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Going to sleep with the thought of the one you love and desire most, buried deep into the depth of your mind and waking up to the feel of them between your arms has to be the most beautiful feeling in the world.
I know I sound chizzy and all but that's because am literally floating in mid air right now and I don't want this dreaming in colors to ever end.
Her sweet morning scent mixed with the aura in the room seem to be in total agreement with me as it kept luring me back to sleep over and over again.
I have lost count of the many nights I had to stay awake just thinking about her, wondering what she could be doing and with whom, knowing fully well who she could be with.
And now that she is here, it feels like long ago. All the pain and hurt had vanished within the night and even though she says she hate me, I know better than to believe any of it.
Avalon was mine and still mine and nothing and no one can kee
Ava's POV * I don't know how long i was passed out but when i eventually woke up, I found myself restrained and tied to a chair. The awful pain in my head had subsided a bit. I took a deep breath to calm myself down, my eyes darting around in panic and realizing am still in the rogue leader's room. I tried to pull at the robes containing me but stopped when I heard a voice from the corner of the room. The rogue leader was seated by the corner and watching me, his steel green eyes cold and glaring at my direction. After my assassination attempt earlier, I'm surprised to see he is still not surrounded by his guarding lycans and snarling at me by now. Well, I guess this fight is strictly between him and me huh? But how do I beat him if am all tied up unless he wants to murder me like he did my parent. "Let me go" I hissed at him and heard him chuckled at my demand. "I would have done that little one but then you will try to kill me ag
*"You were also there when my father was killed isn't? Because you seem to know too well and exactly who it was that killed him. Are you sure you didn't help them kill my father? Since you wanted so bad to do it with your bare hands as well"He scoffed at my words as he walked back to his seat and sat on it, his eyes still trained on me carefully."It's true I was there that night and would have loved to kill him with my own hands but unfortunately, that didn't happen. Someone else did it before I could and that's why getting blamed for his death sound like blasphemy on my name. I'm not afraid to admit or take credit for the things I have done but as for your father? You can either believe the words I have been saying to you or you can keep seeing your father's actual killer as your savior and King Alpha"His last statement got me swallowing down my next possible remark as I was forced to cocked a brow at him instead,"My King Alpha? A
*He took two step towards the door and paused, turned around and raised a brow at me when he realized I was still mounted at my position on the chair. "Are you coming or what?""What?" I managed to croak out, still not believing my eyes or ears."Come along now before I change my mind" he told me with a sideways glance and I forced my feet to move forward and he began to head out towards the hallway, with me still following him from a safe distance just in case he even thought to pull a fast one on me.My heart was thumping out of my chest really fast not knowing what to expect or actually think. Of all the things he had told me today, this one seem to be the most unrealistic.Could it actually be true? That my biological mother is not death but still alive?Every freaking thing I have fought and trained so damn hard for, is about to become a freaking lie in just a little twinkle of an eye.Gosh, the thought of it all not being as I
*"Mom,mom?" I kept screaming the whole time while she was passed out and lying on my arms but got no response."Do something" I yelled at the rogue leader who seem just as confused as me on what to do next.He took her wrist in between his thumb and index for a while before a little sigh escaped his lips."Let put her on the sofa and give her some space for air. She will be fine"He lifted her off the floor and had her placed on the sofa as he had initially suggested after which I sat beside her on the edge. Not willing to leave her side even for a second.A moment went by before she finally stirred awake slowly, her soft blue eyes settling on my face before darting around to meet the rogue leader pacing around the corner as well."What happened?" She questioned, her voice barely audible."I think you passed out for a while. Are you okay?"She answered with a nod and even struggled to seat back up but I he
Logan's POV*I woke up with a groan. My whole body feeling weak and heavy, with me lying against the hard cold floor. I raised my head slightly, trying to figure out where exactly I was, as the room was somewhat dark with only a faint light filtering in from the hallway.My nostrils was immediately attacked by an awful smell. I was sure it was coming from within the room as it has a mixture of pee and dry human blood. Something gross had happened here, I was sure.I dragged myself into a seating position on the floor with my back against the wall, only then was I able to realize where I truly was. I was locked up in the same cell we used to hold our prisoners captive before executions.My lip hung open in utter shock as rage slipped through my mind like poison and filled my vein as it tore through my mouth in a deep angry growl. This was actually the limit for me. My father has decided to treat me like a common criminal when he is indeed the
