"Are you cold?"
Alex knew exactly what his aunt meant. It was his first day at school and he was dressed in dark jeans and a dark colored oversized hoodie that literally covered half of his face. As if the hoodie hadn't done enough covering, he had a face cap on, totally covering his face. If one didn’t know better, they’d suggest he was out on a mission to assasin a member of the high class society. "No," he nervously replied then took off the face cap to drop it in his backpack while making a mental note to return it to his head the minute his aunt dropped him off. "Just a little." "Alright," his aunt didn't stall on the topic. "I like your outfit though. It's cool and casual. I was afraid you'd put on a shirt and trousers and look all formal." He could have if he was just going to a normal college to be a normal person but that wasn't the case. He was going to the same college as Sebastian and was going to be trying his best to stay as invisible as possible. It might be hard to avoid them totally not bumping into each other considering the fact that he coincidentally appeared in front of him even when he thought they were miles apart, but at least it'd be better if he wasn't recognizable. He barely recognized himself in the mirror anyways so there was no way a stranger he had barely spent 24 hours with would recognize him. "Anyways, let's go. You don't want to be late on your first day." He nodded and got into the car. His aunt was nice enough to offer to drive him to college and drive him back- either because the school she taught at was only a stone throw from his or simply because she knew he didn't know his way around. Whichever way it was, Alex was glad about it and didn't fail to show his gratitude. He glanced at his wristwatch as they drove. His first class was by 8am and it was only half past seven. Mentally thanking his aunt for being a professor, he went through his backpack and took out his headphones to plug his ears. The ride lasted for about another ten minutes and they finally got to his college. His aunt dropped him off, giving him a little pep talk about college and then promised to come pick him up later. He nodded, smiled and waved to her as she left, immediately plugging his ears back as he headed towards his class. Luckily, he still remembered the way to his class thanks to the tour he had given himself the previous day. He adjusted his backpack and took out his face cap, placing it on his head to make sure his face was properly covered with it alongside his hoodie then replugged his headphones into his ears and continued walking. There was no way he was going to be recognizeable that way and even if he was, there was no way he was going to hear anyone call his name with his ears plugged. His walk to the class was going peaceful and for a while, he forgot everything around him and began humming to the song he was listening to. He continued like that, taking his time to walk until he felt a tap on his shoulder. He literally froze. Then unfroze. Then cursed under his breath. Just why couldn't he just have a peaceful day? He remained in the position he was, contemplating on turning to face whoever had tapped him or just continue walking like he never felt the tap. He quickly chose to ignore and in a few seconds, resumed walking. He had only walked for a very short while when he felt the tap on his shoulder, again. He cursed under his breath, again. But this time, decided to turn. "Wh- Oh, hi?" In front of him was a girl with a very bright smile. She was dressed in a crop top with jeans and showed off waist beads around her flat stomach. Her brown hair was tied up in a ponytail, leaving few strands to dangle all over her face. She had one hand on her bag, the other raised up as she waved at Alex in return. "Hi." "Sorry," he bit his lip, realizing he had been ignoring her. "I didn't realize you were-" "Headphones, right?" she pointed at his headphones and smiled. "It's okay. I use em too and whenever they're plugged, I literally do not hear or feel anything." "Right," he said with a light chuckle. She seemed very comfortable as she spoke and Alex could bet she was a very lively and friendly person." "I'm Tasha," she stretched her hands forward. "I'm guessing you're a freshman too?" "Yes," he nodded then stretched his arm forward to shake her hand. "I'm Alex." "Great, nice meeting you Alex," she shook his hand then quickly let go. "I thought as much. That's why I tapped you. I guess we both have classes together. I was directed in this direction but I don't know exactly where the class is. Do you know where it is?" "Oh, yeah I do," he replied, watching her quickly move close to him. "We're actually almost there." "Oh, thank goodness," she said, excitedly. "Let's go then. We don't want to be late." He nodded and led the way as they walked to their class. They luckily weren't late despite the delay they had thanks to their impromptu