The sharp hum of voices filled the air as I stood near the window, gazing out at the soft flakes of snow which fell on the streets.
My parents’ words from this morning still echoed in my head. A family meeting was called and I was the topic. Sabrina expressed her disgust and my parents stared at me. Seth on the other hand, had a smug up his lips, unfazed by his actions.
“This is your last chance, Naya. The bonding ceremony will set everything right,” my mother had grimly state, her voice a mix of desperation and anger. My father simply nodded in agreement. It was clear that he was disappointed in me.
Well, everyone was…
I didn’t want to go. I didn’t want to stand in a room full of strangers who would sniff at me like I was some prized prey. But did I have a choice? My parents were livid over the incident with Sabrina and Seth, and now they were determined to fix me…
Or as they told me, repeatedly fix my life.
It wasn’t my fault, I wanted to scream at them. But who would believe me? Even Seth, the one person who could’ve backed me up, had only worsened the situation.
The memory of Sabrina’s tears, the sharp sting of her slap across Seth’s cheek, and the metallic tinkle of her engagement ring rolling on the floor kept echoing in my head.
“What I saw is exactly what I think it is,” she’d hissed through her tears before storming out of my room.
Seth had looked at me, his face unreadable. I could still see the flicker of lust in his eyes. He wanted this too happen, I could tell. Why the hell was he so attracted to me?
I sighed and turned away from the window. Tonight wasn’t about Sabrina or Seth. Tonight was about me surviving all this.
A few hours later, I was already at the said ritual site.
The bonding ceremony venue was adorned with golden garlands and twinkling fairy lights. A massive Christmas tree stood at the center of the room, its branches heavy with ornaments and decorations. Heck, all these seemed to unnerve me.
I had barely stepped inside when my skin started to prickle. My legs were heavy as if I didn't own them and I clutched the door frame for support. Something was wrong. The air around me felt… charged… heavy. A strange heat coursed through my body, making my skin burn and my heart beat Increase.
“Not now,” I whispered, my voice shaky. I had taken my meds just an hour ago. They should’ve worked.
What if the drugs had stopped working? Or worse, what if they were fake?
I glanced around, hoping no one had noticed my distress. But it was too late.
The scent ~ I mean, my scent ~ must’ve reached them. One by one, heads turned toward me. Men I didn’t even know started moving closer. I winced upon seeing the familiar lascivious smile run across their lips.
“Well, well,” one of them drawled, his lips curling into a smirk. “What do we have here?”
“Get away from me,” I muttered, taking a step back, my breathing shallow from panic. This wasn't supposed to be happening!
“Don’t be like that,” another one said, his gaze felt as if he was undressing me. “We just want to...talk.”
I could see the hunger in their eyes as they approached me. I tried to find a way out but I was completely surrounded.
“Leave me alone!” I exclaimed, fear evident in my voice.
Their laughter was low and mocking.
“Fiery, aren’t you? I like that,” one of them said, reaching for my arm.
I jerked away, my breathing coming in short, terrified bursts. The room seemed to tilt, and my head spun. My body was betraying me, and I stumbled against the cold wall, pleading with it to suck away my fear.
Just then, a familiar scent hit my senses… Kieran!
“Back off,” he growled, his voice low, his eyes narrowed to mere slits while he found a way through the mob to stand beside me.
The men around me hesitated, their gazes flickering to him. He was taller, broader, and more commanding than any of them. Reluctantly, they stepped back, muttering under their breaths as they dispersed.
Kieran turned to me, his eyes now concerned as he took in my trembling form.
“Come with me,” he said firmly.
I wanted to protest, to tell him I didn’t need his help, but my legs felt like jelly. I let him guide me through the crowd, his hand holding my arm firmly.
He led me into a quiet room at the back of the venue. The noise of the ceremony faded, replaced by the sound of my shallow breathing.
“What the hell is going on with you?” Kieran asked, his tone sharp.
I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. My throat felt tight, and my eyes fixed on the floor.
He stared at me for a moment before realization dawned on his face.
“You’re an Omega.”
His words were like a slap. I flinched, hating the disgust in his voice.
“I’m not,” I whispered, though we both knew it was a lie.
