The smell of Lavender filled the air as the warm sun tickled my face. I covered my head with the duvet not wanting to get up. I had to start the day. Mrs. Rose will be sure to give me an earful if I am late today as well.
Groaning, with a frown on my face I got up from the comforts of my bed and headed for the shower. I picked a beautiful floral dress and a piano scarf to go with it. I wanted to spend more time under that warm shower. The room was freezing because somebody opened the window. The chilly air came in. I shivered while holding my sides and cursed at the one who opened the windows. I got out and headed downstairs where I saw my best friend, Mia Hensler sipping her morning coffee.
I put my hand on my waist and raised my fingers at her accusatory. “You left the window open in my room.”
She smiled without looking at me. Her red hair flowed as she turned her face. “Yes ma’am, I did. Otherwise, how can the majesty of sloths wake from her slumber?’
I scoffed at her words. “I may be a deep sleeper but at least I wake up early.” I went to the counter and made myself some coffee.
She hummed. “Only if a billionaire comes and kisses me on the cheeks, I shall wake.” She said in a half-sarcastic and half-dreamy tone.
We laughed as I sat opposite her. “Are billionaires what goes on in your head all day?’ I asked.
She nodded. “Of course, money is a must for the man I will ever marry.”
I shook her head. She might be joking but that is the ultimate truth anyway. Mia is the daughter of a wealthy man. She never suffered financially. When she met me, she saw the challenges life may throw on some.
While she sips her expensive coffee and laughs with rich fellows for tea, I spend my entire day juggling three jobs at the coffee shop, book store, and flower shop.
“By that, tomorrow I am going to this club Dad opened. He wanted me to check it out.” She said smiling.
I nodded. “Okay, go ahead, I’ll be leaving now. Mrs. Rose will kill me if I am late today.”
I bid her goodbye and took my bag while heading towards the flower shop. Mrs. Ross is one of the most generous yet amazing people I have ever met and surprisingly her name suits her very well with her flower shop.
The bell of the shop chimed as I headed inside. “I am back,” I said to her as her grumpy expression made it obvious that she wasn’t happy today either.
“Welcome.” She said in her slight Japanese tone. This was the quietest area of Tokyo and the people living here were nothing but peaceful.
Though, Mrs. Rose sometimes makes me think otherwise.
I put my backpack on the side and wore my apron. Looking at myself in the mirror I cheered myself and got started for the day.
—
“Put the black cat way, it brings bad luck.” Mrs. Rose said as I petted a cat after closing the shop at night.
I pouted.
She side-eyed the cat as it passed by side-eying her as well. Just as the cat jumped on top of the walls, it threw a flower bucket at Mrs. Ross.
She cursed at the cat in Japanese as the cat left in a smug way not bothering to look back. I tried my best to contain my laughter but failed as I saw her drenched and angry.
She cursed at me as well and went to her house which was on the second floor of the flower shop.
The Grandpa convenience store owner laughed as well. “What a grumpy woman!” He said.
I walked to the apartment with a smile on my face. The day was peaceful. I greeted Mia and went inside my room. She was making pasta. It smelled so nice. After I was feeling fresh I came out.
“Sit, I made your favorite pasta.” She said.
“Thank you, ma’am,” I said and sat down. Taking a big bite I stuffed my face and enjoyed it.
Mia sat down beside me. ‘You know, the club I was talking about earlier this morning.”
I nodded focused on my food.
“I am so excited to go there. I don’t even know what dress I will pick.” She said. Her eyes beaming.
I looked at her. She was never big on clubs. Though she was hyper she preferred quiet places most of the time. “Why are you excited? I thought you hated clubs.”
She gave me a mischievous smile. “I heard some of the Fords will be there.”
I choked on my food. “The who?”
She looked confused. “T-The Fords. Why? What’s wrong?” She asked.
“N-Nothing,” I said.
I finished my food and went to my room. Closing the door I went to the balcony. If there was something I absolutely loved about this place, it would be the balcony. It was so peaceful here that it made me clear up my thoughts.
I took a deep breath. I forgot most parts of my life back in America. I didn’t know why but some of the doctors said it was some sort of a trauma response. So whenever I heard something about the past, it made me shocked as if somebody violently shook me.
I didn’t know why that happened when I heard the name, Ford. Was that name related to my past?
“Ah, it couldn’t be,” I said and waved off the thoughts as Mia said that they were some sort of billionaires or something. Me being related to a billionaire would be such a strange thing. I scoffed internally.