chatting. They opened the door to the class and to their surprise, the wide room barely had a dozen students in it. They exchanged glances and walked in, taking seats in the middle row. "I don't think we're too early, are we?" Tasha said, dropping her bag on the empty seat next to her. "it's past eight already." "I know right," Alex replied her. "I guess it's like this because it's just the first day." "Ah," Tasha shook her head. "I heard this professor is quite strict though." "Really?" "Yeah,she- oh, shh. There she is." The professor walked in and there was murmurs of greetings from the students in the class. She walked to the front of the class, ready to teach, a few students quickly rushing into the class as she did. "See," Tasha leaned forward and snickered. "Watch them scurry in. She really is strict." "I'm already dreading her class," Alex replied Tasha and she simply snickered in response. "This might sound a bit weird but," she whispered to Alex. "Why is your face covered with a hoodie and face cap? I'll advice you to at least take off one if you don't want her noticing you and making you the topic of discussion for at least fifteen minutes." "Oh?" he looked at Tasha and the professor and true to Tasha's words, she was already staring at him weirdly. "Damn, thanks for the tip." It was literally his first day at school and he was already getting weird looks from his professor. He groaned internally, unable to stop himself but putting the blame all on Sebastian for already messing his day. If only he could just change colleges or at least get a reassurance that he wouldn't show his face at all then he was sure his life would automatically become more peaceful. He found himself quickly lost in thoughts until the professor's loud voice pulled him back into reality. "Are you really this little taking this course?" she asked the class, peering through her thick framed glasses. As she got no response, she took out a file from her bag and flipped through the pages. "Of course not. Ah, I guess the rest of you are taking a break cause apparently college resumed a bit too early?" All she got in response was murmurs. "That's a disappointing attitude," she continued. "Especially for it to be coming from freshmen. But oh well, what can be done." "Why do lecturers get bothered when students miss classes?" Tasha whispered to Alex. "Honestly as a lecturer I'd be thrilled if half the class skips. It just means less workload for me." "Tell me about it." "BUT!" her voice was even louder as she continued, Tasha quickly adjusting her sitting position to face her. "I understand them. They just probably got busy doing things more important than school and honestly, that's understandable." "Why do I feel she's being sarcastic?" "I honestly feel the same way." "It's understandable to know that while you all here took out of your precious time to attend this class," she continued. "Some of your mates felt 'ah, my time's too precious to be spent in some boring 8am class'. Anyways, it's all good. Since their time is so precious to them, I shall be more than thrilled to assist in making it more precious." "Why am I nervous?" "Very well then," she clapped her hands. "You don't have a class rep yet, do you?" There were negative replies from the crowd. "Fine then," she continued. "Pick someone from one of you present and then take the attendance of every single person present here today and submit it to me." "Don't you worry," she said as there was an uproar from the class as she said those words. "I have a little time consuming present for the ones who decided to be absent today and I believe you wouldn't want to be included." "I just knew she was crazy," Tasha finally said to Alex. "Look at that! I bet it's some crazy project or something she's going to make them all do." "Jeez," Alex raised his eyebrows. "Quite the way to start college." "NOW, FOR OUR TOPIC OF THE DAY!" The class started for another hour and they were finally done. Their next class was way better than the first, the professor being a nice man who simply loved peace and wanted to share it in every possible way. The class was entertaining and for the period it lasted, Alex was able to take his mind off all distractions and focus just on the lectures. "I'm starving," Tasha groaned as she collected her books the minute the professor was out of class. "How am I going to survive a whole semester at this rate?" "You'll do fine," Alex smiled at her in response. For the short time they'd spent together, he already found her as a cool person. She was outspoken, fun, cheerful and everything Alex was not. It was interesting to him and he totally didn't mind her company. At the end of their class for the day, he dared to say he had finally made a friend. "Want to grab lunch? I know where the cafeteria is and though I can't say the food would be amazing but I bet it'll be edible." "Sure, I'd love to," she flashed