*"So you're telling me, Nana is your biological mother?, the same one you have been looking for all this while?" I asked again, my eyes narrowing at the both of them, incredulously.We went over to Nana's house after they got me out of my father's cell. She offered to make me a hot cup of tea with some healing herbs for my body aches after dressing the cuts on my knuckles.While she sat down at her favorite spot in the kitchen, Avalon on the other hand was leaning against the kitchen island with me huddled in the sofa back at the living room and staring at them.I kept looking between the both of them for another minute, finally seeing the uncanny resemblance that has been staring at me right in the face and wondering why i never really saw it before when it was so damn obvious."Yes she is. I mean, can't you tell?" Avalon told me with a mischievous grin on her face causing a sigh to slip out my mouth.I can't believe how I have had t
Ava's POV*I went to sleep that night but couldn't sleep. I felt more restless than at peace. I kept having this inner pull tugging at me to get up and follow the humming coming from a distance.I wonder if Logan could hear it too but he was already fast asleep and waking him up could be insensitive on my part.I lay still while trying to focus on other things but it got even worst.When I couldn't shut it out anymore. I carefully untangled myself from Logan's grip and grabbed his shirt and slipped it on.I glanced at his direction one more time and found that he was still sleeping before cracking the door open and slipping into the passage way.The moment I made it outside in the open, I felt the pull getting stronger and tugging me in the direction of the surrounding forest and without giving it much thought, I went in its direction, my lips parting on its own to join in the humming coming from the near distance.I arr
*I arrived back at the pack house feeling more relieved and somewhat exhausted to my bones. Sofia had her fill of the wild and I was finally able to release some steam as well.I went straight to the room I share with Logan and was about to slip out of my clothes when I was suddenly startled by his presence beside me. I was so deep into my own thought that I didn't hear him come in until I felt his arms snaked around my ribcage as he went ahead and hugged me from behind, pulling me gently into his board chest and I inhaled his scent deep into my lungs like the only fragrance I ever needed with my eyes closed and snapped them open again when i felt him pulled away from me abruptly with a low angry growl."Did you meet someone while you were out running?" He questioned as i turn around to face him. A deep frown cresting his rather handsome face as he stared back at me.I couldn't help but sniffed myself as well at his question and sighed when I realized it
*Six years later **I stood beside the bed in my room facing the open window as I stare into the near distance, as people in the pack went about their daily activities. It's really a beautiful sight seeing how much have changed in just six years. I'm not just talking about the structures here but the people as well. Even the moon goddess seem to be in agreement with more wolves starting to find their mates from night claw pack unlike before.Even Judah and Alana finally admitted that they like each other and it wasn't just the hate and fight. It wasn't exactly surprising given how much time those two spend going at each other throats, it's only fair that they could fail that fiercely in love with each other as well.I inch closer to the window when i saw a newly mated couple emerging from the tree line where they had gone for a run and sighed. I haven't been able to shift and go dashing between the trees myself since I got pregnant again with our third child yet again. The mid day
Ava's POV*Once in my room. I quickly changed into a short summer dress, the color of baby pink and then free my hair from the pins holding it back in place with a relief sigh."Avalon dear, are you alright?" I heard my mother's voice before she slip into the room and heave a relief sigh when she saw me retouching my make up a bit."I'm fine. Just came to change real quick before meeting everyone again""Congratulations Miwa" She cooed into my ear as she pulled me into her arms. I sigh and held her closer before my eyes flick open again.I pulled away suddenly with a raised brow, "Miwa?""That's what your father used to call you. You were a gift from the moon goddess and he always acknowledged that. I guess he is smiling down at how much you have grown and even more so, a woman""Yeah, I guess so"I pull her into another hug with my eyes closed. "Thank you so much for everything. I won't be here today if not for y
*Logan's POVEvery single breath got knocked out of my lungs the moment my eyes dwell on Avalon and her father walking down the aisle and towards me.I couldn't help it as my eyes scan from the crown of her head and down to the soul of her feet. She looked perfect, breath taking even or I won't be here trying to catch my breath.Though her face was hidden behind the veil, I could still picture her rosy lips in a thin line with her brows kneaded together in a nervous way. I couldn't be wrong, judging from the way her hand grip her bouquet of flowers. I could tell she was just as nervous as I was.I could still remember the first time I lay eyes on her back in that hallway in school. Brown hazel eyes filled with so much curiosity stared into mine as though she could see through my very soul. I felt a shift in my destiny when our body made contact even though it was just for a second.The freckles around her cheeks looked so surreal yet, it wa
