You heard my mother, she told us that some of the witches joined forces with the vampires in this fight and are only too happy to see the downfall of the wolves. Some of them feel wronged by us. I guess, this is the first of them showing up to prove her right. It’s been months of sporadic attacks that never succeed. Maybe they think a witch on side might give them an advantage since their weapon is all but useless now.
I don’t respond as a cold chill runs through my stomach and I glance back into the dense darkness and try to feel anything beyond the tree line. There is nothing, they never followed us back in here, but the uneasiness that I picked up first is still there, almost like we’re being watched. I shudder in subtle fear at the thought of what might be out there. Trying not to let my mind run riot and imagine the worst.Don’t! Colton nudges my face with his nose, reading my mind, and pushes me away from where I’m staring, breaking my train of thought. Let’s go inside and change, clean up, and eat. Forget it for now and we’ll talk to my mom in the morning. We’re safe within these boundaries, even from witches.His tone tells me he’s worried about what we felt out there too but he’s being his usual self. Solid, commanding and like nothing gets to him. He is brushing aside the current problem, and shelving it until after we eat and sleep, when I know Colton does his best thinking. He’s a dawn riser and uses the quiet time to figure things out. We’re all tired and it’s almost morning as it is.Aye, aye, Chica, do what the man says! I’m beyond starving. We have spent half the night out here. I need food, and sleep!Meadow saunters into the clearing, hearing the link conversation inadvertently because we were not shielding to a private mate link, and nudges against me with her brown sleek furry body. As a wolf, Meadow is weirdly similar to her human form. Sleek, yet curvy, smooth furred with slanted amber eyes that somehow sit well in her face to make her attractive as a Lychan. She isn’t as big as the males, but she is fast, and fierce, and despite her slender build I’ve seen her devastate everything in her wake and not even ruffle her fur in the process. Knowing she’s half shifter took away any questions I had about her slight differences to regular wolves. Subtle, but I see them.Two more wolves appear in the shadows and walk past, one huge dark one stopping to run his body along the length of Meadow, rubbing his head up against hers as he falls in step beside her. Her mate is as built as mine, only grey and equally rough. He nudges her suggestively and the two of them take off wordlessly ahead without a second thought and Colton snorts in humor at their behaviorFor some the Haze is still lingering it seems. He pushes up against me to walk side by side with physical contact and I lean my head into his neck to share his warmth as we cover the last ground. Relaxing into that firm body as he takes some of my weight and guides me onward.You can talk… I don’t get a single night of peace from you, even before the haze hit. I laugh and lick him quickly, hitting the lower profile of his jaw with my darted action.What can I say, my mate is a vixen and completely irresistible? I’m alpha, I can’t be outdone in terms of testosterone and horniness, baby. Colton’s smug and yet also right. I know he means it, but it still makes me blush and smile inwardly whenever he talks like this and nuzzle him adoringly. Still a little too enamored with my mate, even after months of being his.The haze was crazy when it hit. We had only been mates for around three weeks when it swept over, and I was almost insane with the need to be joined to him about fifty times a day. I never knew how badly the heat and desire could get when you had already mated up. Never experienced a haze before turning either, so it was a massive wake up call. How we ever got out of our room for more than three minutes a day is beyond me because nothing could satisfy the hunger or the uncontrollable urge to mate, constantly. No matter how many times, or how good it was, it was just seconds of relief and I was whining again to have him back on top of me. Colton was only too happy to oblige, given he was in a worse state than me. Males apparently feel it with more vigor, given that it’s meant to want to make them procreate and spread their seed to enable their blood lines.Luckily, the haze only lasts two weeks and slowly tails off when mating season dies away, and the constant crazy hunger to be in his bed, wrapped around him, slowly began to fade to a manageable level of need. Not fully though. I don’t think I’ll ever stop lusting after him and needing to feel his touch every second of every day. We’ve rarely been apart since our union so many months back and I’ve grown and flourished with his love to become the Luna I never thought I could be. I truly believe