I yawned and decided to go to bed.
The red light of the laptop made me realize that I had to email back Mom. I immediately pulled away the duvet and sat down replying to the email my mom left me. Except for the trauma and painful memories I was reminded of back in the US, my mom’s emails are the only thing keeping me alive.
I smiled at how the vibe I was getting from the energy of her texts. She uses Capital letters in order to tell me that she is excited. Though my mother never called me in the past 2 years ever since I came from the US to Japan I still put up with her excuses which said that she preferred to write more than talk.
After replying to her email I went to sleep peacefully.
In the morning, I somehow managed to wake up early as Mia made me breakfast. Though she is not my roommate and is only living in my apartment because she fought with her dad, I love her company nonetheless. She is my only friend, anyway.
I bid her goodbye and headed for the bookstore. It was a twenty-minute walk so it won’t take much time.
I went inside. Putting on my work attire I cheered myself on and started the day.
—
It was late afternoon now. I was yawning while sitting in the seat. The bookstore was always so quiet that at the end f the day, it made me so damn sleepy.
As I was about to doze off, I heard a bang sound on the counter before me. I got startled and woke up. Standing before me was a redhead who stashed about 6-7 books in front of me. Her head was tilted while glaring at me as if she ordered me to ring her books.
“Do I need to wait for an hour?” Her voice came out rude.
I apologetically nodded at her and rang all her books quickly. As she sat on the bench beside the counter, a boy came after her.
He had three books or so but as I rang them all, he smiled at me. “I haven’t seen you here much.”
I smiled at him back. “I joined a few weeks ago.”
He smiled, sheepishly. “All the more reasons for me to come.” He said as he left.
I was left surprised. As another person was about to come, the redhead came back. Her eyes almost torched me with her glare. “Are you crazy, you stupid wench?”
I looked at her, shocked. The entire bookstore’s eyes were on me. “I am sorry?”
She scoffed. “Who the hell are you to flirt with that boy?”
I realized. “Ma’am, I wasn’t flirting.”
She shouted. “Oh, you sure were.” She said and gripped my arm to bring me close. “I have got no interest in this bookstore or you people filled with your fantasized imagination but let me tell you this. That boy is mine.” She said.
She was wearing a red short dress and her cleavage was fully visible. I didn’t see many people like that in the bookstore. I agree that clothes don’t matter at the bookstore but this is a rare site.
I winced in pain. Her grip wasn’t normal.
My manager came from behind. “Ma’am, please let her go. You cannot touch our employees.”
She smirked and let go. “Tell her to go back to where she came from.”
I looked at the scar on my arms and then at her. My hands were fisted. She just mocked me.
—
I came back into the house and I plopped down on the couch. What a day at work. I sighed and looked at the scar on my arms. Her nails had perfectly dug into my right hand.
People just be rude without thinking. Her voice kept echoing in my head. “Tell her to back to where she came from.”
Where do I go? US? I came from the US but I know for a fact that she didn’t mean for me to go to the US.
My facial features came from my mom. She is from Saudi Arabia. My father? I might as well not think of him.
I went to the kitchen and made myself a sandwich. I looked around. Mia wasn’t home. She probably went to this one club she had been talking about for so long.
Ford. Ford. Ford.
That name just will not leave my mind. All day I tried to remember the name but I just couldn’t. It was impossible.
I sighed. My phone rang as I picked it up.
The laughter of a drunk Mia came from the other side. “Ayah, my baby, come here, it’s fun.”
“Mia?” I asked.
“Yes, it’s your best friend. Mia.” She said. Her voice was heavily drunk.
The sound of fumbling the phone came from the other side. “Leave!” Mia said.
“Mia? Hey?” I asked.
I heard the sound of slapping and a few men laughing.
“Ayah.” She whispered.
“Wait, I am coming,” I said as I couldn’t hear her reply anymore.
