“Are you sure about this?” Carmen asked while watching Ronin drive the car through the familiar black gates, her heart racing in her fragile chest.
She felt Ronin’s eyes on her, but the sight of the mansion where she had endured the most painful nine months of her life tugged at her heart, making it impossible for her to look away.
“I know it might seem like a bad idea,” he reassured her, his hand finding hers and giving it a gentle squeeze. “But trust me, I’ve thought this through.”
Carmen had no other option but to nod, but something continued to gnaw at her. Maybe the idea of returning to that place was somehow more frightening than being near Simon. She was afraid those nine months would come back to haunt her, not that they had ever truly left her in the first place.
She swallowed, bracing herself for the hit of memories as soon as the car rolled up at the driveway.
Before Ronin even got out of t
There was no way for Carmen to know what Ronin was thinking, but the desire to understand the thoughts racing through his mind sent little ripples of curiosity through her. She didn’t want to disturb him, but she still found herself leaving her room and heading downstairs.The pool water sparkled beneath the glittering stars, the trees swaying with the cool breeze around the property. Goosebumps exploded across her arms the moment she stepped out of the door, her eyes instantly spotting Ronin at the same spot she had seen him from upstairs.For a moment, Carmen paused and tried to think it over—think over what she was about to do. Was it okay to interrupt him right now? Would he be irked by her presence?Sigh.She knew she was probably overthinking. Ronin had changed. He didn’t look at her the way he used to, and he didn’t treat her that way either. He was nice to her now. He cared. He was also kind of worried sick about her becaus
Ronin was stunned only for a few beats of silence before the corner of his mouth lifted and he closed his eyes, angling his face to indulge deeper into the kiss. The kiss thatshehad initiated. The kiss that made him feel unrestrained and fascinated in a way he couldn’t quite justify.Words had always disappointed him whenever he was anywhere near this woman, always leaving him stupefied by how little he knew about expressing what he was feeling on the inside. Not that he had been extremely well-versed in communicating the deepest of his emotions ever in his life. The truth was, Ronin had always struggled. Struggled to reveal the depths of his emotions, to truly let it all out and not hold back even for a second.With Jenna, he had always walked on eggshells. Everything was okay when they were kids. They were good friends and hung out more often than not. But then they grew up, and they both changed in ways he couldn’t have imagined. Whi
The next day, Carmen woke up with a strange excitement coursing through her. She sat up rather quickly, feeling a surge of tickling emotions spreading beneath her chest. Her heart was at peace, but even then it refused to calm down as the memories of the previous night flashed before her eyes.Had she really kissed him last night?Shit!And did he really agree to keep their affair in a hush until she was ready?It all felt like a dream though. Maybe it was…“Good morning.”Carmen almost jumped out of her skin the moment his velvety voice graced her ears. Her eyes turned wide, and her heart raced inside her chest.“Ronin!” She gasped, clutching her chest as if telling her poor heart to calm down, as she watched the said young man standing at the door, more like leaning against the doorframe. “You scared me.”Ronin chuckled, pushing himself off the doorframe and walking towards her.
Carmen and Ronin had just finished their breakfast when Ronin’s phone burst to life. He picked up on the second ring.“Hm,” he spoke gently, eyebrows furrowing as he focused on the voice on the other end of the line. “Does it match with the identity I provided?” He nodded. “Fine. Let her in.”He disconnected the call and stuffed the phone deep into his pocket.“What’s happening?” Carmen asked, hoping he would tell her what the whole conversation was about. For some reason, she could tell it wasn’t related to work but to her.“Oh, nothing,” Ronin smiled handsomely, breaking out of his trance, and shook his head, pushing the chair back under the dining table. “Just someone’s here to meet you.”Carmen raised an eyebrow, her curiosity piqued. “Someone to meet me? Who is it?”He chuckled, enjoying the suspense as he closed the distance betw
After the checkup and receiving a thumbs-up from the doctor and his team, Carmen managed to slip out of the room when Molly got busy attending an official call. She had been meaning to talk to Ronin about the recent developments that, unfortunately, he had been a part of since the very beginning. She wondered if he deliberately kept it from her, and if that were the case, then why? Was he afraid she would deny it? Did he think she wouldn’t understand?What the hell was he thinking?Upon reaching the room he used as a home office, she hesitated for only a moment before letting her knuckles fall onto the door. The door opened with a sound of its own, as if it hadn’t been locked in the first place, and Ronin looked up from his desk, a flash of confusion passing over his handsome features.“Carmen?” He put his pen down, leaning forward. “Is everything okay?”Carmen sighed and walked in, closing the door behind her. “E
