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013: Control Is Euphoria.
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BLUE TALE (The Series) 014: 3:33 AM
Darkness. It was all Raven could see, all he could feel, as if the world had collapsed into a void. There was no ground beneath him, no air to breathe, yet he was suffocating. The whispers came first, though faint like it's on the edge of his consciousness and they were in languages he didn’t know, had never heard. They weren’t voices from one direction—they surrounded him, pressed against his ears, whispered right beside him, and roared from some unreachable distance all at once.“…kalogeros…”He tried to speak, to scream, but his throat betrayed him. The whispers grew louder, a cacophony, weaving words he couldn’t grasp. Panic clawed at him, yet he was frozen, unable to escape the weight of their unseen presence.Then, light. Blinding, searing white light.It burned through the void, slamming down upon him like a judgment. He was no longer floating. His body lay on a bed—too sterile, too white. His arms and legs were stretched out, bound by straps that bit into his skin. He could
Last Updated : 2024-11-26BLUE TALE (The Series) 015: A Day In Rave's Life
Raven didn’t remember when he fell asleep. The night had been heavy and the whispers were just as louder as usual. They slipped into his ears, wrapping around his thoughts like a shroud. Now, as he stirred awake, he realized something was wrong. His shorts were gone.The chill of the morning air brushed against his legs, making his skin crawl. Sitting up, he ran his hands through his hair and froze. His fingers were smeared with blood—dried and cracked. It was a rust-colored stain he couldn’t place. His heart sank. Where was it coming from? He glanced at his legs. A small, shallow cut ran along his thigh. It was barely bleeding but unmistakably fresh.His gaze darted to the open window. The curtains fluttered softly, though the air outside was still. He pieced the fragments of the night together. Something—or someone—had come. And while it hadn’t hurt him, the sheer thought of what it might have done made his chest tighten. Tears slipped from his eyes as he hugged his knees to h
Last Updated : 2024-11-26BLUE TALE (The Series) 016: Settings:- Pain & Control (1)
Emerson exited his sleek black car with his phone pressed to his ear as he strode up the stone pathway to his house. The afternoon sun cast long shadows across the manicured lawn, but Emerson’s focus was elsewhere.“Raven,” he said, his tone a mix of irritation and amusement. “I’ve heard you, okay? You don’t have to banter about everything.”From the other end of the line came Raven’s voice, sharp and teasing. “Oh, sure, but you did accept the video game I sent you. Why? You hate my recommendations.”“I accepted it because I want to test it,” Emerson replied, reaching the door handle. He stepped inside and the sweet scent of his favourite air freshener welcomed him. “If it’s like every other boring, run-of-the-mill video game you’ve tried to shove down my throat, I’ll definitely reject it.”Raven snorted. “Boring? We’ll see about that.” “Anyway, how’s your mom? You saw her the other day, right?” Emerson asked.“Yes, yes, I did.”“Good.” Raven's tone turned sly. “But let’s talk about
Last Updated : 2024-11-26BLUE TALE (The Series) 017: Settings:- Pain & Control (2)
“All right, Porsche,” Emerson began, flicking the lighter on with a soft click. “Lesson of the day: pain response.”Porsche tilted its head slightly, processing the statement. “Pain response, Mr. Emerson? I do not feel pain.”“Exactly the point,” Emerson replied, holding the small flame up between them. “That’s why we’re doing this. You can’t just stand there like a mannequin if something happens to you. People will know you’re… well, you’re not entirely human.”Porsche nodded slightly with a calm face. Emerson sighed, leaned back, and pressed the flame against his own palm for half a second. “Aish!” he yelped, shaking his hand wildly. “See? That’s what pain looks like!”Porsche stepped closer, observing the reaction with meticulous interest. Emerson handed it the lighter. “Now, you try. Mimic that.”Porsche looked at the lighter. With a calculated flick, he ignited the flame and calmly pressed it against its palm. A faint sizzling sound could be heard, but Porsche stood unflinching.
