‘Hello, it's meI've thought about us for a long, long timeMaybe I think too much but something's wrongThere's something here, doesn't last too longMaybe I shouldn't think of you as mine…’ The next day, Everly was trying desperately to work but once again, she kept staring at the clock, daydreaming. Hearing Lennon on the phone was becoming more addictive than cocaine. Yes, she was already Lennon-addicted… Yes, it was a bit creepy, but she loved it even though she was also a little anxious about it. Why was it so difficult to stop thinking about him? Why was she gravitating so toward him, like he was the sun? Maybe because she was so infatuated with him? Maybe because she couldn’t stop dreaming of him day and night? Maybe because her heart started beating the moment Lennon Stark and his music entered her life? So many questions… And she knew the answer but was too afraid to say it out loud. What she was feeling had a name… People were calling
‘They say that the road ain't no place to start a familyRight down the line, it's been you and meAnd loving a music man ain't always what it's supposed to beOh, girl, you stand by meI'm forever yoursFaithfully…’ Everly opened the door for Erik and gave him a little hug.“Thank you for coming.” He scowled and shut the door.“Lyv, I really think this is a very bad idea.”“No, Erik, it’s not that bad. I’m contractually obligated to do this kind of promotion. The good news is that I can choose the number of my public appearances. So, there’s no way out for me, no excuse. I have to be able to do this convention.” Erik scowled but didn’t argue.“Well, if you put it out like this, I guess not... Still, I think you’re doing a big mistake going out there…” She had deliberately skipped the part where she was going to meet Lennon Stark on this trip and that it was the main motivation for her to go, not her contract which wasn’t as strict as she descri
‘I still remember just like it was yesterdayThe time is moving fastThe love I have for youTime won't ever changeThe first time I looked into your eyes I criedDo you remember the first time we fell in loveYou looked into my eyesWiped the tears awayThe first time when we fell in love…’ Everly had agreed to come to Boston. Lennon was absolutely ecstatic but he knew Everly had some reservations about the whole thing. She said nothing, not verbally, but Lennon could hear a note of tension in her voice every time they talked about the trip. He had no idea what the problem was, but stressing about it like he was, he’d thought of a lot of possibilities. And none of them were good. Had she lied about being single? Was she not that interested but feeling pressured by who he was? Was she afraid they were moving too fast? Consumed with so many questions, Lennon worked extra hard during his workout with his personal trainer, Deaco
‘Honey, you came along and captured my heartNow my love is somewhere lost in your kissWhen I'm all alone it's you that I missGirl, a love like yours is hard to resist…’“How are you, sweetie? Are you doing okay?” Daisy asked Everly as they walked through the terminal in Boston. The airport was huge and, Everly was sure, held the entire population of the world. Before going to the airport, she took a mild sedative to calm her nerves and help her walk out of her house, the best sound-canceling headphones money could buy, dark sunglasses, and Daisy, her personal assistant and closest friend, as moral support, to get her this far. Her mission was to finally, meet Lennon in person. So, she wasn’t about to fall apart now.“Okay, Daisy… Just get me to the baggage claim area, please.” Yes, the baggage claim area… Where Lennon would be waiting for her…“Oh, dear Lord! I can’t believe that I’m here. That this is really happening…” Daisy stopped, startl
‘If this world is wearing thinAnd you're thinking of escapeI'll go anywhere with youJust wrap me up in chainsBut if you try to go aloneDon't think I'll understandStay with me…’ Everly’s agent had arranged for Lennon to get a pass to stay with Everly at the convention. When Johnny dropped them off at the door, she gripped his hand tightly as they went inside. He didn’t care… Lennon was glad they were already holding hands. But once they reached the green room where the panelists were meeting each other before going out on stage, Everly relaxed. And that had amazed him. After all, she was meeting A-list stars and a director who was notorious for being a pain in the behind. He’d thought her tension had been caused by shyness, but he was obviously wrong. She didn’t seem insecure, overwhelmed, or intimidated by what was going on as she shook hands and stood around talking. In fact, she soon had the director and Alec Palmer laughing. T
‘You said it again, my heart is in motionEvery word feels like a shooting starI'm at the edge of my emotionsWatching the shadows burning in the darkAnd I'm in love, and I'm terrifiedFor the first time and the last timeIn my only life…’ Everly woke up to Lennon gently shaking her shoulder. She needed a minute to figure out where she was… with whom she was…“Are we there?”“Yes, Everly. I didn’t want you to miss the best view of it…” Lennon had told her once that he lived on a large property an hour outside of Boston. She’d pictured a showy mansion in a gated community. The typical rock star house… But Lennon surprised her… Showy mansions were not his case… There was a gate at the front of the road across his property, but it stood wide open. Heavy, green foliage arched over their heads, and the house at the end of the road, blended perfectly into the setting around it. It was huge but simple and faintly rustic. Huge windows glinted in the f
‘Kiss an angel good morningAnd let her know you think about her when you're goneKiss an angel good morningAnd love her like the devil when you get back home…’ The next morning, Lennon woke up early even though he hadn’t slept much the night before. He was too aware that Everly was in his guest house. Their meeting had certainly gone differently than he’d expected, but he’d gotten to know her better really quickly. Lennon texted and asked Everly to let him know when she was awake. When she said she already was, he threw on some clothes and walked down the road to see her. As he walked, Lennon thought about her anxiety and what it might mean for them. He knew she was more worried about it than he was. She came out onto the porch looking fresh and simple in a white t-shirt and jeans with her long blonde hair cascading down her back. Lennon loved how her generous mouth turned up in such a wide smile, and he loved that. Right now, it was all for him.“Hi, a
‘I am everything you wantI am everything you needI am everything inside of youThat you wish you could beI say all the right thingsAt exactly the right timeBut I mean nothing to youAnd I don't know why…’ ‘What the hell is she doing?’ As he tried to push her off, Lennon looked over her shoulder and saw both Everly and his mom watching with wide eyes. His stomach sank at the shock on Everly’s face, but Rosalee was clinging to him like a tick. Reaching behind his neck, he pulled Rosalee’s hands apart and lowered them while stepping back. She had been friendly before, even flirtatious, but she was that way with everyone. What was going on? He knew one thing for sure: he n