it was the one thing I needed in my life to really find myself once more and blossom under his tender care.The people treat me with respect and love, and I’m growing as mother to all. By the side of my born leader, him showing me how to command without fear because he’s nothing like his father as alpha. He listens to his people, walks among them as though he’s never been any different to them. He’s hands on and involved with the building works and the overseeing of every detail, every waking day. We join patrols, make sure we know everything that there is to know about the sick, the school, the problems with the community, and we rectify as best we can.His mother is a good mentor, but she grows restless here, and now she’s recovering well from her time asleep, and regaining her gifts slowly, she’s made it clear she wishes to return to the lab where the doctor returned and continue her work with him. I think she feels lost here, like she has no one to really focus her time and energy on. Not that I blame her. Her life isn’t what she left behind when she fell to slumber.The lab became ours after the Santo pack abandoned it and returned to the mountain under the command of their alpha. With Sierra out they had no use or interest in it and knew that Colton would send some of his own to claim it to keep all his mothers and the doctors work safe. Which Colton did and Doc was able to go back with a new, stronger, kinder pack, as protection to continue his work into our species. He comes here every few weeks to talk through his needs, his findings and keep Sierra up to date. Who knew we would have human allies in this new world in which we live.Waking to find her son grown and mated, her husband a betrayer who still holds her home captive and defends it fiercely. No longer Luna of the pack, and no longer required to raise a child. No real mate to have another, even though she’s capable enough and still in her prime. She’s at odds with the modern advances of our world and she finds the noisy chaotic business of the pack hard to bear. She stays alone in her room most of the time and rarely ventures to see anyone except Colton or I, or the maids Colton assigned her to meet her every need. Doc comes and goes to see her, but she is almost a hermit, living in the west corner of the homestead.This used to be her ancestral home; someplace she visited from time to time, and thanks to her we found the secret tunnels under the estate that led to the apothecary that belonged to her long-forgotten relatives. The library of grimoires and books that contained histories we had never known. It opened up our knowledge on so many things and the Shaman was excited to be given more insight into things he always longed to know.The homestead had been for generations of witches, but with her father mating with a wolf, he was outcast to live far away with his wife and half-breed child, near the pack of his mate, who also rejected her. His ancestors had no other heirs and this place fell to emptiness when the last of his blood was killed in the vampire wars of old. This was never truly her home, although she did inherit it and come here over the years. She kept it a secret from her mate and used the protection placed on the land to keep it free from invasion. Those spells work in our favor now. They still hold in place as applied in the ground for generations to keep nonblood out without invitation, and that goes for vampires too. Our safe haven is protected in so many ways.Colton could walk in and invite his pack because he was blood, and the house became his. No one can cross the inner perimeter unless the heir welcomes them. Colton being a witch, means without even knowing it, he keeps the inner sanctum safe by merely refusing non pack in. He set the spell when he first entered the house. Later his mother renewed the spell to cover all the runaways from the mountain who found their way to us, but it means Vampires can get close but never in. And his mother assures us it should work for any other being that we don’t welcome to our abode. It’s an unbreakable magic. Only Santo pack of our inviting can cross the inner threshold of the boundary lines now Sierra adjusted the spell to be more precise in that fact.Hey, earth calling Lori.Colton breaks into my mind and I come out of my thoughtful daze to see the opening door ahead of us at the main entrance as we are welcomed home by guards of the pack.Sorry was just thinking. I exhale heavily and sigh at the thought we can soon go to bed. It’s been a long patrol tonight and too much running. I’m exhausted, filthy, and looking forward to laying down.Yeah, well less think, more action. You were practically motionless with the slow pace you were pulling. He jests and nudges me with his side and sends me reeling a little.Sorry.I follow him in, nodding at the human form guards as we pass and