Fiona Point of ViewThe nerve of this people. Drugs? Seriously?. I become aware of myself, I'm wearing Pyjamas, my face is tear filled, I'm on my period, probably stained, my life is a mess.__i love you so much. . i hope my feelings for will be always and forever. . love you for the rest of my life. . . always and forever fiona.__was it a mistake?__i'm admitting my shit, but you aren't!__i need to get better so do you__you can't be serious__good bye fiona _but if you were you'd have had a miscarriageMemories and memories and memories, I want them gone, I feel hot tears gushing down my face.Slowly driving, a sight catches my eyes, a house with it's windows open, I see a woman, a pregnant woman and a man, definitely her husband, he's kissing her belly, their little moment is Interrupted by a small girl's arrival, she jumps into her daddy's arm, and he hugs them all.A son breaks through me, my vision get blurred with tears, I do not see the Fire engine till it's too late
Caden Point of ViewWith my eyebrows raised, I say "What do you want?""I am here to help you help yourself, to help you find yourself." She says, her clean white fingers caresing my hands, I glance at it, and I see a diamond ring, She's married."Who are you?" I ask curiously."I already told you.""Fuck that, I mean who are you?""Well, if you insist. I'm Chynna Wei - Steel. I'm 32, A mother to two cute boys, and the wife to Alexander Steel. I'm a Psychologist -- amongst other things --, world renowned, and I'm here to help you find your healing, Caden."I stare at her unbelievably, and I say "Yeah, no."Chynna Wei - Steel stands, and she walks to the blind. "You're an Addict, Caden, or should I say Axel?. You're supposed to be in your fourth year studying Criminal Law, but you're not. You overdosed, and you were found by your niece, Elizabeth Saltzman, She was carrying one of her months old baby, she almost collapsed at the sight of you, but who wouldn't?, Which mother wouldn't hav
Caden Point of View"Fiona," I begin, not sure of what to say, twirling Cara's phone in my hands, I begin recording.I don't check the time when I'm done, all I know is I spilled my guts Suddenly, I'm nervous, what will be her reaction? Will she hate me more?."You done?" I hear, and I turn to see Cara at the door. She's wearing something different, black leather trouser with a matching jacket, looking closer I can see her red pocket knife, this is the Cara I know."Yeah." I place a lingering kiss on Fiona's forehead, and I turn, handing Cara her phone, and together we leave."Please give it to her." I say."Okay." She says softly, She really cares for Fiona."Fuck off, Stefano."We hear, and we look to see Danielle giving Stefano the finger."Done?" Cara asks her elder sister."Done." Danielle smiles. "You ready to go, Cade?" Danielle asks, I don't know why, but I say "No, I want to see Talia."They both freeze, silence reigned for a while."You sure?" Cara asks."Only one way to fin
Fiona Point of ViewBaby." He whispers."Yes, Daddy." "Will you let daddy try something on your sweet ass cheeks" He licks my ear, sending shivers into my pussy."Yes, daddy, anything." I say, and I mean it.He loves me, and I love him.Pushing me away, lifting my legs on the wooden table."Lay on it, your ass to me, my personal slut" He commands, and I waste no second as I lay my bare ass on the table.Excitement in my veins, we are about to fuck each other into next week in the living room, it's a good thing his family are never around, any time I ask of them, he get mad, and pushes me too hard, so I never a --"Ha!" I scream in pain as I feel it on my ass, Luke just hit m --"HA!!" another, and another.Luke keeps hitting with his belt, he keeps hitting me, Is this love?"Ti odio padre, ti odio fottutamente" I hear him mutter but I'm too in pain to listen properly"STOP!" I scream, but he doesn't."Ha!"________"What's going on, Rico?" "Violet I need you to get out" Dr Rico shou