Eric paced his room, growing angrier by the minute. He couldn’t believe Carmen had so willingly decided to go with Ronin. Why would she do that? Didn’t she hate him for what he did to her? How could she forgive him so easily? What did he do to earn that kind of trust from her?He sighed, squeezing the bridge of his nose, trying not to let all such questions overwhelm him beyond something he could handle.“I think it’s time you got over her,” James Logan drawled, watching his nephew pacing the living space of his penthouse like a dog who lost his beloved bone. The man was so tired of that lovesick look on the younger man’s face, and felt agitated that Eric was stupid enough to get swept away by a stupid emotion like love.Yuck.Why would someone go through something as torturous as that? Weren’t they afraid of being heartbroken? Was it really worth it to commit oneself to one woman when they could have more
“I still don’t get your mom’s connection with someone like Simon Walsh,” Jasper admitted, chewing on a fry as they all sat in the living room, with some soft music playing in the background.It was the third day of the four of them staying together, and to Carmen’s relief, neither of their friends had doubted a thing. But then again, Ronin and she had barely made any kind of contact ever since the day the two of them arrived. Except for a few hours in the office and sometimes in her room when Molly would be out arguing with Jasper on one thing or another, she hardly even saw him in person.It was ridiculous, though, the way she felt so jittery and edgy all the damn time, afraid someone would know, someone would read through her. Especially Molly. God, being secretive was definitely not her strongest suit. She was dying here.“Hey,” Molly snapped in front of Carmen’s face, trying to get her attention back on the con
It was the fifth day of Carmen’s stay at Ronin’s mansion—the old home where she had spent the most painful nine months of her life—and everything had been smooth so far.Despite Molly and Jasper’s keen interest in the love lives of their respective best friends, Carmen was happy to admit that they hadn’t doubted a thing, or at least it didn’t seem like they had caught on to anything. And that was a relief she couldn’t describe in mere words.However, a part of her couldn’t deny that having to keep this affair a secret from the person she trusted the most was something she felt immensely guilty about. But then again, what other choice did she have? She didn’t want to rush into anything. Was it wrong for her to be careful with her heart and feelings? Was it selfish of her to put her desires first?Carmen sighed, turning over to the other side of the bed and allowing her not-so-sleepy gaze to fall on the w
After seeing off her parents, Grandpa Edgar—who had been on bed rest ever since his last attack—, Eric and Ronin, Willow sat in the car with Carmen, while Molly sat in the back. None of the kids came to the airport with them.For a long while, no one said anything. But then, Molly broke the silence with a very strange question. “So, just to be sure, does that time-traveling device really work?”Carmen scoffed while Willow wasn’t sure what to say. In the past month, she had been experiencing a bit of memory lapse. She remembered a lot of things, but certain incidents felt like a dream now, like a movie she had watched and forgotten about, and now couldn’t even recall the title or the story.She shrugged. “Maybe? Maybe not? Who cares? I’m just glad we got rid of it.”“Yeah,” Molly nodded in agreement. “True. But still, though. Imagine having a device like that. What do you think, Carmen? Do you think the world would have benefited from something like that?”Carmen kept her eyes on the ro
Willow sat in her room, staring at their family photo that was taken at Carmen and Ronin’s home party a month ago, the day when they announced their second pregnancy.Such a happy day it was.Sure, it was followed by all kinds of bad things, with Lewis Ladder trying to be the mean bastard and wanting his revenge on Diana, to make her pay for what she stole from him. But in the end, everything was fine again. They all made it safe and sound, and no one was terribly hurt. Simon Walsh had disappeared all over again and Diana was back to being secretive about her relationship with that son-of-a-bitch.Well, not that it mattered right now.Willow was pulled out of her thoughts when she heard the knock on the door.When she looked up from the photo she was staring at, she was surprised to find Ronin’s head peeking inside.He looked so silly doing that, it reminded her of their childhood.She scoffed, shaking her head. “Come on, inside. No need to be creepy for so long.”“Thank God,” he fake
The next morning, Jasper and Molly arrived early morning at the Logan’s old mansion. Behind them, Ronin and Carmen got out of their car too.Alice and Ryan squealed seeing each other and before anyone could stop them, they took off inside, ignoring the calls of everything behind them.“God, these kids!” Molly gushed, shaking her head. “They don’t know how to take a pause, do they?”Carmen chuckled, giving Molly a side hug. “Of course, they don’t. Did you forget already? You were just as hyperactive if not less. Did you tell Jasper about that one time when you got lost in the next neighbourhood?”The mention of the incident caused Molly’s cheeks to warm and turn pink. She shoved Carmen away. “No? And he doesn’t need to know.”“What’s not to know?” Appeared Jasper from behind, locking the car and staring at them with strange curiosity, assured that he just missed on something worth knowing.Molly groaned. “Nothing,” she glared at Carmen, silently warning her to not say another word or e