still get that warm tingle as they lower eyes as we pass, as a sign of respect for their Alpha and Luna. I follow Colton to the main stair and up to our floor quickly in hyper speed. I can’t get used to this thing where no males look me in the eye except those worthy: the sub pack, my chosen femme companions, Sierra, and my alpha mate. I guess the same goes for Colton too, as only his select few can, while everyone else lowers to the ground as a sign of submission. It’s an old tradition that is wordlessly passed down and we never question it.Since the village was finished, we got the whole upper west floor of the homestead to ourselves. Only the main pack, us, Sierra, some single warriors who walk the house perimeter at night and a few of the housekeepers live inside the homestead now. Guards swap every few hours outside though, so we always have different faces coming and going. We have a school room in the main hall while an outbuilding to become the education center is being built and the hospital wing still operates from the first floor. So at all hours there is motion and movement in this vast place, yet it still seems so eerily quiet compared to the months before the village started to get filled out.Colton swiftly gets ahead of me first and when I catch up and follow him into the bedroom he’s already alone in the inner suite and nakedly walking around in human form, dusting off the muck and debris from the forest. I transform to human as soon as I see him and he floors me with that gorgeous, dimpled grin of his, his eyes back to deep dark brown, his hair ruffled messily on top of that head. My gorgeous, tanned Latino lover stands proudly in front of me in all his perfection with that devilish look in his eye and runs a hand across his abs absent mindedly. That body that makes me weak at the knees in his tall, muscular glory.Shower?The cheeky smile makes me smile too because I know it’s not an invite, but more of a command.Just like that, you forget about the troublesome witches out there in the forest and your mind is straight to shower? We both know that isn’t exactly what you mean.I saunter past him as though I have no intention of getting in there with him and squeal when he grabs me from behind and hoists me up princess fashion into his arms.Worries will keep for a while. Urges will drive me insane. You know how hot for you I get after we turn and go chasing vampires in the forest. He plants a kiss on my temple, and I know struggling is futile. Besides, I’m not refusing because I too am hot for what my mate does to me.Colton, I swear, you have about five hundred reasons for being hot for me every single day. Yesterday it was because we had ribs for dinner…… and the sun came out after lunch….. and before breakfast, you woke up hot for me because it was Tuesday morning. I sigh indulgently and slide my arms around him as I try to get comfier in this grip he has me in.Baby, is it wrong to want to get naked with my mate as much as possible? We’re only young for like maybe eighty years, give or take.I laugh and bounce him on top of his head with a soft fist and curl my arms around his neck savoring the unique feel of his skin against mine. Pushing my face into the crook of his neck to inhale everything that is good about him.Hmmm … don’t change.It’s an impulsive lovesick adoration as he carries me to the bathroom, but I truly mean it. I have never known happiness or this sense of home before him and being his mate these past months has been every single wish and dream I never knew I had.I wasn’t planning on it. You love me this way….. so this way I stay. Got to keep my Luna happy.He smirks, always cheeky, always grinning, and hauls me into the shower unit to get clean while being anything but.“You felt them, but you didn’t actually see them? Or one, as in singular?” Sierra gazes at Colton questioningly as we sit across from her at breakfast, something we usually share in her own suite as she prefers it that way. Colton slides me the platter of pancakes as he shrugs her way. It’s late for breakfast but our patrol duties sometimes push us to eat nearer noon a couple of times a week.“Felt. Possibly just one, but I can’t be sure. I didn’t see them at all, but my eyes turned blue and I could definitely feel their magic in the air; faint, but it was there. Just out beyond the perimeter.” Colton dishes me some and throws me that soft smile, that translates to ‘I love you’ as he adds maple syrup to the stack he’s given me. I help myself to bacon and dig in while his mother still stares pensively at his face.Sierra sighs and looks torn for a long moment as we start to tuck into the pancakes, bacon and e