Fiona Point of View"Your surroundings?" Cara snorts. "The trees, the butterflies?""The. . The Family!" I snap. "The fucking beautiful family.""What Family?, There are no houses and no family living in that part of the town, it's just trees." Danielle says, and I'm confused, Just trees?."I'm so glad you're awake, Fiona, but I need to go to Violet, sign the necessaries papers, and get her out." Dani says."Get her out?""Yeah, apparently she went into shock at the sight of you going into a cardiac arrest. I don't really know what happened, nothing serious though." She smiles, and she's gone."Oh." Violet went into shock because of me, strange."You got a message, Nathaniel stopped by, he'll be back, and I'm totally ignoring the fact that you didn't tell me you had a big brother." Cara says."I don't really talk about Nathaniel to anyone, he dropped a message?" It's been years since Nathan and I talked, just major news, and once in a blue moon calls."No, he didn't." She says as she
Fiona Point of View"Hold on, I still love you, come back, I still need you." I sing Danielle's favorite song back in Smallville, She was also listening to it.Gasoline starts playing, and I almost start singing along, before I realize it's my ringtone, I pick it up without checking the caller."Hello,""Really? All I get is an hello?""Caroline!" I scream in delight, my voice attracts the girls, and they join me, I put it on speaker."How are you?""Well, Pregnant." She laughs."We know, How's Jem?" Cara grins."Jem is fine." She says"And kicking." We hear Kai."Malachi, we talked about this!" She yells."Sorry, sorry.""How are you, gist me girls." She whines, we all laugh."Don't worry about us, You're the pregnant one, Tell us about it." Danielle says.I look around, we are all happy, yes there are underlying issues, but right now, we are happy."Girls," She begins in a quiet voice. "Use a Condom." and we all burst into laughter."I'm freaking serious. I love Kai and Jem, but do
Caden Point of View."Caden." I hear, and I look up."A penny for your thoughts?" She smiles, perhaps I can learn to like her."More like a dollar." I attempt a smile."How have you been, Caden?" She asks, this is the second time she's calling me that within a minute."Chy, try not to call me Caden." I grimace."Says the person that calls me Chy." She smiles.I shrug."Let's start from the there." She says."Where?" I tense up."Your name. What's your name?"I turn away, feeling ridiculous, why did I even agree to this."Caden, this is the beginning of our friendship, Let it go smoothly." She says. "So, talk to me. I can't help you if you won't talk to me. Help me help you.""My name is Caden Ian Manchester.""What was your name?"I stare at the wall. "Axel. Axel Ian Lockwood.""Tell me about your name's formation." She says carefully.Releasing a deep breath, I say "Father chose Axel, and Caramel named me Ian. Mom's last name is -- was Manchester, and she called me Caden.""So after
Caden Point of ViewFiona. At the mentions of her name, I can't help feeling sad."Sh -- ""Axel."Saphire says, and I freeze."I know it's been years, but you should recognize me, boy." She smiles, and I'm left confused.Sensing my confusion, She says "Remember Aunt Victoria, your cousins Saphy and Gabby?" She smiles, and I remember, memories flooding me."Oh" I smile in realization, but frowned when I remember that they disappeared after Mel died. She probably notices my frown, cause she says "Ems, you and Rose carry on, I need to talk to Axel here.""Alright, love." She smiles. "I'll see you around, Caden. Come on, Rose.""Wait, Mom." Rose faces me. "Does this means you're my uncle?" She asks with expectant eyes."Yes." I smile."Yay! I love my uncle Caden!" She bursts into joy as she hugs my leg. "You said I'll be fine, and I am, I'm cancer fwee!" She smiles."Yes, you are, and I fancy your hair." I compliment."Thank you." She blushes.I dip my hands in my Pocket and pull out hu
Fiona Point of View.Caden's apartment is full to the brim, and overflowing."Is the Pasta Primaver ready?" Glory, Will's Mom, asks.Jo, with Hope and Kaiden holding her feet, says "Almost, but the Parmesan is.""Dad should like the Chicken Scarpariello." Cara says to Danielle, who shrugs, eyes on Luciano."You look beautiful." Perfect says, walking to me.I grin at her, noticing the tattoo on her finger "You look splendid."I look behind and see Finnley looking at her, he doesn't takes his eyes off her, even with Zayn and Landon speaking to him.Speaking of Zayn, where's Violet?"Settle down everyone, take your seats." Elizabeth says, with Paris strapped to her chest."Hey you." I feel heat on my neck, turn to be in Caden's arm."Beautiful." He says, and I turn crimson."Get seated." Elizabeth says firmly, eyes on us. _____We are all seated in the backyard, and Elizabeth mixed us, I should be beside Caden, but I am seated beside Pepper, not like I am complaining. Sinister, Cade, N
