I signed the next day and moved in a week later.
Laid down on my bed with my phone to my ear, telling everything to my mom. It thrilled her I'd found this job, but most of all, she was happy I could afford college and have sufficient time to concentrate on my studies.
"How's dad?"
"You know how he is. He doesn't like retirement but is getting the idea."
"Will visit next weekend," I promised and hanged up. Left most of my stuff back in the apartment. I paid for a taxi to bring my plastic boxes stock of clothes, a box of books, a suitcase, and my backpack full of toiletries. I required little. I would not spend a lot of space. I would focus on taking more credits this upcoming semester now that I had more than enough time in my hands.
A bathroom, a desk for my computer, drawers, hangers for my clothes, and a stove to heat and cook food. All I required was in the kitchen, and there was no way I ought to have it inside my bedroom.
I glued the rules to the back of the door and eyed carefully. I needed to engrave them into my skull.
My duties were pretty simple. I was to pile the mail and leave it inside the study on a small tray; I was to forward any vital message to Jameson and the other secretary.
The house was massive and a little too ostentatious for me. There are two double doors as the front door, a tall fence, an electric gate with a keypad as security, wired walls, and an enormous garden and front lawn. Two stories high, mahogany tables, silk, hand-painted glass, mirrors and carpets here and there, flowers in the foyer, marble floors, and on and on. I had only seen the first floor and had no intention of taking those stairs. I love my position too much. All I had to do was to adhere to Jameson's orders, and all progressed smoothly. The staff came and cleaned and left cooked meals for me.
"How's the job?"
"Is good, I can't believe this is real."
"Just try to keep what I told you and it will go great."
"I'm doing all by the rules and also Jameson orders."
"Yeah, that little slime was just in your same position a couple of years back. Turns out he was a little too obvious and once he finished with his degree, continued for a job with Liam."
"Liam?"
"Westbrook." Oh. That was his name? Sexy. "You think you could keep Jessa company on Thursday? She's having a friend over for homework and I just want to make sure she doesn't go wild. I don't know her little friend."
Extra money. Who would say no to that?
"Sure."
For weeks, it was like that. I went out on errands, received packages, and signed on behalf of the mysterious Liam H. Westbrook. I still did not know how he looked or what kind of person my boss was and couldn't care less, not when I was being paid like that.
On Monday morning, at precisely 7:45 pm, I received an urgent call. I was to leave the house in the next hour. Plans had changed out of the blue, and the big boss jet would land in fifteen minutes. It took me around ten to gather some clothes, keys, and my laptop. With my hair damp and still in pajamas, I ran out the door after punching the security code in. I dialed rapidly for a cab and waited for a few feet left off the gates, crouched low beside a bush.
I saw as a big SUV advanced fast in my direction from a distance, its front lights blinding me as it slowed down and stopped. A second later, I saw the metal door creaked open, and it rolled in slowly. I guess it was Mr. Westbrook. It had to have been him because no one else was at home when he came back. I sighed and made a mental note. Next time I'd have a bag prepared, it had been too short notice, but I had made it with enough time to spare. A little too James Bond for my taste.
"Did he see you?" Spat Jameson on the other side of the phone, his voice full of worry.
"No, I got out before his car rolled in."
"Good. He's a little crazy about his privacy."
"Try to let me know sooner. I'm just fresh out of the shower."
He laughed. "Will try, good job, sleep well."
I tossed and turned on my old bed. In the short time, I had spent on my new bed, my body had grown accustomed to the softness and fluffiness of fresh quilts, sheets, and new mattress. I wept inside as the morning came and went. The call for me to go back didn't come.
A whole week and they still had me waiting.
The boss has business in town. Stay put will call you once he's out.
The text had come in after inviting Lin to a couple of slices of pizza. We had retaken our Saturday night out to catch up. She was like me, on the wait back to school and struggling, working on her uncle's restaurant and designing webpages at night. She wanted to be a graphic designer. I went to the boring side and was about to start my third year in accounting.
"What is it like living with the rich?"
"Nothing exciting is terrifying, actually."
Her short hair moved as she chuckled. "You're fucking nuts."
"I'm not joking Lin. There's art that could easily be more valuable than my own life. I'm locked up in my room or the backyard most of the time."
"It's a pity you can't invite me over."
"Yeah, but I get to buy you food." I bumped her hip with mine, and she did the same. These brief moments with my friend were golden. Having to stretch money was no fun and now that I could spend a little more on myself made me happier.