“I guess” Colton’s distracted, not fully believing even if he seems like he’s agreeing. I know him better than that and the worry in his eyes betrays that this isn’t an answer for him fully. I did think he was a little quiet when we woke up and he made love to me this morning, rather than crazy morning sex. He seemed subdued before we came to breakfast, overly touchy feely and attentive. I thought he was tired, having one of his calmer days of reflection that sometimes happens. I never knew he was harboring all this and picking apart the meaning.Since starting to get visions he’s found it both a blessing and a curse and often frustrated with the cryptic confusion they can cause. They are hard to separate from dreams sometimes that have no meaning and he has started over questioning every single night terror he has. His powers are growing, but he feels like instead of harnessing them, they’re getting more chaotic and invasive, and most
“Thank you, Rema Santo.” Radar is curt, a little too quick with his response as his cheekbones color further and turns with an almost relieved exhale as Colton passes him with a pat on the shoulder to tell him to move.They leave with him pulling the door closed behind them so we can eat in peace and not even a glance in our direction as they disappear between the crack. I glance to her crestfallen face as she goes back to her food, not the first time I’ve seen the slight disappointment in her brief interactions with her ex-guard and this time I can’t hold my tongue.“You like him, don’t you?” I smile encouragingly as Sierra’s face flames crimson and she drops her fork with clumsy fingers.“I ..umm, am grateful…he was my Ummm. No, I can’t. I mean, no, I do…of course, I do. He’s truly awesome as a male, wolf, guard, type, sort of guy, um young man. Not that young, I mean almost my age young
I stroll down the stairs of the main sweeping staircase after I am done eating with Sierra, feeling heavy with everything we talked about. It’s almost noon and the house is eerily quiet, but noises of the busy village outside are filtering through on the now open windows on the light breeze. It’s still raining, but it has promise of a brighter day again and the schoolhouse is getting its first proper use today, now it’s almost complete. No more children in the great hall at all from now on and I squint that way as male wolves begin streaming out of the double doors at the far end of the hall as I step the last tread.It’s where Colton has convened the sentinels from patrol, his best packs, and they have been discussing everything to do with continuing to maintain our peaceful and safe existence. Supply runs, financials, as we still have to bear the weight of our pack, even with severance from the main Santo millions. Luckily Colton had his own inheritanc
“There are children on the mountain who have no choice but to stay. Do they feel safe… are they safe? Or are they just pawns that Juan clings onto in a bid to feel he retains some control and would throw them to the vamps in a heartbeat to instill fear into those left.” I verbalize my frustration knowing fully that Juan never cared in any way for his people. Colton exhales heavily, letting me go as he stretches his arms out behind his head and scrubs his scalp in frustration, letting his breath out loudly as he does so and it’s not hard to tell he’s finding this stressful to talk out. Despite everything that has happened, Colton’s heart still sees his father inside the monster, and it leaves him conflicted anytime we talk about him.“Tell me what to do…. I honestly have no fucking idea. We have a split pack. We have two vulnerable communities. Our priority should be here, but I get what you’re saying…they need us to
Colton is preoccupied most of the day with overseeing the new buildings, checking in with the sentinels on patrol and keeping himself busy. We have fallen into a routine of doing what we need to do separate first thing in the day and gravitating back together by lunch, or after, to do things together. Today was exceptionally busy I guess as I had lunch with Sierra, like we always do, and then checked in on the school and some of the smaller workshops without laying eyes on him once.The wolves have started getting life back on track again. With the kitchens being used as both a mess canteen and a bakery to provide for the village, we have started to bring in some animals to graze on the surrounding lands to fill our meat, egg, and dairy needs, although occasionally vampires kill a few. We have managed to get them within the boundary for nightfall most of the time, but animals like to wander.In the evening the school is used to run arts and crafts workshops, drama, and oth