He ran a hand through his hair, muttering a curse under his breath.
“You should’ve told someone. Do you have suppressants?”
I shook my head weakly. The meds I had taken earlier had failed me, and now I was vulnerable.
Kieran sighed, his frustration laced in his voice.
“You can’t go back in there. They’ll tear you apart.”
“I’m fine,” I said, though my voice trembled.
“You’re not,” he snapped. “Your heat is taking over, and if you don’t~” He stopped himself, his jaw tightening. “You need to calm down.”
“I am calm,” I shot back, though it was far from the truth.
He stepped closer, his aura dominating the small space of the compact enclosed area.
“If you go back there, you’ll attract every perverted wolf in the vicinity. Is that what you want?”
“No!” I yelled, my voice breaking. “I don’t want any of this!”
My chest heaved as I fought to keep myself together. The heat was unbearable now, coursing through my veins and clouding my mind.
Kieran lips parted as he exhaled, his expression softening.
“There’s only one way to help you right now.”
I knew what he meant. The thought alone made my temper flare. He wanted to mate with me. The thought of him having his way with my body and dominating it with his sheer strength force, sent goose bumps on my skin. Sure, he was good looking but I didn't see myself getting sexually used by him.
“No,” I whispered, backing away. “There has to be another way.”
“There isn’t,” he countered worriedly. “If we don’t~”
“I said no!” I screamed, my eyes blazing with fury. I tried to appear tough, but I was scared.
He reached for me, his movements calculated.
“You’re going to hurt yourself if you keep fighting it.”
“Get away from me!” I struggled against him but I was no match for him.
He tried to hold me still, his voice low, a hint of urgency in his voice.
“Naya, listen to me~”
But I didn’t want to listen. I didn’t want to give in. My vision blurred, and the room spun around me.
The last thing I remembered was Kieran voice calling my name before I lost consciousness.
Naya’s POVI woke up to the scent of cedarwood and something faintly sweet, like fresh vanilla. My body ached in places I didn’t even realize could hurt, and as I tried to rise from the antique four-poster bed where I was slumbering, my throbbing head painfully punished me for my sudden movements. I recall passing out while struggling with Kieran. Something was off since this wasn't the room we walked into last night. I peeked out of the window and realized that this place was nowhere near the bond ceremony venue. Worse, it was already daytime. Judging by the direction of the sunlight and how bright it was, it was already noon. Finally managing to sit upright, one edge of a thick woolen blanket falling off my shoulders, I allowed the memories of last night to invade my thoughts, And although every bit of it was foggy, like a dream that I try so hard to recall, I couldn’t quite bring it all together. But one thing was clear… I wasn’t supposed to be here! Wherever here was, that is
Naya's POVThe door creaked open, and Sabrina walked in, her steps hesitant yet deliberate. She wore a weird look, a flicker of remorse running across her face Or perhaps it was just another act. I couldn’t tell anymore. Nor did I bother to care…“Naya,” she began, her voice trembling slightly, “I didn’t mean for things to go this far. I was angry, and…” Her eyes darted to Kieran, who stood beside me, arms crossed. He kept a straight face, clearly not buying her act. “It was an accident.”An accident? That single word grated against me like nails on a chalkboard. My body still ached from her strong shove, and the memory of the fall replayed vividly in my mind. An accident? What a laugh!Before I could respond, Kieran stepped forward, his sharp voice cutting through the air like a sharpened blade. “Save your sob story for those who’ll buy it, Sabrina, because we definitely won’t!”My sister visibly flinched, her gaze dropping to the floor. “I just wanted to make things right.”“Right?