"Keep the food, just get me one of those."
"Sure, next time Margo asks me for something I'll suggest you exist."
"That's my girl."
"I still don't know what he looks like."
"Look him up, you know his name."
She takes out her phone and hands it to me. I'm not sure if I want to do this. It has been fine so far to live in the darkness. I started typing on G****e and waited. A bunch of links began loading, and I tapped images.
"I bet he's old."
"And bald."
"And has a beer gut."
"Widower."
"Yes!"
"Oh, my god! Is that him?"
Our heads bump and stay pressed together. I cannot believe my eyes. "are you seeing what I'm seeing?"
"I have my glasses on."
"Jesus Christ."
"Are you sure you typed correctly?" I'm sure that's his name but not the face; I have yet to meet the man. Not even sure anymore. I can't. I have to go back. I even closed the app and passed her the phone. I'm spelling his name low and slowly. Sounding every word, and we even add the H. The same result, the same man.
"You are living under the roof of a God!" she squeals and hugs me. If we were legal, I'd buy us alcohol.
"Look at those eyes."
"He could be the shortest man alive and I'd still bang him."
"Shhh… lower your voice." I tried whispering the last part, but something inside me was burning. How could Margot Pope talk so easily about him? How could anyone be in his presence and not become a whole puddle of skin and fabrics? I'm sure that if I was before him, I'd soon die of a heart attack if I stared long enough into those eyes.
"Imagining what would you do to him?"
"I'd sure let him teach me some stuff." That makes her laugh even harder. We have to leave, so I'm fussing with our things while she just carries on. People are giving us dirty looks. Lin is having too much fun, and I can't believe my luck, even if I never meet him. Just knowing we share the same square spaces is something.
When I got into my bed that night, I googled everything there was about him. There was a particular one at a widely known women's magazine that stood out for me;
'Standing at 6'2" Liam H. Westbrook is one of the hottest moguls alive. Hot chocolate brown eyes and brown hair, 36 years old. Never married and the sexiest face in business world. He's the most eligible bachelor in town. He is known for his seclusion and crazy need for privacy. Hot body for the few pictures taken two years ago on a secluded island with an unknown woman by his side. Is invited to big annual parties, movie premiers and is followed by the paparazzi after his long-lost love died ten years ago. Even though his love life is a tragedy, he is approached by women of all ages, nationalities, and shapes.'
I almost touched myself with one of his pictures, in which he stared away from the camera. However, you still see his entire face, his piercing eyes looking at something intense, and then his mouth hard, in a middle pout. Annoyed maybe.
"Liam H. Westbrook," I said out loud, tasting his name in my voice. It even sounded yummy, but then again, he was my boss and totally unreachable. He was high in with the other stars while I rolled over the grass doing the only thing one can do with stars, watch them from afar.
Finally! I'm back in the room with my queen-size bed, the fluffy pillows, the smooth surface of my desk, and the clean, crisp air that comes through the window from the backyard. I working on an assignment on my beat-up computer.
"No. No. No. NOOO. Don't you dare?" I screamed. The error message floated above my excel document, and it didn't allow me to even click the start bar. "Please, I promise I will clean your keyboard and your fan. I will not use you for an entire day," I begged and cried at the same time.
All in vain.
The screen went suddenly black, and no matter how much I pressed the one button, it didn't come back to life. Doomed. It also didn't help that it was midnight on a Tuesday. Everything was far and probably closed, and the only person right now that could help me was too far away. Lin always came running whenever this happened to me. She had fixed it the last couple of times since I couldn't afford an actual technician.
I had two more days to finish, but where could I do it. There was the option of the computers at the library. Still, the programs were so outdated that it might take me to double the time I actually had to make it. I also had some other papers to turn in and classes to be at. I should just have bought that computer with my credit card and paid for it with my savings. I was still a little short, but I could have quickly done with the card. I had saved half on my USB, so at least I had that. It was late now, and I had to catch up on some sleep. I had been working for hours, and my ass and neck had throbbed.
"Who's in there?"
I'm jumped, and a loud bang followed. My knee had hit the corner of the desk, and I felt like it was bleeding from the inside. Who could it be? I was pretty sure I had armed the security system hours ago. Unless. No, no fucking way. I frantically searched for my phone, but there were no calls, texts, or emails.
"Is Dolly," I said loud enough for him, whoever he was, to hear.
Silence.
The chair creaked as I stood up. There were sounds from my feet on the carpet. I even felt my bones shake inside my body from all the shaking.