“I was always going to follow Colton; I was there that day and saw him defeat his dad. I tried to leave with the pack but my mom, she wouldn’t leave with me, and by the time I tried to convince her my dad showed up and put an end to it. My mom isn’t strong, she lives in his shadow, she’s naïve and maybe a little too innocent. I couldn’t leave her with him to be ground down and trampled over. You don’t know how he is.” Her clear, almost husky voice, cracks a little and I blink her way seeing a tiny chink in the confident armor she wears like a shroud.I waiver a little in my coolness when I see that soft warmth in her eyes when talking about her Mom, and yet there’s something raw and almost painful when she says the word Dad. Although the most surprising part is how hard it is to believe someone like Carmen came from someone sweet and feeble. She’s a born bitch. I can’t imagine she came from someone weak.&ldq
‘I’m sorry I ever doubted you as Luna…. as worthy. For everything I said or did. He broke me. I was in pain. It was juvenile and I’m over it.” She states coldly, icily harsh in her tone as though overcompensating for the weakness she showed me moments before. In that flash the old bitchy looking, aloof and haughty Carmen stands in place of the lost and vulnerable soul of seconds before, trivializing her love of my mate once upon a time ago, but this time I see through it.A broken hearted, lonely girl, who lost someone she loved, was left to fend alone in a home she no longer recognized and still harbors a world of agony deep inside. As much as I look back and feel like she once deserved my anger, I don’t think she does anymore. Carmen’s adrift, with no anchor anymore. Her home is gone, her mate went to another, her father’s a betrayer of all she knew and her mother…. slowly slipping away from her as the days pass by. Ther
“You did it, baby. Look at our girls!” Colton’s excited tone pulls me out of my fatigue as he mops my brow and tries to dry up the sweat that’s cascading like a waterfall. The cries of newborns ringing in my ears after what seems like the longest and most hellish night of my life. I can barely stay awake. A new day is peeking at us from outside the curtains which he drew at some point when the light got too intense. Everything feels surreal and it’s hard now to imagine I just spent so many hours going through the trauma of childbirth while the world is still. The memory of the pain is already subsiding.My emotions are fried and the eagerness to lay eyes on them is the only thing keeping me conscious while my limbs cry to give out. My body is tender and heavy like a deadweight, but I am so glad it’s finally over. I should turn to self heal but I can’t muster the energy and would rather sleep after holding my babies.“Here
I wake up to the gnawing and strange aching sensation travelling across my belly and try to turn over to relieve whatever it is. Struggling now my bump is fully formed and weighing me down while Colton’s arm across me isn’t helping any. The room is completely dark and silent, so it must still be the middle of the night and his even, peaceful breathing signals he’s out cold.I maneuver his forearm up over my boobs and manage to roll sideways away from him, so my butt is jutted against his groin to stop my stomach hanging over the edge of the mattress and get frustrated at my inability to move around like a normal human anymore.I have reached that stage where I’m just begging them to come out quickly because I can’t take much more of this endless beached whale sensation. It has limited any kind of movement and being independent. I feel like my days consist of peeing multiple times, being eternally hungry, cranky and uncomfortable and burst
already my sister.”“My kids want cousins… I’m an only child. Alora has only one brother. That’s an order from your alpha.” Colton smirks at her, not really being helpful in this situation and then stretches his legs out and stifles a yawn with his fist. It’s obvious he isn’t invested in this scene at all. I could kick him for his obvious disinterest.“Look at how happy Sierra and Radar are, huh? They’re planning pups already, and have a cozy little love nest picked out in the grounds. You’re just delaying the inevitable.” I try appealing in a different way and am rewarded with a scowl from my girl.“Radar isn’t an asshole. That’s why they’re happy!” Carmen throws her hair over her shoulder, sarcasm fluent this morning, and once again pointedly glares at Jasper, who runs a palm down his face and looks like he might scream. I can almost sympathize and feel his v
“Baby, we should get up.” Colton rolls over in bed and drapes his arm across my abdomen lightly. Snuggling up close after one of the best night’s sleep I have had in a long time. I’m so relaxed it feels like I’m floating in a happy cloud.It felt like it had been forever since we had real intimacy like this, time alone to relax and curl up without any need to get up. Now that early morning patrols for vampires are a thing of the past, Colton has been trying to get used to sleeping late with me and adopting lazy morning routines while I’m pregnant. We know they won’t last after these babies arrive. A future of broken sleep and tiny demands, so we are making the most of the time we have left.“Hmmmm” I murmur sleepily and bury my face under his chin, pressing bodily to that chiseled torso as he wraps his arms around me. “Five more minutes” , I revel in his warmth and close my eyes in a bid to d