Kieran's POVI watched her beg, miserable tears rolling down her cheeks as she tightly clutched the hem of her garments. Her curvy lips were trembling as she pleaded pitifully, begged continually to be given an acceptable option.“Please, just don’t reject me, Richard. I…I have nowhere else to go.”Her raspy voice cracked under the weight of her desperation, her frail sobs tearing through the sickening silence of the room. She looked so small, so defeated, kneeling at the feet of a man who towered above her like a god, his face devoid of any expression.Tears welled up in my eyes as I crouched in the shadows of the staircase, my small fingers folding into a fist. I wanted to rush to her, to shield her from the venomous words that would surely follow, but I was powerless. Just a twelve-year-old boy, watching his mother break down, piece by piece. “You’re embarrassing yourself, Lila,” my father spat, his tone dripping with disgust. He didn’t even glance at her. His eyes remained on the
Naya's POVI stretched my gaze to the mansion’s large, engraved mahogany entryway, a soft sigh escaping my lips. Someone was knocking on the front door. I got to my feet, slowly walking to the manor’s unlocked entrance. My hand grabbed its knob and I swiftly turned it, the hinges protesting as I yanked the door open. I felt my nerves twitch beneath my skin as I stared at the new arrival. Joan, the lady Doris had mentioned her the last time we talked. Well, more like she talked and I listened, that is“Is Kieran home?” Joan asked casually, with a raised thinly plucked eyebrow. My stomach churned with anger. I fought hard to retain my composure so I could give her a civil answer at the very least. However, before I could speak, Kieran appeared from behind me.“Naya, who's there?” he asked, walking in my direction. “Hello Kieran,” the newcomer stated as she rested a hand on her flat stomach as if she’d been practicing this moment for days. “I’m pregnant.”The moment claimed that she w
We woke up naked in bed the next day. However, we didn’t have time to enjoy and take advantage of our special moment. We had no choice but to get ready for the day’s somber event…An hour later, Kieran stood beside me, stoic and unreadable, his hand resting lightly on the small of my back as we walked into the graveyard, while we both wore black. His grandmother's funeral was a private affair, attended only by those closest to him… Well, as close as Kieran allowed anyone to be, that is. He never talked much about her, but the pain in his silence said enough. She was the closest person to him. I adjusted the collar of my coat, feeling the weight of the moment pressing against my chest. This wasn’t my grief, but I could feel it as though it were my own. I glanced at Kieran, hoping to find something in his expression, but his face was carved from stone. He’d been like this for days: distant, preoccupied, and even colder than usual. His face was unreadable.Why did I even come here with
Kieran’s POVSeth barely had a moment to react. I felt the earth tremble beneath my paws as I lunged. His wide eyes, filled with the realization of impending death, were the last thing I saw before my jaws closed around his throat. A sickening crunch echoed through the air, the sharp snap of his windpipe shattering under my fangs. Blood—hot, thick, metallic—gushed into my mouth as his body convulsed against mine. His hands clawed at my fur, weak and frantic, but it was useless. I bit down harder. His body jerked once, then went limp. Dead. But I wasn’t satisfied. A guttural growl rumbled from deep within me as I tossed his lifeless form aside like a discarded ragdoll. Seth’s head lolled at an unnatural angle, his mouth still slightly open, frozen in a final attempt to scream. Then, the scent of others filled my nostrils. They came rushing in—his men, drawn by the sound of their leader’s demise. Their shouts echoed through the night, but I didn’t hear words. I only hea
Naya’s POV Two days. It had been two days since the incident, and I hadn’t even caught a glimpse of Kieran. Not his face, not his shadow, nothing. The first morning after that night, I had assumed he was simply giving me space. Maybe he needed time to himself, to process everything that had happened. I understood that. But when breakfast passed in silence, and the second day rolled by without so much as a passing glance, my patience wore thin. I sat at the long dining table, picking at the food on my plate, my appetite nonexistent. The room was oppressively quiet, the only sound the occasional clink of silverware against porcelain. Across from me, Kieran sat, focused intently on his meal. His posture was rigid, his movements precise—too precise, as if he were deliberately concentrating on everything except me. I stole a glance at him, waiting, hoping he would finally say something. A simple good morning, a nod of acknowledgment—anything. Nothing. I pressed my lips t