The wind blew from inside my bones. The air was too chilly and I was standing outside this luxurious club at 2 am. The fog came out of my mouth as I breathed out. The phone call from Mia creeped me out. I just knew that she was in danger. I showed the guards my ID as I stepped in. From the silence of the night, I was welcomed to the chaos of music and the smell of sweat and music in the air. I cringed at my surroundings. I hated to be in places like these, god knows why I was dragged here today. Rather than looking around, I decided to search for Mia first. I looked here and there and found no one. Thankfully, no one paid me any attention so I searched for her in the whole club and still didn’t find her. “Gosh, where is she?” I whispered. A bartender looked at me concerned. “You lookin’ for someone?” He asked. I nodded. He smirked. ”Ain’t no way you will find the one you are trying to find.” He said and continued wiping the glass in hand. I frowned at him. “Why not?” I
“He is Elio Ford. Do you see him? They wanted him to be a soldier, an assassin of the underground.” A man from behind spoke not knowing he can hear him. “Soldier?” The other man scoffed. “Nobody can bend his knees. He is born to be a leader.” “As always, billionaires are exceptional, But he is out of this world, isn’t he? People make stories of him now.” He stood up as the twenty men who were surrounding him flinched. Without sparing a glance to anyone he walked away from the lobby of his hotel. Getting inside the car, Elio instructed the driver to follow the route to the hospital where Inei was admitted at. He closed his eyes. Last night, he couldn’t get a wink of sleep. His eyes stared at the sky and he was forming shapes of the girl he saw at the party. His mind whirled and he did not want to forget her. He felt a rush of feelings course through him. Then and there he wanted to strip her clothes and see if she was the girl he knew from the past. Those dark orbs, dark hai
Five days agoWho is he? At the flower shop, in the bookstore, the coffee shop, and even in my house I was receiving books. My favorite books. Someone was delivering them which were painted in red blood. I didn't know if it was real or not but the smell was strong.At first, I labeled it as a prank but days passed by and I kept receiving them now and then. Mrs. Rose smelled the book and said they might be coming from a spirit. I doubted that though. I didn't show any of them to Mia. She was worried about herself. I kept them under my bed. I was scared of the stack that was growing day by day. I felt like if I asked for help things just might go against me. The smell of blood became vivid and the stack grew. My gut feeling kept replaying those eyes I saw on the balcony. I kept thinking that he might be the one to do all this. Why? I have lived a quiet life and never messed with anyone. Why would this happen to me or what was the purpose of all this?"Why?" I whispered as the wind blew
A bright light pierced my eyes as I squinted trying to take in my surroundings. I groaned and sat up while holding my head. My head was going to explode. I patted my side trying to reach for my glasses. The bed was so soft. Is it my bed? I looked around. Where in the world am I? The room wasn't mine. The dark interior of the walls and the massiveness were just too overwhelming. The chandelier on top of my head was protected by a glass on the ceiling which emitted a warm light on me. I let out a breath as the memory seeped into my mind. I needed to get out of here. I don't even know who he is. I removed the duvet and walked towards the door. It was locked. Fear started to erupt in my chest. I remember those moments when he kissed me. The drink in his mouth had something that came inside me. Lord, help me. What did I get myself into? A tear slipped from my eye. Should I bang on the door? No. It will most likely alert them. I have to make do through the window. I walked towards the
"Why would she run from her love?" The customer behind me complained about the TV show. I was making her latte with my back facing her.My hands were working fast. I needed to get home quickly. I did not feel like working today. As I handed her the drink, I immediately took off my apron and headed toward the staff room. I took a deep breath and fixed everything. The last customer left as the shop closed and I was on my way back. The night was so dark, darker than usual. No stars followed me and even the moon hid behind dark clouds. The only sound that I heard was the sound of my footsteps in the alleyway. My feet were still sore and the blisters from my shoe had reddened which made it difficult for me to walk. Nevertheless, I walked and walked. My legs were begging me to stop. If I stopped now I would never be able to run again. Because there was someone behind me and I knew who it was. Ever since I ran away from that mansion, from that bizarre man who kidnapped me and tried to mak
I signed the papers of the agreement. I did it while holding my breath and clutching my heart in my hand. I had felt helpless after so long. The freedom I felt after coming from the US was snatched from me by this man.He forced me. Blackmailed me. Showed pictures of my family to make me sign the contract. I didn't even know what to do or who to ask for help but I protested and defended as much as I could. He made me sign it and left me in the shop, alone, afraid, and helpless. I never felt this vulnerable in my entire life.He gave me two days to be ready and I didn't even know for what. Maybe he will make me move into his hellhole. What will I say to Mia? How will I contact my mother? What will I do with him? I didn't even know what he wanted from me. I wanted to run away from this. I feel trapped after so long. All this time, I had been jailed since my childhood. And now, this man came and forced me into a contract. I ruffled my hair and groaned. It was night time and Mia will b