"Are you the girl who cares for the house?" He spoke before I had the chance to open the door.
"Y-yes."
I placed my ear against the door to listen more carefully. For a moment, I thought he had gone away, but the doorknob moved, and I hurried to unlock it.
"Why do you lock it if you're all alone here?"
I froze. Good question.
His face.
Jesus Christ, he's tall.
I knew my mouth was open; I imagine it hangs all the way to the floor, but as soon as his features went from intrigued to bored, I clamped it shut. He was in a three-piece suit, charcoal gray with a blue dress shirt and no tie, his open collar revealing tanned skin. Even though he looked like he had come back from work, his complete look wasn't what I had been expecting. It was worse in person. He was absolutely gorgeous in person.
"I. I don't know." Right now, I didn't even know my name. I didn't even know how I had spoken. To articulate words.
"Why were you yelling?"
"You heard?" Oh god. I covered my face.
"All the way to my room. Your shrieks scared the hell out of me."
"I'm sorry. I'm working on an assignment and, and my computer just died."
He squinted his eyes and then took a step towards me, then another, pushing me inside. He was scanning my room. Well, his room was now occupied by me. I had my backpack on the bed open, the bra I had been wearing lay on the back of the chair, and I moved quickly to retrieve it, hiding it behind my back. His eyes went to my computer, and his finger dangled over the power bottom and dabbed it. Just like when I did it a couple of minutes ago, the screen remained black.
"Dead." He announced like he just made a significant discovery
"That was what I said." He turned back to me and then to scan my sleeping clothes and cocked his head. Apparently, he'd never seen oversized jersey pants and a shirt. Maybe his partners were into the negligees with garter-belts and silk and lace.
He said nothing else. His attention turned to my open notebook book full of notes and numbers. He even passed a page while I stood there, unable to understand the universe and his whole porpoise.
Why was he here?
Why was he touching my notebook?
Why hadn't Jameson called me?
"Aren't you a bit too young for college?"
"I'm nineteen."
"You look twelve." He added quickly.
"Right." It's not like I hadn't heard that before.
He drifted like a tiger prancing. Once his foot was out the door, I moved towards the door to close it, but when he stopped and turned back to me, I had to stop myself from dismissing him.
"There's a computer in my study. You can use it." And then he turned away and left. I closed the door and stared at the NOT TO DO LIST glued behind it. I had just been given permission to violate rule number one. I sat there for ten minutes, thinking. I really needed it. I had to finish today. I went over the list before taking my USB drive and walked down the hall as slowly as possible.
I never walked through this door. I even avoided looking at it. All I wanted was to keep my job intact, to keep the money coming. To not infuriate the boss, and it had been he who had allowed me to enter this room. Testing the knob, I felt the need to hold air in my lungs, waiting for some type of alarm to ring. It was silly, I know, but I feared that the moment I even opened a tiny crack, Jameson would appear out of nowhere and scream, 'YOU'RE FIRED.' Hence, I hesitated, even looked up to the stairs to check if he was watching from up there, waiting.
The soft carpet brushed my naked feet as I entered the room. It was all dark; no light from outside peeked in, so I used my phone's flashlight to look for the switch, and when my fingers brushed over it, I let out a nervous chuckle. This was a mistake. This room was too pristine and too rich. I feared that if I knocked down anything on that enormous mahogany desk, it would cost me a fortune and my previous job. Books everywhere, hardcovers and files. The typically designed study for a rich person looked like a P*******t post even. I tested the surface, and not even a speck of dust. There was a gold pen resting over the closed lid of the shiny silver computer, and a slightly ajar drawer like someone had been here for a moment and had left in a hurry.
I once again looked through the arch of the door, which I had left open. Security measures. I didn't want him or anyone to think that I was doing something besides what I needed to be doing. I took the pen and set it aside, plugged in the computer, and fired it up. The booting sound startled me, and I shushed it as an instant reaction. The sign-in screen had only one user, the owner, and it was password protected.
"Not that one."
I screamed and jumped, bumping the same knee I had hit before against the top of the desk. The pain was sharper. It felt hot. Like blood running down my leg, I even checked, but my hand came back dry.
"Not that one," he said again. "The one inside the box, behind you." He talked in a sexy, slurred voice as he walked towards me. He lifted the laptop, brushing my hand and closed it, and placed it under his arm, leaving me petrified in place just watching him. Whatever was in there was private.