Last Updated : 2024-11-26BLUE TALE (The Series) 018: Selfie
“Sit still,” Emerson muttered, fiddling with the phone in Porsche’s hand. They were perched on his room couch. His brows furrowed in concentration as he swiped and tapped, setting up the device.“This… thing is frustrating,” Porsche commented, his voice a mixture of awe and impatience. “How do humans manage to function with such a contraption?”Emerson rolled his eyes. “It’s not rocket science, Porsche. Just a little patience and a lot of tapping. See?” He turned the screen to show the sleek interface of the phone. “This is the main menu. You tap here for messages, here for calls, and here…” He pressed a camera icon, and the screen switched to a live feed of their faces. “....for pictures.”Posh leaned closer, his curiosity piqued. “Pictures.”Emerson sighed, swiping at the screen as if it might bite. He’d bought it for Porsche, yet here he was, setting it up like a tech support guy on a slow day.“You’d think a high-functioning AI could do this on his own,” he muttered, glancing at P
Last Updated : 2024-11-29BLUE TALE (The Series) 019: Raven's Lie
The gentle buzz of Emerson’s phone cut through the charged moment. His brow furrowed as he glanced at the screen. “Aunt?” The single word came out in a mix of surprise and suspicion. Porsche tilted his head, curious, but said nothing.Emerson hesitated before swiping to answer. He glanced back at Porsche randomly. His chestnut gaze flickered briefly, then turned away. “Hello, Aunt.” It was Raven's mother.A smooth, practiced voice responded on the other end. “Emerson, my dear boy. How are you? How’s work?”“I’m fine, Aunt. Work is... work.” He allowed a faint smirk to ghost over his lips before it vanished. “What’s the occasion? You don’t usually call just to chat.”There was a slight pause, and then her voice dropped to a more serious tone. “You’re right. It’s about Rave.”The mention of Raven made Emerson’s lips thin. His free hand instinctively slid into his pocket. That was a nervous habit he rarely displayed. “Raven? What about him?”“Have you spoken to him recently?” Emerson
Last Updated : 2024-11-29BLUE TALE (The Series) 020: A God Is To Be Worshipped.
Time was slipping away unnoticed. Has it been minutes past? Hours? Emerson for sure, couldn't tell. Hallelujah, there were no disturbances and the room was silent. Well, that's if the faint hum of the air conditioning is to be ignored. But his mind was anything but calm.He leaned forward in the chair with his body turned slightly away from the oak desk. His hands moved rhythmically; through his hair, down his face and to his fingers pinching the bridge of his nose as if the pressure could force clarity into his thoughts.“He's still not answering my phone calls. Why? Just why? Why aren't you picking up, Stupid Raven!?” Raven has always been a fortress of some crucial secrets, but Emerson had learned to see through the cracks. There was always something weighing on him and of recent, it seemed... heavyA faint click jolted Emerson from his thoughts. It was the door to this study. Opening. Emerson didn't lift his head. His eyes remained closed as he exhaled heavily.“I need some qui
Last Updated : 2024-11-29BLUE TALE (The Series) 021: R.H. - Raven's Diary
“Ever since I have known myself, I have known another.Another presence, another being, another world existing beside mine. Often overshadowing it. From my earliest memory, life has been a continuous struggle. A quiet torment. I never knew freedom, not in the sense most people speak of it. To exist for me was to share my body, my thoughts, and my very essence with others. Others I did not invite. My life has been a shadowed reflection of what it should have been, cast in hues of fear and confusion.As a child, the torment was not much but it was frequent. I remember sitting in class with the warm sunlight pouring through the windows, yet I had felt none of its comfort. My classmates avoided me. Not out of cruelty, but out of fear. They whispered about the strange things that always happened when I was around. Strange things done by me, myself.Sometimes, I felt like a monster. Not just because of the distance others kept but because of the ‘others’ that took over me. I would lose h
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