His words catch me off guard as we make our way towards the tree line at a leisurely pace. Tugging at my heart and yet further putting me at ease in his presence. He’s a complex person and as I walk in time, almost perfectly matched, I wonder how many layers there are to these creatures I used to only think of as murderous blood suckers.“My memories of her are slowly fading away and I can barely recall her face anymore. I forget what her voice sounds like. It feels like it’s been longer than ten years since she was last by my side, and I miss her still.”I’m close. If you need me then I’m here.Colton’s mind link distracts me momentarily, and I automatically glance behind me to see the lurking figure of my mate keeping his distance but not losing sight of us. Further back are the two Luna’s guard and Meadow. I smile without thought at how much he still loves and protects me fiercely and catch Varro focusi
“If you are satisfied with the terms of the treaty then there’s no need to delay in signing it. I came here with the support of my coven, and this will put an end to two decades of unrest.” My father sits back in his chair across the table and smiles somewhat eerily. I think it’s meant to translate to warm and kind but with his eternally stiff and frosty aura, it’s not.“Finally, we get to know what peace is. Something I barely remember in my lifetime.” Colton lays the pen on top of it and slides the document to me. I don’t need to read it if he has and approved, so I quickly scrawl my name on the bottom and slide it towards Varro. It seems such a minor act for such a huge outcome. My feelings seem somewhat understated considering this is such a huge thing and I guess it hasn’t sunk in yet.“Now all the formalities are out of the way. I was hoping on some time to get to know my daughter.” Varro shi
“I still loathe her.” Carmen snorts and crosses her arms across her chest sulkily. I laugh at both of them, knowing that’s the furthest from the truth it could be. They have a love-hate relationship, that’s warm underneath, and I know either one would sacrifice themselves to save the other. Neither can admit they are sisters now, and friends. Denial is what I expect for the rest of their lives.“So, noon? Are you nervous?” Carmen turns the conversation back to what we are preparing for, and I let her go. Shrugging in a non-committal way as I go back to prepping the room and focusing on imaginary dust particles I need to remove. My gut has been like washing machine all morning and I have been trying to ignore the chaos of internal feelings for a week.“Hmmm.” I answer in a bland tone and move the flowers for the fifth time today. Using Carmen’s method of nonchalance.“Signing a treaty is enough of a pres
“Is everything ready?” I wander into the new dining room space we cleared and created this past week in readiness for my father’s first official visit. The room which used to be the medbay, although now our outhouse for the clinic is complete, we are freeing up space indoors. The village has come on a lot these past months and even though we know a move back to the valley is in the books, we still want this place to have a use. Some of our pack might want to live out here despite the Alpha and Luna returning to the main homestead. Sierra has already expressed desire to continue here with Radar now that she feels her position as Rema no longer requires her to oversee the reunited Santos. I think in all honesty she wants to relish in her new love and honeymoon period without grossing out her son.I’ll be sad to leave our home behind but I know this is the start of a new chapter for all of us.“So clean it’s sparkling. The grounds
I watch my brother across the room, listless, and lost about how to approach him. Colton is pacing around, hands gesturing in an angry manner as he thrashes out whatever dialogue the two of them are having and Jasper keeps glaring his way. Arms folded across his chest, face tight, expression grim in an ‘I’m not interested’ kind of pose and watching as my mate talks about what happens from here on in. Whether my brother like sit or not, he’s stuck with us and a life in this pack. I should be over there, contributing, coaxing, but I couldn’t stand it any longer.Sensing Jasper’s pain and reluctance to start to let go of a decade of ingrained hatred and hurt was overwhelming me to the point of sheer exhaustion. His head full of vengeance and blind belief that the only cure to his emptiness is to somehow make the entire Santo pack suffer. To never return to being Lychan among a pack who would embrace him as family again. He sees only a name and