I turned my head back and saw a brown box lying on a small table.
"Use it freely."
He was out the door before I could turn around. The air lingered and felt heavy after him. I lifted my nose and sniffed the air. Deliciously wicked. His eyes were the most amazing eyes I ever had the pleasure of seeing. I felt it go through me. I wanted to think that he had been actually watching me, but I knew I was nothing special to him. Just the skinny girl that took care of his place.
"So he let you into his private office?" "And gave me a computer to use." Her eyes expanded; they looked like mine for a small moment. I envied how exotic she looked, nothing like my pale complexion and regular straight frame. She was voluptuous where I was similar to a wall. "Was he as hot as he looks on here?" She had been staring at his pictures as we walked side by side. "Worse. I could hardly breathe," I fanned myself, exaggerating the impact. No, I felt short, even expressing how I first felt as my eyes fell on him. She made me tell her a second time, each word we exchanged, even the ones inside my head. "You're so damn lucky. I hate you." I was shoved to the side as her she puffed her cheeks. I knew she was playing, but I would be a little jealous of my best friend had the opportunity I was having. Living rent-less in a beautiful two-story mansion, a hell of a paycheck, and the hot boss. A very hot boss. "I just used it once. I bought m
I resolved to take a taxi. I woke up three hours later; the party had simmered down, a few bodies laid on the couch, and there were empty cups, bottles, and garbage all over the floor. Locking the door behind me, I walked down slowly. I rested my head on the door and fought with all my force to not fall asleep again. I hugged my bag pack to my chest and looped an arm around the duffel bag. "We're here miss." My eyes snapped open. I looked around me, confused. The driver looked at me, annoyed, even scrunched up his nose. Maybe because I stink off recreation all around me. I handed the cab fare and crawled out the door, and balanced myself all the way to the gate. I squinted my eyes, trying to figure one which number was which. I finally got it top open on the second try and started walking down the long path towards the house. I would have loved the view any other day, but today I was barely able to stay vertical. Both bags threatened to throw me to the floor.
"What I wanted to talk about is this," he started showing me a two-page document with instructions. We sat at the small table in the kitchen area with a jug of fresh-pressed juice between us and Lin's presence in the background. For some reason, he had asked her to stay with the promise of dropping her home. I sat straight as a board, listening to the words coming out of his mouth. It was simple, I was to live in the house and also work while I lived there. Some kind of assistant with a list of chores, supervising, and so on. My pay would be raised. I was mute, listening to all this. Fetching mail, dry cleaning, and keeping the house running like it had been since day one. It wasn't much to it. The staff already knew what to do. I just had to report any issue with Westbrook's office assistant, no longer Jameson. No, he had escalated higher and was now seated behind some desk doing actual work. He was proud of himself. I'd be t
"He wants so to see you." I stopped the spoon in midair. I was sitting at the small table inside the kitchen when one of the girls came in with big eyes. I couldn't help asking, "Is he mad?" "Why would he be mad?" "No idea." I murmured to myself. Time to face the beast. I pushed my untouched food aside and ran to get a pad and a pen. He either was going to scold me or give me the stuff to do. This was going to be the second time we faced each other, this one, I was even more scared. Terrified really. His study door was closed, so I rapped my knuckles twice before opening the door. "Kirby, come in." He was on the phone with a frown on his face. A face that I had been searching the web for here and there. I closed the door carefully and stood beside one of the chairs in front of his massive desk. I watched him talk, the sensu
"So your new boss called you out on a little party." " I was with Lin's cousin's mom." I hated when she did that. She likes to tease me about the bad things that happened to me. Here I am, finally able to spend a weekend with my parents, and all they do is mock and tease me about the things I want to tell them about. "He was out of line mom, I was just having fun and it was the weekend. You know I don't drink that much." "Oh, honey I know that," she continued folding the freshly dried clothes that were spilled on the bed while talking to me. "I think is decent of him to take care and worry about you." "Really?" Her laugh made me want to punch babies. "Maybe he was a little bit too harsh." "A little?" How about a lot. "Oh honey let it go, I trust you and your dad trust you." I closed my eyes and exhaled slowly. She was right. I was ruining my visits thinking about what he said. Fo
"Mr. Westbrook." I stood up so fast I stumbled, trying to regain balance. Still, he reached out just when I was about to topple down when his hand closed around my arm, pulling me into a straight position. "Sorry I'm so clumsy sometimes," I started muttering things while crouching down to lift the magazines, water bottle, and towel from the floor. "So its no longer sir?" The way he arched his brown made me gasp and feel suddenly thirsty, but looking down to my hands, my water bottle was empty, and the nearest one was inside the house. I opened my mouth to reply, but what came out was weird sounds, so I closed it so fast and hard my teeth slammed into each other, I could have easily chopped my tongue off. "Come inside Kirby, before you turn any darker." His hand was back on my arm, and he pulled me towards the house. I tried to turn around to get my towel, but his grip tightened, and I let him do as he pleased. He didn't let go until I was inside his study.
