SARAH'S POV I was confused. I didn't know what I wanted to do. Do I keep the baby or do I not? This question bothered me all day and I couldn't get a simple reply for it. It was driving me crazy. All I could do was pace from one corner of my room to the other and yet answers were not falling from the sky."You just have to take it easy, Ma'am. Pacing from one end to another isn't going to solve anything," Abigail said to me.We were together in the room. "I know it's not going to solve anything, Abigail. But at least I hope it can help me get things off my mind," I replied.I was still in that state of confusion when I heard a knock on my door. I looked at Abigail in surprise."Were you expecting anyone, Ma'am?" She asked me and I shook my head negatively.Then I walked towards the door and opened it to find someone standing outside my door holding something that looked like a package. "Hello Ma'am, this is for you," the person said, handing me the package. I looked from the pers
LIAM'S POV Something didn't feel right! This time it wasn't because I couldn't get myself to sleep, it was the entire feeling that came with it. My mind was clouded with thoughts, so many thoughts that all I saw was' façade', all through that while I tried all I could to put on a harder exterior while deep down I was dying, I was fading away slowly and there appeared nothing that I could do .My mind went blank for a few seconds, at first I was wondering if I was thinking about all of this.Perhaps it was all in my head and I was acting rather paranoid! Tossing on my bed I was still caught up in the dreamscape, wondering how all of these would end, sleep was a long reach away. From the distance all I could hear was the picture of that moment, of her kiss … Damn Ariel. "Santiago! What are you doing?" I could clenched my fist. My eyelids fluttered as I looked blankly at the clock for what seemed like long second's.Just the previous week I was finding out that I was in love wit
SARAH'S POV This situation was the last thing I wanted to get myself into, and the fact that I was deep down in it created a wave through me that I was trying to rid myself off.In a way , From how he looked at me to everything else, all that it Left was this darkness and it left me with an aftertaste of fear. For one, there’s no way I was going to tell him how I had spent my previous night even if he kept asking. I was completely alone, with time to ruminate on the past events and how much it was connected to this, I was aware that one mistake was all it took and … I sighed. Confused? Most definitely, anyone in my shoes would. Yet in this state I had the time to reflect on the past and the sickling effect it was having on me. I couldn't help it, it left my mind feeling blank and in utter confusion slipping In with more moments. There’s time to relive the memories I had shared with the man, though as soon as it all started I knew it was coming to an end, there was time to reflec
SARAH'S POV I woke up still feeling wasted like I had the previous day, my heart kept racing as I had no definite answer to what could as well be my plight at that moment.What could as well be my plight?Was it fear or anxiety?I couldn't quite place all this thoughts that were running through my heart that moment, or rather I was feeling so unsettled about it—Still I felt all at once, in one giant rush down my nerves, in one dash of adrenaline. I stood right there again In Front if the mirror and the thought of this strange man filled my mind, was my thoughts justifying the fact that I had actually cheated?His warm hands around my neck made me…Absolutely inexpressive of my emotions.His words though slurry I left faint memories.And his voice… fuck! I didn't know how to react to any of the emotion's budding up in me like a flame, I could feel it blooming into something passionate, something that I might not be able to control.Yesterday, I had almost been caught by him, The go
LIAM'S POV "I'll be with you shortly," I said before the call came to an end. I slipped the phone into my pockets before turning my attention back to Sarah who was beginning to cover herself up. "It seems the guest we're expecting has arrived earlier than expected. I'll go welcome him and I expect you to freshen up and join me later," I said to her. I didn't wait for a response from her. Instead, I picked up my short from the floor and put it in before stepping out of the room. By the time I got to the living room, I was looking presentable. Upon entering into the living room, I was greeted by the sight of my cousin's back and a smile automatically appeared in my face."Hello cousin," I said, getting this attention. He turned to look at me and had a similar expression on his face. "My man, it's so good to see you again," he answered getting up. I walked towards him and he approached me as well and we met at the center. I pulled him into a hug and we patted each other on the bac
SARAH'S POV Was he supposed to be here?It was the first question unasked myself as I stood before this man looking deep into his eyes as though I could see right through this soul, my heart was ricocheting and there was no way for me to stop out The one question my soul had absolutely no answer to was that one fact was he here No matter how far I thought about this issue, it created a wave of uncertainty deep in my soul, one so much that the more that I thought about it …The more I was drawn into this deep hole.The moment was brink, I had tried thinking it through as again my heart was filled with the momentum of everything that was happening.He took me out of that daze when he stretched his hands to help me up.No way I was letting that happen. I remained in that state that I was with the animated feeling still heavy in my heart —I could feel that bit of unburnt energy flowing through me .“Good to see you again.," He muttered and I could swear that his words meant a thousand W
