FARIHA POV:‘’’ Why are you doing this to me, Mansoor? I will not lose to you. For your sake. I must make you lose this time.’’ I said to myself crying looking at the picture of me and him before he left for overseas years ago. His eyes changed from before. That boy in the picture never returned. Why?‘’Fari mam. Where are you?’’ I heard our maid call me but I can’t show anyone this face of mine and before she sees me like this and told someone else, I ran inside my bathroom.Turning on the shower so she won’t accept a thing. I hope no one gets to see me like this. I must pull myself together and make everything get right. No matter what. For sake of my family and him, I can’t let him play around like this. He was always like this in everything. So tensed up.I stood under the shower thinking about all those unforgettable moments he gave me to live with them. How he always did everything I wanted no matter who tried to stop him. He never said no to me until it was dangerous. But why i
MANSOOR POV:I know I messed up everything, but it was the only to make things work. She just doesn’t see my felling or even take them seriously. And now she was comparing me to that shitty scumbag.’don’t you dare compare me to an outsider love. I will tie you and fly to an unknown country. You will never be able to meet your family again.’’ I said, gripping the staring wheel tightly. Trying my best not show my anger when she was already not in a good mood. She used to love being with me, and I don’t know what happened that things became like this.‘’Are you crazy?’’ she asked scared like I was joking. ‘’Yes love. For you, I am pretty crazy. It’s not a bad idea. I should get the plane ready. Let’s leave tonight, love. At least when you won’t be with your family, you will see me only.’’ I said, stopping the car at the side, staring at her. I don’t feel good scaring her like this, but I also love to see her face like this every time. ‘’Do you think it’s time to joke around?’’ she a
AUTHOR POV:Fariha was not able to believe a word he said. How could the person she loved the most ad always protect her turn to be so bad? She just wanted to run away from him as far as possible so his words won’t disturb her anymore. And this time she decided to use his language with him to make him stop all this.‘’I don’t want to see you again. No matter what you do.’’ She said getting out of the car. This was the longest drive she wanted to end so fast.‘’do you think you get to decide that love. Even when I can destroy your family. An old man will come on the streets if he dares to go against….’’ Mansoor replied only to be welcomed by her slap she hated herself for. But before he could say anything.‘’’ Fari are you out of your mind….’’ They heard Sofia yell at her after watching her sister making Fariha stop on her spot.‘’sissy, why are you here?’’ Fariha asked not knowing she will face her now.‘’you tell me Fari. Why will you hit him like that? Did you forget manners? He is
FARIHA POV:I couldn’t sleep the whole night because of his tut. I tried my best to keep all this hidden, but he just doesn’t listen to anyone. And now he came to pick me up from college like I was dying to. I knew he would not let me off that easily if I don’t make an escape for myself, so I decided to go with him silently, knowing his aggressive nature very well.‘’your home madam,’’ Mansoor said getting my attention. How can he be so carefree after making my life such a big mess?‘’are you leaving just like that? Where is my fee?’’ Mansoor asked grabbing my hand stopping me. My heart betrays me every time he touches me. I am not always scared of him but still the heartbeat just rises.‘’what do you want?’’ I asked to get inside my house as soon as possible.‘’perhaps a kiss.’’ He said smiling. Is he crazy?‘’now you even became a pervert. I will never do such a thing.’’ I replied angrily at his blunt demand.‘’’ be wise, Fari. You are running out of time. Earlier, you come to me on
MANSOOR POV:‘’Sir, do you want other changes in this?’’ Salar asked, seeing silent all this time.‘’do you think this needs changes?’’ I questioned back seeing everyone relaxed thinking they really did a very good job.‘’should we complete it?’’ the project manager asked.‘’it’s complete trash. You will complete it by throwing it into the garbage and making an actually useful project plan. Or all of you write resignation letter till evening.’’ I said getting up and seeing how their faces color drained.I went back to my office and gave another project plan point and mailed them. Likewise, I never got tired of all this work. But when a man is fighting for his true love, he really gets tired of everything.I never wanted anything like this. She is not even a thing. She thinks of me like a brother when I am insane in her love. I had never looked at another woman, my whole lie I did for her, but she just doesn’t see it all.How much I hate it when she cries. But I have no option left to
AUTHOR POV:It wasn’t easy for her to put herself on the stake just like that. But she did it anyway, not knowing what will happen later.‘’that’s it. I will go now.’’ she said and got up ready to leave as she felt very suffocated just sitting with him.But he stopped her and swing her in air due to his overflowing excitement, but that was not the case for her.‘’You don’t know what you just did for me, love. I promise I will never leave you and one day you will also love me.’’ he said, staring at her shocked and confused orbs. He knew the storm she had in her, but he just knew her very well.‘’what if I never fall for you?’’ she asked, putting a knife in his heart. But that heart only learned to beat for her.‘’then I will kill myself.’’ He said and moment she heard his death. Her heart sank deep in sorrow. She could never watch him die. Not even now. The fact she loved him more than she hated him killed her deep inside.‘’okay. Let me go now. I need to go back home.’’ She said, and
FARIHA POV:Everything is ruined. I can never go back to a happy life. He was right. He can do anything. I am just an obsession he succeeded in getting. I will hate you for ruining everything like this, Mansoor. Why did you make me love you so much after caring for me that much, when you just had to end everything like this? Your craziness is killing me. You knew me more than anyone. Then why Mansoor, why?‘’Fari, my daughter. Why are you sitting so lost like this?’’ I was brought out of my thoughts when I heard my mom’s voice.‘’I was just thinking,’’ I said, trying to mask away from my emotions as much as possible.‘’Why my daughter? Why won’t you share your pain?’’ she asked me worriedly, sitting In front of me.‘’I am just in shock, mom. Not in pain.’’ I lied. Just like I have been lying for the past few days.‘’Fari. Let’s go. Almost all the guests are here.’’ Sissy announced after coming inside the room.‘’Fari. My daughter. You have time. Just say no. we will protect you. You
FARIHA POV:"Fari, princess, wake up." I heard daddy calling me."I am up. Why wake me up when it's a holiday." I said, poking out of the blanket."I need to have a talk with you, my dear. And nothing's more refreshing than early morning," he said."Mansoor also says that every time," I said, but understanding what was happening my sleep was completely gone by now.‘’No wonder you accepted his feeling so fast. Now I really don’t know what to believe now.’’ daddy said, and I could clearly feel the disbelief and annoyance in his tone very clearly.I couldn’t find any words to answer him right now. I want to tell him everything. But it will only make things worse than this. So, I better stay silent for the rest of my life.‘’forget all this. As long as my Fari is happy, I am willing to do anything.’’ He said, and I just kept listening to him quietly and just like that he informed me about the engagement date. How easily he succeeded in making my parents surrender.I must stay like this i