*"C'mon Ava, you have to get dressed and stop fussing with those damn flowers" Alana scolded me with a frown, standing beside me in a slim fit outfit that matches perfectly with her eyes."Go on girl, you better hurry up now. Logan looks like he is about to pass out, out there. Cooper just texted me" Kara said, coming into the room and beautifully dressed in her maid of honor outfit."I'm glad someone else have noticed" Alana sighed before going to help my mother and Lily take out the cake to the venue.Lily and my mother had just finished adding the final touch on the pink and white cake. It took them three days to get it done and I can't even tell you how proud I really am with those two.I have just twenty minutes left to get dressed,fix my hair and do my make up as well. Thank God for Kara whose expert hands were seriously getting at it already.Fifteen more minutes, I was out of my bathed robe and into my wedding gown and kara had fini
*Different color of freshly picked roses and white lilies trail the hallway and more in the front porch as preparation for my big day draw nearer.My best friend Kara and my parent will be arriving in a day or two and I can't wait to see them again. I haven't seen neither of them in eight freaking months and in those same time frame, a lot has changed. I can totally say am not that girl who left home in pursuit of the truth anymore.A lot has happened that changed how I saw and perceived things and people in general but no matter how much I have grown, I will forever be my parent little girl. I could still remember their reaction over the phone when I told them I was getting married and needed them to come over as soon as possible.*flashback *"What do you mean, you are getting married sweetie" my mom's voice more than screeched at me.She took a deep dramatic pause and then continued, "We haven't seen you in months, only
*I cock a brow at him and he sighed, his expression giving away nothing."Go on and spill it out" I pressured. "I know you want to say something so go ahead and say it already"."Look, I don't mean to eavesdrop on your conversation with him but you have to stop feeling guilty over what happened to Carlos. I don't know the extent of your powers and how much control you have over it but what happened isn't your fault. You gave him a choice but he took the hard way so you can't be blame for saving the people you love and care about""You really think so?"He answered with a nod then continued, "I know I shouldn't be saying this but I grew up with Carlos as my best friend and even though we always hang out in high school just like you remembered, we never agreed on a lot of things and that include him being impulsive and hell bent on having his way and just like he said, he really did regret making me your Sol even though you picked me yourself.
*It's been three days now since Logan regained consciousness. He is almost whole again but still weak and his wound a little tender but healing just fine. He is nearly his old self again.After that crazy night of sex between us, Logan still thinks it was a dream even though I told him it wasn't. Just looking into his green eyes make me realize how truly blessed I am. Everything is just starting to fall perfectly in place.For the past days now, I feel like I have done nothing but have sex with him and sleep like a log of wood. Something that can be blame largely on the pregnancy. Werewolf pregnancy can leave someone feeling more weak than a normal human.This pregnancy has made my bond with Logan even stronger than it was before even though he doesn't know the whole truth, he thinks my reaction to him is because of what happened to him. I literally feel depressed and pissed off when he is far from me and can't get enough of him when we are togethe
*After over ten minutes of just seating there in the ruin my room has now become with low heart beat pounding softly in my chest."Are you okay?" I heard my mother's voice jolting me a little. I nodded stiffly before turning to face her. She is the only one left in the room with me and Logan at this point."I'm fine Mom, you should go rest" I told her with a smile and she nod and proceed to rubbing away the pain at the back of her neck. Thank God there was no swelling when I looked at it earlier. Just a little bruises at the point she was hit and am sure, it will heal just fine.There was a moment of silence before I heard her voice again, "I saw what you did to Carlos. Do you want to talk about it?"A little sigh escaped my mouth as I look down at my clasped hands seating against my laps. "I don't know if I did the right thing by leaving him in that state but at that moment, all I could think about was dominating and disarming him completel
*Recap *I tried to go to him but Carlos beat me to it as he quickly stood over him with a silver dagger, directly to his heart."Take another step and I promise not to miss his heart this time"*I closed my eyes and swallowed hard, trying my possible best to stay calm, mainly because Carlos still had that blade too dangerously close to Logan's chest. When I open my eyes again, I had a bit of control over myself as I stare back at him. My lips forming a thin line in annoyance."What do you want Carlos?" I sneered back at him through gritted teeth.He snorted at my question but answered either way, "I want my pack back and also for you to kill that traitor standing beside you for switching on me. I should have killed him that day but looks like luck was on his side" he ended with a glare at Silas direction and i heard him growl under his breath as he took a stance beside me still."How about you be a man and come do it yourself