SARAH'S POV There was only one way to explain the situation and scenario and at the same time whatever way it was looked at, the best thing was for me to come out with the truth right.Yet at that moment the truth weighed heavily blon my heart.When I had turned and found her standing there I pondered on what it could be that she wanted at that moment, but zero thoughts came to the back of my mind.Or rather should I just let walk away from here with tlmy heart and sanity still intact and everyone is happy.Of course not everyone would want to pull on and this that last moment and do whatsoever—It was just me doing nature a favor and getting rid of people like myself… cheats.I was rather frustrated about nthe entire situation but if there was a way to get out of this, it most certainly has to do with me getting the thought out and telling him.For some reason I could tell that he was aware of all of this, he knows what he was doing and could tell that something beast wrong bit what
LIAM'S POV "I am sorry sir but we found nothing ."I walked away soon after he had said those words, I was annoyed at so Many thing's enough that if there was anything that I felt like at moment, it was almost definitely that feeling of being numb."Oh, that explains it all… Don't worry, I'd find a way around it." I had muttered.I stood back and watched the rest of the preceding, after they were done we were soon driving away from the motel to where we had been. I could tell that something was wrong but the more I tried to find answers to it all , the more I was left feeling confused about the entire situation. As we drove down the city, the soft lighting sparkled off the glass, my mind that moment was almost blank, yet all I did was past attention to that feeling of animosity that filled up my space, I was highlighting the atmosphere that looked to be so self absorbing.With the van driving ahead of us, he was forced to drive much more slowly, slower than I would have usually gon
LIAM'S POV What was I going to do?IT was the same thought that had filled my mind that moment, all my thoughts had filled out my leaving nothing behind that a wave of uncertainty and perhaps shock . The question kept flashing through my mind, reminding me that I couldn't just just let things be for a while, yet how could I ….At the moment I was confused about so many things that I could feel the wave of uncertainty slipping deep in my soul, with each passing minute all I felt was anxiety.Slowly but definitely, it occurred to me that I had to do something about this whole mess, as that was exactly what the whole situation was.It was hard to comprehend and I was trying all I could to get it over my mind, yet my heart was too hard to sink into every bit of these words that she had muttered to me again and again. What more could I do to comprehend all of this?As I made way to my room with time and space all racing through my back or my mind, my heart beat skittered to a stop.Was t
LIAM'S POV It was rather starting to dazzle him how soon she was quick to get herself through all of this , how easy it was for her to lie to him.The more he thought about the situation, the more it left him rather confused about everything, what more could she do?As he pondered to himself he had been left with no other options than to make his way to her door, for what felt like long seconds he stood there wondering if he should walk in or not.If there was anything he was certain of at that moment, it was the fact that he was rather confused about what to do at that moment.It created that bit of wave that traveled through his soul that moment but then again he had a lot to do, he had a lot that could get him into that bit of daze with each moment that was passing, he felt confused about the entire situation not sure of what to do or how to deal with all that was happening.Yet as he had spun her to her feet immediately she was in, just one question rang through the back of mind
SARAH'S POV It re-occurred to me after leaving that I was making a serious mistake getting myself far involved in this , what were the thoughts and aspects, why was this Show more enough facts about the entire situation .The more that sank into mind , the more I could feel that feeling of anxiety creeping through my soul with every fleeting seconds.I could say that was exactly what I felt that moment even as my phone buzzed again at that moment with my heart ricocheting with each passing seconds.I stood right there in the space of time, listening to my phone buzzing again.There as I stood all, I could feel was those sound for time and space at the back of my mind that one more time, I could feel a darkly expression filled my mind as a burn traveled through my nerves.He had a look of concern right there in his face when he had looked down at where I was .“If that is not one of your callers, why not pick?"My heart sank, it felt like in a way he was daring me to yet at that mom
