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086 - Memories

Author: Cassandra M
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ADAN STONE.

My head throbbed as I stared at the ceiling, and it took a moment before I remembered where I was.

I closed my eyes and thought about Lucy, wanting to know if I could remember her from my own memories.

Tears trickled down my face as everything came rushing in from the moment I first saw her until the moment I was whipped and she ordered Patrea to take my memory away. Those were my memories, not Beast. And I could feel every emotion she stirred in me from day one until the day I marked her.

You will never know the importance of memories until they are taken away from you. I couldn't believe I almost lost all of these.

‘I love you, Adan. I need you to trust me. I promise I will come back for you.’ Those were her last words before I marked her and before I lost consciousness.

She still wanted me. She just didn't want me there. But Lucius was right — there's no way Lucy could do this alone.

I forced my body up from the bed and slipped on my running shoes before I walked
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