Kieran’s POVThe cave was silent except for the slow, steady drip of water echoing through the stone walls. The air was damp and thick with the scent of earth and something ancient. I sat near the entrance, my body still tense, my mind a battlefield of warring thoughts. I had lost control. Again. I clenched my fists, my nails biting into my palms. I could still taste Seth’s blood on my tongue, still hearing the wet crunch of his bones snapping under my jaws. The thrill, the rush—it had consumed me entirely. And in that moment, I had been nothing but the beast. Naya had tried to stop me. I almost killed her. The thought sent a fresh wave of nausea rolling through me. Naya—wounded by my own hands. I exhaled sharply, forcing the memories down. A rustle of movement behind me drew my attention. I didn’t turn as a figure stepped into the dim light of the cave. "A troubled mind," the woman mused, her voice laced with amusement. "How… unusual for you." I glanced at her. Th
Kieran’s POVTobias’s jaw was tight as soon as I finished, my acidic words lingering in the air between us. His knuckles white where they gripped the towel. For a moment, he looked like he might throw the mug at my face, or worse, lunge for my throat. It was there in the flicker of his eyes—his calm cracking, teeth gritted behind that bland expression.Then—A creak from the hallway.Soft padding of feet. A small yawn.Tobias’s head jerked toward the sound at the same time mine did.Aiden stood in the doorway, blinking sleepily and rubbing at his eyes with balled fists. His little curls were tousled, and the oversized pajama top hung off his shoulder.He stared at us. First at me.His eyes widened—hesitation, wariness. A flash of recognition. Of fear. He took a small step back toward the shadow of the hallway.Then he turned to Tobias.His tiny hands began to move, fingers speaking with anxiety.I could only read a couple of signs and I had been trying to learn after I found out A
Kieran's POVJulian had cried himself out. The kind of crying that shakes a child from the inside until there’s nothing left but hiccups and silence. He had fallen asleep with his fingers tangled in the blanket, his face red and blotchy from the sobbing.I stood by the door, arms crossed, just watching him breathe. I didn’t know what hurt more—how small he looked in that bed or the fact that it was my fault he felt so broken. I’d stood by too long. Let too much slide. And now the weight of all of it—his confusion, his fear, Naya, Isadora—pressed against my chest like iron.Once his breathing had gone soft and steady, I stepped away. Quiet. Careful. I slipped out of the room and shut the door behind me with a muted click.I didn’t alert anyone. No guards. No aides. I just got in the car and drove.The road was mostly empty, moonlight spilling over the blacktop in silver streaks. The forest curled around the highway, alive with whispering leaves. As I approached the cottage, headligh
Kieran's PovIn the silence of my shout, everything fell still, naya and Tobias frozen at the door while Julian panted behind me, still sounding distressed. I couldn't have moved even if I wanted to, my limbs cold and locked with what felt like ice.But then I heard it. Small and fragile, almost disappearing in the wind.A whimper.Unmistakably a child's.It hit me like a slap.One second, we were just standing there and the next, Julian let out a wail and turned on his heel. He bolted for the car, his small legs moving faster than I'd ever seen. I called after him, but he didn't stop.The sound of the car door slamming shut was so loud it echoed in my chest.I stared after him, stunned.Then I turned back to Naya.She looked heartbroken, her arms wrapped around herself like she was holding in more than just words. Her lips were trembling, but she held her chin high."Go," she said softly. "He needs you more than ever."I opened my mouth, unsure what to say, but her eyes told me sh
Kieran's povThe morning air was sharp and crisp as I stepped out of the car, Julian at my side. Julian was quiet. Too quiet.Normally he was a chatterbox, filling the space between us with questions or stories about the squirrels he saw from his window or the silly dreams he had. But not today. Not since yesterday. I didn’t need to ask why. He’d been distant ever since the council meeting, ever since Naya made her mark known, ever since his world shifted again.I didn’t want to push him. Instead, I’d decided to distract him. Maybe bring him into something important—something good. So we walked into town together, just the two of us, hand in hand.“Where’re we goin’?” he asked finally, tugging on my arm.I glanced down at his big eyes, wide and a little tired. “To a store.”“What kind?”“A ring store.”He scrunched his nose. “Like... jewellery?”“Exactly. I need your help.”He perked up a little at that, though he didn’t say anything else. The ring shop smelled like cedar and poli