He stayed, he stayed in the city, I mean. I still did the errands, but they were fewer and fewer, and I was starting to get bored and felt trapped inside the massive home. I also saw Jameson come into the house while is stood at the door. I gave him the evil eye, and he knew why. Lin had been frantic and blue with questions about his whereabouts. Jameson had stopped returning calls and texts, no more visits, and definitely no more kisses. She was broken-hearted and had stayed away from me to mend her feelings, which left me all alone, well, the grumpy man in the study and me. If it weren't for Mr. Westbrook, I would have spoken my mind and some more. I wanted to know what sort of excuse he had come up with. In the meantime, I waited by the front door scratching the ears of the small mutt my boss kept. "Kirby, what a surprise?" I heard the dark voice and stood up slowly, careful enough to keep my skirt in place and not
The view from my room faced directly towards the open sea. I saw how the blue-green of the water touched the sky blue on the horizon with scattered white fluffy clouds, the softest shaped ones I had ever seen. I couldn't help but gape at every single thing around me. The luxurious resort was enormous. On our arrival, a small cart awaited us in the lobby. With complimentary tubes of Champagne and warm smiles, a few members of the staff explained the tour. The thickly accented voices were friendly and welcoming. I think I saw a few blushes whenever Mr. Westbrook's attention turned to the female present. Even at night, the lights and flowers stand out through the rustic feel of the stone against the wood. The water of the massive central pool shone with the moonlight and ambient light around it. Tropical music blasted through the speakers in certain areas, and bars and small stands were explicitly placed around the room. We had been the las
HE LOVES ME? “When?” I was almost screaming now. “Don’t you play with me.” Again, with the laughing. I slapped his shoulder and that got him even more amused. There he was all naked, laughing his heart out while holding his belly. His face turned red while I sat there waiting for it to stop. This was serious he was just goofing around, which was why I didn’t stop when he called after me when I jumped off and out of the bed and locked me in the bathroom. I wanted to know and a little drama would calm him down, so I took my time to take the longest shower in his big and modern one. The top one felt like warmed-up rain falling from the skies while the rest massaged my back, thighs, and chest. It was wonderful. By the time I jumped walked out my fingers were pruning and the bath was steamy and full of the cloudberry scent. I know had my little spot above the
“Tell me about your first time?” Somehow, I knew this question was coming. I knew that he was resentful, I knew he hated Beck and I know that every man wishes that he was the first lover. Well, at least some do. He has hinted at it a few times and every single time I dreaded that he’d dropped the bomb. Trying to find the right words for it was going to be difficult. “It was ok.” “Just ok?” “Yeah…I mean it hurt a lot but he was extra patient.” A brick building was pushing through my vagina, that’s what I felt like, it didn’t matter how slow he went or how much he tried to soothe it with sweet words and soft kisses. It hurt. “I almost made him pull out but he assured me everything was going good and that the pain was going to stop.” He’s not looking at me, not directly, his eyes are down to the invisible patterns his index finger keeps tracing over my ribcage. After a night of loving we cuddled and talked about anything but sex until his
We have separate rooms. It surprised me when he simply opened the door and said it but when he continued walking inside and showed me the door that lead to his. I watched the little light of hope disappear in the distance. Is like back in time when the husband and wife slept in separate rooms but the husband would slide into the wife's bedroom, get his fill while she laid horizontal and without any protest. Weren't women supposed to have this inner voice telling them when something was wrong? Mine should have been ringing since the very moment I saw him again on that train. I shouldn't have called him, I shouldn't have kept his damn card. I'm just a body. I am just a flesh doll to him. I am waiting. In the darkness, I'm ready for it to be done, for hours I have been waiting for him to come to me and get it done with. I can see the beam of light from under the door, his door. I can hear him pacing back and forth, I wat