him a smile in response. "You seem to know your way around well." "Well I did give myself a little tour before resuming," he said as they walked to the cafeteria. "Ah, great," she held onto him. "I have my personal tour guide then. How relieving." "You're welcome then." They both laughed lightly and walked to the cafeteria side by side. It wasn't the closest to their class which led to about ten minutes of them walking, bumping into strangers and passing the most random comments to each other.The cafeteria was fairly crowded when they got there. They both ordered their averagely appetizing meals and found an empty seat as far away from the entrance as possible and sat there. "Do you live on campus?" Tasha asked as they both began eating. "Or at one of those off campus dorms?" "None actually," Alex replied her. "I actually stay with my aunt.""Oh," she widened her eyes. "That's unusual. Why? Do you not want to move out?" "I can't move out," he replied her. "I just moved to the U.S actually. I used to live in London." "Oh wow," she seemed thrilled. "Did you move just for college? Or were you planning to move before?" He bit his lip and took another bite of his sandwich. He already didn't like where the conversation was heading and just wanted it to be over. "Actually, i-" He suddenly stopped halfway as his eyes caught a now familiar face he had been dreading. Few seats away, was Sebastian walking into the cafeteria alongside some other kids Alex quickly concluded were his friends. "Shit," he unconsciously let out as he immediately pulled his hood over his head uselessly trying to hide his face. "What? What happened?" Tasha asked as she noticed his actions. "Ay, are you hiding from someone or what?" Curiosity got the best of Tasha as she turned in the direction Alex was staring at. She looked at the gang as they walked in and looked at Alex again. "Is it Seb?" "Wh- What?" Alex almost choked on his meal. "No. What?" Tasha smirked, giving Seb one more glance. "Whoa. Do you guys know each other?" "No, of course not," Alex looked away. "How- how about you? Do you know him?" "Of course," she replied, Alex's stomach churning. "I mean, not personally but like who doesn't know Seb?" "Oh?" Alex couldn't contain his curiosity. "Why though? I mean, its not like he's a celebrity or something?" "Well around here you can say he's a celebrity," Tasha nodded. "And how do you know that? We're both freshmen." "True," she faced Alex. "But unlike you, I've always lived around here plus my brother is a senior here. So well I know everything going on around here." "Ohh," Alex stole a glance from Seb before continuing his discussion with Tasha. "So like, who's he?""Sebastian Keates or Seb as everyone around here calls him," Tasha seemed very excited to talk about him. "Is a second year student and honestly one of the most popular students here for quite obvious reasons. I mean, he's hot, a member of the college soccer team, has obviously rich parents and is dating the college's hottest girl-" Alex finally choked on his food. "Whoa, easy there," Tasha offered him water. "Is it the food? Are you okay?" "He has a girlfriend?" he asked, ignoring all Tasha's previous questions. He suddenly wasn't sure how that newly discovered piece of information made him feel. "Yes," she nodded. "Maddisson Rivers. She's pretty popular herself. Other than being just a second year student, she is a part time model herself. Yeah, she's that hot." "Oh, is she?" Alex had finally lost his appetite. "I see." "Yeah," Tasha continued. "Oh, look. There she is. Walking towards him. And yeah those are his friends. They're all just as popular and cool as him so it just makes sense their whole gang is really popular." As much as he didn't want to, he found himself looking up to see who the Maddisson Rivers was. Almost as he looked up, his eyes caught a girl and he didn't need to be told that she was the girlfriend. Saying she looked drop dead gorgeous wasn't an exaggeration. She was tall and had long beautiful legs that she showed off with the short skirt she had on. She was slim and had the typical model body, the bodycon blouse she had on doing justice to her figure. She had long black hair that had a silver accessory in it as it laid on her shoulders. "Now," Tasha spoke up, Alex realizing he had been staring. "Why were you hiding from Seb." "I wasn't," Alex immediately denied. "I bet you were," she fired back. "Come on, I saw you. You literally hung your head and tried to cover it with your hoodie the moment he stepped in." "No." "Liar!" "I'm being for real," he found himself giving him one quick glance again. "I wasn't avoiding him per se. You can say I just didn't want to be seen." "Why?" He exhaled. "Can I not answer?" She looked taken aback by his response. "Yeah of course. Come on, I was just kidding. You don't have to look so serious." "Right?" he stared at his unfinished meal in front of him. For