Caden Point of ViewFiona will be in here on here on Friday, and Sunday, we visit Chynna. I wipe away sweat as I walk out of my make shift Gym, in the space at the back.I put on the blender, throw in fruits, milk and eggs, then blend. I am proud to say I have gone straight. I work out often, actually when I can, which is usually twice a month.I eat healthy, stopped eating out, instead I make food, this morning I will make Egg Fried Rice, I've been trying recipes. I read, not what Fiona and the girls read, I have no mental capacity to keep up with that, but I read books, I read Harry Potter, The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck, Everything is Fucked, and Atomic Habits.I tried getting into poetry, Violet recommended some books by Rup Kaur. I pick up her book, The Sun and Her Flowers, I should be done before tonight.I put off the blender and pour the smoothie into a cup. The boys are all coming, so I should get cooking because they are always hungry.I hear a knock, and frown, it's j
Caden Point of View"Looks like the girls are asleep." She says, as we walk inside.We crash on the couch, with wide smiles."I loved today, Thank you." She says, kissing my cheek."I need to get out of the cloth." She gestures at herself."So do I." I get up, dropping the junks on the table.I peel off my clothes, knowing if I leave it in a puddle on the floor, she'll vex, so I place it in the basket.I pull on shorts and a Marvel top, I wonder why she chose to get undressed in the bathroom, away from me, I could go in there, but I don't intrude on her personal space.I walk back to the Living Room, put on the TV, continuing our marathon of How I Met Your Mother.I grab a bag of cheetos, when she walks out with a blanket, and another of my shirt."When do you take these shirts, how do I not know?" I ask with a grin.She takes the Cheetos from me, sitting on my laps. I notice she's wearing the Monalisa socks I got her, when we were in New Orleans. She stares at my empty feet, shakes h
Caden Point of ViewI stare at her expression as she laughs."Shut up." I grumble, taking a bite of doughnut, for a university Cafe, it tastes nice."How are you here, shouldn't you be in school?" She asks and I smile."I am kind of a big deal in school." I say, with a grin."Show off." She rolls her eyes, and I shrug, eating the doughnut."Seriously, Axel, answer me."A laugh tears out of me at that, this girl will indeed be my undoing."We are on a sort of break, three days. I went to take permission, and I was told that." I explain."You took the fastest flight, and came here?" She says and I nod."I haven't seen you in almost three weeks, and calls could only do so much." I say.She reaches across the table, holds my head, and kisses me, passionately, with tongue."Thank you." She says, and I grin, going back to my coffee."Can we go now, and tell me exactly where we are going." She says firmly and I look at her."First, the Zoo. Then, we'll visit Yoleni's, to get some nice greek
Fiona Point of ViewI focus as the Professor begins her lecture."Biological psychology, also known as biopsychology or psychobiology, delves into the intricate relationship between biology and behavior. It explores how our biological makeup, including the brain, nervous system, hormones, and genetics, influences our thoughts, emotions, and actions. By studying the connection between our physical selves and psychological experiences, biological psychology sheds light on the mechanisms underlying human behavior."She is standing on a poduim, moving around as she continues."This field encompasses a wide range of fascinating topics. Neuroanatomy unravels the structure and organization of the nervous system, dissecting the intricate web of the brain, spinal cord, and neurons. It investigates the specific functions of different brain regions, unraveling their contributions to perception, memory, attention, emotion, and decision-making.""Understanding neural communication is crucial in bi