SARAH'S POV It had been thirty minutes since the entire situation and I was still here dazzled. I had tried to sleep it away but it was still there and it was starting to look like there was no way for me to get my thoughts through the situation.I was rather provoked by everything that was happening as my heart kept ricocheting through the entire situation. At most the best thing that moment was to let myself forget all of this. It was the definite thing to do at that moment even if all of this seemed like a long shot. Walking straight to the bathroom I had thought that having a cool bath would be enough to get the thought out of my head with each passing second.When I walked back to my room, I looked around cautiously , still looking around as I did, I heard a light knock on the door.At first, I had pondered on who that could be before making my way there quickly.My heart raced wildly as I didn't know who it was,all my thoughts that moment was to walk back to the door and get i
SARAH'S POV For some reason I was annoyed at the fact that he was still not yet home I was provoked enough that thoughts ran through my mind.Where could he most definitely be?“Why not call him that is the most definitely way of finding out." Soon as she said those words it appeared as the right thing to do as soon I was ringing his phone.Didn't know what I was expecting but soon as I had called his phone buzzed and I had been shocked to hear a feminine voice coming right back at me.“He is in the showers., I'd tell him you called.” The voice muttered.Immediately I was filled with rage, I didn't know how to react to hearing another woman voice, I was annoyed." Who are you?” Just as I asked the question the phone went off She was curious to know what had happened. “Were you able to get him , who was that ?".She questioned but at that moment I was in no mood to give answers to any of her questions I had stormed away from the room as fast as I could , my heart was racing with each
SARAH'S POV As it was, she was close —She was close to finding out my secret and I knew that I had to do something, but what it was I didn't know as I was caught up in all of this daze.I stood there awestruck… My heart rhat one place meant to be filled with bliss and supposed happiness, was at that moment devastated as I didn't know what to do for or how could go about with the truth of all of this situation. “You are yet you answer."She spoke again ..“Well I don't know what to say?" I had admitted.I was hoping that she stopped talking as she was already getting under my skin if there was anything that I didn't want to happen that moment it was for her to know. The manner at which she looked at me left so many thoughts at the back of my mind.It left a lot of questions unanswered in my mind, eating me deep and leaving a deep blank hole inside it, that couldn't be filled up no matter how much I wanted it to.“Well I am not going anywhere again, is that why you asked." I definit
SARAH'S POV I had thought that all of this would be justified after I picked her call.Still underneath all this feeling cruising through my heart , there was a much deeper one that appeared to be rather difficult to process even with the minute that was slowly creeping away, my heart was racing through the moment as it was left with questions unanswered.When Emily's voice finally came through the phone it was soft and subtle. I could hear her heart beating softly.While she thought this' part 'could be justified, it left no chance that all of this should be left out of her perception of men in general.“Are you still coming?" She asked after a while of being engrossed in the conversation. I didn't want to convince myself less of all of this, even with my heart ricocheting.How was I to leave ?While talking and still looking for a way out of these thoughts that raced through my heart , I heard the door creaking. Again I fluttered my eyes, my heart sank for a minute as I had though
SARAH'S POV Still I was trying to get my thoughts through everything, my mind kept reflecting through the entire incident even as I made way through the room.I had been pacing around in such manner since all of this had started. “You need to do something, you can't just keep on doing that" Abigail had muttered after what seemed like a while.Looking back at where she was I could have sworn that my heart raced even faster… I could feel that bit of anxiety that moment as I couldn't wait for him to get back, a part of her told my heart told me that it was best I took action to myself by leaving—Beyond doubts I had to do the one thing no had ever done in a long while and that was defying him.It felt like disregarding everything he stood for bit again it was the one chance at seeing them again. So far, He had been gone for three hours, in a way I thought he had something that he wanted to say but was keeping at that moment.Had he heard me make that call? Regardless of what I felt
SARAH'S POV Listening to everything that was happening he was fueled with a different type of anger, for like they were taking way too much from him.I had walked away from where he was still with that bit of conviction that all of this was rather too frustrating .At first thinking about it again,my mind was rather feeling at the blink of collapse as I walked into the room.Walking through the hallway I could hear the sound from the dungeon and had made my way there.I pondered on if I should hate him, he had taken everything from me, my heart and I was left with nothing… Nothing but my heart beating solemnly to all of this. The fact was I still thought about my sister Emily but from a distance, much as I wanted to fix all of this situation, it carried deep in my soul a feeling of uncertainty.I had gone to bed trying to get all this thought out of my mind, though the night was long as I kept tossing and turning. Well not the next morning, the Nextel morning came with blinding lig