“Are you sure you wanna do this?” Simon asked while Diana stared ahead, arms crossed over her chest.“I have to,” she shrugged, not taking her eyes off the building in front of them. The one that was shut down by the government aeons ago, realizing that the time travelling device held more dangers than they were equipped to handle, and that the money put into such a project was better spent somewhere else.Perhaps they were right. Perhaps the world wasn’t ready for such advancements just yet.Perhaps they would never be. And that was okay.“This is the only way we can put an end to this madness for real.”Simon hummed, nodding slowly. “Well then, what are you waiting for? Let’s do the honours.”Diana breathed in a deep breath, realizing it was time. She took out a small remote from her purse and pressed the only red button on it.In the next moment, there was a loud explosion and the building before them blew up in a huge blast of fire, taking everyone and everything with it.———“What
*One Month Later*Willow sat in her car and stared at the lone gate standing in the middle of nowhere.“Alright. You can do this,” she said to herself and took a deep breath. But then she frowned, biting her bottom lip. “Or maybe you shouldn’t. It’s not like, you know, he cares.” But what if he did? What if this could still work?She didn’t know. Oh God, she didn’t know anything.After that incident with Diana a month ago, it took weeks to get everything back to normal. As Willow had already feared, Diana slowly forgot everything about the time traveling and their conversation about it. The only thing she remembered, and so did everyone else, was talking about the device, stealing it, hiding it, and trying to protect it from getting into the wrong hands. But no one actually remembered doing it. If that made any sense at all.Willow had no idea what exactly the science behind it was, but she was the only one who remembered. Or at least, she remembered a little bit of it. The truth was e
“STOP IT RIGHT NOW!”Simon’s deep voice rumbled throughout the house, leaving not a single person untouched. From the look on his face, it was clear he had hell in his mind. And why wouldn’t he? The sight in front of him was not only disgusting but a complete disaster.In one corner of the house, Carmen stood with her hands tied above her head to a rope that connected her to the fan.In a different corner, Ronin was held back by two men, while a third man aimed a gun at his temple. Simon noticed Ronin had been shot once in the shoulder, and now blood had soaked a part of his shirt completely. At the top of the stairs, there was a very teary, very distressed little boy, held tightly by another giant-looking man.Last but not least, Diana was sprawled on the floor on her back, two men pinning her to the ground while a third sat on her chest, almost choking her.Simon had no choice but to show his displeasure at the sight.He shook his head and huffed. “Dammit! Let’s be honest, this is th
Diana had understood by now that no matter what deed you do, if someone considers it to be wrong, then you have no choice but to pay the price for it.“Please, I beg you,” she fell to her knees, joined her hands and pleased. “Let my daughter go. Let her family free. Punish me however you want, I won’t say a word. Please, just spare my daughter. Spare my daughter for God’s sake!”To Diana’s huge disappointment, the leader only laughed, and so did his minions, as they cracked and doubled over, enjoying the poor predicament of the old woman.“You, assholes!” Ronin snapped, hating everything happening in front of him, wanting nothing more than to kill all those bastards. “Do you have any conscious or not? How could you enjoy this? Are you even humans?”“No. We are not. Satisfied now?” The leader asked, bored, rolling his eyes. But then those same eyes glinted and something wild passed his dangerous face. “We are monsters. We are trained to bring our enemies to their knees, no matter what
Diana returned to the living room and joined Carmen and Ronin.The dozen men continued to keep an eye on them, not giving them even a minute of break.Diana sat quietly, trying to figure out how to get out of their current predicament. She knew her daughter could see how badly she was fidgeting. She knew Ronin could see that she was hurting. But there was nothing she could do. It was after a very long time she was feeling so helpless, so useless, so damn stupid.“Mom, are you okay?” Carmen asked, his voice as sweet and gentle as ever. “What happened inside? Did it work?”Diana could understand the desperation in her daughter’s eyes. Carmen wanted nothing more than to run to her son and hold him tightly to her chest. But these men…these ruthless and pain-in-the-ass men were denying her the most basic and satisfying thing in the world. And it was all because of her mistakes. If only she hadn’t…“Mom?” Carmen spoke again, and Diana had no choice but to be honest.“No. It didn’t work,” sh
Willow sat on the side of the road and stared at the main gate of the Logan residence. It was still too far away for any of the men inside to spot them, but over the last few years, Willow had visited the place so many times, she remembered every single tree and bird along the way.Dawn had broken long ago, and now the sun glared down at them from the peak of the day. It was hot as hell outside, but no matter how many times Dan told her to get inside the car and take respite from the cruel heat, she couldn’t move. It was as if she wanted to punish herself for everything that led to this day. Perhaps if she hadn’t toyed with time, this day wouldn’t have arrived. But something had definitely alerted those men—the organization—and she couldn’t come up with any reason to blame other than herself. She was the one responsible for this. Then why wasn’t she the one to take the brunt of it too? How was any of this fair?“You do realize what you’re doing is not actually helpful, right?” Dan’s v