someone who barely had breakfast and had tiring classes, he was surprised at how quickly he lost his appetite. He exhaled, watching Tasha eat in silence. Groaning internally, he wondered if he had probably made his chance of finally making a friend an awkward one. Again, he had no one to blame but Sebastian. "Um, Tasha," he finally said after watching her eat for a while. He couldn't bring himself to sit in the cafeteria any longer as it was really getting suffocating for him. "I have to go now." "Oh," she looked up at him. "I-" "It's fine. Take your time to eat your meal," he got up and grabbed his bag. "I guess I'll see you tomorrow then." "Oh," she had an unreadable expression on her face. "Try not to be late in case we have another crazy professor in the morning," he quickly lightened the mood with a smile. "Alright? I'm off then." The smile disappeared from his face as he walked away. He hung his head low as he walked past Seb's table hoping he wouldn't notice him. He let out a deep exhale as he managed to walk out of the cafeteria without getting noticed. As far as possible from the cafeteria, he then took out his phone to check the time. He was done with classes for the day but knew he still had a couple of hours to go before he would have his aunt come pick him up. He was still contemplating on how to spend his day when he unconsciously let out a groan as he heard a familiar voice behind him. "Blue?" Letting out an exhale for the millionth time, he turned to face him. "We finally meet again," Seb smiled at him. "Hi." "Hi," he couldn't even fake a smile in return. "How are you?" Seb asked, still smiling. "So you school here? That's cool. You're a freshman, right?" Alex sighed. "What do you want from me?" "What?" the smile quickly faded from Seb's face. "What do you mean? I just want to- I'm just glad I got to see you again so-" "You know," Alex interrupted, staring directly at him. "I spent my years in high school as nothing more than a shadow. I was pretty much invisible to a lot of people and you know what, I loved it. People barely knew me and I barely associated with anyone." "So-" "So," Alex cut him off. "I'd really like to live my college life just like that." "That's almost impossible, Blue," Seb laughed lightly. "There's like a thousand people here so there's no way you'd be invisible to them all." "I know right?" Alex voice dripped in sarcasm. "Especially when about half of them are interested in you and your business." "Wh- What is that supposed to mean?" "That is supposed to mean that," Alex exhaled. "Stay away from me, don't try to associate with me and simply pretend I do not exist. That's just what I mean." Alex exhaled one more time then broke eye contact with him and turned to leave. "What? Blue-" "And," Alex turned and yanked his arm off Seb's grip. "For heavens sake, please stop calling me Blue. My name isn't Blue. It's Alex. Alexander."One thing Alex absolutely hated was having sleepless nights. He tossed and turned at intervals, groaning at every movement. It was frustrating as every single time he shut his eyes, he had Sebastian's face showing right up. He grunted out as he sat up on his bed. Pulling the sheets away from him, he moved towards his bedside and turned the lights on. He looked at the wall clock as he did that. It was past midnight already and ever since he got back from school and had about two spoons of dinner, he had been on the bed, unable to sleep or infact, do anything he actually wanted to do. His thoughts had been involuntary- Seb clouding it. He couldn't get his name, his face, his voice and literally everything he knew about him out of his mind and with every second that passed it pissed Alex off even more. Giving up on trying to lie down and sleep, he crossed his legs on the bed. He folded his arms and looked around him noticing how empty the room felt for the first time. Unlike his r
Alex’s day was going fine. So fine it was beginning to feel strange. It had to be his most peaceful day since he had resumed. He woke up peacefully and had a normal breakfast without spilling soup or sauce on his t-shirt. His classes went well- the professors knowing how to handle dozens of students well without making them feel sleepy. Tasha was also by his side all day and knew when to slip words to make him laugh occasionally. It was just going all too well. “And that’s a wrap,” Tasha let out a sound of relief as she shut her laptop few minutes after the professor left the class. “We are done for the day.” “I know right,” he grabbed his backpack and faced her. “So, what next?” “I should be asking you that,” she said with a mischievous look on her face. “You seem to be in a good mood today. At least you haven’t cursed today.” “I do not-” “Yeah yeah,” she interrupted him. “You do not curse every time, is it?" "I actually do not." "I know," she gave him a funny look. "I d
