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Ikalabing Siyam na Kabanata - Paano makakapag-move on?

Author: Miss Amateur
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Since I didn’t get any reply from him, I did my best to busy myself. Nilagay ko pa sa drawer ng table ko ang cellphone ko, and I turned it silent. Pakiramdam ko wala akong ibang gusto na gawin kundi ang magtrabaho.

I sighed.

Umaga pa lamang ay pakiramdam ko ubos na ang energy ko. I just saw him once, but I feel like it drained all my energy.

I wanted to hug him to make me feel better since his pheromones make me feel safe and relaxed. But I always reminded myself that there was nothing between us anymore. That everything was only a memory.

Should I give up already?

Even though I wanted to, I couldn’t.

Hindi ko alam sa sarili ko. Ilang beses ko na ba sinabihan ang sarili ko na dapat mahalin ko rin ang sarili ko kahit konti? Ilang beses ko na rin ba sinabi sa sarili ko na kailangan ko rin naman pagpahingahin ang sarili ko sa sakit? Marami na. maraming beses na.

Sa sobrang dami na sa loob ng limang taon ay hindi ko na mabilang.

“Mr. Takeshi?” Napalingon naman ako at nakita ko si Do
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