His patience lay thin as he tapped his shoes on the marble floor of the luxurious office cubicle in which his secretary was narrating his schedule for tomorrow. Elio's head rested on his chair as he looked up at the ceiling. His attention was not on his secretary nor did he bother to listen to him. He merely stared up at the ceiling portraying her figure, her face, kindness, and fierceness. Her entirety was making him feel detrimental. As if he wanted to harm that creature in his clutches right now. The innocence she had and the way she put her fighting skills to use was making him lose his mind and he could not grasp the reality of how someone like her could exist. Such an angel, so pure yet so dangerous. "Why would she wear a scarf?" Elio asked, his eyes fixated on the ceiling. His secretary looked at him. "Because she is a Muslim, sir. Grey gave you this information before. She is quiet on the religious side." He said. Elio looked somewhat irritated getting the same piece of i
Chapter TenThe metal door of the dungeon made no sound as he came through. His shoe sound tapped on the rusty floor on top of which a petite figure lay almost unconscious. Her figure was curled up into a ball. Tears previously streamed down her face leaving marks on her cheeks. Elio knelt. His grey eyes looked deeply at the girl in front of him. The same girl who made him lose his mind a few days ago was right in front of him. In his grip.He won't lose her anymore nor will he let her go. He will keep her with him. In his hellhole. His thoughts gave him ecstasy. He brushed the hair strands away from her face. He married her by paper. She was his wife now. Someone who was not supposed to be revealed to the world.He did not know why he felt the need to hide her. He wanted to cage her and remove anyone in his path who dared to look at her. He smiled.Scooping her in his arms, he took her out of the dungeon. He had to keep her here. For him, she must learn how to behave. He took her t
Chapter Seventy-Eight She wanted to run away. Anyhow. Ayah wanted to leave this world just the way she came here. Ever since she set foot onto the earth all she felt was pain, hopelessness, oppression, and numbness. At first, it was her family, then her classmates, and now her husband. She felt suffocated. Ayah’s dream was to be able to go and lay in a garden without a worry of the world but her sufferings chased her to this point. True happiness was foreign to her. Ayah sighed and removed the duvet off of her. Elio left after feeding her a plate of brown rice and chicken. She hated the fact that she was afraid of him so much now. She was always afraid of him but the change in his demeanour made her shiver. It was almost like black clouds were shadowing over him. She was helpless against him. Ayah took a deep breath. She wanted to live. He did not break her so much so that she would wish death. No. Instead, after years she did the right thing. She needed spiritual healing. So she
Chapter Seventy-Seven“Would you like something to eat?” Mrs. Rose asked Ayah, who was looking outside of the window with no expression on her face. Her face was getting paler day by day. This could not be ignored by Alice who was feeling heartbroken looking at that girl. Alice sat beside Ayah and stroked her dark hair with her hands gently. She did not know how to comfort the girl who heard the loss of her mother after years or a girl who was raped by her husband. Ayah’s painful screams were heard by every soul in the mansion churning their hearts. Elio’s ruthlessness could not be controlled by anyone. “Did she eat something?” Alice asked Mrs. Rose was standing at the door of the bedroom with a stoned expression on her face. Her lips were turning blue and her old wrinkles were more visible on her face now. Mrs. Rose shook her head. She felt an unbearable pain in her chest. Her plans failed. The plans that she created to separate Ayah from Elio failed miserably. This was something
Chapter Seventy-SixThe soldiers of Japan were a different breed. They were trained in the most inhumane way possible. So the people dreaded for their families to be a part of the military. But Grey’s father was a different breed. He was the general of the military and he knew the ways that could bend someone to perfection. He was trained so he trained. His disappointment of having a daughter was so immense that he mixed that feeling with his aggressiveness of the training of his daughter. Though his generations were known to be the protectors of the fords for centuries, he was different. Elio’s grandfather did not wish him to be a protector; rather he was sent to the military. So he felt like the first failure of the generation. He mixed those emotions to create Grey. The Girl from the Ashes. She had the blood of her father inside her. The consequence of being in a relationship with her was death. Her training started at the age of four. Inhumane and ruthless. So Grey grew a way
Chapter Seventy-FiveThe sun was hiding behind the clouds as the misty wind blew around the gardens. The water droplets on the flowers fell on the ground but no sound was heard. Nobody heard anything now because the storm last night was too loud. Everybody heard but no one said anything against it. It was a chaotic silence. Ayah was looking at the ceiling of the bedroom. Her breathing was even and calm, unlike last night. Her tears on the side of her face dried up. She felt like her whole body was numb. She looked beside her. Her husband who was sleeping peacefully on his back did not budge when she tried to get up. Ayah wiped her tears and tried to get up from the bed. She felt a tug on her waist. Before she could look back, Elio pulled her on the bed. She gasped. He hovered on top of her and buried his face inside her neck. She felt disgusted. But she did not have any strength inside her to push him off or resist him. He left small peppery kisses on her nape and neck then smiled.