"Let's partyyyyy!" It was hard to believe Tasha wasn't drunk as Alex stepped into the Uber containing her parked outside his house. Since neither of them had a car and both considered it bizarre to ask their guardians to drive them to a party at night, they opted to ordering an Uber. It was to initially pick Tasha from her place then Alex then drive them to the house the party was going to be holding. Dressed in skinny ripped jeans and a white T-shirt alongside a denim jacket, Alex felt dressed enough for the party. It was his first party and as such was clueless on how to go about it but on getting downstairs and receiving a thumbs up from his very dramatic cousin, he knew he was good to go.His hair was washed and blow dried and smelt like the strawberry flavored shampoo his aunt had supplied him. Lucas dashed into his room and brought out an expensive looking cologne and didn't hesitate to drown him in it. With his card, phone and spare house keys in his hand, he bid his aunt and
"What?!" Tasha burst into laughter as Alex stared at the list in front of him. The professor from his first day and class at college had kept to her words and had sent out a list of projects for the students that missed her class on the first day. The only problem was that Alex's name was the first on the list. Tasha had rushed to class to tell him he was included. He initially dismissed it and concluded she was joking but as he noticed her look grew more serious with every second, he had to get on his feet to actually check the list himself. And to his great surprise, his name truly was the first on the list. "This is ridiculous," he said to a still laughing Tasha. It was amusing to her how the tides had quickly changed from him laughing and her being the serious one. "Is there perhaps another Alex Croft in our year?" "Even if there was," she replied, obviously still holding back her laughter. "Would you both have the same ID number? Look, it's exactly yours." "But I attended h
"Alex!" Alex looked up to meet Tasha waving at him standing few meters opposite the professor's offices building. He waved at her in return as they both began walking towards each other, meeting at the middle. "There you are," she said to him as they were only few inches apart. "You took longer than expected though. Was it just her you were talking to." "Yes, of course. I met just her," he replied, getting rid of all possibilities of Seb's name making way to their conversation. "Did you come to meet me?" "Something like that," she smirked. "I figured if I couldn't go with you to her office, I could at least wait for you outside it." "Oh, I wasn't expecting that, thanks-" "Of course you're welcome," she flung her arms around him. "So how did it go? Please tell me she reversed it?" "Sadly, no," he flashed her a pathetic look. "She insisted I wasn't in her class despite all my efforts on trying to convince her otherwise. She's just crazy." "Aw sweetie," she pat him. "She really
“What are you doing here?” The look of shock seemed to have vanished from Seb’s face now replaced with one of mischief. He was in a faded tshirt and had shorts on with his hair falling all over his face making it obvious it was still wet from a recent washing. Alex literally gulped. “I literally should be the one asking you that,” he replied Alex, folding his arms. “What are you doing at my house?” “Your ho-house?” Alex was already stuttering. “How is this your house? This is supposed to be-” “Alex! You’re here!” Seb shifted to reveal Victoria waving and walking excitedly towards them. Alex heaved a little sigh of relief on spotting her and anticipated her saving him from the fast brewing uncomfortable situation. “Do you know him?” “Do you know him?”“Wait a sec, do you guys know each other?” Victoria burst into laughter as the trio simultaneously asked each other questions. “Okay we need to all chill out and you know-” “I’m at the right place, right?” Alex flashed his ph
Never in Alex’s wildest dreams did he imagine he could spend several hours working on a project and feel so comfortable doing so. Over extra two hours were spent and Alex totally lost track of time. Probably because the floor of Victoria’s room felt so warm as he sat on it or because Victoria was just an amazing team partner- he couldn’t figure out which, but he found himself with a strange type of comfort as he worked. Or, probably because he knew he could get an extra help just whenever he wanted one. Whatever it was, it managed to keep him going and he was glad. “Do your both plan on working yourselves to death?” Victoria’s room door was opened without permission to reveal Seb. He folded his arms, shook his head and stared at them then the floor they were working on. “Why are you in my room?” Vic spoke up. “Look here,” he unfolded his arms. “All of these- you guys working and all is a cute sight to see but it’s getting late, okay?” “Late?” “Look at that,” Seb shook his h