I watch her sleep, her mouth slightly open and her hair damp from the quick bath we had before. A breath of fresh air, that's what she is. Is awful that I am comparing her with all my other sex partners, but I can't help it. All I have to say is that it was good. So good.She felt so fucking good.She has had me working and wondering if it was only me, and now, she's here, sleeping soundly on my bed. Just watching her next to me makes me want to pound my chest like a savage and scream 'mine' at the top of my lungs.Next time I have to remind myself to go slower. Not only did I claim her little body, but I took out all those years filled with lust and want, where the main character of my fantasies was her when I imagined myself with her and not those other women.I had the real thing under me awoken something inside of me. I just wanted to see Dolore's face, listen to my name on her lips, bathing on her shiv
I watch her sleep, her mouth slightly open and her hair damp from the quick bath we had before. A breath of fresh air, that's what she is. Is awful that I am comparing her with all my other sex partners, but I can't help it. All I have to say is that it was good. So good.She felt so fucking good.She has had me working and wondering if it was only me, and now, she's here, sleeping soundly on my bed. Just watching her next to me makes me want to pound my chest like a savage and scream 'mine' at the top of my lungs.Next time I have to remind myself to go slower. Not only did I claim her little body, but I took out all those years filled with lust and want, where the main character of my fantasies was her when I imagined myself with her and not those other women.I had the real thing under me awoken something inside of me. I just wanted to see Dolore's face, listen to my name on her lips, bathing on her shiv
He moves away, my hand falling, and reaches onto the nightstand. I haven't even thought about protection but knowing him. He's prepared. He is always prepared. So this is really happening, like really. Like he's pushing my knees, bending them, and rolling the condom on until he is fully covered. I'm shaking. "Everything good?" "So good." I exhale, licking my lips. He nods, and his face is pure concentration. I feel it, a tap on my pussy. And then he moves closer, pushing forward. I can't help my reaction. I'm moving away from it, away from the increasing pressure. He is thicker than what has been in me before. And I'm having second thoughts about him fitting in without any trouble. I try to relax, and he jumps in to, kissing me. I feel it again, right at my door, waiting. My breath catches, and I move my face away, which is considerable. I
He's watching my mouth as his hand disappears from sight. I feel it a second later, hot on my stomach. Laid flat and still, a little pressure above my pubic bone.He tastes sweet.He kisses me slow.My hands laced on his neck, pulling him closer. I let him nip my lips and kiss me deeply. His tongue teases mine, making it follow him into his own mouth, and while all this is happening, my brain screams; we're kissing, we're kissing, we're kissing."I can't believe we're doing this." I murmur into his mouth."I've wanted this for so long." Then what took him this long? I'm blinking through my daze, watching him and feeling him, running my hands on his back and arms. Feeling the soft hairs of his chest under my open palms. "You got into my skin. A tiny thing like you disrupted my life, upside-down in a matter of seconds."I've never thought that my presence had done anything but displease him at the beginning. Didn't even expect to be acknowledg
He didn't stop me. He didn't even chase after me. I watched throw the tinted windows of my ride when we pulled away. Not once the door opens up.Why is our relationship so hard? Why can't we just be together, and that's it? "Why can't it be normal?""You said something back there?""No." Not at all. I wanted to crawl into bed and sleep, but God had other plans. As soon as my car pulled up in front of the building, the door opened, and I was yanked out. I didn't even have any time to react. From one car to another, just like the movies. The door is slammed shut. I know that I have to keep my mouth shut.He doesn't touch me or say anything. I don't even move."Out." He says when the car starts to slow down."But-.""Out Dolores."I want to say he's angry, but I have seen him angry, which is not it. I do get out, but I take my time. Enough time to annoy and make him bark another order. The hand on the small of my back feels like a
My dress is too short and also from Forever21. I bet there's not a single woman in here with a 21-dollar dress. My pumps are from last year and my make-up, well, I did that myself. I almost took an hour to get the perfect winged eyeliner, and now I felt like a rag-doll. My technique with the contour kit I had was minimal; it was just red lipstick and mascara. The rest, the rest looked good thanks to my forever tanned skin."I love that dress. Where is it from?"I don't want to say. I also don't want to be here and keep pretending like I belong here."I really don't remember, it was something I had in my closet." I shrug and mentally kick myself. It had been out of the blue purchase. He had asked me if I had a suitable dress and I had said yes. After he left, I ran to the nearest open store and bought the dress after trying it on. After watching myself in the mirror with the complete ensemble, I'm sure I looked decent. Liam liked. He'd said it. So that was all th