Isadora's povI made my move at night.I had been standing under the thick canopy of trees, hidden by the sharp angles of nightfall, leaves cloaking me like a veil. The garden was quiet, save for the distant hoot of some hunting bird, the gentle thrum of insects. But I had seen it all. I had watched it unfold like the twisted scene of a bad play. Naya. That woman. The fragile, unfortunate darling of fate.She had been wandering back from the gardens, all slow steps and soft thoughts, when the shadows surged. I saw them grab her, swift and brutal, like wolves pouncing on a limp hare. I should’ve felt fear, or pity, maybe.But I didn’t.I smirked. Actually smiled, standing there like some spiteful witch watching her curse take hold. My pulse had raced with anticipation. Finally. Finally, someone would handle her, to take her out of the equation.It was the least she deserved after humiliating me so thoroughly Infront of the council.Let her scream. Let her be dragged out of here. L
Naya's povI let out a breath I hadn’t realized I was holding. My body felt light, my limbs unsteady, as if I had been standing on the edge of a cliff and had only just been pulled back to safety.Kieran turned to me, his gaze softer now. "You okay?"I swallowed hard and nodded. "I... yeah. Just—" I exhaled shakily. "That was a lot."His lips twitched in something that almost resembled a smirk. "You get used to it."I doubted that.But for now, I allowed myself to breathe. Straightening his shoulders and doning an imperious look, he turned back to the council, “If that will be all….” his words were back to being cold and it was a dismissal as clear as any.Not waiting for a response from the chastised wolves, he turned on his heels and walked out of the room, not sparing them a backward glance.I gave myself a few minutes to clam down before following, not without giving the old geezers a triumphant look.I won't be cowed this time. Never again.—I went to my room immediately.The m
Naya's pov Isadora scoffed, tapping her perfectly manicured nails against the arm of her chair. "Handling it? She has no place here. You should have thrown her out the moment she set foot back on these grounds."A bitter laugh almost escaped me, but I swallowed it down. Isadora’s presence wasn’t a surprise, but it still stung. This woman had filled the space I left behind. She was supposed to be Kieran’s Luna. The pack’s future.The thought twisted something deep inside me, but I forced myself to push past it. I wasn’t here for Kieran or the pack’s approval. I was here for my son."You don’t have the authority to throw me out," I said evenly, though my chest tightened at the sight of her smug expression.Isadora turned to the council, her lips curling into a knowing smirk. "Don’t I? From what I understand, the council has already decided what’s best for the pack. And that includes making sure she’s gone."Murmurs of agreement rippled through the elders. One of them, a grizzled man wi
Naya's povThe next day, the tension in the air was almost suffocating.From the moment I stepped out of my assigned quarters, it felt like my eyes were tracking my every move. My presence in the pack had stirred something—resentment, curiosity, perhaps even a touch of fear. But I didn't have the time nor the patience to entertain their whispers. My focus was singular: Aiden.The healers had requested to examine him in one of the pack’s medical facilities, and though my stomach twisted with apprehension, I agreed. If there was even the slightest chance that they could offer insight into my son’s future, I had to take it.Kieran led the way, his presence an unspoken warning to anyone who dared approach us. We didn't talk about yesterday and I didn't really know how to bring it up to him, so I kept silent.Aiden clutched my hand tightly, his small fingers wrapping around mine with a silent plea for comfort. Despite everything, he trusted me to keep him safe.The examination room was
Naya's POV Tobias made good on his word, despite Tobias’ anger. The next morning, he was at my side, Aiden’s small hand in his, as we stood in front of Kieran’s sleek black car.Kieran leaned against the hood, arms crossed, watching us with unreadable eyes. The weight of the past, of our shared history, hung between us like an unspoken noose waiting to hang me. He didn’t say anything at first, simply taking in the sight of me, Tobias, and Aiden together.Then, slowly, a smirk curved his lips. “So, you’re finally ready to come home?”I swallowed hard, tightening my grip on Aiden’s hand. “Only for a month,” I reminded him. “That’s all.”Kieran’s smirk didn’t falter. If anything, it grew. “whatever you say Naya.”As I climbed into the car, the weight of what I was doing settled deep in my bones. Tobias got in beside me, silent but tense. Aiden curled up against my side, his little fingers gripping my sweater.I had made my choice.Now, I had to live with it.—The moment I stepped p