"Shit." Alex said the word out loud staring at himself in the mirror with his toothbrush in his hand. He had woken up by his normal wake up time- few minutes past seven and immediately got into the bathroom to get ready. He decorated his toothbrush with toothpaste, mentally picked his outfit of the day including his footwear and was about to have his toothbrush roam his mouth when he realized he didn't ask Seb the time they were to meet up. Mentally groaning, he walked back into his room and unplugged his phone from the charger. With his toothbrush in his left hand and phone in his right, he texted him. Alex: Good morning... Alex: I forgot to ask yesterday. When should we meet up? He waited for a few seconds and on getting no reply, sent his toothbrush into his mouth. It went in circles, Alex's eyes doing the same as he waited for a reply. He didn't get any and when he was finally done with brushing and washing his face, he resorted to calling him. The phone rang a couple o
None of them could remember the order with which they left Alex’s room but all they could recall was all getting into Carol’s car and in no time, getting to the hospital. They got to the hospital and immediately headed to Alex’s room. Sounds of gratitude escaped their lips as they stepped into his room, watching him sit up on his bed, eyes open and having less machines connected to him. “Alex,” his aunt let out, walking towards him. He looked up at her, looking way better than he did the previous night and had her heave a sigh of relief. “How are you? How do you feel?”“I’m fine, Aunt Carol,” he replied her. “What happened? How did you find me?” “I’m sure you know you obviously got into an accident,” she said to him. “Seb found you and brought you here. What happened?” “I-” “It’s fine,” she quickly cut him off, patting his hand. “We’ll talk about that later. All that matters right now is that you’re fine.” “You should have seen yourself when they rushed you here,” Lucas playful
After a couple of minutes more, they were all finally allowed to go in to see Alex. Seb walked in, Carol and Lucas taking lead as they moved towards Alex’s bed. He was changed into the typical patient’s outfit, a bandage wrapped around his head, few machines connected to him. They all stared at him, no words getting uttered. After a while, Carol heaved a sigh and walked out, Lucas doing the same to leave the room empty with just Alex and Seb in it. “Blue,” Seb moved closer towards Alex when it was just them in the room. Sighing, he took a seat next to him and placed his hand on his. “What were you thinking? I am the one who was supposed to get hurt after jumping out of the window. Why are you the one here?” Getting nothing but the beeping sounds from the machines in response, Seb ran his hands through his hair in frustration. “Seriously, why are you doing this to me? I told you were going to get through this together so why- Forget it, I’m going to get mad at you properly when
It was late already and Seb had almost given up on Alex returning his calls when he finally had his phone ring, signifying an incoming call from him. He was probably unable to sleep, still worried about everything that happened so fast and finally ready to speak to him, he thought and without hesitation, swiped to pick the call. "Hey." Much to his surprise, he didn't hear the familiar voice of his boyfriend over the phone. Instead, it was the voice of a woman, seeming grown and oddly sounding familiar. "Hello?" "Blue?" He asked in confusion. On hearing the voice for a second time he was sure it wasn't Alex who was speaking. "Is that you?" "Sebastian, is that you?" The person said in return. "It's me, Carol. Alex's aunt." He heaved a sigh of relief and almost immediately, had his heartbeat quicken again. "Carol?" "Yes, it's me," she confirmed. "Um, Alex left his phone behind so I just wanted to ask if he was at your place." "What?" Seb's heart stopped for a second. "What did y
“Alex, are you-” Alex eyes immediately flew open, glancing at Seb on top him almost naked and then his aunt by the door, eyes widened, frozen in shock and horror. “Oh my God,” Alex immediately gasped, Seb reflexly getting off him. Lowering his t-shirt to cover his upper body, he got off his bed and looked at Carol. “Aunt Carol-” She raised her hand to stop him from talking then sent her gaze to the floor. Unable to bring herself to look at them, she shook her head and immediately turned to leave the room without uttering a single word. “Shit,” Alex cursed the minute she left, realization hitting him all over again. He kept on cursing, his hands running through his hair as he did. “Shit, shit.” “Hey,” Seb quickly put on his shirt then walked towards Alex. “Hey, calm down.” “What?” Alex gave him a quick glance before shaking his head. “How am I supposed to do that? Don’t you realize what just happened? Did you see the look on her face?” “Blue-” “She looked horrified,” Alex sho