Chapter Seventy-FourElio and Ayah both of them were looking at each other with the same level of resentment as the other. Both of their eyes reflected danger. Ever since they crossed paths with each other this was the first time that both of them were in the same level of emotion, resentment, and hatred. Their potential to be dangerous was just equal. The love between them faded away as soon as it happened. Those peaceful moments filled with sweetness and serenity that put out the fire inside his heart were crushed like pieces of glass. It was as if the bottle of poison woke the monsters inside him. Ayah was standing still and steel. Her eyes could not believe that once again she had been hit by a man who had been lying to her and abusing her existence. The first one was her father now it is her husband who stood there with equal vengeance in his eyes. Both of them wanted answers for each other but none of them started first. Mrs. Rose took in the tension between them. She gulped.
Two souls amidst the chaotic lies around them not being able to grasp the reality. They not being able to differentiate between foes or friends. Her heart was tangled in his clasp of redeemer vision whilst his mind could not digest the fact that she could ever hold venom in her chest. The darkness was wiping out but the radiation of light disappeared into eternity. Ayah and Elio can never go back now. The truth has been unveiled but none of them realized that it was not them but the ones who wanted to sever the bond between them. Their worldly life confused them to such an extent that nothing could match the pieces. Elio gripped the poison in his hand tightly, so tight as if his life depended on it. Mia and Neko watched him storm out of the apartment. Elio’s eyes were bright red and swollen but there were no signs of tears. Inei watched him go from behind and her nasty smirk sparked suspicions in Mia’s mind. Mia walked towards her and gripped her arm. “What the heck are you trying
Chapter Seventy-Two“Take a deep breath,” Mrs. Rose instructed Ayah, who was on the verge of hyperventilating. She closed her eyes to relax and calm herself down but was unable due to the sudden brush of betrayal in front of her eyes. What did she just witness? Her husband, Elio was being touched by another woman while he was closing his eyes enjoying the pleasure. What kind of a scene was it? She felt her heart ripped apart. Was it justifying? Did she not intend to kill her husband a few days ago? Did she not think of it? Then why is her heart ripping into pieces? She gripped her chest as tears streamed down her eyes. She could not breathe properly. Is this who he was all along? A cheater? All he said was a lie all along? Was he playing her all this time? "Calm down, darling." Mrs. Rose patted her back. Right when Elio was out of the door of his bedroom, Ayah came down the stairs and the only person who dragged her into the maid's quarters was Mrs. Rose. She locked the door and
Chapter Seventy-One“What in the world are you doing here?” Elio snaps at Inei who stands in front of his car with a smile that does not offer anything good. She puts her hair behind her shoulders. "Well, I am just celebrating my return as you won't." She said and opened the car door. She placed herself on the seat beside him which fueled Elio's anger to doom. "I don't want to deal with you now. Get out!" He growled but her unbothered expression told him enough. She is not an easy girl so he does what is best with her. Her stubborn attitude was put up by her father but he doubted it was the case for him. He closed his eyes tightly out of frustration. "I said, get out. NOW." His voice boomed in the garage. But she did not move a muscle and instead tilted her head and smiled at him again. "Take me where you are going." She said in a sing-song voice. Elio was surprised by her audacity. No one had the guts to mess with him, especially in such a situation where he was going to Ayah in
Chapter SeventyCarlo stood in front of Elio for further instructions as he looked at his Young Master in a bad state of mind. Elio was sweating profusely even though the weather was chilly due to the rain shower. He looked like a mess though a charming one. Elio was effortlessly beautiful. He didn't even try to look half as gorgeous as he was. God had forged him especially perhaps because his face was unmatchable. Elio did not look like anyone else; it was as if he inherited half of the beauty of mankind. Even in a state managed to look breathtaking. Carlo gazed at Elio with his mouth half-open. Men could not help but admire him. He had the magnificence, the money, the brain, and quite everything any man could dream of. “Should I prepare some cold bath for you?” Carlo asked. Elio gulped, his head was thrown back on the chair and his eyes were closed. The black shirt he wore was stuck to his body like a second skin and his visible forearms looked hotter as his veins popped out. St