Caden Point of ViewI smile hugging her."Caden." She repeats, then kissess me. In a crowded resturant, Fiona kisses me, shamelessly."Fiona." I smile, slowly pulling away."Get a room children." Violet grins.I give her the finger, then turn to the woman in my hands, the beautiful angel in a dress, it'll take little effort to lift it up, and worship her."Might I join you?" I ask and Danielle slides her plate to me as a woman brings a chair, I thank her, then sit, all through it, Fiona clings to me, and finally finds home on my laps."Horny much." Cara says, and they laugh."Fiona," The woman says."I have packed the food, and about the one you want to take to Los Angeles, we will send it to you in Florence, we want to make it, hot and steamy." "Daisy, thank you." Fiona say with a smile."You're going to Los Angeles?" I ask, as she gets up from me, and sit on her chair."Not anymore." She says, stuffing her mouth full with food."When did you land?" Danielle asks."Some hours ago, I
Caden Point of View Caden Point of ViewIt's not my wedding day, but I'm the happiest man. With my hands on Fiona's waist, I lead her to Victor, Pepper and Kaiden."Vic, this is Fiona. Vanilla, this is Victor, Peps -- his wife and Kaiden -- my pumpkin." I grin."For my brother to name you after Caramel's favorite flavor, he must really love you. I'm Victor Manchester, nice to meet the darling behind Axel's smile." He winks, and she blushes.Peps and Fiona talk for a while, with Kaiden in her -- Fiona's arm"I'm going to marry her.""Slow down, Lover boy. You got her back, now make her stay." He smiles.Fiona joins her friends, whispering and blushing. I walk up to them with a grin."Hey ladies." I smile."Hi Cade." Violet smiles. I'm definitely introducing her to Zayn."Cade." Cara says, embracing me."You clean up nice, Manchester." Danielle grins as we bump knuckles. I love this, it's like I never left.I turn to the new girl, Nina. "I'm Cade, you can call me Axel.""I'm having some
Caden Point of View Caden’s Point of View This place is filled. I grin as I ruffle Hope and Rose's hair. “Cade!” They giggle, and they return their attention to the toy they’re dismantling. We’re all at Jo’s house in LA. Emilia and Sapphire flew in, so did Gabe and his wife, with their twins, Anthony and Antonia. Elizabeth and Landon are talking to Hope’s parents; Beatrice – Landon’s sister and her husband, Eli, they are back from their tour. My gaze shifts to Paris and Davina, they’re crawling already, how fast time passes, I need and I give them two kisses each. Getting up, I walk to Kai and Caroline “Someone is about to explode. “ I tease, She’s due in a week. “Go away, Axel.” She glares, and I grin. I see Emilia, Saph and Willa talking, probably about Fashion. “Ladies” I greet as I walk past, and they smile in return. I walk to Zayn, I see Will and Caleb with him. I fist bump them. “Wana start the Barbecue, heard you’re the one cooking.” Will says, and I nod. “Are yo
Fiona Point of View "Damn, Fee, where did you learn how to drive like that?" Nina asks. Grinning, I park the Maserati "Long Story." I grin. We all stare at the club before us, Sogni. Ignoring the weird name, we strut inside, I stare at the place, blue and purple light. I sighted over twenty guards outside, it's pretty amazing. We walk in, Everyone are wearing costumes, and this place is not just a club, but an Halloween Ground, an Horror Land. "To the Ferris Wail!" Nina laughs, She's familiar with these grounds. "I'm afraid of height." Violet says. "Oh, I know, Clementine." Nina cackles, and we move to the Ferris Wail.______Caden Point of View "I fucking hated that stupid Ferris Wail!" Zayn grunts , and I stifle my laughter, but Will and Willa don't, they burst into laughter. "Pussy." Willa grins. "I told you I was afraid of heights." I really can't believe I'm in Vegas, thanks to Willa, apparently her brand makes huge sale during this period, and she needed to visit her st