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Chapter Fourty One

Author: Ellie A.O.
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Fiona Point of View

"Hey, are you okay?" She asked.

She was wearing my yellow hoodie with a grey short. She sat on the bed, her hands on my thigh.

"Are you okay? You are crying?" She said.

I shut my eyes as I clean the tears off my face. I ruffle my hair as I sit up.

"I'm fine. It's sweat" I lied, she'll drop it. I'm not fine. I've never being fine. I just relived my mother's death, I'm far from fine.

She moved closer to me. "I'm sorry Caden"

"Why?" I asked, confused. "I should be the one apologizing. I'm sorry, and I didn't entirely lie"

"I love you Caden, all of you. I'll wait until you're ready to let me in." She smiled, a tear fall from her hazel orbs, and I felt my heart break, I hate this, I hate making her cry, but it's just that this is all I've known, this feeling, this empty ness, this sadness, broken ness. It has become part of me, second nature to me. It's part of who I am.

Despite everything happening, the nightmare, the hallucinations, the trips, the drugs, the lies, th
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