The next few weeks went by rather quickly.It was the finally the first day of a new semester and both Alex and Seb were fully prepared. Having spent the past few weeks together, they had both gotten extremely used to each other’s presence. Alex: See you at school then! Replying Seb’s last message, Alex grabbed his backpack and headed downstairs. Ever since he got back from London, his closeness with Seb had been visibly obvious to even his aunt. Though she thought they were nothing but good platonic friends, Alex had no intention of changing her mind any time soon. “Good morning, Aunt Carol,” announcing his presence with a greeting, Alex took a seat on the dining right opposite his cousin. “Morning, Alex,” she replied him with the same ever cheerful voice. “Was just about to have Lucas call you. So how’s it going? Ready for a new semester? Wow, it feels like it was just yesterday you moved here.” “Well,” he couldn’t say the same though. A lot had happened since he moved in. A
Alex woke up with a smile on his face. He turned, feeling Seb’s grip around his waist tighten and chuckled in return, memories of the previous night flooding back. The non-existent distance between them gave him the opportunity to stare at Seb to his heart’s content. He was sleeping so peacefully, with his arms wrapped around his waist. His chest and whole body was bare, Alex blushing at the sight. “How long are you going to be staring at me for?” “You,” Alex faked a scowl. “When would you stop pretending to be asleep?” “Never,” he nuzzled Alex’s hair, pulling him even closer. “I love watching you watch me.” “That makes no sense.” “Maybe,” Seb smiled. “How are you?” Blinking at Seb’s randomness, Alex thought of a reply. He was a lot of things. Happy, sore- to name a few. “I’m great. How about you?” In response, Seb had his fingers caress Alex’s face. He smiled, uttering no words as he allowed himself get lost in the moment. He liked him so much. So much he felt like his h
Immediately after breakfast, Alex and Seb stepped out of their hotel room to get into the car to head to Alex’s old home. The ride was silent and Seb could easily notice how nervous Alex was. At intervals, he pressed his lips together, rubbed his palms against each other and had sighs escape his lips an unusual amount of times. Seb on the other hand, wasn’t sure on how to feel. It was frustrating for him to watch Alex panic and eventually, ended up holding his hand throughout the ride trying to make him feel better. “You can pull over here,” Alex said, letting go of Seb’s hands. “We’re only a stroll away now.” “Okay,” Seb nodded then pulled over. He watched him unclasp his seatbelt, did the same and stepped out of the car after Alex.True to Alex’s words, they were right in front of the house after only walking past a few blocks. He stopped, took a deep exhale then walked to the main entrance. Hesitating for a while, Alex took the keys out of his pocket and shoved it into the ke
“Good morning.” “Hey,” Alex replied, slowly opening his eyes to the light as Seb opened the curtains. “Good morning.” “Did I wake you?” Seb asked, adjusting the blinds. “I mean do you want to get some more sleep?” “No, it’s fine I’m up already,” Alex replied then sat up, watching Seb give the blinds a final tug before walking to take a seat next to him. “How long have you been up?” “About thirty minutes ago?” Seb answered, stroking Alex’s dishevelled hair. “You were sleeping so peacefully so I didn’t want to wake you up.” “How about you? Were you able to sleep well?” “Mhm mhm,” Seb nodded. “Thanks to your hug I was able to sleep like a baby.” “You mean you shit your pants and cried all night?” “Hell no,” Seb laughed then got up. “You know what I mean.” “Yeah,” Alex smiled, glad Seb’s mood was better. “I should get up and get ready.” “Yeah you should do that,” Seb replied him. “I have some spare clothes you can change into.” “Alright.” He headed to the bathroom and after fe
"A quick check, we'll be going over to your dad's by 7, right?" "But before then, we've got the whole day to ourselves, baby," Seb spread his arms wide. "This is London! Let's tour this city to our hearts content!" After cuddling the whole previous night, it was only expected of Seb to wake up feeling extra giddy. The version of him reluctant to visit his dad had gone up into smoke, leaving a very ecstatic Seb behind. "I should be the one giving you a tour," Alex said as they stepped out of their room. "You're the foreigner here." "Oh, please," Seb dramatically said. "We don't know we're pretty much the same in that case. Throughout your nineteen years of living here, I'm pretty sure you visited only a handful of places here." "How dare you." "Or if you don't mind we could try counting all of them on my fingers," Seb stretched out his arm. "Oh my, I don't think I'll be needing an extra hand." "Shut up," Alex glared playfully at him. "Fine. But I better be blown away by the end o