enough! I’ll think about it.” I guess that wasn’t what she wanted to hear because she pushed me to my back. And slowly climbed on board, lined herself up, and slowly sunk down. Another thing that I imagined earlier that made me want to go berserk… but I wanted to see her take control. She started bouncing on her own and I was quickly reminded of how close I was to cumming. I spanked her ass and she went faster. 

Shit.

“Do you feel good too?”

“Yeah. You… you can keep going Ludo. Please.” she kept thrusting down on me when she leaned down to my ear.

“Look who is begging now.” I tried to roll us back but she stopped me so I gave up and rethought my approach. She then braced both her forearms on my chest and slowed her thrusts down to a mind-melting pace. 

“My turn to tease…” I tolerated about two more slow thrusts before I lost my patience and wrapped my arms around her torso and started to thrust up into her fast and hard until we both came together.

“Oh fuck, Ludo! Fuck, you feel so good. You’re such a good girl.” she just panted and kissed me deeply and I took that as a go-ahead for round two so I quickly changed the condom and immediately started round two. When we both finished I helped her take a quick shower and laid her down for the night then I took a quick shower and laid right next to her. I only threw on some underwear and helped her pull on the underwear she took off earlier. 

“Gray? This might be greedy but… Does this mean you're mine?”

“Do you want me to be yours?”

“Yes. I want you to be mine and I want you to see me as yours.”

“Done and done… Please don’t hurt my heart.”

“I won’t. I swear…” It made me so happy to hear her say those words on her own. It made me even happier that she wanted to be mine too.

“I’m so happy.”

“I am too… thank you… For everything. If you want me to stay quiet about us-”

“What? Why would I want that?”

“Because of work.”

“Fuck no. I don’t care who finds out. You’re mine now.”

“Loud and clear.” She sounded so pleased to hear that.

“Good. For now, let’s get some sleep. We have somewhere to be at 1 o’clock tomorrow. Do you have any casual dress wear?” 

“Casual dress wear? On vacation? No.” she shot me a look that almost said ‘are you serious?’

“Then we have to wake up even earlier. Get some rest bean… we got a long day ahead of us.”

“Bean?” she whispered to herself.

“Yes, you’re my little bean. You’re so short and cute.” she chuckled.

“You think beans are cute?”

“Oh hush and get some sleep.” We both chuckled and cuddled together under the blankets and started to fall asleep. 

“Fine.”